Wednesday, April 1, 2026
Astronauts launching. Artemis 2.
Reid Wiseman, Victor Glover, Christina Koch, and Jeremy Hansen.
Overview effect or what?
There is still three hours to launch at the time of this writing. They would be retarded if they don't bring a VR camera. There is still three hours to strap in a VR camera.
"Do it!!!" Emperor Palpatine, Star Wars
I've gone to the moon in VR
Apollo 11 VR
Into Space VR
Journey to Impossible VR
Going to the moon. I am excited for them. I wouldn't say I envy them.
Torpor of the mind prevents all envy of any Astronauts let alone any inclination to want to actually want to do that myself.
The elevator ride up is anxiety inducing enough. It's one of the fastest elevators on Earth going 60 floors a minute.
The walk along the gantry way to a room where to the right is the entry to the rocket.
When I walked the gantry way, the thing was high. Think 100 storeys above the Earth high. In VR, in prétend, I walked the gantry way and then said, F this, I'm not going. And I turned around 180 degrees. The elevator door was closed and locked. I said, Oh well, wtf, I guess I'll do it.
Shazzer, Bridget Jones. She likes to say the word F a lot.
The door to the rocket is a sliding door that's usually closed.
Even though I'm not, I read the novel Queer from William S Burroughs. He was in a backwater town in Mexico, in the jungle, and he was in an out of the way restaurant with a young Jewish guy named Allen he was trying to put the moves on. The restaurant was minimalist. Food was served through a closed door and out of a rectangular hole in the door attached to a ledge which reminded Burroughs of prison.
That door which the Astronauts have to go through to get to the rocket reminds me of the hole in the door in that novel.
The the Astronauts get to the moon and have to land. It's like a pilot sidestick. Except a person doesn't push forward the sidestick the entire time, Drachen sie gashebel nach vorne. One oushes in that direction for just a second. This releases thrust. But there is limited thrust fuel that's why it isn't pushed in that direction the whole time. Just corrective moves. Another level like a faucet on a tap, lowers the command module. Turn the tap to the left to lower it and then quickly right back to prevent it from lowering any further. When approaching the crater, turn the faucet thing to the left and just leave it there which will bring the module down slowly. That's how it's done in VR and I did that on cheque day last week. I successfully piloted the lunar descent module to the crater spot referred to as Tranquility Base on the Sea of Tranquility.
Leaving the module was through a hole in the floor. How Spartan.
That's Spartan fare for a Tartan queer.
Let alone the food they have to eat. Dehydrated food in pouches. Like with Sea Monkeys, for fun, just add water.
Do they get to smoke a cigarette? Absolutely not!
What about some hash?
"Take a wild f*cking guess!" Midnight Run
Artemis - Greek Goddess of the hunt.
Diana - Roman Goddess of the hunt.
Orion Spzce capsule. Orion - also a hunter.
NASA has the trip timed down to the minute. Total trip, 9 days 10 hours. They should reach the moon on Sunday. The moon is about 30 Earth lengths away which is a hell of a commute, so that's a lot of traveling. Plus they got to do the slingshot thing as well. So that's one small circle over the Earth, followed with another larger circle around the Earth to achieve enough centrifugal force momentum to trebuchet or slingshot away from the Earth then a circle around the moon then back to the Earth.
3 male and 1 female astronaut. Just like the movie I bought yesterday, Planet of the Apes.
In 1967, when the movie was released in Vancouver and Victoria, what were the movie theatres like? Movie palace or modern? There was a mixture then. In Victoria BC, the Odeon was a single venue theatre opened in 1947. In Vancouver, the Odeon was a midway some ornate movie palace trappings but set in a modern theatre sized venue in terms of architectural scale, meaning no balcony.
The Stanley Theatre was a movie palace theatre.
I needed to know because Big Screen VR offers the Grand theatre VR environment for the movie palace experience for older movies like Citizen Kane and it has the modern theatre setting for the modern movie theatres of the 70s and 80s. And probably 60s which was very modern in architectural influence. The Vancouver Museum was built in 1965. I could go with the modern theatre VR environment and replicate the Granville St movie theatre experience in 1967.
The new Meta quest apps for April were meh.
Da Vinci's Quest - obfuscating
Prison Boss Prohibition - Didn't understand it. At all.
The rest were forgettable.
The following is quotes from Apocalypse Now or the future Artemis mission, I'm not sure:
Lance: It's beautiful.
Chef: What's wrong with you? You're acting kinda weird.
Lance: Remember that last tab of acid I've been saving?
Chef: Yeah.
Lance: I dropped it.
Chef: You dropped acid?! Far out!!
Hopefully it's not quotes from the Artemis mission, otherwise, ugh...
Little Nook VR. Color themed dioramas. White, green, red, blue.
Great app or what?
Artemis. Interviews. All of it fiction.
Reporter: You're a former astronaut. You bring a lot of former skills to the table such as burglary and safecracking.
Astronaut: Yeah, I know.
Reporter: How does that help with your involvement with NASA?
Astronaut: You'd be surprised.
Reporter: You were also a supervisor for a safe injection site for two summers. And how would that help with your employment with NASA?
Astronaut: Again, you'd be surprised.
Reporter: Any words to our viewers?
Astronaut: To prepare to be a future astroanaut, you must... do a lot of drugs.
Astronaut post re-entry interview:
Astronaut: Thank you America. This Moon mission that the President of the United States Donald Trump has presided over goes to show that in life, whether you were often involved with Jeffrey Epstein as in the case of our President, or whether you haven't ever been involved with Jeffrey Epstein as in the case of myself and my three colleagues on this mission, you can still go far in life and become successful.
Today my 15th anniversary of arriving in town. I gt myself Le Dino Lab VR $7. Very good bourgeois experience. Rich middle class feeling. Put together jigsaw puzzle dinosaur bones. They grow to real life scale size. In mixed reality. Granville Island Toys level of wealthy middle class toy for all ages.
Perfect for this town. Nostalgia. Museum.
I've mulled over getting a refund. However, at this price, $7 isn't a major oversight. I think I can survive. This app does have a nice bourgeois Granville Island Toys vibe.
From what Apollo 11 VR showed, when the Astronauts enter high orbit, they crawl down a tube into the command module which is tucked in the interior of the rocket upon take-off. The take-off module that was used during take off takes a lot of wear and tear upon take-off and would be unsuitable to be ulused further.
The take-off module is ejected and the command module with the LEM lunar ejection module goes on to the moon.
The lunar ejection module has a descent stage and an ascent stsge. The descent stsge was left behind on the moon and the ascent stsge was also jettisoned upon reaching the command module. Just before reaching Earth, the propulsion module of the command module was ejection leaving behind only the lunar capsule to enter the earth with parachutes.
That's a lot of parts. Military logistics. Talk about thinking a few steps ahead.
The Artemis mission will go through multi-stages and then upon reaching high orbit, the Astronauts will crawl down the tube into the command module with the service module and propulsion unit, no LEM. The propulsion module will take the Astronauts around the moon and upon returning to Earth get ejected leaving him behind only the service module.
Russian cosmonauts land on the ground.
US Astronauts always land in the ocean. It could be up to a two hour wait until the capsule is rescued off of the ocean.
Thursday, April 2, 2026
Pam Bondi ousted.
Pam Bondi had Trumps back and he fires her.
Pam Bondi didn't bring anyone to prosecution for the Epstein files. This move protected Trump but also failed to prosecute any others. Trump said he was upset at the handling of the Epstein files being unable to target his enemies.
So Trump is angry that Pam Bondi didn't go after the Clinton's which would be number one on his list. The Clintons are too powerful. So is Bill Gates.
I never seen a member of the Executive branch make so many enemies of those in the Judicial Branch such as James Comey, Andrew McCabe, Robert Mueller, Kristi Noem, Pam Bondi. That's because Trump plays 6D chess.
