May 2026

Friday, May 1, 2026

Today, I went to the IMAX theatre. I saw a 3D movie called Wild Asia.

There are sure a lot of interesting animals there and the narrative script was 100% spot on. I could see nothing omitted from it.

One animal is called the bunny slug that lives in the ocean. It looks like a little bunny. Actually it looks like something that came from another planet. It has long brown ears, a white body with large round brown patches and it has something that looks like a red cabbage protruding from its back that also looks like a bunny tail. This bunny eats the extremely toxic blue coral. No other animals eat it. A moray eel swam up to it until it was just millimetres away and the normally voracious moray eel wouldn't even look twice st it. The question is, how does it know? Who taught the moray eel and all other fishes as well that the sea bunny is deadly poisonous? Do they have vertical learning?

Anyways, I just couldn't help but think that I was wearing AR sunglasses. The sunglasses can do 3D screens no problem and in movie theatre size.

I imagined that if the audience all of a sudden took off their 3D glasses there would be nothing but a blank wall in front of them. The pretty IMAX screen size movie they are seeing is the display from the AR glasses that the attendant at the door handed out to everyone which forms the core of the paid experience.

I was confused for a moment. No,, not really, sarcastically. Was I at an IMAX theatre or was I wearing AR sunglasses and simply in a room where everyone could else in the audience is also wearing one and with image and sound synced to external speakers? Those two experiences would pretty much feel the same.

This teaches how to frame a situation. 

The brain isn't just a video camera. It's a filter that interprets what you see based on the programming you've been feeding it. The reticulated activating function is the part of the brain that screens out 98% of what is seen and just focuses on the 2% that you've pre-told it what is important and what is not. And it works on repetition.

You can either tell yourself, the future will be bright. Somehow, things always work themself out somehow. My future will better than I can imagine. And keep saying it.

Or else you can say, I am afraid of the future. Fürchte zukünftigen alles der Zeit. Im doomed. And keeping saying that. 

I prefer to think that from experience, the future always winds up having a few surprises and good surprises at that. Life is a giver. Life is a cornucopia, a horn of plenty.

Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets. 

Pros. Spectacular. Opening acne is most epic of all time. Spectacular scenes through. Must be seen in UHD. 

Cons. Lots of B-movie elements that seem targeted to a younger audience. The scene where the alien girl dies in the planetary apocalypse is offsetting and echoes a scene in Jurrasic World Rebirth where the guy is locked in and the weird looking mutant dinosaur eats him. 

I was going to get an item for $10 which was a popcorn at the movie theatre. I always always remember about how a sliver of corn husk sometimes gets lodged in one of the weird folds and recesses of the upper mouth, so since I didn't get the popcorn, which is a terrible approach to sound fiscal management. 

I'm mulling it over. What the hell. 

Score! 

I could be thinking about this for a few days. 

I do miss my sweetness. It's been over two years since she's moved on to the next and quantum stage of life. 

I'll probably find a girlfriend again because for some weird reason, I always do. I dont care of I do because I will always have the love and sweetness of Beebs. I know this. 

I love Beebs for all eternity. That is my vow. 

One important warning for attempting backflip. Do not do more than one or two at most in an hour. The temptation is to bang out a few in a short time. The reality is the body involuntarily gets tired and slower after having banged out a couple. Do one or two backflip. Then wait at least an hour until doing the next ones. 

Lie down on a bed and do knee tucks, five at a time. Each one as fast as possible but again, do one, wait awhile then do another, do 5 knee tucks. 

It is tempting to want to try the wall backflip after one week of practicing knee tucks. Impatient. It is best to wait for one year. Practice tbis everyday for one year. 

Run up to a wall with perfect height. Not too tall, not too short. Run up and grab the top edge of the wall with hands. With the body almost reclining back, and the legs bent and feet against the wall, important, inhale as you arch back then lean the head and neck forward, then exhale as you throw the head back and in a simultaneous motion kick the legs fast off of the wall into a quick knees tuck against the chest but the head is arche back. This momentum in theory ought to be enough to clear the zenith or apex after which a person will then open the tuck and land with feet on the ground. 

