Sunday, March 1, 2026
Let's keep this pot stirring for another month as the Dean Noble blog continues. In every blog month from now on, I will write my name somewhere so that people know the name of the person writing this blog. I did post my picture a few times which actually does more. Donald Trump writes his name on every tweet let alone full blog page. That's because US President Donald Trump is on the ball.
It seems that US President Donald Trump has been kicking @ss and taking names in the private sector as well as in the public sector. In the private sector, arrest of Ryan Wedding, killing of El Mencho and in the public sector, arrest of Nicolas Maduro, killing of Ayatollah Khameini. Strike when the Iran is hot
He's certainly made a difference!
This month's meta plus offerings were not bad. Pirates of Nassau, already got it. I bought it as a way of giving a tip to the developers of WW1 as well as WW2 Warplanes. Those two apps are on the 'A gift from God' level.
Arizona Sunshine Remake. I already have this however feel happy for those who don't have this and have yet to experience this. This app is on the "A gift from God' level.
Its that good.
Beat Saber. Top cerebral. I don't understand it. Too cerebral? I'm the one who came up with" the answers I came up with" but can't wrap my head around Beat Saber? It's not rocket science. Even on the easy level? I ply the easy level because I like to Take It Easy.
Spatial OPS. Not bad. Not bad. Visceral. Rocking. However simplistic and repetitive. Crisis Brigade 2 and Drop Dead are better.
I wouldn't mind living on the mainland as mainland living is better than island living. However every other town in this Province is a boring backwater. Vancouver is a rocking town. Victoria is somewhat of a rocking town, not bad. Every other town in this Province is a boring backwater. You get no bonus expat traveller points going to backwater sh*thole towns. That would be taking a step backwards as an overall expat travel experience. The best towns are towns where the infrastructure is one hundred years in the future. Towns like Shenzhen, Shanghai, Chongqing and Qatar looks very futuristic and a lot of towns in the Middle East. However, the Middle East is experiencing a few technical issues at the moment so any travel will have to be postponed until later on.
Within five years, let alone ten, YouTube will have an option to go to a page or channel which will have a blank slate in which a person can write a few word prompts or to compose a highly detailed screenplay suitable for Hollywood and YouTube's in house AI machine, Kling, Sora, seedance 2.0, Unreal Engine, whatever, does an AI video that since you used there machine on their webpage becomes their video of which they could sell an NFT.
The NFT market, I presume is like the general art market. Lots of art paintings sit unsold for years at garage sales. Lots of NFTs, I would think that the vast majority of them never get sold.
Anyways, I want to generate an AI video or have someone else do it about World War One airplanes. Make is spectacular. I want to see Fokker D7, Fokker Dr1, Sopwith Camel, Airco DH2 etc
Hollywood doesn't have to worry about See dance 2.0.
The time to worry is when the day comes when AI can generate entire movies with scripts and plotline elements such as inverse parallelism, ring theory and chirasic structure.
And when AI generates paid for feature length content on Blu rays or on streaming sites and people are actually preferring to part with their dollars over an AI generated movie than a Hollywood movie. That will be the death of Hollywood.
Hollywood will simply go from being a centralized American entity where there are professional and guild standards to being decentralized and Worldwide with no standards except a minimal of imagination.
AI: Do movies about Sherlock Holmes. Do a movie about the origins of Professor Moriarty and how Sherlock Holmes, a detective started on his investigation of Professor Moriarty.
Do a movie of JRR Tolkien's The Silmarillon stylized like the Peter Jackson movies.
AI will probably do it.
When a television station just as an experiment broadcasts an AI generated movie and it has more viewers and ratings than movies on the AMC channel, that will be the death of Hollywood.
AI can probably do a new Bruce Lee movie featuring Bruce Lee's usual Cantonese opera troupe of actors and do it overdubs style with the stylized 70s overdubs voices, the same English speaking overdub voices used in 70s foreign cartoons, where the mouth moving doesn't sync to the overdubs. AI could do it.
Do The Silent Flute but starring Bruce Lee based on the original script that David Carradine did.
I want to talk about the experience of flying a Messerschmitt ME 262 in VR in the app Dawn of Jets VR.
The dashboard on the plane reminds me of an 80s BMW 320i.
The plane is an intense version of the 1985 BMW 320i but it was made in the 40s. It's a much better version because this is a jet airplane. The BMW 320i is just a car.
When I fly that plane, it's like driving a BMW 320i from the 80s. German design.
The Messerschmitt ME 262 is like a 1985 BMW 320i on steroids, and cocaine!
Ein - on
Aus - off
Macht ein innen Beleuchtung. Turn in interior airplane lights.
Flying the ME 262 in VR is the apex premium Alaska Hotel Dawson Creek experience. The Alaska Hotel had German owners. Hardcore German.
Since it's Sunday, I thought it would be apropos to mention that the Iranian Foreign Minister vows revenge, typical, since Supreme Leader Snoke, Iran's former head honcho, who was a high ranking religious figure. So what? Thousands of people are high ranking religious leaders.
However, in a World that has 8 billion people, a few thousand is rare. A person would have more chances of winning a substantial prize of a Canadian scratch lottery ticket than they would at being a high ranking religious leader.
CNN said that American bases had to deal with attacks, missile strikes, from Iran and from other regions that are sympathetic to Iran. They are being hit from two sides.
Just like Benghazi.
CNN also said that even with the missile hits, the hits just keep on coming, no one was killed or injured.
Not like Benghazi.
Monday, February 2, 2026
Iran declares 40 days of mourning.
The word quarantine means exactly 40 days of sequestering.
Oh, I hare to do this:
quARaNtIne = ARNI = Iran
The United States is going to initiate a blitzkrieg over Iran.
All citizens advised to leave. What if they have no money to leave? They could go with a religious group, a traveling Middle Eastern caravan.
Jordan is like the Switzerland in all this. Neutral.
The North of Iran has the Caspian Sea. Beluga whales. I saw some beluga whales in Vancouver quite a few years ago. They are the most beautiful of all the whales.
If Iran installs a new religious Leader, the US will pretty much try to do him in too. Talk about The Most Dangerous Job in the World. That job most likely comes with hazard pay.
The Strait of Hormuz blockade is like the trade blockade in The Phantom Menace.
"Our shields are down! We'll never make it past this blockade! One more direct hit and we're done for!"
YouTube comment of the day. On a video about Vancouver's empty condos.
"Wages can't keep up with politicians fake economy."
Pope Leo refuses to join Trump's Board of Peace.
Best comments: Two female commenters wrote:
"The Pope would never go along with Trump's nonsense."
"He won't condone his diabolical idiotism."
Tuesday, March 3, 1026
Trump has a strange red mark on his neck.
YouTube commenters said that it is either shingles or a chemotherapy radiation burn or an Alzheimer's Exelon patch.
If he had shingles, he couldn't wear attached collars. The pain rating of shingles ranges from 4 - 10. Ten is the pain level of a bullet wound. That's how painful it is.
It lasts for about 5 weeks. It goes away and isn't fatal, but very painful.
More offerings from the ghastly wretched physics of this dimension.
The physics of the afterlife are a lot cooler.
White House statement said he got the burn from taking a topical relief cream. Creams usually take away burn marks, they don't add burn marks that weren't already there.
That's another notch on the bed post of bad egregious health.
I hope that Trump gets better. I hope that red mark goes away.
Yesterday, I mentioned the word blitzkrieg not knowing that today, German Chancellor Merz visited Trump at the Oval Office today specifically to offer German military assistance in the Iran invasion and war.
Pierre Poilievre nach Deutschland tomorrow.
Pierre Poilievre is going to Germany tomorrow.
Pat Metheny 1981 Live version of Better Days Ahead has an intro segment that is so profound that it is now one of the songs I want to hear upon my death as I am going to heaven.