Trump has a list of enemies and why are they his enemies? Because of the way he treated them! Trump has a growing list of enemies domestic and international.
Trump is like an elephant. He'll just plow on through. Honeybadger don't care.
Bondi. Bond. Strange coincidence. In the movie Crime 101, a jeweller forces an employee to get rid of his old inferior firearm and the jeweller puts a better firearm in his employee's hand.
In the movie Dr No which I saw a couple of days later, which was yesterday, M forces James Bond to give up his Beretta for a better firearm. One that could go like a brick through a plate glass window, a Walther PPK.
Tomorrow is Easter. I could have sworn that it was Easter last week. That's what I thought at the time, anyways.
Today, I bought a book called Emily Carr in England.
For $15, you get a lot. Pictures and a mudium thick book full of stories, write-ups, etc.
I got the book for just one paragraph. Emily Carr went to a mental hospital in London in 1895. She thought she had brain damage. One of the other patients said, "Brain damage nothing. You have a tongue sharp enough to mow the lawn."
Emily Carr never did have brain damage.
Friday, April 3, 2026
I couldn't believe when I read online that Tiger Woods was using hydrocodone.
Aka oxycodone.
I've heard that name before. William Burroughs in the novel Interzone about when he was living in Tangiers Africa, wrote about someone he met who sold a synthetic opiate called eukodal. Burroughs wrote that only the Teutonics could concoct so intricate an opiate that wasnt your household domestic grade opiate. This is a high grade industrial strength opiate.
I don't know if it's stronger than fentanyl but it's stronger than heroin. Probably a midway between heroin and fentanyl.
If Tiger Woods is using that, technically, that makes him a junkie. A junkie usually shoots up. Even intramuscular.
Hydrocodone is no joke. That is a powerful but short lasting but very addictive opiate.
Hydrocodone. Oxycodone.
Is Hydrocodone hydrogen codeine? Is oxycodone oxygen codeine?
H2O is water. Hydrogen and oxygen.
A YouTube video frkm Astrum titled: The Real Reason We Are Going To The Moon Which They Haven't Told You.
Its like the City of Gold Dawson City video I watched.
They are going to the moon to stake a claim in the South Pole of the moon. Regions of the moon are to be Nationalized in the next 100 years. There will be zones on the moon controlled by different countries.
Anyways the South Pole of the moon has water. Rocket fuel is liquid hydrogen, Robert Goddard. Water can be somehow split into isolated hydrogen and oxygen. The extracted hydrogen could be made into rocket fuel.
The RCMPolice St Roch hasd a secret since declassified mission. To procure cryolite from a mine in Greenland. I doubt that the small dinghy would have been able to carry enough cryolite in its hold to have made a difference in the war effort.
Don't be surprised the the Orion capsule of the Artemis mission has a secret agenda. That's why when they reach the moon, they will have radio silence. All cap-coms transmissions will be suspended for approximate 90 minutes to three hours. Ostensibly, they are unable to reach Earth radio signals which is completely BS. That radio silence is them doing secret military sh*t.
Test the effects of tactical nukes on the moon's surface. Who knows?
Ali G: So, when you arrived on the moon, was the people who lived there very friendly to you or were they scared of you?
Buzz Aldrin: There was absolutely no thought of encountering any living being whatsoever.
Reporter: When you circled around the moon, did the residents launch fireworks or did they throw up spears?
Artemis Astronaut: There was absolutely no thought of encountering any living being whatsoever.
Did you see the movie Interstellar? Thanks to Einstein Ian time dilation, when the Artemis 2 Astronauts return to Earth, they will be 25 minutes younger than all the rest of us lol.
Artemis took a picture of the Earth from space. Not bad.
In the afterlife, just as there are ghosts of humans, animals, plants, buildings, landscapes etc, there are planets and indeed the non visible fibrous element known as outer space itself with dark energy and dark matter are also ghosts. Dark energy is so mysterious that it is probably the same whether it is in this dimension or not just like the many faces of Darth Vader.
So in the afterlife, planets look like what they should look like when they don't have the calamitous setting of the physics of this dimension which generates a semi pernicious set of physics for planets.
The Earth has all these coriolis effect formations in the atmosphere that can be seen from space. These formations come from violent hurricane force storms. On other planets, it's even worse. Winds blow at what, a few times the speed of sound? In the afterlife, all planets are calm all the time except for a slight breeze.
Planes in the afterlife look even better than that planet in the movie Contsct starring Jodie Foster. George Lucas obviously stole that for the planet Coruscant.
There is a different set of physics in the afterlife. In the afterlife, a person can fly into outer space without the zero degrees Kelvin killing the most horribly in less than 30 seconds. Think of the body bloating and expanding until exploding while blood is boiling at 100 Celsius. It's awful.
In the afterlife, the dark energy of outer space is a user froendly conduit that helps spirits teleport to other planets in our galaxy, even galaxy hopping, visiting planets on other galaxies such as the Andromeda, the Sombrero, the Pinwheel.
Outer space in this dimension is definitely non user friendly. Not very ergonomic at all.
In the afterlife, galaxies too are ghosts. In the afterlife, galaxies look like what they should look like without the frictional resistance based physics of this dimension.
The spiral arms of the Universe is like a nautilus. The Fibonacci sequence, sacred geometry. They look a bit abused and scattered in this dimension compared to how they look in the afterlife.
In this dimension we get what passes for a Universe. Galaxies that are no longer there and even then looking like how they did, what, a few billion years ago in some cases.
Galaxies expand so when they get farther away, they don't recede like they would under normal Doppler Effect paradigms.
Doppler Effect. Christian Doppler noticed when trains get closer, their sound gets louder. As trains recede, the sound gets softer. This happens with light. Red shift, blue shift.
We get a Universe of fun house mirrors reflecting things that are no longer there. What an abstract surreal Picasso painting set up which is otherwise referred to as the Universe. Let's face it, the Universe is a dimly lit warehouse with these weird Picasso, Salvador Dali paintings strewn all over the place.
In the afterlife, what you see is what you get. Due to the strange physics. Every galaxy you see even if it's a few billion light years away looks like what it looks like now and galaxies look even better. In this Universe, you get the primary lights which is all you see in a galaxy which is like the 7" single. In the afterlife, you get secondary and tertiary lights additionally, it's like the 12" extended Edition in terms of the Pink Floyd's laser light show at the Planetarium rock and roll formation of galaxies in the Universe.
And these primary, secondary and tertiary lights of galaxies in the afterlife registrar's at primary colors which the human eye has never seen. The human eye can see three primary colors. Not secondary or tertiary colors on the color wheel nor hues, shades, tints etc. A mantis shrimp can see 12 primary colors. The question is, how do humans know that since there are no reference points for any primary colors which the human eye isn't structurally designed and engineered to see?
This nauseated aliens in UFO spaceships. Every time they approach a planet or a planet and a moon and a sun it's always circles. One circle after another, over and over again. A planet and a moon is like a dish and a coffee saucer on a restaurant table. Always always always with the circle shape, over and and over and over again.
I took the day off. I wound up onky working one day at the Courthouse.
Monday, day off, too tired.
Tuesday, "
Wednesday, April 1, anniversary of me arriving in town. Bittersweet. More bitter than sweet.
Thursday, worked at the Courthouse grounds sweeping the grounds. Quite a lot of les es, débris. I found out that the Courthouse workers had Good Friday off. Cleaning that area is the culmination of a week. The people walking to the sidewalk after work would feel that on some cosmic level, because the streets are clean, thst their work is appreciated.
And it is. That's why I do it. The Courthouse is a place that I intellectually respect.
Not that I'm expecting anything specifically however I heard the News say that a person can be paid back in ways that they could not possibly imagine. It would be the forces of life. The forces of life are the forces of God.