Being completely aware of when to inhale and exhale during segments within a gymnastics move is so important. 

I never tried this in real life. This is just theory. 

Yesterday night, I went to the washroom for my uh, morning ablutions. This was at 3:30 am. I heard lots of loud talking on the roof. I thought it was meth heads at the underground parking lot not far away and their voices were carrying. I looked and saw a light on downstairs and someone standing at the window. I tried to screen the noise out with headphones and watching a movie on the old VR goggles. At one point I saw two construction workers wearing yellow construction hats. They had a flashlight. They were like two angels. 

I found out today that someone fell from the fifth florr onto a third floor level roof so the fall was two storeys. Good thing that 70 years ago, a building was built there otherwise the fall would have been a real Flight of Icarus with a lethal five storey drop. Pastor Joel Osteen said sometimes God will provide the solution before you even have the problem. 

The occupant had been drinking. 

Broken bones, fractures on the right side of the body. Otherwise alive. 

Any professional fighter will tell you that the hits that you are not braced for hurt a lot more. 

Or there are cases where drunk falls down stairs and doesn't get the same injuries as someone who fell and tensed up at the wrong times. 

So there are two schools of thought as to this. 

Which a stuntman uses. When falling down a flight of stairs a stuntman is first loose and limber and then at the bottom of the stairs upon landing, the stuntman then braces and prepares themself. 

The Police went to his room to investigate and they torn down one side of two sides of hanging Venetian blinds or horizontal window blinds. 

There are a lot fewer cars on the road. Anyone could notice that. The streets are a lot quieter with less noise of vehicle engines and motors. This is like a throwback to the early 70s. Victoria would have sounded like this in the early 70s. 

Trump. The Iran War. The Hormuz Strait. Gas prices. 

In Europe and Asia, there are Vespa clubs. Now a Vespa might seem somewhat effete for a more rough hewn and rugged Western aesthetic which is why they haven't caught on in North America as much. Even the miniature rice rockets, the small Honda automatic transmission scooters don't seem to be that popular here to the point where a person would have more of a chance of seeing someone riding an electric scooter. 

Vespa Club. A Vespa in a pastel color would be really Western and rugged. Not. I would still opt to get a pastel green Vespa, because of the oil crisis. 

A motorcycle is more fuel efficient but it is also an uncovered form of transportation. So is an electric skateboard, let's face it. 

Get a BMW motorcycle. Trade the car in for a BMW motorcycle. Don't get a loud motorcycle where you go out of your way to saw the muffler in half for an enhanced sound experience. I guess. If you want to. Different strokes. I like the movie Easy Rider, the first one fifth of it was the best part. Then it got weird. Really weird. 

That's one way to best the heat. Beat the inflationary beat. Get a motorcycle. Well another thing that's never caught on in the West and is fuel efficient and a covered vehicle is a tuk tuk. A horse drawn carriage, a hand pulled rickshaw, these are options available in town. Actually riding that carriage is even more expensive than gasoline, prorated. Probably not if you carpool and divide the cost given today's gas prices. That carriage doesn't do charter trips. It's on its own trip. They do a preplanned route. Basically the same route since the 80s. I often think what it would be like if me and Heather were to be on a horse drawn carriage together. I miss her. It hurts. It is an exquisite hurt that onky those in grief and on this level of grief can know. 

The good news is that grief is a reaction from the very powerful reptile brain. In time this brain eventually unclenches. How much time? It is a process that is directly proportional. The more time the more the reptile brain unclenches. I'd say a few years at least until one feels normal. Better than normal. 150% as before. 

Right. Should I get a BMW motorcycle? Two words as to why I shouldn't. Wipe-out. Road-rash. Possibility of hospitalization, or death. What's the difference, in a lot of cases, actually. 

The price of gasoline is 2x what it was two months ago. Meanwhile, Iran tweets, "Do you know what we are paying for gasoline? Less than 1 cents US per gallon. Ha ha!" 

Despite OPEC, they are able to set oil prices locally. They are an oil producer. Plus they Nationalized their oil. 