Other such songs include
Bruno Mars - Skate
Yellow Magic Orchestra - Behind The Mask
On the YouTube video thumbnail, you see the words 1981 Live in Tampa. The intro on that song.
As I am dying and going to the afterlife, that is music I'd want to hear. It would be from a memory from my mind and amplified and in high definition. Well that's the way it usually works.
Tonight is the blood red supermoon.
Try seeing the blood red supermoon with binoculars on the day after seeing the movie Melancholia. It looks like Mars headed towards the Earth!
I visited the moon a few times in VR. Approaching the moon, it looks big, really big in VR. The Earth has cities with lights. You can forget about that on the moon. No lights at all.
The moon gives off a geomagnetic vibe. The vibe of something ancient. You get a quick sense of all that's happened on the moon which is nothing. That can create a heavenly vibe. The Pat Metheny song More Kansas City is a great song to play while visiting the moon especially on Sunday.
Sunday vibes would be strong on the moon. If there is Church on the moon, the Sunday vibes would be incredible.
On the first wave, one of the astronauts would have to moonlight, no pun intended, as a Priest.
Questioner: What Priestly qualifications do you have?
Applicant: I've watched A Christmas Carol a few times.
Questioner: You'll do.
Or, if worse comes to worst and it all goes s pear-shaped, it would look like:
Questioner: What Priestly qualifications do you have?
Applicant: What's a Priest?
Questioner: Well, you fit the criteria, although just barely. Can you start next Sunday?
CNN has so many strange ads about pharmaceuticals. Am I watching a News channel or a pharmaceutical documentary? I'm confused here. One drug is for Tardive Dyskinesia. TD. Trump Donald. Are you sure it's not Trumptive Donaldesia?
Come to watch the News program. Stay to see what pharmaceutical options you might possibly have.
Well, I guess we know who's sponsoring CNN.
CNN is a corporate entity that's propped up by drug sales just like the Medellin cartel. Oh the Medellin cartel isn't a corporate entity. Are you sure about that?
CNN is free to watch. Tip, if it's free, the product is you.
So much for cutting out the middleman. CNN serves as a sublimated middleman between pharmaceutical companies and any possible end users, again, you. Don't believe it? Part of the sales of the pills that CNN pushes pays for those ads on CNN.
I got The Running Man 2025. On sale for $11.
Today is Tuesday which is movie day.
I wouldn't bother getting the 1987 version which isn't faithful to the novel vey much. Just a little. Cheesy outdated production values. Tedious to watch.
The Running Man 2025 is actually quite spectacular. Intensely faithful to the novel.
Usually, matinees are $9.
On Tuesday movie day, Matinees are $8. A savings of $1 which is substantial.
Usually, movies are $14 admission for Friday nights anyways so $11 for a movie I can watch on the VR big screen. Why not?
Meta did a massive upgrade. Definition so much sharper. Plus my new balanced armature drive earbuds which I got for $28. Movies look and sound high grade.
It is astounding that Lawrence of Arabia is available in 4K high definition. The uploader said that he painstakingly handcorrected all the colors and hues in this presentation in an attempt to make it look even better than the original which is a subjective value. Whatever.
Because the color doesn't match the official movie, it slips through the cracks on YouTube.
I like to think that rich people from the Middle East sponsored this movie to show on YT for free. Even if not, there are two Russian movie websites that I know of that have this movie for free in high definition.
The movie talks about Hashemite Arabs. There are a lot of Hashemite living in Iran.
The name Hashemite, however, doesn't come from the possibility that whenever they encounter any hash, they say, "Hash, I might have some." That would be just wrong.
Lawrence of Arabia died in a motorcycle accident months after he was repatriated having made it safely home from the war. General Patton died in a car accident months after he got repatriated.
Steven Spielberg said that this movie and The Greatest Show on Earth are the two movies that got him into film making.
Star Wars got me into film making. Raiders of the Lost Ark and also Lord of the Rings are all movies that got me into doing cartoon films. Also The Polar Express.
If watching those movies don't inspire anyone to get into making movies, well, I don't know what to say.
The movie is spectacular. It starts off with a tedious long and drawn out orchestral manourvre in the dark. Then the movie. The scenes are spectacular. The sweeping desert. No wonder this movie inspired Stephen Spielberg.
I would be freaked out to go to the Middle East. At first. Those room with all the blue curtains and the pillars and all those people wearing their cultural clothing, Muslim clothing would freak me out! But then get to know them. They are very mild and very honourable people. They are very intelligent and understanding people. Their foods. It can take awhile to get used to. I'm thinking Donair, felafels, gyros, goat curry with rice, tabouleh salad. That stuff is pretty good.
Live there for a year and you won't want to leave.
Some would call it Stockholm syndrome or trauma bonding. It is usual for travelers to 'go native' and native aping.
If a person lives in a Muslim country for one year and comes back, it will be a struggle but an essential one to wear Western clothing again.
I wouldn't go to a Muslim country because dut to me having developed a torpor of the mind, I'm unable to even make it to Sidney BC let alone to a Muslim country.
I am also a Christian although the level of perfection of my Christianity is yet to be determined. My aim is to be a 100% perfect Christian.
I suppose that a Muslim would aim to be a 100% perfect Muslim.
If there is an Internet outage in Iran or anywhere, would an Amazon firestick help?
AmazoN fIRestick = ANIR = Iran
So basically Iran has no internet.
'How Iran throttles the Internet to keep its people in the dark.' CBC
"Now that's good drug addict behaviour." Dr Drew Pinsky
Iran is basically offline. Iran shut off the internet for its people.
Now that's good theocracy behaviour.
As if Iran wasn't already an anachronism going back about 500 years with the stylings of the old and dead Ayatollah now add 30 years to that with their internet on the kaputz. Making it a grand total of 530 years of anachronistic legacy and tradition.
Jesus said, "Worry not about tomorrow. Sufficient unto today is the grace thereof."
God is the Source code. It's all about programming.
We get the strength we need for today today. We get the strength we need for tomorrow tomorrow. We don't get the strength we need for tomorrow today.
And every night when we sleep, the programming refreshes and reboots providing another daily allotted supply of broadband, programming and memory.
Getting back to programming, every day, we get 1x of broadband, programming power, and memory. We don't get 2x, enough for today and tomorrow today. And we certainly don't get 7330x of broadband, programming strength and memory enough for the next 20 years today.
365 x 20 = 365 x 10 x 2, the distributive principle, 3650 x 2 = 3,000 x 2 = 6,000 + 600 x 2 = 7200 + 60 x 2 = 7320 + 5 x 2 = 7300
And doesn't a computer also work just like that? Evey day, it gets around x amount of programming, broadband and memory, not like ten or whatever times the amount.
So basically, don't fear the future and this is why.
Noel Casler who was a staffer on The Apprentice said that Trump has been using Adderall for years.
Its worse than I thought. Adderall is an amphetamine class drug. I thought it was a caffeine based based. Really?! Amphetamines are dangerous. Too heavy.
As Watson said, "Holmes, the game is not worth the candle."
The best way to live is clean and sober.
Michael McDonald became a born again Christian in the 70s. He was one of the few rockers who didn't do drugs while others around him were into whatever. The best way to live is clean and sober. I admire Michael McDonald for not using drugs.
Trump should quit Adderall. However, that is the ideal and would be far from the reality.
The tendency is, he'll most likely be on the Adderall Express. For life.
Love is not love that seeks to alter that when it alteration finds, nor bends with the remover to remove. Shakespeare
The thing is to accept people including old Trump as the way they are, not as you would want them to be. It would be nice to envision an amphetamine free POTUS. What you see is what you get. WYSIWYG
Snap! Yesterday was the Anniversary of the death of Emily Carr.