Psychic James Van Praagh said, "Coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous."
The forces of life are often coincidences.
What seems to be a bad thing is often God's way of using something bad in order to create a greater good. The seeming bad event is the process, the good outcome is the conclusion. Unless one goes through a process, how could they ever reach a conclusion.
I only have three subscriptions. YouTube Premium, about $15 a month, and Puzzling Places at $8 a month and Matt Fraser at $5 a month.
The $5 a month Matt Fraser subscription brings to mind an allegory.
A man pays a hooker $5 on each occasion and all he gets is a no more than ten minute uh, oral encounter. Sometimes he gives the $5 just from sheer charity in a misguided belief that she would get something nutritious to eat. As if. Drug dealers will sell "$5 rocks". There is a community center that provides free sumptuous meals including cedar plank salmon which I myself have visited and tried.
If he paid her $20, he would get an hour with her in which she would, uh, round the bases to a successful home run.
If you pay Matt Fraser $5 a month, he might answer any comments you write with a thank you and a suggestion to join an online reading.
If you pay Matt Fraser $22, he will give you a twenty minute online reading and be very hyper specific about details about whatever. But that's dependent on having a computer with a camera and a Skype account. I don't have any of that.
What I'm counting on is one day coincidentally tuning in to one of his videos and the details are specific to the point where I'm thinking, "That has to be what Heather would say to me. Just has to be." So far, I have been subscribing for one year.
I don't see any reason to unsubscribe. Ever. I will probably subscribe to Matt Fraser for life. So what I'm hoping for is coincidental words from
1. Heather aka Beebs
2. Maria
3. My mother
4. Herbessa
5. My grandfather and grandmother
This doesn't have to be in one day. I'm typically expecting that these coincidences will be doled out over time directly proportional to time elapsed and subscription money paid into. It will get more deep and profound over time but in a very subtle way.
Matt Fraser has given me hope about the afterlife and never have a read any of his writings and left feeling more depressed or more anxiety. It's always 100% been that I felt less anxiety and less depression.
With the teachings of Matt Fraser, a person doesn't have to be of any religious denomination. His teachings are for anyone of any religion.
Right. So that's just under $30 a month.
That's what I'll have to pay every month on my credit card. If it were only that simple. There are two DLCs I'll always get without question.
1. Walkabout Mini Golf $7
2. Real VR Fishing $17
These DLCs are released about once a month. That's about $50, just pay $60 to be on the safe side. A month. Minimum. That's if I'm not getting all these other movies and apps. Yikes!
One day, I will be on top of the situation again.
Credot card payments are registered from the first of the month to the last day of the month. If you miss a month's payment, that really affects your credit score. Sometimes I get 5 week months on welfare rather than 4 week months. But these paydays always fall between the first and last day of the month so there's no reason I should have missed a month in credit card payments.
These charges add up. Get an earbud, get a few groceries plus whatever VR apps.
My neighbour said he got a $450 deposit from Provincial tax and Federal rebate all in one. I didn't get that. He registered three days earlier on the computer. I registered using a free charity tax preparation service for low income clients. He got his four days ago. It's supposed to be around ten days give or take a few days.
I prepared my taxes last Monday which was 11 days ago.
I checked this morning. Not there.
Will they send it or what? I need that to pay off my credit card. Also to go to a restaurant.
What restaurant? I'm not sure, actually.
What's the difference? Looking back, I think I screwed up my life. I never saw Maria again after 2005 and I lost Heather. The best part of my life is over. What's there left to live for except VR and hopefully meta quest horizons releases a desert island app.
All relationships are dysfunctional. All individuals are dysfunctional.
I'm glad I never had any children and lost my patience and said something somewhat sociopathic if not downright verbally abusive to them in a moment of disregard.
Better to be single than to have a girlfriend and from some moment of impatience, anger, perfectionism, say something hurtful. I look back and regret some of the things I have said over the years. I wouldn't mind being single for life if it also meant never making a mistake again and saying something spiteful in some weird trivial misguided hissy fit moment. That would be terrible. Just terrible.
A woman is like a nice shiny circus train locomotive. Viewed only from the front if you aren't also otherwise seeing any of the cars that is is trailing behind it, it looks good, really good! The vanguard locomotive of a circus train always looks shiny, flashy, showy. Until you see what it's trailing and how much. Several, several train cars and lots of them made with 2 by 8 plywood looking cheap and with lots of open slots for air and breathing. Totally and completely Jerry rigged. Talk about The Amateur. Anyways, that's a metaphor. Women look good at first. Anyone, a famous person, a couple a beautiful woman can look like they are living the perfect life if you are only seeing them for 30 seconds at a time. Spend more time with them, an extended amount of time involving months and months and you will see some tawdry levels of money limitation and whatever else dysfunctionality or some levels of undisciplined delinquency. Like a circus train, any woman looks good at first but chances are, she is trailing a lot of Jerry rigged train cars of dysfunctionality and whatever issues. If I had a daughter I would likewise tell her that men are like circus trains... This is a Universal truth, Circus trains.
Any couple can look enviable rather than unenviable of you see them on a television ad. They look like they are living a life that is so perfect. Sure, anything can look perfect if you are only seeing them for 30 seconds. Then to think this demonstrates a complete ignorance of how television commercial acting guilds work. Each person is a free agent who sent in their headshot to an acting talent agency. Their agent tries to get them auditions for a television ad. If they pass the audition then they are on the commercial. So the odds are that the two people you see on a television ad are actually a functioning couple in real life are just about zilch. I can't say it doesn't happen. Anything can happen in rock and rock. Groups break up, get solo careers, have reunion tours, all unexpectedly and out of the blue. So it could be that a couple passed an audition that calls for couples but the odds of both people in a couple situation being into se ding headshots jnto talent agencies and doing auditions are slim. They apprentice in television ads, journey in television shows and mastercraftsman doing movies. So met mes its the other way around with first working in budget movies and then moving on to big name television shows. That's how the acting guild works and is structured in terms of division of labour.
If God would have me be single for life, that is something that I could accept.
However women are pretty good at saying spiteful things to men that in time, they would probably most likely regret as well. Oh well, don't let it bother you. Correlation or causation, right? We're all buckling under the duress of the physics of this dimension. How much of it was because of the physics of this dimension? How much of it was in spite of the physics of this dimension and its all you, baby.
That's what the life review in the afterlife will determine.
So many members of staff in the Trump Administration are being thrown olunder the Trump bus from Attorney Generals like Pam Bondi to actual Minitary Generals like Randy George. The News said loyalty to Trump does not guarantee job security.
Ha ha, Right Wing purges are no less insidious than Left Wing purges.
Randy, rhymes with Andy, first living member of the BRF I've seen. aka Duke of York.
George VI first dead member of the BRF I've seen. In a dream. aka Duke of York.
These daily coincidences. I see 111 every day. Yesterday, I stopped the microwave oven at a random point without lokking. I looked to see 1:11.
"I'm Henry the Eight I am." Patrick Swayze, Ghost
This means that a Royal ghost is haunting me majorly. Daily?! I often look to see what time it is or start my tablet and its at 1:11. Daily.
From the premise of the reality show based on how it presents itself objectively,
When a person treats you a certain way, ask How that person treats also treats you in other ways, how they treat others and then how they treat themselves. In other words, consider the source.
How Trump also treats the people before he fired them was often saying their names sarcastically or not mentioning them at all turning the entire press conference to himself, and the new White House ballroom which the Supreme Court has cancelled filing an injunction against further construction. These are the Supreme Court judges that Trump called criminals.
How does Trump treat others? No level on the rungs of society is immune to Trumps wrath from the high and mighty such as Attorney Generals and FBI Directors all archetypal figures of authority whom Trump had given the boot. Then illegal immigrants. Then Democrats whom he called America's greatest threat. Then people overseas such as the long suffering Nicolas Maduro and his wife and Iran who was recently deprived of their theocratic Supreme Leader of 38 years.