Oh Beebs. Heather is haunting me. Drifting off to sleep, I thought of her. It felt kind of scary. She's dead. What I'm probably feeling is my own subconscious. The amygdala, aka the gift that keeps on giving. 

Saturday, May 2, 2026

Ocean Rift VR. There is a mixed reality setting where a person can make an aquarium in their own room. Those who have this app will know what I'm describing. In this mixed reality setting, I decided to place a few windows to the smallest size setting, there is a minimum size of about 1 foot square give or take an inch or two. 

Anyways, I lined up a few of these small square windows each evenly spaced about three feet apart. This configuration is dreamlike reminding me of at least one dream where I visited an old school public aquarium where the windows were small and set a few feet apart on the walls. There is a CBC archives video about the Vancouver aquarium in the late 60s and there was that type of architectural set up. 

Ocean Rift has a few choices for aquarium. Shallows, Swamp, Deep Sea, Prehistoric, Bélugas, Crocodiles, Sharks. 

The belugas remind me of the Vancouver aquarium. 

Some window settings go better with some animals. For bélugas and prehistoric, you need a huge bay window which is an available option as a person can draw their own windows any size. It turns an otherwise welfare rooming house single room apartment into a mind-blowing aquarium spectacular wonderland to the level of Undersea Gardens in Victoria BC back when that was going. 

The best set up is the best of both worlds. On one wall, draw up a large bay window. Then on the wall opposite, draw a few small windows, 50s and 60s style. 

The level is called swamp but it doesn't look like a swamp at all. It should be called Bc coastal waters which is quite a treat because its the waters off where I live! The waters are a brackish shade of green, The species are long green seaweed, dungeon ess crabs, moray eels, perch, white claims. 

That's not a swamp at all. A swamp is alligators and catfish and crayfish. I don't see any of these animals at all. 

Swamp is the best level for retro style small windows. So is shallows and deep sea. 

Large bay Windows is best for Prehistoric, bélugas, crocodiles, sharks. 

Deep sea has phosflorescent jellyfish and other creatures. They glow from the inside! Like angels. The water is dark and you do see the floor of the sea. 

Bélugas and sharks are the only levels that you don't see the sea floor. With all other levels, the sea floor is there. 

I only wish that Ocean Rift VR was more photorealistic in terms of stationary background like Deagle Jack VR which is a free app that's worth money. It is a Michelin star app. 

This app is a gift from God. 

Sunday, May 3, 2026

First of all, YouTube videos have settings which often have limits in terms of definition. 

A YouTube movie in VR will have a 480 display on the browser and a 1080 display on the YouTube VR app even though the movie is advertised as UHD. 1090 is HD, 4K is UHD. But on my HD TV, indeed the movie is in 4K quality. 

Perhaps on the Rayneo with the HDR10. The glasses are lightweight and they have a nice display. Non fixed screen that follows you even if you turn your head slightly is a turn off. A person can get an AirPro which hooks up allows for a fixed screen. I don't see how. 

Anyways, for some reason, even with a non fixed screen, the Rayneo are top sellers. 

I hope to get them within ten years when the price drops. Because of the size of the technology, prices will drop for sure. There will be competitors. Knock offs. 

The smaller the item, the easier it is to reverse engineer. 

In ten years, these will be seen at stores for not expensive a price. And years later, they will be better. Earbuds for example. You can get earbuds for not that much that sound better than the old expensive earbuds of emyewrs ago. Headphones too. 

A person should go to the third world and look for street markets that might have these kinds of glasses and for a lot less than you would pay in the West. Sure, but the price of a return plane ticket and time and energy. Forget it. Just get them at Walmart if they are available at a good price..... a few years later. It will be a few years. It is a novelty high technology that is much wanted. Novelty prices. Once the novel wears off prices will start to drop. Moore's Law. Plus they'll be making newer models so there will be so many older models that the price will drop. 

Proprietary technology. Apply a few tweaks and its no longer 100% copying off the copyrighted or else patented design. That's how they work around it. 

Anytime you see sunglasses that do AR movie screens now for $400 when years down the line, they'll be $80 at Shoppers Drug Mart, you are seeing a product of a top-heavy company where the CEOs make a few million a year. 