She died on March 2.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Fear of the future has led me to have insomnia. Tonight I have fear of the future. Fesr of the future is an incurable psychological condition. Others only because its pretty much the only normal psychological condition.
Essentially, this war of the US vs Iran is a one way street.
The US is an endogenic economy, it generates its wealth, currency, etc from within.
Iran is an exogenic economy. It seems like it. Despite supplying what, 30% of the World's oil, its economy is such that it is a million Iranian raels to one American dollar. That sounds like an exogenic set up. Venezuela supplied 3% of the World's oil.
The US militarily defends endogenically.
The Iranian military defends itself exogenically as it has formed military allegiances with a few other Nations based on asymmetrical warfare which is a two or more front war, as it looks like Lebanon with Hezbollah and it would have been Syria too except that America installed a puppet government in Syria. Otherwise Donald Trump wouldn't have congratulated the new Syrian leader in attaining power a few months ago. Turkey and Qatar are also well known allies of Iran. Alone, a lot of these countries that defend themselves exogenically couldn't possibly hold its own against the US juggernaut.
That's on a macro level. Of Nations.
On a micro level, that of individuals, the Police are endogenically militarily defensive. Citizens are exogenically militarily defensive in that citizens rely on the Police for defense and protection. And the Police do operate on an asymmetrical warfare basis as they seem to like to play the game of goh, that is surround the enemy or target.
This morning as I left the apartment, I saw the Police on the street, walking the beat. Foot patrol. That's what gave me the idea.
Fear of the future makes me believe the my life is going nowhere. Of course it's going nowhere. At the rate its going, it will be two hundred years before this country reaches the level that China is now on an infrastructural level. So meanwhile a lot of useless and meaningless political and societal overtures leading nowhere. Erehwon.
Today, I went to see the IMAX movie, Deep Space. There is an IMAX film festival.
The movie was about the James Webb Space Telescope. It shows all these galaxies. Who!
Everything abiut the video was wrong or else a lot of it was. I was waiting for and didn't hear certain information.
All of what we are experiencing is just parsed data that may or may not correspond to empirical reality.
Dark energy makes galaxies expand at a very fast rate. According to the Doppler effect, as galaxies recede away, they should get smaller, but they actually get bigger!
A bit of math, The observable Universe has a circumference of 75 billion light years. The event horizon at which all gaxies disappear has a circumference of about 105 billion light years wide.
The lifespan of a galaxy is 20 billion years. Then it shrinks, collapses and dies. Even if a galaxy was born and was full grown along the observable Universe's 75 billion light years circumference point, when it gets to the event horizon, it would be gone.
When we see a galaxy, we are not looking at it as it is now. If a galaxy is 5 billion light years away, we are seeing it as how it looked 5 billion years ago. That galaxy still exists at a different stage of its own morphology.
Some galaxies are 50 billion light years away! These galaxies are already dead. The ones that James Webb telescope sees, the farthest galaxies way out there at the edge of the Universe, they're already dead and disappeared.
Basically, any galaxy outside of a 20 Bn light year radius of Earth has already disappeared.
When we see the Universe, we are not looking at reality. We are looking at a chronologically perverse abstract surreal painting of galaxies and nebulas, pulsars, quasars, etc reflected against a set of fun house mirrors and that's the BS painting which is what is supposed to pass as reality.
Which is depressing, actually.
The physics of this dimension, our supposed vision of the Universe can't match up with the fake Universe that is broadcast data to us.
The Universe is lying to us. Or perhaps it's only from a certain point of view.
"You will find that a great many truths we cling to depend upon a certain point of view." Ben Kenobi, Return of the Jedi
The Universe that is seen is composed partly of a small part of being galaxies that are still around and other galaxies that are essentially ghosts. That's just like the guy from the movie, The Sixth Sense. Some of the people he saw were alive but most of the people he saw had already disappeared.
The unaided human eye can only see as far as the galaxies that are still around. To see the disappeared galaxies, you need a special instrument. In this case a telescope.
The unaided human eye only sees living people. To see the disappeared people, a special instrument, a special light that emits along a certain frequency. Maxwell's equation, X-rays, radio, microwaves, UV rays, infrared, gamma. Plus a camera that operates on that light frequency. Don't do it. You might not like what you see. It would freak most pople out. Of course no such camera exists.
So, as Einstein asked, is this a friendly Universe or a hostile Universe?
Well, the IMAX movie didn't talk about any of that.
There are a lot of things that are inexplicable. Just like the f'ed nature of the spectacle of galaxies in the Universe.
WYSIWYG with the Universe. Even if a lot of things seen are actually no longer there.
Such as how the Earth went from a planet of all unicellular beings to being unicellular beings with mitochondria. The odds of that happening is like throwing a DVD player of all parts loose and unassembled into the air and when it lands on the table, the pieces assemble themselves and fall into place resulting in a working DVD player.
How the human eyes takes about .013 seconds to register a image so any thing we see is already somewhat in the past.
How as the years go on, it isn't a memory but eventually becomes a memory of a memory of a memory of a memory of a memory etc
Its a wonder how I made it this long without my sweetness.
I still worry about the future. A Christian website said to avoid "future tripping". That is modern hip terminology that the Christian website used.
What is it about the physics of this dimension that makes me worry about the future the most?
Answer: Cortisol.
"Remember. It's only pain." Tom Cruise, Mission Impossible, Final Reckoning part 1.
Dance music is better to listen to. Jazz-rock fusion is better to play the drums to.
Kansas City Blues Pat Metheny Group is very danceable. 😁
On CNN, a reporter asked a Congressman, about the Iraq situation,
"Would you declare this a war?"
The Congressman could have answered,
"If I f*cked your wife like the US is f*cking Iran, and she got pregnant, would you declare her pregnant? What if I also f'ed your mother and she got pregnant? Would you declare her pregnant? The lines of logic we're working with here don't differ that much."
Thursday, March 5, 2026
Empire of the Sun. On sale for $8.
At this point, I'm mulling it over.
Expenses expenses.
This is a Spielberg movie.
Spectacular vision of an era in history in a different place. China. They were fighting Japan at the time. It was just before and during the Second World War.
I'll watch the News. Perhaps I'll see a sign. Should I get the movie or not?
$8. Is that expensive or not? It's less than half of one hour of minimum wage. Prorated to when minimum wage was $5 an hour, that's about $2.30
Still mulling it over....
Got it. I've known of this movie since the 80s when it was released. I didn't go see it in the theatre.
It is one of the most spectacular movies ever made. So much so that film school documentaries on YouTube show scenes from this movie to demonstrate spectacular cinematography. Some scenes in the trailer blew my hair back.
I'm living in luxury in Canada. Petit-petit bourgeois luxury.
I went to Chinatown and got soft tofu. The plan is to place that into a bowl, give it a stir to break up the pieces and then add sugar but not too much. That's a great desert that perks up the mind.
It perks up the mind as much as the 12 second brain reset available on YouTube. It resets the brain removing tiredness, anxiety, etc. It works.
Its based on the Fibonacci sequence, the golden ratio, sacred geometry. This sacred geometry shows up in all nature but is conspicuous in things such as Nautilus shells and the spiral arms of the Milly Way galaxy is arranged in such a sequence.
Anyone who knows anything about internet conspiracy theories would know about this.
I also got some kind of pastry that's quite luxurious. I could only afford to get one. Rich people can get quite a few and it goes s into a large white box. Those white boxes weren't that expensive in the old days. Nows it's quite pricey.
If I ever get a windfall and it just might. I did a lot of kind things for people and people don't forget. Just as if someone else, god forbid, did bad things to a lot of people, and people don't forget. Money is a force of which cash, paper, or digital currency is the ends to a means. Sometimes, people don't find money as much as money finds people. Especially if the force that is money decides that it just likes ya'.