And how does Trump treat himself? Instead of eating Michelin three star or steak and lobster and kind crab,, Trump likes to eat fast food, hamburgers and McDonald's. All the time. He's the Super Size Me President. Trump can not stand up and or sit down without gripping a table with both hands. A physiotherapist doctor said if you can do five standing squats in 16 seconds, you don't ever have to visit him, ever. Could Trump do that? It's worrying for sure. Swollen ankles to three times their normal size means some kind of severe heart disease.
It will be interesting to see how this unfolds and plays out.
In this way I myself am not perfect.
The ideal is that I am a 100% perfect Christian. The reality iss
How I treat myself: I skip meals, I smoke legal weed and tobacco all the time. I don't bother socializing st any venues. At all. Church. What's that? A three minute trivial meaningless go nowhere conversation with quasi expectations to show up next week and every week to have some acquiescent unnecessary conversation yet again. So I don't even socialize at all. I fear the future in terms of myself specifically my health.
How I treat others: I generally don't call people or visit them. I don't talk much with most people. The typical conversation being short conversations. I fear the future in terms of society and people. What will they be like in the future? So that's why I generally avoid people.
Would that be the perfect Christian? I'm not sure.
Matt Fraser is Italian. Fraser?! Italian?!
He probably Anglicized it. The original name is probably Frangioni or something like that. Who cares? A lot of people were given names that they don't agree with from parents of a different mind. So they legally change it to one that they feel more suits them.
A guy is a basketball player named Amillion Buggs. That either sounds like a million insects or a million dollars. Depends on whether you see the glass as half empty or as half full.
The movie Wuthering Heights starring Margot Robbie. I checked it out today. The opening title, the way it is done, reminds me of the dream I had where Heather gave me a present of art framed Happy Birthday written in yarn.
Saturday, April 4, 2026
Artemis is similar to at least two movies.
Planet of the Apes. Crew in either case includes two White men, a Black man, and a White woman.
2001 A Space Odyssey. Tablets. HAL? Oh they have AI! So it's kinda like 2001 A Spzce Odyssey. Instead of HAL, its probably Siri as the onboard resident talking AI unit. The space furbie.
Old conspiracy theory. HAL, advance one letter each = IBM.
The Amateur. Rami Malek. On sale for $5. Scooped it.
This was the last movie that I've seen so far and that I saw at the Sidney BC movie theatre. Sentimental value?
Whatever. It's a high quality movie for such a low price.
However those who made the movie and acted in it wouldn't think so. They would say, "It's better that you generated that $5 towards our movie than towards otherwise what. Some crack cocaine?"
I'm addicted to movies. It's a sin.
Have been for years. This goes back to the old DVD Blu Ray times.
Addiction is a sin. The way this works is that I don't get anything ever again ever. So I don't have to worry about my crddit card and then I could at least eat more luxuriously.
$20 restaurant meal anywhere +12% tax +15% tips on top of all that = $25.76.
That's $5 in extras alone.
It gets worse. $56 meal + tax and tip = $73. That's insane. Life is simply unmanageable.
So $5 for the movie isn't too bad.
The Orion capsule reported a burning smell in the toilet.
The girl noticed it for awhile and didn't report it until it got worse which is the second best time to do it. The best time was when she first noticed it. So there's that.
Burning smell is scary. Gemini 8. Gus Grissom. Astronauts noticed a spark. That spark immolated the entire capsule. Rescuers got to the cosmic crispy critters four hours later.
Burning smell. Moon dust smells like burnt gunpowder. Is that scary or what? Like a war just happened there.
People in the Middle East right now might say, "The ground around here often smells like burnt gunpowder. We don't care."
Why does it smell like burnt gunpowder?
Conspiracy theorists, the most way out there ones say that Mars once had a human civilization that had a nuclear war there. That's why the Planet is called Mars. After that remnants of the Martian civilization f*cked off to Earth and starred Atlantis. Sure. They sure don't teach that in high school. So did the moon have a nuclear war too? Otherwise why does it smell like burnt gunpowder?
Not only does the moon have a smell, it has a sound too. When Orion flies over, guaranteed, they will record what sound is coming from the moon. In modern state of the art audio recording devices. It's standard procedure. YouTube has videos of sounds from every planet and quite a few moons too in the solar system. The sun too emits a sound.
"In space there is sound all around." Discofyre
So what was the smell? Probably intestinal extrusions catalyzed with the funky space age Jetsons food and all that Tang they are drinking down. When a person eats new food they haven't eaten before, they might smell weird smells from their extrusions they haven't smelt before. These smells could resemble something burning. Methane does have a hellish sulphuric crimson smell like what hell would smell like.
Embedded anagram: LUNAr NASA =LUNANASA = Anus Anal
One more William Burroughs quote. He would have called that smell a grey smell.
This happens in space as well as on Earth. Ghastly. Wretched. The olfactory worst case scenarios of a space mission. Any bad smell would be even more scary. I mean being out in space, in a glorified tin can. Whatever function the old planet used to serve. All the functions. Now this tin can has to serve. Back on the home planet, a bad smell was a small part of a much bigger planet and could be walked away from. In that tin can, a bad smell takes up the entire planet so to speak, and can not be walked away from.
If they brought Glade plug ins or Febreze, would that affect their limited oxygen supply?
Decisions decisions. It's a question of priorities.
Given the information that I have, I can predict my future in its entirety. 100%.
I will be on welfare for life, live in this apartment room for life, be single for life and go at around age 70 - 74. That's my future. Hopefully I can afford the next generation meta VR goggles. The quest 4. Hopefully the apps won't be too expensive. However because of the technology, the free apps of tomorrow will be better than the paid for apps of today.
I will be single for life. Similar to SCP-049.
When a person is single, they only have to deal with one set of issues. That which they generate on their own.
A person who is with someone has to deal with three sets of issues. That which they generate on their own, that which their other generates and issues that are generated because the two of them are together that wouldn't be there if they were single.
All families are dysfunctional. All relationships are dysfunctional. All individuals are dysfunctional. The setting of the physics of this dimension and therefore the set of physics of this dimension is dysfunctional.
NASA disclosed that solid waste will be stored for return to Earth while liquid waste will be jettisoned from the craft after given a proper space funeral.
Water for meals will be selectively using reclaimed water which is thanks to NASA technology, about 97% of what bottled water should be which is better than actual bottled water sold on Earth which is about 93% of what bottled water should be in terms of ecoli and fecal coliform counts. A boil water advisory found on 57% of Native reservations up North would be uh, advisable.
Today I bought two white frosted halogen household lightbulbs. They look better than the steampunk retro 1800s lightbulbs that I was using. A lot Bette.
It was down to get 6 for $18 plus tax at London Drugs which is three blocks away, a short walking distance or 6 for $7 plus tax at Walmart.
I went with going to a discount goods store a short distance away and got 2 white frosted halogen bulbs for $8.50. You get what you pay for. These are probably better quality.
They look quite nice. Not too bright and not too dim like the lightbulbs from the what, the 1800s?!
"Someone can ready war and peace and think its a cheap novel and others can read a gum wrapper and see the secrets of the Universe." Ready Player One, paraphrased
The white halogen light, it says right on the label uses 7W of energy but generates the equivalent of 50W of light.
That's like the singularity download theory I came up with. The shell is it takes 1 second to generate data that it takes years to parse. A computer somewhere can download 50TB in one second. That's 250 movies in HD. How many seconds would the run time of all those movies be? A lot. Well, a movie is averages one hour and 45 minutes which is 6,300 seconds. Times 250 and that's 1,575,000 seconds. In other words, 18 days, 5 hours, 30 minutes. Watch movies for 8 hours a day which is a third of a 24 hour day, so times that times three and its 54 days, 16 hours, 30 minutes of parseable data from a download that took all of one second.