Gas prices increasing because of the US Iran War or else US Iran Stalemate could be the best thing to happen in a long time. 

Forget the Sunday family road trip to a National Park. 

"Let's all as a family sit down in the living room somewhere and out on meta quest VR goggles or at the very least, AR movie theatre sunglasses like Vivite, XReal, Beast, Rayneo. Then let's all watch the same movie together in sympatico. It doesn't cost any money in gasoline."

The gasoline price spike will result in less cars on the road and the roads will have the number of cars it was built to have. Otherwise its like pouring ten gallons of water in a ten gallon aquarium. You need space on the top otherwise the fish will swim out. And space on the top provides oxygen space if it's a covered fish tank. 

There are so many cars on roads when the city planners drew up the plans for civic roads infrastructure what, back in the 1930s? 1800s even? They decided that this main street should have four lanes, that main street should have six lanes, side streets get four lanes with 2 of the lanes, one on either side of the street, being parking lanes. The number of lanes hasn't commensurately increased along with the additional number of cars on the road over the years. Of the distributive, associative, or commutative principle of mathematics, this would be the commutative principle. Commutative, communism, agglomeration, critical mass. 

This would be a f*ck up of the commutative principle. 

There is some possibility that Trump get get fired. Again, it's the commutative principle. This incident plus that incident plus that incident plus that incident will eventually equal

Trump getting fired, the odds being directly proportional to the number of egregious incidents. "No more Mr Nice Guy"  

Trump is back in action as Trumpbo, the political military veteran who has been decorated with a Fifa Peace Prize and someone else's Nobel Prize. On the strength of those items, being his superpowers, he will supervise world events with an alacrity similar to an American eagle sitting in his Eagle's aerie. That's the ideal and most likely the reality too. 

I hope that God looks after Mr Trump. It would not be right to observe someone's life so intently on a vicarious level deriving some forms of entertainment without saying a prayer for him. 

Trump is the funniest President ever. He is a master comedian. 

Trump likes to tell Biden jokes. 

"Obama might be able to pass the test. Well, Biden, it's... Give me a break! The first question is, Here is a picture of a lion, a giraffe, a bear and a shark. Which one is the bear?" 

The Presidential Walk of Fame. All Presidents except Joe Biden have their portrait displayed. President Joe Biden is featured with a photograph of an autopen which is an additional dig. Not only was his face not shown, they couldn't or wouldn't even bother to feature his real hand written signature. It gets worse. Beneath that photograph of the autopen on the table are engraved the words Sleepy Joe Biden and Crooked Joe Biden. B-movie moves like that is direct empirical evidence the undeniable fact that the Administatration is a cult. 

Law 101: there is direct evidence, circumstantial evidence and hearsay evidence. 

Trump could have an epiphany. 

He could get a visit from the three spirits of Christmas. 

Trump might have a near death experience where he has a life review and feels the effect of his actions on others in a very direct way. He then comes back and is like Mr Scrooge on Christmas morning. 

My memory. However for everything I remember, I forget a thousand things. 

I remember a story of a female politician who quit politics because she said that she became spiritual.

The brain isn't just a video camera. It's an interpreter computer based on the programming you've been feeding into it. 

A person has to hypnotize themselves. Not just tell themselves good things but tell themselves that along the same insidious energy lines that they usually tell themselves bad things. A vulnerable time for that is at night and alone when there are less of the usual daytime peripheral distractions. During those times instead of emotionally surrendering to depression thoughts which produces a physiological feeling, instead remind yourself of the things that you like about yourself. There has to be something. 

"I like the way I handled that situation."

"I like the way that I was able to steadily show up every week not missing a week for years."

"I like the way I was able to stay away from that situation, that town, whatever, not going back there even once for all these years." 

And feel the emotional burn that comes with it. With bad thoughts, it's a bad burn. With good thoughts, it's a good burn. 

One sure way to hypnotize one self is to watch your thoughts on the last second of being awake before drifting off to sleep. That energy frequency is very prone to self suggestive hypnosis. Say good things like, I am a good person, or Jesus is with me, or God is with me. 