"Some are born with greatness, some achieve greatness and others have greatness thrust upon them." Shakespeare
There is an old saying, Things didn't happen to Arnold Schwarzenegger. Arnold happened to things.
It could happen to you.
If I ever get a windfall, I would remember to make a larger than usual donation to the Tour de Rock Police charity.
So anyways, my luxuries are the tofu and the pastry, and Empire of the Sun which would look just sizzling on YouTube which has upgraded its high definition display on all platforms such as television, laptop computer, tablet, and VR goggles.
And also Real VR Fishing released another one of their famous once every two months releases in the form of Cityscapes DLC. This displays different cities in different places which sort of narrows it down.
The new DLC in Real VR Fishing includes Vancouver's Coal Harbour! Now I can teleport to Vancouver at any time in virtual reality.
My neighbour is bringing in all kinds of strays. He has a new buddy. A new friend. A guy.
Other than that, there are three or four women that visit him regularly. Meth heads. Some look kind of pretty but they looked a lot different three years ago and will look again, look a lot different three years from now. Meth heads are rather mercurial in appearance as well as disposition.
A few women. That seems kind of hot. But they are hard core, and I mean hard core meth heads which would be a definite demerit point. So one cancels out the other. No room for jealousy. Meth heads have never been any kind of a priority for me.
If I move to another apartment in another part of town, I would expect to encounter more or less similar situations. Such social configurations is one of the default common denominators of urban living and has been for centuries.
There are a few things to remember which will help.
1. Time goes fast. Even with the most seemingly insufferable situations, the years just fly past and before you know it, it's New Years Eve again.
2. A person gets desensitized. It's really not that much of an issue. Desensitization desensitizes. Absolute desensitization desensitizes absolutely. Over time, absolute desensitization is attained.
3. The settings of the physics of this dimension. When a person who's innate nature is that of a rockin' rockshow teleporting, telepathizlsizing, young forever in a realm where everyone else is young forever, and never has to worry about cortisol or dying is all of a sudden shoe horned into a fake reality, although quite real at the time, into a backwater dimensional iteration where people can't teleport so they are stuck in whatever house, town, or Nation, where people can't read another person's mind so there is plenty of room for misunderstanding, in a realm where a select few are beautiful and for only a select period of time in their lives and where worries that revolve around pain, cortisol, and the fear of dying are the coin of the Realm. Something like that would do a number on anyone! No wonder why envy and jealousy can emerge.
Envy is non sexual. Jealous is sexual. Envy someone's material possession. Be jealous of someone else's love interest. Whatever.
4. Put on VR goggles and the $30 specials earbuds. Then who's to say where you are.
Depression, boredom, only gets worse when sitting there doing nothing. Get into developing a skillset on VR or else on a tablet.
Skills include playing golf, flying airplanes, playing the drums, etc.
Be an outlier. Get better at a skill. That leaves absolutely no room for envy, or jealousy or boredom.
5. Relationships can be pain. Lots of pain. Breaking up. To break ip is at least ten times as difficult as finding a relationahip. Why break up? Once past a certain point some women will be there with you for life. On one level or another.
Every relationship has its off moments, it's tired moments, moments when one person can say something hurtful to another perhaps from arrogance and rage issues that stem from some kind of perfectionism. These words years later can be the basis of regret. For life.
Better to have no relationship than to get angry for whatever BS hissy fit reason and say something hurtful on the spur of the moment that can not be retracted. That would be just awful.
If I had any money at all, I would just move out. However any new place I move into will have its weird neighbours. Guaranteed. People who don't at all look like they are meth heads. Guess what? They are weekend warriors when it comes to meth. That is typical of what could be expected. Murphy's law. It's a wretched planet.
There is a lady who lives alone in a house on an island off of New Zealand. No-one there but a few farm animals and a dog. I guess she could give each of those farm animals a social media account. Or not. I wouldn't mind living in a place like that.
At the end of the movie Papillon, the Dustin Hoffman character was able to live in a small cottage with a stone fence front yard. A Franch ex con in the early 1900s lived better than most people these days do. When was the story set? That's my ultimate dream. To live alone in a quiet place. No weird neighbours. None that are living too closely nor too far away. If a person lives alone in a house in a remote area with no neighbours, guaranteed some weird people will show up and you'd have to go Louis L'amour and use a shotgun to defend the range. This could result in legal problems with the Law. Best to live in an area with neighbours and also a local Police detachment. Safety in numbers.
The optimum is quiet and privacy but also safety in numbers.
That cottage that Dustin Hoffman lived in would have been interesting. Plumbing works on the most basic almost primitive level and that would be about it. No electric wiring. It wasn't even electrical let alone electronic which another level of electrical wiring and gridwork. There would have obviously been no internet. No lightbulbs even. Just candles for light. Otherwise, it was a nice solid cabin. Get a portable solar panel. That is enough for one room. Live in that room and use Evey other room for storage or leave them empty to be used as VR golf rooms using a VR golf club. The cheap portable solar panels can be had for $50.
A room should have lights, paint the walls pine green and have an overhead frosted white halogen lightbulb shining down in a parabolic arc. Then get a television. Get a high def 4K television. 40" would be optimal. No larger, no smaller.
Then get an Android tablet and get a pair of meta 3 goggles. You'd also need the electric solar panels to recharge your electric skateboard. If you don't have one, get one, but be sure to wear a helmet.
Over time, walk down the streets of town and find whatever. A person can find all kinds of things for their room but be sure to wash whatever first. If you find something from IKEA, that is a one million points on the video game of life, 150% bonus. That is how you do up a cottage like the Dustin Hoffman character had.
I found two things from IKEA. A small white porcelain coffee cup and a lounge chair made of one piece of canvas and a wood frame. I also got a thin blanket from IKEA for Christmas. The blanket is so thin that I could easily lift it with one hand. Usually a person needs to hands to life a blanket. Especially an anti anxiety comfort blanket.
Sometimes, heck,, all the time, that Heather shaped hole in my heart will just flares up and it hurts, hurts, hurts.
So Iran supplies 30% of the World's oil yet its currency is about one million of their dollars to one American dollar. How does that happen?! That leaves me wondering what their currency would be valued at if it didn't supply 30% of the World's oil.
It would be like the Vietnam Duong or worse.
Now if that doesn't set the Guinness World Record for the worst National financial mismanagement, I don't know what does.
I am happy about living in Canada. Canada is not a backwater.
There are two kinds of backwater.
1. Technological backwater.
China + Normalized present = West is an anachronism of the past
West + hegemonized present = China is a futuristic anachronism
2. Linguistic backwater
What can you say about languages of certain Nations, God love them, that have a pictographic semasiographic written language or one with no spaces between words, only between sentences and paragraphs? It inovles a steeper learning curve that's all.
Anyone who puts their mind to it can do it.
Ashwagandha and magnesium makes any place seem like less of a backwater. I volunteer to clean up certain streets. To try to do all them, well, first of all, the city is a rabbit hole. So many streets. I have the select areas that I clean. Second, remember, right thinking is that anything that is too difficult isn't worth doing at all.
Cleaning the sidewalks does make the area seem less sleazy. It looks nice, like the West Side Shaughnessy Heights. That's the ideal of Shaughnessy Heights. In reality, I don't know if anyone there cleans the sidewalks to the level that I clean the sidewalks.
Bento Sushi on Fort Street closed.
I used to get the 30% off after 3pm to closing time at 5 pm, being on a budget.
Closed now.
What a roast.
That store will sit vacant.
I only ordered take out. At one time, I said I would have something to eat at the restaurant. I never did. That's because, I don't know. Lots of people only order take out. Some people even at the level where they never even show up to the restaurant to order, preferring instead to use an order delivery app.
Life can be depressing that way. Stores close. Perhaps a newer, perhaps better, however better is subjective and what's the other option, worse?