The fluorescent light label is a metaphor.
Am I going to Church tomorrow? Absolutely not. Tomorrow's the Easter beaster feaster.
I'm either going to the Church of Electric Skateboard, the Church of Nature Bathing, or the Church of VR big screen film reviewer.
Due to torpor of the mind, I have been unable to go to Church. At all.
Meanwhile the Pope plans to visit the 14 Stations of the Cross while carrying a cross.
Follow your dreams.
Meanwhile I thought it was the four stations of the cross: marijuana, tobacco, alcohol and cocaine.
Sunday, April 5, 2026
Artemis 2 is to Artemis 3 what Apollo 10 was to Apollo 11.
Apollo 10 was when men flew closest to the moon in history until that point.
Artemis 2 is when men will fly farthest away from the Earth.
Artemis should jettison down to the moon, a Star Trek Genesis device. It's a terraforming bomb. It's not a bomb that destroys. It's a bomb that creates... with a time delayed effect.
Would the Genesis device include sea monkeys? In all probability, it could.
It should have tardigrades or water bears. They can live anywhere.
However, the News never mentioned that the Artemis Orion crew has a Genesis terraforming ddvice. The News, however, did mention that the Genesis crew brought along, wtf, hundreds of different varieties of seeds to be tested for growth in space. So there's that. If the seeds reach at least germination stage in the ten days they have in space, that would be counted as a victory for all mankind.
Mars isn't a large planet at all.
Venus is four times the size of Mars and Venus is still smaller than the Earth.
Mars is larger than the moon. The moon is one seventh the size of the Earth.
Therefore Mars is one sixth or one fifth the size of the Earth.
If Mars was more than one seventh the size of the Earth, it would be smaller than the moon. Wrong.
If Mars was more than one fourth the size of the Earth, it would be larger than Venus. Wrong.
Today I stayed home all day.
I went to check my bank account. I am supposedly getting a $475 refund. I have less than $100 to live on for two and a half weeks otherwise. Ugh... The ghastly wretched money driven physics of this dimension.
My neighbour got his refund. He did his tax refund on the computer so it was registered right away.
I went to a tax preparation service on Monday the 21st.
So many scenarios. They did the taxes the next day or the day after. It's supposed to arrive ten business days later which means excluding weekends and holidays.
I thought the tax preparation place might have pocketed the $475 for themselves. I talked to someone about this. First of all, that's illegal. Second of all, so many people line up there to get their taxes done. If there was any thought that the place would be quote, pocketing, unquote, the tax refund, no one would go there to get their taxes done.
Ten days after the 21, well, whenever it is, I didn't get it.
Last week, I saw that I had $450 which was my regular bank account at the time. This included a $115 GST refund. I paid $225 out of that in bills.
$175 for credit card and $50 for cable to fight off the negative option billing. They bill one month in advance and it sometimes sneaks up to two months in advance. The onky way to combat that is to pay at least 150% of the cable bill every month. I didn't do that at one time and got my internet cut off until repayment.
The free Government internet was really good. It would have sufficed. However some apps I have and also in order for YouTube to display in full HD using LG Nano technology, I need the high speed internet.
Uploader. Walking Alice.
Video: Dyker Heights New York Christmas Lights Walking Tour
The video shows specifically, green Christmas lights, in some scenes nothing but. These lights are displayed to a breathtaking phenomenal level on the LG Nano Technology.
This could not be seen without the high speed internet.
LG Nano is their proprietary technology.
For Sony, it's OLED. For Samsung, it's QLED.
My television is a 2018 model. The browser is substandard and runs on 3 out of four cylinders. Any YouTube video takes almost forever to load on the browser. That's why the TV was sold for cheap at the pawn shop when I got it.
Just offhand, last night I had a vivid dream of Royalty.
Prince William searing a dark blue sweater, I didn't notice a beard but he had the semi bald head and Prince Harry with a beard wearing a light blue long sleeve shirt. They were in a room with a lot of other people. I suddenly noticed them. I thought why not take a selfie, better yet record a video with them on my tablet. As I got my tablet, I was told that they left and they sometimes aren't allowed to take selfies with people.
Then I went outside. Prince Harry was in the distance across the street at a park.
Sitting on steps in front of an ordinary house, on top was Prince William sitting a few steps Above King Charles who looked about 45 wearing a dark blue suit with a red and white diagonally striped tie. And he was sitting a few steps above a mysterious East Indian man wearing dark red shirt and pants and a dark blue vest. He had long hair and a mustache and beard. All black hair. I got on my knees and held my hands in the prayer position as I knelt in spot slightly to the left of them. As I did that, the East Indian man looked and me and nodded approvingly.
I thought of going to Prince Harry and kneeling in front of him too to show respect. But then the dream was over.
The Royal dreams are back!
A Buddhist Priest told me that Royal drema means that someone powerful is protecting and watching over you.
And I thought never mind the fake AI generated view counts. Royalty knows the true extent of my fame! It's more than what I think it is, that's for sure.
For me, one of the ultimate apex celebrations in town is to have a dungeoness crab dinner in Chinatown at Ocean Garden restaurant. It's pretty much a $100 dinner. The crab is about $75 plus tax plus tops. Wtf. That's my dream celebration and I will do it this year. Hopefully...
Crab has either the ginger and Green onion or the sweet cream of mushroom soup sauce variety. I'm opting for the ginger and green onion.
There is also drunken crab which is ginger and green onion with booze.
And there is the ketchup and white onions with ginger variety.
Four varieties.
Black bean sauce would be a fifth variety.
Get the crab and cook it yourself. Ginger and green onion and oil and sugar. That's it. Not rocket science. Get the crab wholesale for cheaper st the loacl fishmongers near the wharf.
For a $75 dinner, taxes at 12% would be $9 making it $84 plus 15% $12.60.
$21.60 just in taxes and tips which is more than a $5 movie that I get and then regret.
"Wookie love. 15 seconds of pleasure, 50 yeers of regret." BeotchDarth, YouTube
"The petty miser while not actually having the skill to make money is nevertheless the type of person who wouldn't hesitate to pluck a nickel from a dungheap with their teeth." George Orwell
Penny wise. Pound foolish. Expensive dinners. Crab dinners.
"Try it. It's good." Kingdom of Heaven, movie, in a scene referring to a crab dinner, the words spoken from someone aka Tommy from Trainspotting.
Think nothing of discarding $20 odd dollars in tips. But toil in regret for purchasing a $5 movie or a $7 VR app. The grim wretched vicissitudes of life.
Would Donald Trump have a Chinese crab dinner with rice? Probably not. He's on the McDonald's Super Size Me express.
I thought of going to McDonald's and getting 1 quarter pounder with or without cheese, who cares, 1 Big Mac and 4 hamburgers. That's a McDonald's mukbang. I wouldn't call it the ultimate McDonald's mukbang which would include the Big Arch and caramel sundae etc. Ultimate would be massive. It would have to be like a $100 purchase. At least.
McChicken is good too.
I will always have a Heather shaped hole in my heart. Me and the sweetness used to go to McDonald's. My only purpose as I wander the lonely halls of the rest of my life is loving loving loving loving loving loving loving Beebs. I told her that I would love her for all eternity. I will do that. That's my only reason for living.
Grief is an exquisite searing pain right in the heart. In grief for life.
There's no way I'm shelling out $100 for a crab dinner when I can do a variation myself. Get a crab at the fishmongers. Jist use ginger, green onion, garlic, sugar, a bit of sesame ool, a dash of ketchup. It works.
Grief is a Hallmark of Royalty.
"To be a ring bearer is to be alone." Galadriel, Lord of the Rings
To be a Royal is to be in grief.
Grief is accentuated if the person being grieved over was actually a majorly person on the World stage. If that person was famous.