And use the word because. The word because is the lynchpin that a person uses to greatly increase the odds of a favor being done. 

Researchers learned this. Can I jump ahead in line? Or Can I jump ahead in line because I need to sharpen this pencil to write a report? 

Even if it's a stupid reason. Can I jump ahead in line because I left my ticket to the next cinematically spectacular movie on top of the photocopier? 

Chances are vastly but not always increased with using the word because. 

You need to use this on yourself. 

Say things like, "I am a good person because...." in my case, I am a good person because I picked up so many potential slipping hazards and obstacles on the street. A lot of times, no one noticed that I did this. 

I am a good person because my gymnastics skills are improving. I am on a new regimen in which the difference will definitely without a doubt be seen in a few months to one year. 

I am a good person because I make a conscious extra effort to be thoughtful to others. Even slightly going out of my way at times. 

I am a good person because I remember to make a good donation to the Police charity every year. 

I am a good person because I remember what, as Pastor Joel calls it, what God has whispered to me in the night. The Royal dreams, especially the Bachman Turner Overdrive Royal dream. And having had dreams of angels and grey aliens and UFOs as well. What God has whispered to me in the night. Because of that. 

"Because of love." Janet Jackson 

And say to yourself sentences that end with "more than you think" or "more than you can imagine."

Examples

The future will, in a lot of ways around the edges, be better than I can possibly imagine. 

Ja wohl, der Zukünft ist besser den ich kannst denke. Geht immer. Los geht nach Höhe. 

In all likelihood, people like me more than I think. 

In all likelihood, women like me more than I think. 

I am loved more than I think. 

Of course. No one can possibly imagine the level of which God loves them. No one. 

And repetition. The brain works off of repetition. Say these things often especially in the vulnerable moments of depression. Remind yourself of the things that you do have going for you even if it isn't major things. 

As you get older learn new things. Neural pathways decrease as one ages. 

If a person builds up new and more neural pathways, there is more neural pathways to decrease. If there's not that much to begin with, well..... 

VR is good. With VR, I learned how to fly an airplane thinking in 5DOF five degrees of freedom, forwards, up, down, left, right. That rewired the brain big time. 

The premise of the movie Lawnmower Man is that VR rewires and even adds additional  wires to the brain. 

HDR10 really is next level. 

YouTube has a HDR10 demo video. To try to see that video if you don't already have HDR10 which is a specific technical set up, why you might as well see the HDR10 demonstration video on an old black and white television. 

Whereas anything with HDR10 would automatically upscale all media to HDR10 so the YouTube HDR10 video is extraneous if you don't have an HDR10 set up and redundant if you already have an HDR10 set up. 

The meta quest 3 is a $650 unit whereas the RayNeo 4 is a $450 unit. 

The meta quest 3 technically has a denser pixel point set up but does not have the proprietary technology of the HDR chip on the Rayneo 4that can do 1200 nits to the 650 of the RayNeo 3 and the 600 nits of the Rayneo 2. 

Nits are like lumens, units of brightness. This brightness makes neon colours and light sabers really pop and sizzle. 

The non fixed screen is a deal breaker. When the screen moves when the head moves, that's sure to cause motion sickness. Yet no one in the Rayneo reviews on Amazon complained of experiencing motion sickness. Strange. 

My timeframe in waiting for the Rayneo 4 with the HDR 10 is in years. Oh yeah, in two years, RayNeo will release the Rayneo 5. Rayneo 6 coming down the pike before 2030. Murphy's Law. Get something and see the exact same item sold for a lesser price somewhere else. Guaranteed. 

Same with Atmos sound which is a very specific set up. Atmos Sound which is featured at the Las Vegas Sphere is a specific expensive amplifier and speaker set up. To try to click on a YouTube video of Atmos demonstration running it on a mid grade meta quest 3 amplifier and what, $15 earbuds and you want to experience Atmos sound with.... that?! 

Or Atmos could be like Dolby. Even low grade Candle and Emerson brand electronics of the 80s featured Dolby B and Dolby C. Whatever that is. I don't know if Atmos is like that. Then there's lossless audio. Usually mp3s supposedly play only a percentage of the original audio so a person gets a somewhat diluted sound reproduction. Well, that's life. Mp3s otherwise sound fine to me. 