Not only is there turnover in restaurants in terms of food orders, staff personnel, but also of restaurants themselves, in all cities. Every year in any city, quite a few restaurants close and quite a few restaurants open.
That Heather shaped hole in my heart. It hurts, it hurts. Anyone who knows the exquisite subtle yet searing pain of grief as it affects the heart. I think that my involuntary grief, to say nothing of my torpor of the mind will shorten my expected lifespan.
So it's the hurtin' Heather shaped hole in my heart express. For life.
God is close to the broken hearted.
Psalms 5:2 For you bless the godly, O Lord. You surround them with your shield of Love.
I made a Michelin one star curry.
Fry onions, garlic and ginger in oil. Add diced lamb which I had. Add Glico curry. Add chunks of boiled potatoes. Fry all together. Add some beer. Add bay leaves. Cook for awhile. Remove from stove for a couple of minutes.
The add a few pinches of pungent real black truffle salt from Europe which I also had.
Add with rice.
Is that a one star meal or what?
If you add grated parmesan cheese, then you got that saag paneer-Italian cooking, fusion thing going on. If you haven't tried curry with parmesan cheese, why not?
Real hard core authentic saag paneer uses goat cheese.
The Little Prince.
Adults lost the ability to see things as children do.
A pilot lands somewhere on Earth where a little Prince from a tiny planet is.
They go to other planets and meet four people that teach about the folly of the adult world.
1. The man who wears nice clothes because no one would think that he was as important if he always wore shabby clothes.
2. The man who doesn't understand how nice something is or how important they are unless numbers are used. If the person is kind and has a very nice house that is awesome with all kinds of gardens, he wouldn't understand. Say that the person is only 35 but has a house worth $10 million. That he understands.
3. The man who drinks to forget that he is an alcoholic.
4. The rich man who hoards money. There is an old saying. There will always be enough for man's needs but there will never be enough for man's greeds.
My hotel allows pets. One person living in my hotel has a cat.
I have a virtual cat.
Cat's Meow Town. I have been taking care of that cat every day. There are options for more cars. One cat is enough.
The cat in the app is named Fluffy.
Cute. White with brown patches.
Father or mother white and father or mother brown.
Xx Xy
Xx. Xx-Xx. Xx-Xy
Xy. Xx-Xy. Xy-Xy
What this means is if one is white and the other is brown and there were four babies, one will be white, one will be brown, and one will be brown with white patches and the other will be white with brown patches.
Amy, the golden Syrian hamster I had in another town was the cutest hamster in the Universe. Even to say hi or to pet her even a little, she would lie kn her back and expose her white tummy with her legs curled up in the air. Oh!!! How cute is that?! Cuteness overload!
I played a VR game I got for free and if I didn't stop when I did, I would have gotten motion sickness.
The human brain processes memory not as intellectual events but as emotional events.
The mind brings up the past to find clues it can use to help you survive against future imaginary threats as the brain likes to tell itself stories as well as paint pictures of the future. Future tripping.
The brain brings up certain events in order to seek closure. Emotional closure. A person must not get angry with themselves whenever they bring up past memories but to try to remind themselves that the future is guaranteed to be different than imagined.
Get into hobbies and crafts. Develop one or a few skillsets.
The movies Lawnmower Man and Johny Mnemonic were right. VR rewire and trains the brain.
I learned
- flying airplanes
Playing drums I already learned. Golf, I already learned years ago. Shooting a toy gun, there's not much learning. Aim and shoot. Fishing. It isn't a skill, it's a relaxing past time unless a person was fishing for sailfish marlin.
3D jigsaw puzzles in Puzzling Places is always a blast.
Pinball. All tables are free for three minutes. Pretty good. Virtual reality pinball is way better than pinball on the tablet. Pinball on the DS and the Nintendo Gba are terrible.
I visited a pinball arcade in Granville Street quite a few years ago when I was in Vancouver. Virtual reality pinball reminds me of that experience. The pinball table I played in Vancouver was called Star Wars, The Empire Strikes Back.
That was a good pinball table!
Flying airplanes and helicopters is the main brain Trainer. I flew a helicopter around Sidney BC in VR in World Flight VR. Not bad. The helicopter moves at a good clip. About 150 miles an hour. How could something with propellers arranged like that move at 150 miles an hour?
I think I might need, the is, want to get a drum chair to play VR drums. Long and McQuade. Drum chairs run from $59 for one with thin padding to a thick padding one for around $250. Thick padding with backrest is $350. There's no way I would pay more than about $50 for a drum chair. Or perhaps I don't need one. I've gotten along fine so far. A used drum chair at a pawn store could be an option.
If a person converts to Judaism, and attains a certain level, it wouldn't be difficult for them to attain citizenship in Israel. However, now would not be a good time to go. And probably won't be for the rest of Bibi Methamph-yahoo's administrative term.
I visited Israel in VR. It's Türe. VR memories register as real memories. I remember walking down that street, the video was filmed at night. There was a wall on one side and a valley with city lights. There were tour buses.
Friday, March 6, 2026
On perhaps the strangest turn of the tale, my neighbour, Polack, and meth whores, and has recently reinvented himself smokes as someone who meth himself, now has the strangest of guests. My other neighbours say a young guy who looks well, gay. And he was sleeping in the same bed as my meth head neighbour. My neighbour thinks perhaps gay?
I'm thinking bisexual. Or as the words used in the Stephen King novel The Shining, AC/DC.
I haven't seen the guest. When someone hasn't seen someone, they paint a licute in their mind. My neighbour said he was young and had long hair. I'm thinking of someone who looks like a cross between Krampus and a Christmas elf.
I asked my neighbour, do you think he will try to break into my room or try to attack me? I'd have to defend myself. My neighbour said no, that guy looks really gay and light on his loafers, so to speak.
I'm still scared. I'm painting a picture of Krampus breaking into my room and attacking me.
This is the most graphic Police story I have ever heard. The Vancouver Police were in the process of apprehending someone who thanks to some strange drug probably PCP, had superhuman strength. He had one Police Officer pinned on the ground and was repeatedly punching that Police Officers face, hard, and saying "Welcome to the jungle!"
What if I get attacked and that guy says, "Welcome to the jungle!" to me?
Pastor Joel Osteen said in a YouTube video called Protect Your Imagination.
"A lot of the things you worry about will not come to pass. Your brain should get an Oscar for some of the stories that it tells you but none of it will come to pass. You are in the Hand of God."
If I ever see the guy, I'll tell you what he looks like, however as of now, I'm scared. A Police Officer wouldn't be scared. I'm really actually envisioning the literal Krampus frkm Christmas which looks quite scary. Krampus from Christmas legend is visiting my neighbour?! Oh, great.
I hope that the VR drums app that I have decides to release wire brushes which are essential for jazz. Even as a paid DLC, I would pay if it's not too pricey or preferably as a free option. Wtf.
I hope that someone can pass this along to the developers which shouldn't be too difficult according to the Will Smith movie, Six Degrees of Separation. A person is only six people away from any given person in the World. Even Royalty.
It would seem that I got a free primo VR app. The 7th Guest. It said redeem. Usually it just says get. This was a gift for me. From the gods.
Vertigo games made Arizona Sunshine. And a few other good ones too, I don't remember which. Anyways Vertigo is a top tier developer. AAA grade steak.
So far, I'm still alive. So far, my neighbour's gay friend Krampus hasn't 'welcomed me to the jungle'. I'm worried about that. It's the picture that my mind has painted. If Krampus punches me out, you are all welcome to visit me at the hospital.
I saw that guy. He looks young, early 20s, long hair like big hair metal band 80s. He looked scrawny and very sad.
Just when I thought things couldn't get any more stranger.
Don't underestimate a meth head even if they look scrawny. On the streets, their survival depends on an ability to fight and most meth heads have had some fighting experience. Their weapon of choice is a knife. I hope that gay heavy metal big hair Krampus doesn't attack me.