Someone once asked Prince Charles if he was gong to be happy when he is King. He said, No, because that would mean that he lost his mother.
Royals get one year until Coronation because of the grief. Sometimes though, the grief doesn't go away even after one year. Not by a long shot.
In it for the long haul. The grief express.
"Grief is the price we pay for love." Queen Elizabeth
Queen Victoria was in grief for life.
I'll be in grief for life, it looks like.
The Presidents Easter message.
Includes. "Open the Fuckin' Strait you crazy Bastards or you'll be living in Hell. Praise be to Allah."
That's quite the ecumenical Easter message. This is from the President who says he brought the Christ back into Christmas.
Praise be to Allah? That's almost Salman Ruahdie levels of madness and cray cray. That's rubbing salt in the wounds of a sore spot for many Muslims. Trump don't care. But Trump is also a friend of Saudi Arabia. With friends like that. Well.....
That PBTA part was extraneous and unnecessary.
Condisder the source. One of his previous tweets said, 48 hours or all hell will reign down on them. Glory be to God.
The Pope said today, "God doesn't answer prayers of those with blood on their hands."
Trump is psychotic. Invoking the names of certain gods as he levels more bellicose vitriol. Well what were the chances of that?
What's going to happen to Iran? Worst case scenario. Trump is going to go nuclear although it wouldn't extend past surgical strikes using tactical nukes or field nukes. 2KT.
Hiroshima 15KT. Nagasaki 20KT.
Tsar Bomba. Novaya Zemlya. 150MT!
I don't have any great dreams for the future that I can imagine. Imagine the worst. Chances are, statistically, it won't come true. Imagine the best, it won't come true either but st least you'll feel better as you go through life.
I imagine I could meet a lady, get married, be in a situation where I am around children and animals, pets. If not in this life, then in the afterlife for sure.
All dreams in this life have a shelf life. Things can only ever get so good under the umbrella of the physics of this dimension.
Umbrella doesn't mean rain protector, it means shadow device. Umbra, penumbra, shadow.
Oh yeah, specifically, under the new dynamic, my dreams are indifferent to the requirement of staying in five star hotels. I have VR goggles I would for sure, be bringing them along to any potential five star hotel experience. Once the goggles are on, what difference does it make where you are? Even a private room in an otherwise two star hostel rather than a five star hotel would do it. So I don't need to be paying the equivalent of more than one month rent in a rooming house hotel for just one night in a five star hotel. Only the very rich could afford that. I don't know if I would ever stay in a five star hotel. That was otherwise the ultimate dream.
Monday, April 6, 2026
I got Sortik $1 on sale from $9. A good sorting game. Develops an area of the brain.
I got Mindscapes VR. Color sort VR. There are a couple of others at prices like $15. Forget it. This one also includes other games besides color sort. $1. Why not, at that price.
The I got Clown World on Epic Roller Coaster. New DLC. That cost me $5.50 which is again, me f*cking up on my budget. I hope I not doomed.
Otherwise Clown World is horror genre VR hyped to the max. A few jumpscares. So much so that I was thinking, if I had a severe pre-existing heart condition and played Clown World on Epic Roller Coaster VR, I'd be dead of a heart attack for sure. The jumpscares were painful to the heart.
So today was yet another $7 dip into VR world after I promised myself to just about never get a VR game ever again. $7 is within the acceptable realm of walking around money expenditure. I'll survive.
I went to a new store called No Frills. Talk about no frills. The prices were very inexpensive. Really inexpensive. Good quality food. This store is one way that people deal with high grocery prices due to the oil shortage because of the US Iran war.
Astronauts are on the way back. They already went to the far side of the moon.
The rocket moves at 2,500 miles an hour. An hour has 3600 seconds so the basically one mile every second and a half, approximately.
Their odometer would read 12,175 miles from the moon and then 12,176 miles away from the moon a second later and steady going on like that. Coming back from the moon which is 250,000 miles away from the Earth.
Get Alcove VR. Then within the framework of the Alcove VR app, get Into Space part 1 and 2. Getting Into Space VR on its own without getting Alcove VR first, into Space part 2 will not work. Absolutely will not.
Anyways, part 2 of Into Space VR shows a view of the moon that is just phenomenal. You can see it for free on YouTube so you don't have to pay for the app. Go to YouTube VR app, Into Space VR part 2. You can see it on a regular flat screen too so you don't need VR to see this. It's phenomenal.
Tuesday, April 7, 2026
Today, I got Downton Abbey, Season 1 first episode and the final season, season 6 last episode for $3.35 each. That's $6.70. I sinned again on my budget.
Downton Abbey. I mean, come on.
I want to see how they started and the last show in high quality HD. The rest of the shows and episodes are in for free. And season 3 episode 1 is available for free. It's the middle episode of the series.
Season 1 episode 1. Downton Abbey got the newspaper. The Titanic sunk. They talk about it.
I also got Season 2 Episode 9. Why? 1919, Downton Abbey throws a lavish Christmas party. Christmas. Oh well, wtf. I got it. England. Nostalgia of old England.
This neighbourhood, the Church on the hill reminds me of Downton Abbey.
Fudge. The Christmas episode is on for free on YouTube. I bought the exact same episode. So that's $9 in all. For $5 more, I could have gotten an entire season of 9 episodes. Actually a full season in high def is $20. It's $15 for standard def. I'm a high def man. For me it's high def or no deal. I never get standard def.
But the three episodes I got, I feel were the best of them all. The most definitive anyways. I'd like to live at Downton Abbey if I were White. I don't see anyone else other than White people there 100% of the time.
Downton Abbey of course is Highclere Castle. Lord Carnarvon. Egypt. King Tut.
Because of my movie addiction, I feel fear. Last time was supposed to be the last purchase. Fear of the future.
Yesterday, the strangest thing happened. There was a lady on YouTube who talked about beta males. What a b*tch. There are beta females too. I majorly regretted clicking on to that channel. What a bad energy jangle.
Only beta males think the video is referring to them anyways.
Its like if someone yells, "Hey stupid!" and only some people and not others turn around.
Then on Real VR Fishing, on the same night, about an hour after I saw the video, we all got an Easter gift. It was a male beta fighting fish from Siam. A nice one. It is white in color. So what the lady said was an omen.
Why does a person have to be a certain way?
A person who isn't a beta male can score with lots of women. But that's just another set of worries. Being on the hook for child support. 25 years later, visit my child at the tent city. Bring along a $50. Just say, "$50 is all I could give you. It's enough for you to hopefully get something besides drugs. Hopefully you don't overdose."
The Butterfly Effect.
As it is, I don't think that I'll make it past 74 at most. Most likely 70. That's my prediction based on 55 years of observation and experience. Retarded observations and retarded experiences.
Oh yeah, yesterday I downloaded a free VR app, I don't remember how I discovered it, called Stellarium. It's a low grade budget VR app full of motion sickness. However, there is the Apollo 11 capsule.
On Apollo 11 VR and on Journey to Impossible VR, there was no real understanding of the placement of the Astronauts in the capsule in the initial phase of going to the moon.
The Astronauts as the app finally showed, were fitted into the capsule like a mechanic on a small car rolling under a car. In other words, they were lying down with their legs facing upward in a seated position.
This is because the G forces pressing down on anyone who would be sitting up during the launch rather than sitting down would be, well,
I once had a dream where there was me and one of the aliens from the HR Giger paintings and from the Alien movies. The setting was in a cave. The ceiling of the cave was just three inches shorter than me so I had to crouch down. But the ceiling was the exact right height that during the dream, when I saw the alien, I knew instinctively that it had bad intentions. In dreams one has expert knowledge from who knows where. Dreams teach. When I saw the alien, I positioned the top of my head against the ceiling and just pushed up collapsing my spine into itself in a telescopic folding way. Not good. That results in death. Not just quadriplegia. Death. Dreams teach. And it was a space science fiction themed dream.