Today, in Ocean Rift VR, I saw a white crocodile. Royal! Crocodiles are royal animals anyways. Bachman Turner Overdrive. 

A few days ago, on Ocean Rift, a glitch happened where the beluga swam right through the tank and into the space of my room! Floating and swimming in mid air. 

Whale is a code word for royal. 

White is a royal color. Our sun is white. Royal comes from Ra El which means sun god. 

Beluga in room. Royal party. 

I had a dream the other day that Prince Harry and Prince William visited my room I wanted to take a selfie, better yet a video of us but they had already stepped outside. 

I drew pictures of it on this blog, last month. 

I really hope that Ocean Rift does an update where they can be photorealistic like Deagle Jack, Real VR Fishing, Brink. 

Deagle Jack, the car scrap heap junkyard level is profound and high art. Completely realistic. The voice that says, "Alert!" involuntarily brings to mind a made up thoughtform of someone named Island Amanda. That's pretty f*cked up. I think of Emily Carr and wonder if I have brain damage. No, and Emily Carr never had brain damage either. Emily Carr had at one point checked into a mental hospital in England in 1895 thinking that she might have had brain damage, which she didn't. New characters in popular culture remind a person of people who love where they are living. If I lived in another town, that voice would remind me of someone who would live within that town. 

Deagle Jack, there is one level past the greyard level which is level 6. Level 7 has a blank poster unlike all the other levels and this blank poster only has ??? written on it. Does a player acquire that through completing level 6? Completing Level 1 simply and completely opens the remaining levels which were previously locked and Level 1 isn't that difficult. I need to one day find out how to get to Level 7. 

I really must know this. It will be a miracle if I ever find out. 

Until yesterday, there weren't many cars in the road. Then after the Minister from Iran unrolled a scroll and tweeted that explosive missive saying that  Iranians are paying less than one cents US for gas, there are a lot more cars in the road today! That had a ripple effect. 

The Iranians Nationalized their oil and since Iranian currency is like Weimar Republic one million of their dollars to one American dollar, what can you expect? Result, Iranians paying less than 1 cent US. That would be the distributive principle of mathematics or else one side of the equal side is gonna equal the other side of the equal sign. One way or Irani-another. 

That's like the keeping up with the Jones and anchoring. If another collective gets a massively better deal, then yet another collective would want a piece of that action and reverse and cook up something similar locally. Namely, the local iteration of the mathematical distributive principle is when you all of a sudden have some weird sh*t hyper venal rip-off set-up where the gas prices have risen, what, 2x over the last what, month, and wages have gone up 0x during the same period, then for sure the locals will engineer some solution to the wholesale retail price ratio when it comes to gas. Forget OPEC, in extraordinary times like this, oil producing locals where ever they are have no choice but to set their own oil and gas prices. 

That one side, Iran, is doing their own iteration of an approach to a solution of the oil prices to wages disparity ratio, and that the other side, the West is also doing their own iteration of approach to a solution each side using different approaches involving different units of currency and their respective numeral values yet equivalent in terms of outcome of oil prices to wages parity rather than disparity, is an example of the associative principle of mathematics. 

Oil and gas isn't just a once in awhile purchase, its a commodity which means it is something that has to be purchased often. 

Monopolies like OPEC are BS. Monopolies work to a point and then they become a broken platform. OPEC was partly instituted to implement a global infrastructure that ensures that exogenic sourced oil Nations get their equate supply to meet their needs. This US Iran War has clearly shown that OPEC has outlived their usefulness. The dynamic has changed. What had started as a neutral body of oversight has morphed into a for-profit corporation. Time for decentralization. Either that or get yourself a pastel green Vespa for better fuel economy. Otherwise, OPEC seem to be a wiiling instrument in advancing what is now one of the largest Ponzi schemes in history which is currently  ongoing. 

Locals might use a notwithstanding clause in the OPEC constitution. Notwithstanding what was previously written, if there's ever an issue where gas prices suddenly experiences an irregular and suddenly fluctuate majorly, then locals can set their own gas prices. Like they set their own regional approach as to whether to observe daylight savings time or not policy. 