My landlord seems to regard these drug users as having more rights than non drug uaers. I try to be an orderly respectable tenant and that's what I get in return.
My landlord enables and coddles a lot of mentally ill tenants. He likes to coast.
The tenant in question will usually deny and gas light my complaints.
He'll talk to the meth head neighbour in a speech that amounts to a slap in the wrist and then he probably walks away thinking that he nailed it.
I wonder if this is God's plan. Nothing works outside the realm of God.
God certainly works in mysterious ways.
I guess it is to try to get me to develop patience and to not be so conditional when it comes to thinking that others are quote, worth my time, unquote, or not.
My neighbour is probably going through some late life crisis. He looks like he might be dying in a couple of years. He would be the guy that if he had a serious disease, he wouldn't tell anyone.
My landlord said to my neighbour that if he smells meth, he won't even knock, he'll kick thdle door down. But meanwhile as long as he doesn't smell it, he gets a free pass to smoke meth in his room. Meanwhile other tenants have to smoke outside. Those who moved in before 2015 can still smoke in their rooms. Smoke tobacco, I can see that but again, while other tenants are forced to go outdoors to smoke, that meth head can smoke meth in his room. Bizarre airhead energy.
So many things to deconstruct.
It would be one thing if he were in the room smoking meth. But he brings in people off the street. Meanwhile others in the hotel have to smoke outdolrs but the meth head gets to smoke meth in his room, why, just because he moved in here before 2015, never mind that no one else around him in bringing in meth heads off the street.
Its not fair Ro the tenants that have to smoke outdoors.
Weird draconian airhead policy wonk BS.
Its been established that he does meth. The paramedics showed up that day. But meanwhile he gets to do meth and bring all kinds of people in from off the street.
If I moved to another room, I'd also then have to go outdoors to smoke. Meanwhile Mr Methhead goes on smoking meth in his room. What a dweeb landlord.
My landlord himself is in denial.
My landlord just collects the rent. He doesn't have to be live next to him. But the landlord will be the one who has to deal with the Police and to fill out forms if my neighbour ever dies of a meth or a fentanyl overdose. Meth is too much of a stimulant. Junkies use heroin or fentanyl as a come down to help them calm down, to finally sleep.
One day, I think the Police will visit his room. Whether or not he's alive at the time.
Other than that, the meth heads that he brings over don't actually personally bother me. This has been happening for almost a year. Not once has there ever been a bad word between us. Between me, my neighbours and the few meth heads I've seen him bring lover of the lots of others I haven't seen. It would be a real rogues gallery of the dissoute and down trodden. Ghastly. It's like I'm living on the set of George Romero's Night of the Living Dead.
And what if he gets one of them pregnant? All he has to say is, "What makes you think it's mine? I mean, considering your line of work. If it was mine, that would be the miracle of the century. And being 70, I doubt that my sp@rm would have much motility. None could or would ever reach the ovum. But you can't blame them for trying."
I still hope that they can find a good future. The physics of this dimension did a real number on them. As it does to everyone in one way or another. Everyone has their issues. It's like Roger Hargreaves Mr Men. Mr Meth Head, Miss Gossip, Mr On the Computer Screen all the Time, Miss On the iPhone all the time.
He gas lights me when I talk about that tenant. The landlord doesn't have to live next to him so what does he care?
Legally, thought, although it is a strange irritation, none of these people have bothered me. There has to be an incident and apart from a few slight noises now and then, it's like they aren't there at all.
There have been no incidents.
I think that my neighbour will be dead within two years. From meth use and old age.
He has always looked old. Genetics or lack thereof.
He looks about 90. A healthy albeit methed out 90. He looks rough lately. Like he ran lots of triathathons.
So at the end of the day, it's musical chairs with me not having a chair. The landlord gets the rent. The neighbour gets to bring his weird friends and I have to deal with that. What did I tell you in the past about the forces of life? When it comes to being an @sshole, life always finds a way.
However despite being meth heads and despite being Canadian, their level of gentleness over the last few months have been on the level of Thai gentleness. Not something you would stereotypically expect from meth heads.
Reefer madness. Meth madness. A lot of it is hype. Many people who smoke that drug, you wouldn't know it to see them. They look exactly like non smokers. These are people who know how to act discreet. My neighbour is discreet. His level of discretion is high. Most people who see him on the streets wouldn't think that he's into meth.
On the streets with meth heads, if you show them courtesy and respect, you will most likely get some of that back. A meth head could be a great writer. No one who writes would admit they are a meth head and the drug inspires their writing. I wouldn't mind reading writings from a talented meth head writer.
Writers like Hunter S Thompson. His novels list and describes several drugs I have never tried and have no intention of ever trying. Quite a few. But he was a good writer.
Some authors admit to drug use, usually cannabis and alcohol.
At the height of paranoia, I'm somewhat convinced that Krampus wants to kill me and swipe my skateboards, two of which are from Walmart and costs less than $100 new.
Walmart has a nice Japanese design skateboard.
My presumption was almost prescient. That guy does indeed look like Christmas Krampus. But not an angry Krampus, but a scrawny, methed out, withered, sad and gay Krampus. Sandy blonde hair and wearing a black heavy metal t shirt. He looks a bit scary.
I don't worry because all things, people etc are about energy lines. What line?
My landlord is on a line. His gas lighting me is part of that line. The chief criteria of any line is where it takes them.
My idea is a stitch in time saves nine. Evict the meth head tenant before a major problem happens as there is an old German saying, "The best time to leave a party is when you are having the most fun." My landlord's idea is legally, he is unable to do anything until a genuine problem arises and it may never arise of which he has a point.
His line might lead him to where he is being quizzed by the Police and made to fill out forms as the meth head is found dead in his room of an overdose. Or it might not lead him there.
My line leads me to a future where I will most likely be single for life and living in this room which includes meth head visitations of my next door neighbour as per his predilections. Wtf. I can work with that.
Not much for me except movies and television.
Der beste Zeitpunkt, eine Party zu verlassen, ist dann, wenn man am meisten Spaß hat.
The best time to leave a party is when you are having the most fun.
Soldiers and the military are the external Police. The Police are the domestic paramilitary.
Except that with Iran, its like Training Day and the old Priest that died was like Roger in the movie. He was a major drug dealer and he had a huge stash of money that the Police knew where it was hidden. The Police in the movie did him in and took the money.
That's more or less what's going on in Iran. Netanyahu is the Denzel Washington character and Trump is the Ethan Hawke character.
Well, talk about the brain painting a picture. It turns out the he is a she. It's actually a young lady who looks like a heavy metal guy.
"What's that? It's Pat! Time for androgyny...." SNL
My neighbour must be on a personal mission to bring Esch and every single meth who're to his room because there have been a lot of women. All with that crazy energy, all with that meth aura.
So far, they haven't been a problem.
It's not rocket science. A meth who're will do anyone for $50. And then she befriends you and you become another couch upon which she is couch surfing anyways.
My friend in Vancouver years ago said that junkies will unload upon you and leave you all their bad crap, leave their weird knapsacks with all their weird clothes in your room, try to turn you on to their drug and vamlirically infest you with their weird energy and their weird sh*t. And possibly give you an STD like AIDS. And they will take anything good from you. Your money, your cogency, your saliency, your space in your room.
I already have a life. I'm into VR, I work at the Courthouse as a Gerichtsgebäude unterstützen, I have an annual pass for the museum and for the IMAX too. I go to Church and work at the soundboard. That's my avocation. Before my Edgar Allen Poe-like torpor of the mind, I even traveled to Sidney BC sometimes.
My neighbour does none of that. All he ever did was feed pigeons in his room all the time. For years. Every morning I woke up to the smell of bird urine.