That's why Astronauts aren't standing up during launch from Cape Canaveral..
The Apollo 11 capsule on Stellarium VR was absolutely wrecked. It looked charred and burned like a creme brûlée. It reminded me of the condition of Saturn V J-2 rocket booster at the MacMillan Space Museum in Vancouver. Old and derelict. But in the VR app, a person can enter the Apollo capsule. I entered the Apollo capsule j VR lying down on my bed to get the true vertical sensation.
Lying flat is like with moving refrigerators. There is more surface area and therefore weight distribution lying down rather than sitting up.
Like another dream I once had. I was a jet pilot going vertically up. What I remember was it feels 1000% like lying down flat on my bed. That's what a fighter pilot feels when going vertically up.
Even when going up, Astronauts must do breathing exercises to keep their lungs expanded so they don't collapse under the G forces.
Did I sin splurging $10 on Downton Abbey?
"When I look back upon my life... It's a, it's a, it's a. It's a sin." The Pet Shop Boys
Well it was $10 on Downton Abbey and not $10 on some strange garbage unnecessary street drug. So theres that.
Downton Abbey cast members would say, "We are absolutely delighted that you decided to purchase Downton Abbey on YouTube movies. We hope that you will enjoy the episodes you purchased."
Trump spoke with the Artemis Astronauts last night.
Jimmy Kimmel mentioned how Trump was "Moon-splaining" Apollo 11 to actual Astronauts. Trump will do that. Trump told the story of the oil that was supposed to burn for one night burning a few nights to a room full of Jewish people during Hanukkah calling it off with, "I'm sure you all know that story."
Anyways, after word salading about Canadians, then about Gretzky and then about geniuses, and then to follow that up, pompous and narcissist as ever, the President suddenly makes the genius move of doing a seeming mike drop. Let alone that the Astronauts had other things to do and that their mission was prorated to $10 million per hour, at $170,00 per minute, its a collect call anyways, sort of, the government is paying for the call, and the government is the one making the call, pricey phone call, Trump leaves them suspended, well more than they already are.
How many narcissists does it take to change a lightbulb? None. They use gas lighting.
Reid Wiseman had to finally ask if anyone was still there in case of technical difficulty.
Trump said, "I am! Yes. I am!"
What a narcissistic gesture to receive out is space, 175,000 away from Earth. Astronaut Christina Koch seemed to think so. She bared her teeth as in animals don't show their teeth to smile but as a warning kind of way and raised her head in a distinct huff of scientific and authoritative derision. It lasted for only a second. But it was there. She was probably thinking, "How narcissistic and puerile. As usual, it's all about him!"
The other Astronauts looked tired and baffled.
The Integrity is a matriarch. Christina Koch is running the show. The reaction to Trump's mike drop shows this.
Trump did write about the pilot that was rescued in Iran. "He might have though he was alone. But he was truly never really alone. His Commander in Chief and other were with him." or words to that effect. The Commander in Chief meaning Trump himself.
So for those crazy two minutes, the Astronauts might have thought they were alone. But Trump the American Eagle was still there watching from his Adderall addled eagle's aerie. Adler means eagle in German.
Wednesday, April 8, 2026
Today, I got my $475 tax refund. I went to see my bank account at $489. Not bad. I since made a credit card payment and falling off the wagon yet again, I got Downton Abbey season 6 épisode 8. Thanks to a Google rewards accumulated amount, I also got a discount. So instead of paying $3.35, I paid just $3 with a lordly thirty-five cent savings.
That is the second to last episode. I didn't just want to get the last episode. That seems so terminal. I wanted to get the one before it.
I went to the museum. I have an annual pass. Same exhibits as ever. There are some rotating exhibits that included some artifacts such as kitchen utensils of the 1800s used locally. Those utensils were nice as the locals are some of the richest in all of BC however the very richest live in Vancouver.
I got some ginkgo biloba. The price is only $3 more than before. I haven't gotten ginkgo biloba for two years. Ginkgo is good for the brain.
I don't know if I'll ever do the backflip. I have to in order to be a Jedi knight and while holding two lightsabers as well.
The theory is throw oneself up until the back is parallel to the ground. And a little more. If the hips can be above the head at this pivotal microsecond portion of it, that would be better but not 100% necessary. Then lead with the hops followed with the knees and then focus on the feet for landing. The hips thrust up, the knees thrust forward and the feet try to find the ground without looking. Just like a cat always landing on its feet. That's the ideal. The reality? I don't know.
There are several approaches. Try to start with a much simpler one hand backspring which is a non aerial backflip using just one hand and one arm. Then tweak the angle gradually increasing it to get a full backflip.
A person can't just try it once and then just quit after two minutes. Perhaps up to a full solid hour, at least, must be devoted to this. Focus and be determined to do it.
One idea for a prelim exercise is go to a shallow part of the beach. Not too shallow and not too deep. And make sure the water level is stable, not tides rolling in and tides rolling out which isn't steady. At all.
And jump up and then try to land on the water with the back and feet parallel to the water. That gets one used to the back parallel motion. It develops muscle memory. And it is a trust exercise. Even if worse comes to worst and a person falls on their back, they will then know that it is something that can be handled.
Incredible. Epic Elvis is available today on streaming. I'll watch this. Elvis gets quite explicit. In one song, he mentions morphine and some ' hish hash' which is hashish backwards, like Adanac as in Adanac Street in Vancouver, is Canada backwards.
I'll tell you what I think. This promises to be a crazy movie. I should drink some coffee first. I got good coffee today. That's another story.
I feel somewhat tired. I'll watch the movie if not today then one of these days. Remember, never do today what can be put off to tomorrow.
What can you say? Flashy. Documentary. Concert music video.
After seeing so many Elvis AI videos made with Sora on YouTube, the movie made me feel like I was watching another Sora video. It got to the point where I had to constantly remind myself that I was seeing the real Elvis and not an AI generated Elvis.
Of course over the last year, the ratio of the number of videos I've seen with AI Elvis compared to the number of videos I've seen with real Elvis is about 50:1.
At first video games such as Star Wars were made from movies. Then movies were made such as Uncharted that are based off video games.
At first seeing AI videos made me think that I was seeing videos of the real person. Now it's seeing videos of a real person make me think that I'm seeing an AI generated video of that person. That part of the brain is actually faked out.
What would a psychiatrist say about that?
"To use precise scientific terminology, I'd say we're f*cked." Ghostbusters
I wish Elvis was actually literally alive in 1994 when Jurassic Park was released and he actually was in the movie with a guitar singing songs. And smoking a cigarette while at work looking at a computer screen monitoring dinosaur activity around the park. I really wish that was the reality. I wish he hadn't died in 1977.
Elvis. His manager Tom Parker took 50% of Elvis earnings which was monstrous. Today its no more than 33% usually closer to 15%. Google takes 33% of whatever revenue so while grossing 100%, a person working for Google nets 66%.
"You net more than I gross."
Story of my life. Ha ha.
Elvis's Manager used that money for gambling and booze and hookers. It's always good to have priorities in life. Follow your dreams.
Tom Parker had some immigration problem. So to sum it up, that meant that Elvis wasn't ever able to tour Europe doing concerts. That probably contributed to Elvis death. Although, his other bandmates said if Elvis held on for a couple of more years, he would have been able to tour Europe. Things would have changed. Things change.
The movie is so paced that watching the movie, I felt like I myself took some speed even though I didn't. Baz Luhrmann is a larger than life director in everything he does.