Noticeably more cars. The parking spaces are all taken up. The sound of cars fills the day and night which I can hear from my open window. 

That's because Canada is an oil producing country. Canada produces so much oil that Canada exports oil! 

Canada's supply of oil is endogenic sourced. Too bad for countries whose oil supply is exogenic sourced. 

"Bullets from the Bullet farm! Guzzleline from Gastown!" Fury Road 

Bullet farm = US Iran War military war profiteering Ponzi scheme 

Guzzleline = OPEC oil artitifical scarcity price fixing Ponzi scheme 

The price of oil affects food production in a softball way, the price gets passed on to customers who otherwise had no raise in wages and isn't it just the set up of the cheap backwater physics of this dimension and any cultures derived from it. In order for a raise in wages to work in one sector, people in other sectors have to get no raises at all. Otherwise their raise would be neutralized meaning no raise at all. It's a grim musical chairs set-up that is existentially counterproductive which is why I think that it would be better to just give up on life and hope for an early reprieve from God. That some people are left holding the bag. People such as myself in a low income bracket which makes me often think about how wonderful it would be if God were to give me an early reprieve. I wouldn't ask God for an early reprieve. All I can do is to think about how wonderful it would be if God was to give me an early reprieve. The answers I've come up with I feel gives me special status in asking God about the possibility of an early reprieve. Anything that's too difficult isn't worth doing at all including the living of life in this dimension. 

A few years ago, a train railworkers strike. Threatened to greatly disrupt the flow of food across Canada. The Canadian government issued a Court injunction forbidding verboten them from going on strike. 

Its like the pandemic. More weird sh*t records. "Today the record was broken for the most new cases of covid."  "These are the highest oil prices on record." 

Damned records! 

"Record" is what's known as an alarmist phrase such as,  "We need to talk."

Such phrases used on the News is designed to give people anxiety and PTSD. 

One time, at the job site, the manager told the employee to visit the office just before lunch time. "We need to talk."  The employee was sweatin'!  Afterwards, the manager simply said,  "Should we order Mexican food or Italian food for the office lunch?" 

Ocean Rift VR is a dream come true. My own aquarium. I can do it modern style with huge bay windows or retro style with the smallest of cubicle windows. 

I really wish that Ocean Rift would do an update which includes enhanced photorealism. I would pay money for that if it was offered as a DLC. 

I am going to mention it here. If Ocean Rift ever does a photorealistic update, and it's good, spectacular, and mind-blowing, I will add this in my review, 

"Even though it doesn't exist, if Ocean Rift VR with the new photorealistic update was a restaurant dish, it would be a 4 star Michelin dish. Currently, 3 stars is the highest st rating possible." 

I previously bought Red Matter. I uninstalled it. Now I have to purchase it again. An app can either be in your library of owned and unused apps. Another hard uninstall which is easy enough to do sends it back to the store. Then you have to purchase it again. Me seeing it on the store means I must have, must have, rage quit that escape room BS app. 

Its like a product st Walmart. Return it and months later you'll have to purchase it again if you want it again. 

Google Android is a lot cooler. Uninstalled or not, even hard uninstalled, an app once purchased is yours for life. Not so much with the meta quest platform. 

Just a caveat emptor. 

Be sure you don't want the app if you uninstall it and send it back to the meta quest  store. 

I can't believe I got Affected Manor, a $21 plus tax app for $1. That was a gift from God. Affected Manor. If it was a restaurant dish, it would be a Michelin 3 star dish. 

Google Android also happens to be a massive vector for ads on all apps, free or not. Ads ads ads, click on, watch an add to get extra in-game currency rewards. Of course, if you uninstall an app you can reinstall it any old time. 

With meta, their apps, free or not, there aren't any ads whatsoever. So when you do a hard uninstall and send it back to the store, like any regular non-internet based big box department store, if you return something, later on you have to repurchase it again if you want it again. 

Monday, May 4, 2026

It is better to be alone. I'm better off not having people wanting me to join their cult or wanting me to buy something from them. 