Hong Kong has a sign. Feeding pigeons is bad because
1. Loss of foraging instinct
2. Close proximity leads to airborne transmissible diseases.
3. Overweight.
4. Exposure to dangerous areas.
Feeding birds and watching CNN. He doesn't have a stove. He doesn't seem to know how to or even to want to cook. He has a microwave. So there's that. He got s to the Community Centre that is basically, if meth heads were airplanes, that Community Centre would be an airport and a very busy airport at that.
In Asia, it is survival prostitution. The ladies there don't use drugs and do it for food money.
In the West, it's drugs based prostitution. The Community Centre with the free breakfast lunch and dinners is where the prostitutes go for food to survive. And guess where my neighbour meets his "friends"?
I like to think that I am an Amicus curiae, a friend of the Court. I swept the grounds of the Courthouse to a very clean level because on this day, there were lots, and I mean lots of leaves, debris, etc. Had I not been there, the workers of the Court would have, after all their work, walk out to an area with lots of leaves, debris etc. To walk out to an area that is completely clean, they would feel that their work is appreciated. That is a good feeling.
I did sweep the sidewalks very clean. In most areas, even one leaf, even one small twig would not be left but would be swept up with the broom and dust pan.
I've done that quite a few times. More times than I can count.
The best way to do things for no money is to do it so many tkm s it becomes, "I might think of expecting money for that day of work. Except that I don't remember that day at all.
In spiritual books, it says that doing work for others and expecting no reward will help a lot in the life review process. I need all the help I can get. I hope I pass my life review.
Otherwise I might wind up as either an earthbound spirit or in hell.
An earthbound spirit could be funky. Life is 98% the same as it is now except that you can teleport, time travel and never have to worry about money, sleeping, eating and physical death ever again. No heaven. Things would look virtually 100% as it does now. Except an earthbound spirit can go anywhere and no one sees them.
Saturday, March 7, 2026
I am chained to the computer for life.
'What Were Once Vices Are Now Habits' The Doobie Brothers
My meth head neighbour knows all about vices becoming habits.
I've thought of going to experience the heavenly vibes of Sidney. One has to go to a restaurant and bring home something to eat. A pastry. 2 pastries are $25 easily but wages are $18 an hour. Pro rate that to when wages were $3 an hour and those pastries would have been $4.50. For two.
However I am experiencing a profound deep seated torpor of the mind and as such, it would be impossible for me to travel anywhere under the circumstances.
Fear of the future, verängstigt zukünftigen, more than anything else prevents me from traveling.
I have to see the new Shackleton documentary at IMAX. A person recreates Shackleton's Voyage. At one point, Shackleton's Ship was referred to as The Ritz Hotel.
I doubt it. Was there any heating? The ship probably had a coal furnace for the steam engine.
The nightly temperature drops that send the hypothalamus into a tailspin and set the amygdala on fire. That's mild compared to the temperatures that Shackleton endured 24 hours a day. How did he do it without getting a massive panic attack and a nervous breakdown?
Temperature wise in terms of panic inducing it's as bad as the Overview Effect for astronauts as they look out of the window of their space ship and see Earth as a tiny dot. Scary. Massive panic attack or what?
Wicked Brawl earbuds review:
Completely above par. Not substandard at all.
Rich beautiful bass and is worthy of elite high echelon audio enjoyment.
These are Walmart level but top of the line Walmart level.
Now the NRG 3.0 for around $30, $28 if you shop around for different less popular colour options, is made with balanced armature drivers. These are high end high tech audio store quality although reviewers say this is a cheap version of the balanced armature driver. More expensive ones sound better.
Sagajawa offered $200 earbuds for $30. These had the conical driver. However they were an omen for me eventually getting the NRG 3.0 which indeed are $200 earbud technology for $30. In the 80s, no damn way you could get balanced armature drivers which are better than electrostatic driver which are better than planar magnetic disc driver. This is how high end balanced armature driver is. It really is a big deal.
Wicked Brawl is the high end middle class aristocrat suburban strip mall earbuds.
NRG 3.0 is the elite upper class Mercedes Benz Shaughnessy Heights minimum standard.
With the other earbuds, the sound of a piece of metal hitting another piece of metal sounds like the metal being hit has a thin cloth over it.
With BAD drivers, the metal being hit has a sound where there is no veering on it at all. That is the subtle difference. I feel like I am at a movie theatre listening to $1,000 movie theatre speakers with the NRG 3.0. It is a serious audio experience.
I do like the Wicked Brawl. They sound as good if not better than the Wicked Deuce of which I still have a pair and better than Wicked Metallics.
Metallics have a rich treble sound and the bass isn't bad. But the bass with Wicked Deuce is like heart in the throat deep mind shattering bass. With Arizona Sunshine, wearing Wicked Deuce, the black gun in the trailer park level sounds loud and thunderous like a jackhammer. Better than Wicked Metallics. With Wicked Brawl, it is as good as Deuce if not slightly better in a je ne sais quoi kind of way.
God is close to the broken hearted. I am in the wrong town. I haven't met any women my age who has anything in common.
Heart broke.
Victoria.
Indirect embedded anagram. The clues are there embedded anagram wise but it's very subtle.
vIcToRiA = ITRA = iart = heart
ViCtORia = VCOR = vroc = broke
In spite of that, more people in Victoria have name their pets Victoria than people who live in Vancouver name their pets Vancouver.
vanCOUvER = couer = heart
I'm definitely in the wrong town. Me and thousands of others. With some people, on an astrological level, they are in the wrong town. Perhaps the town they were born in is their best town on an astrological level. Typically, for most people, it is. I don't get that option because I was brought here as a child with no consent and not as an adult with informed consent.
Due to whatever Laws, it would seem that I am stuck here for life. I could move to another Province. There are a few cities in Canada that are as if not more rockshow as Vancouver: Calgary, Edmonton, Montreal, Quebec City, Ottawa, and most of all, Toronto which is the 5th largest city in North America. Toronto has rich, high tech infrastructure and a funky street rail trolley line reminiscent of that found in some cities in Europe.
Toronto Zoo is bigger than Vancouver Aquarium.
Toronto isn't as expensive as Vancouver in terms of housing.
I'm in the wrong city. I have to ask an asrrologist, "Astrologically speaking, what is the best town in Canada for me?"
Since I've never seen my birth certificate I only have my mendacious crackpot father's word that my birth day is when he told me it is. Such a technicality in my life makes me wish that my mother had aborted me, then I would be on the same side dimension wise as the better parent. I wound up in the worse dimension in terms of set of physics of the two and with the worse parent of the two.
My mother really screwed up my life when she didn't abort me. My mother didn't abort me and my life hasn't been the same ever since. However possible, it has gone downhill from there.
What a raw deal. I only got about 20 years to go and then I get to experience an ontological and existential broadband upgrade.
The meta quest 3 VR goggles set up now has a humming noise in the background that just never ever goes away. Reset and it comes back again.
I could write to them but I don't have the contact information. How many people are writing to them, probably thousands every day.
I could live with it. People get desensitized to anything eventually especially in the computer world with all their arbitrary whim updates and ever yet stranger and stranger set up's. If it ain't broke don't fix it. They always do these updates with differing levels of success. Meta with your infernal updates: Don't out yourself out on our account. Don't do us any favors!
I am unable to actually convey this message to meta quest 3. The onky way is that Google Deep Mind will somehow scoop this but of information and send it along to meta. If it's a system wide thing, don't worry, meta would have gotten hundreds of messages. There is even a reddit post about it.
I lament for my future now that the meta quest is like a muffler that needs repair.
That blasted ever present humming sound could send a lot of people to the mental hospital. Humming, humming, humming sound.
My future with meta seems to be a benighted battlefield full of audio encumberments and other such duress.