From Moulin Rouge to the Great Gatsby, Elvis starring Austin Butler, for Baz Luhrman, a cat isn't enough. It has to be a cat encrusted with diamonds and glowing with neon with folding wings that could fly with a jet pack strapped to its back and a ghetto blaster cranking loud tunes strapped to its shoulder. That's how he does movies. So Elvis is a gotta pause the movie to catch your breath kind of movie. Best for streaming. A person can pause the movie, refresh and then see more of the movie. Of course the movie must, that is, must be seen in IMAX. The biggest screen possible which is how it was truly meant to be seen when they had it in mind to produce the movie. Fortunately, I have VR goggles so I can see it in IMAX at any time. In IMAX, the movie pulsates with a larger than life energy.
I wish Elvis was able to go to Europe. And star in Jurassic Park.
I got coffee. Kicking Horse Coffee. Why not? And then I saw Wicked earbuds. I got them for $10. Wicked Hiro. I don't know why I got them. Wired. Wicked brand. Good price.
Then I saw someone wearing a t-shirt that said, Jiggy Does It. Jiggy Does It, Easy does it. I thought it was an offhand reference as if to say easy does it with the earbuds.
Life has lots of strange energy vectors and energy pockets. Weird energy jangles.
Kicking Horse coffee has a rich, earthy taste.
One question I would have asked Integrity is:
Did you see any strange lights on the moons surface? Any lights moving around? Lights that might seem synthetic?
Google AI answered the question when I asked.
No. Artemis did not report seeing any strange alien lights on the surface of the moon.
Strange. Lights have been observed on the moon through telescopes for centuries.
Neil Armstrong said that there were lots of ships surrounding them on a crater. They looked just like Imperial star destroyers which was where Star Wars got the idea. Hollywood is 100% real. Hollywood and DMT.
Stephen Colbert made a good point about Trump and Iran.
The US proposed a 4 point plan for Iran.
1. Killing the Ayatollah.
2. Eliminate their ability to generate power, power plants etc
3. Encouraging civil protest.
4. Regkme change.
Stephen Colbert said there was a big leap between point 3 and point 4. It would be like,
1. Preheat oven to 350 C
2. Chop vegetables
3. Regime change.
A Canadian Conservative Member of Parliament named Gladu crossed the floor to join the Liberal Party of PM Mark Carney whereupon Carney said to her:
Carney: Knock knock.
Gladu: Who's there?
Carney: Gladu.
Gladu: Gladu who?
Carney: Gladu crossed the floor to join the Liberal Party.
The News said Mark Carney is under pressure for this because as it seems, she's not a Liberal at all, not even a small L Liberal. She's a big C Conservative. Look at her views. He's under pressure because this could be a case of a mole infiltrating the Party! And the PM doesn't see it?! Hence the pressure.
Poli-sci 101:
In the old days, a band could make money off record sales. Then off of touring and merch which was secondary. Today, thanks to the computer world and free downloading, bands make money mainly off touring and merch, then off record sales which is now secondary.
In the old days political Parties won, attaining instant majority governments mainly through elections. There was more of a solid consensus hence polarity is a myth. Consensus were based on voters being tired of the same management style for so many years and want something different. It's actually more about that back then, political Parties actually fought for different things. Today they are all the same, mutually fighting for the same trendy populist issues that will most likely get them the vote. Floor crossing was secondary and almost an afterthought. Today, thanks to the computer world and hyper, intense AI hacking of elections, that it is much easier for AI to pull off a narrow victory than a massive landslide, floor crossing is how political Parties attain majority governments, not instantly, but more through a delayed resection, mission creep, work in progress kind of footing and timetable. And likewise, elections today are secondary and almost an afterthought.
So anyways, to bring it round the horn, this trend of AI scuppering elections and the system then being structured that majorities are somewhat more dependant on floor crossings than they used to be, doesn't this open the door for more moles and infiltration? Infernal Affairs, a movie about infiltration. The Departed too.
To Hammer the point, almost as if in an act of asymmetrical warfare and infiltration, NDP Lori Idlout crossed the floor to join the Conservatives. This one is crossing the floor to join the Liberals. That one is crossing the floor to join the Liberals. Afraid of this one. Afraid of that one.
Start of administrative term, Party is pure. End of administrative term, Party is a Swiss cheese, saturated with posturing moles and infiltrators. Like a person's face, at the start, when young, the face is blemish free, and then at the end, when old the face is full of moles!
Sigh, therefore compared to what it was in the old days, politics today is a broken platform.
Ich fürchte zukünftigen. I fear the future.
Thursday, April 9, 2026
First of all, I want to say that I love each and every one of these cultures so this is not a screed or a criticism of any.
I will rehash some old points.
The English alphabet is left brain. The mammalian forebrain. The executive function.
The Chinese alphabet is right brain. It is also reptilian brain, the older and arguably more powerful part of the brain. The when you don't exzctly have all the information, just make sh*t up function. The symbolic nature of pictographic characters of the Chinese writing system is the reptile brain, the drsgon brain back when dinosaurs recognized certain landmarks which formed symbols so they would know the way back to their nest or their homeland.
The computer RAM uses the left brain, mammalian brain, executive function procedurally generated display.
The computer ROM uses the right brain, reptilian brain, improvise function, procedurally generated display as well as any background supportive data needed.
Now we get to the Thai alphabet.
The Thai alphabet is one that is simultaneously right brain and left brain. The aspect of the Thai writing system that is left brain is the phonetic alphabetical letters all strung together to form phonetic compound units also known as words versus the Chinese writing system which uses semasiographic pictographic symbolic characters. The aspect of the Thai writing system that is right brain is that the words are strung together without spaces between them just like with the Chinese writing system. With either the Thai and the Chinese writing systems, there are no spaces between words.
However, with the Chinese writing system, it is a case of if the old man's beard hanging off the bed, is it in temhe bed or out of the bed? Since pictographic characters froma single word unit, are there spaces between words in the Chinese writing system? In the Thai and the Chinese and what the heck, the Japanese writing system too, there are spaces between sentences and paragraphs so at least those languages make that distinction.
If anyone has ever done magic mushrooms, they might have seen a telepathic thought tube which pretty much 85% resembles the transparent emanating tube that was shown in the movie The Abyss which James Cameron directed. In these telepathic thought tubes, you can see squiggles which you know are words and you can read them even though the squiggles are formed in no language ever seen before like how in dreams you just know that you know things. There are no spaces in-between the words of these squiggles just like with the Thai and the Chinese alphabet. These squiggles actually are organic and rather random in form and most closely resembles Chinese pictographic characters to be honest than English or Thai letters but they do resemble these too as all written languages look like squiggles to someone who doesn't know them.
Anyways, the point I've been waiting to get to is, ROM and RAM are not entirely mutually exclusive. There exists a computer coding language that is very much like Thai in the way that it doesn't use the traditional spaces between words as the English language is traditionally presented as a computer coding language. And it doesn't use exclusively a semasiographic symbolic form code.
85% of ROM uses exclusively reptilian right brain symbolic form code but also uses 15% reptitial right brain and mammalian left brain, entire sentences formed in such hashtag formations, words with no spaces between them, with spaces only between sentences and paragraphs.
85% of RAM uses exclusively mammalian left brain alphabetic letters for code but also uses 15% reptitial right brain and mammalian left brain, entire sentences formed in such hashtag formations, words, letters, and numbers, etc, with no spaces between them, no commas either and with spaces only between sentences and paragraphs.
Why the 15% composed of simultaneous left and right brain code? Because that's what's known as the nexus. That's how the ROM and the RAM communicate with each other. That's their common language. It's sorta like the dreamworld which is a zone where our spirits and the spirits of the afterlife can mingle and communicate without one being entirely in the world of the other.
This is my theory. Just a theory. This is what you get for $35 and a bottle of ginkgo biloba pills later. A lot of daydreaming, theorizing and spitballing. I'm not a computer expert so certainly don't quote me on the 15%. Whatever percent it is, 75% of all statistics are BS anyways. However, I think it's a theory that could be somewhat true to whatever extent.