My drug addled neighbour. It's not that bad of a situation. Although it always seems precarious, nothing ever happens.
Psychic Matt Fraser said that if you do a good deed, heaven sees that even if nobody else does. Every little detail. And it goes into a good karma piggybank which shows itself as protection in the times that you need it. Situations that often go bad for others, for you, nothing happens at all. That's not an accident.
Even Android tablet isn't that retarded that it constantly generates a humming sound.
It happens when I use an app, turn off the app and then the ever present humming sound is there. Restart it and it's gone. Until I use an app.
If I go to browser and watch a movie, that's when the humming sound could get really annoying.
Predator Badlands is supposed to have a twist ending.
Sunday, March 8, 2026
Gaslighters gonna gas light. It's a system wide failure that spans the entire hjman species. Any country, any Nationality, you will encounter Gaslighters.
In this day and age, AI will Gaslighters you half the time. Oh, no, that's just a polar conspiracy theory. There is no verified scientific evidence of that.
I wrote a complaint letter to the landlord and he crumpled it and threw it back at me. Gas lighting. What were the chances of that. He didn't take kindly to me writing that he gives drug users more rights than non drug users and the usual constructive criticism pejoratives such as airhead, policy wonk, arbitrary whim, sanctimonious, drsconian, bjzarre, etc.
He would do that to any other tenant. It's a BS power posture.
My landlord said that he hates the drug addict and wants to evict him like, yesterday. But he works to rule and has to play it by the book. He has to have more evidence. A few incidents, about three really good incidents. As it is, the methy neighbour and his methy guests are phenomenally quiet and well ordered. It's just the idea more than the reality. For someone to bring in meth heads off the street, not the once a month welfare day party but all 7 days a week. And different ones. And his standards lower as his inhibitions lower. Meth goggles make even the skankiest meth who're look like a supermodel on the Paris runway, I guess.
That last one, androgynous Krampus, looked really young.
"Kind of young for you, isn't she, Butch?" My American Cousin
I wouldn't say Epprey Jeffatein but that girl he brought over wasn't more than a couple of summers removed from spending summer living at her parent house watching television all summer to now moonlighting as a meth whore.
The creator of Open Source AI which the Tumbler Ridge shooter used to help plan his shooting had to apologize to the Bc Premier.
But on CNN, it admitted that the military uses AI optimization algorithms to help them more expediently triage and locate high priority targets. The US military most likely used AI to plan the hit on the old Ayatollah who was struck down last week.
The tone of this is that life can be strange. That's the way it goes. Ours is not to reason why.
I hope that the US is successful in setting up Iraq as an American protectorate. The way the Iranian economy is, when you're at the bottom, things could only go up from there.
Tonight, I felt these little but strong blasts of anxiety.
I did yoga, took one Ashwagandha and magnesium capsule and one Ashwagandha capsule.
The yoga made me burp. Lots of bad gases trapped in the stomach can make one feel anxiety. Gastric disorder is a prime source of anxiety. Even Pastor Joel Osteen said, "A lot of times you feel stressed and anxious. You probably had too much pizza for lunch. You need some Pepto Bismol."
I smoked some legal cannabis. Queen Victoria smoked cannabis.
"Call me Vicki."
Call me Bibi.
The anxiety went away a little. I had to attack it in multiple fronts one of being aromatherapy. I sprayed a few whists of cheap Dollar Store Elixir cologne and a few shots of Quorum cologne. Quorum is a higher end brand than Elixir. I got the Quorum cologne for $20 on sale. That's not a bad price for Quorum cologne.
I feel somewhat better.
Pastor Joel Osteen said, "The scriptures say," Don't let the sun go down on you while your are angry." and" Every night before sleeping, say, "Thank you God for this day. Today was a good day." "
Even on bad days. Was it a bad day or a bad five minutes that you milked all day?
In a football game, the ball is up in the air for a total of only less than ten minutes for the entire game. The rest is politics and deliberation.
When my neighbour had his guests over, on any given day, I would hear noises that total for literally less than one minute. It was never that bad. It was never like hours on end orchestral overtures of calamity and tumultuous meth induced craze. Never.
I don't plan on ever doing meth. There are about half a dozen drugs I've never tried, meth, salvia divinorum, DMT, ketamine, Adderall etc I'm not, that is, not a psychonaut. My aim isn't to try every drug ever made in a "collect them all" completion ist mentality that one would otherwise have with collecting stamps or baseball cards. There are hockey cards now with female hockey stars. I sure didn't see that in the 70s!
Things have changed for the better. I wouldn't mind getting one pack of hockey cards. Hockey cards are price now. No more 15 cents and later, 75 cents a pack. Don't be surprised to pay $5 for a pack of hockey cards. But pro rated to when minimum wage was $3 an hour, that would be 75 cents for a pack of about 7 - 10 hockey cards.
I would like to get a Vancouver Golden Eyes hockey card. Sarah Nurse would be the most majorly hockey card to get.
My anxiety is gone. I opened the window. There is a nice BC forest pine tree and cedar tree scent in the air which I remember from the 80s. It was a smell that I went out of my way to say a prayer to thank God for. Thank you God, for the beautiful BC forest scent which is supernatural and inimitable.
The News said that Iran appointed a new Ayatollah. His son. Well, the Ayatollah doesn't fall far from the tree in this case. But whereas the now dead father of this new Ayatollah seemed like a real shot-caller, the new Ayatollah seems to be a more pliable puppet of some whatever very corrupt forces in that country.
It's like a television series called IRAN 2026. See what happens next. I guess the war will go on for as long as until the money's gone. Pretty much like every other war.
A Democratic Congressman said that Trump was able to get a war going in Iran without the approval of Congress. Really?! Can that happen in the States? Then what is Congress even there for? What good are they?
See, the thing is, Stateside, they have contractual 4 year minimum as well as maximum terms. No votes of Confidence causing a Parliament to dissolve and then an election is called.
Whereas Canada has well, PM's have been in there for terms as brief as a few months short of a year to colossal 10 year terms that would make any American President in history salivate.
If Canada's PM did a war on Iran like Trump did a war on Iran, if the Parliamentarian MP's don't like that, he would be voted out of Office through a vote of confidence unless that PM has a massive overwhelming and unquestionable majority government but that hasn't happened since PM Mulroney in the 80s. The last few decades have tended towards minority governments pretty much one after another like a factory production line.
Cbc News with Kevin Hanomansingh said that the Supreme Court of Bc said that aboriginal land title in Richmond doesn't extend to private property but what about Comox? There is a trailer park in Comox and all residents have to leave with whatever possessions they can bring with them. Then the Natives move into the trailer park.
If that's so, I would advise those people to turn their back in Canada. Move to Europe. They seem to be all White but in the America's, you will more likely run into a White person who is one quarter or one eighths Native than you will in Europe.
Anyways, if they are more than half White, they are White enough to move to Europe.
There is a lot of Moorish influence in Spain. Which means less likelihood of inbreeding.
Comox. A person has to pick what are their top possessions and what can be replaced. Some things brought along might actually remind them of that painful period so it's best to ditch it. I can't believe this is happening anywhere including Canada.
Move to Europe. I recommend anywhere in Europe. Northern Europe, Easter Europe, Southern Europe, Western Europe. Do it. And stick it out for at least one year. You'll feel better.
If I could write a letter to the residents of that trailer park in Comox, I would recommend moveling to Europe. Once you get citizenship in Europe, renounce your Canadian citizenship. I would 100% advise them to do that.
Move to Europe and forget the Natives. They don't need you and you don't need them.
I doubt that this will ever get to them. I'd write them but how many trailer parks are there in Comox? What's the address? What if they already moved to Europe? I'm sure if I thought of that idea, a lot of people would have already written to them advising them to move to Europe.
I hope that all of the residents of the trailer park in Comox are able to eventually make it over to Europe.