Like the people from the Church or the dental assistants wanting me to sign up for the Canadian dental insurance so they can stay awake at night twisting their mustache thinking of what make work project they could do to extract the money from the dental insurance. Like my landlord said, The dentist is thinking, otherwise the money is just sitting there unused. Hyper, officious. Weird personalities. Weird energy. Weird physics. Weird dimension. I'd like to quit life altogether but I don't get that option. Instead I'm wondering how long it will be before I get to the better physics of the afterlife. The next stage of life. I hope I pass my life review. That's why I will have to wait. 

It is waiting for a conditional energy jangle to emerge that exists outside of linear time as linear time is subjective anyways. That conditional energy angle is usually referred to as "a person's time",  "it was simply their time",  etc. 

A person isn't legally required to sign up for the Federal dental insurance. 

Especially since I only have 9 teeth left. And yet they are still so gung ho for me to sign up for the dental insurance. What a scammy dodgy group of people. Venal. 

As for the Church, the Presbyterians are really hyper about asking me why I haven't been back for awhile. Now the thing to say is, "If I were to tell you that I'll never go there again, we both know that's unlikely. I'll be back there again for sure. And I'll see you there!" That wouldn't be lying. I'll most likely go there again. 

The Churches in this town use real porcelain China. I've gone to Churches where tea and not even coffee, just tea with sugar and powdered milk served melmac cups. Minimalist. 

Trump has his sights on Cuba next. Will he take over Cuba? 

The other day, on the evening after King Charles visit, Trump supposedly ran around yelling, "I am the most powerful man who ever lived!" 

My name is Ozymandias, king of kings

Look upon my works, ye mighty, and despair 

Nothing beside remains

Round the decay of that colossal wreck, 

Boundless and bare, The lone and level 

Sands stretched far away. 

Tuesday, May 5, 2026

Two weeks and two days until the Star Wars movie which I'll see in the theatre. 

Seven weeks until Sky Legends VR is released. 

Three weeks and one day until I get Madison VR. If it's glitch, I'll refund it immediately. Half the reviews say that the game is technically kvetched. 

A relationship isn't like furniture gotten at Dodd's furniture, perfect, pristine and premade. It's more like IKEA. You gotta walk the line. And you have to work at it to put the furniture together. 

And it is dependant on levels of competence. Some people are so incompetent that they wind up constructing a table with three legs. "It looks all right. It depends from which angle you look at it which is again, a lot like an actual relationship."

You see a couple on the streets. A lot of them might out on a show of mutual tolerance. Behind closed doors, it's a different story. Fights. Hopefully not. 

It's a good idea to wish anyone that you encounter upon the road of life that their travels be safe and blessed. If you see a couple, wish the best for them. Who knows? They might need it! Again, hopefully not. 

We are all, singles and couples alike having to deal with the physics of this dimension and the energy jangle of linear time and waiting through anything. The waiting itself is also another energy jangle. So that's two energy jangles, being the illusion of linear time and the waiting. It wouldn't be linear time without the waiting so these two things are semi independent and semi interdependent. Ha, there also wouldn't be the waiting without linear time. 

Although linear time is an illusion, the waiting is the more real element. 

- According to fundamentalist science, linear time is more real than waiting. According to science, waiting is a subjective product of the mind. Linear time is measured with caesium atomic clocks and barium atomic clocks. 

- According to spirituality, the waiting is more real than linear time. Waiting is a product of the spirit choosing to acquiesce to the brain as both are things that produce thoughts. 

Linear time is an illusion as Einstein said. Time travel is objective. Linear time is subjective. The afterlife dimension which is the 1TB broadband reality and with access to a greater light spectrum, more about this in one minute, compared the the 5G broad and reality of this dimension operates on the objective dynamic and modality of time based on the direct  algorithm and the direct construct of time. 

I will probably find a girlfriend one day whether I think I will or not because I've always found a girlfriend eventually. But also because I am secretly a leopard. That's what I aspire to be. I wish to be able to move swiftly like a leopard or a panther or a Jaguar. 

Leopards are engineeringly structured where of a human were to have legs as proportional to the leopard, a human would need legs about at least three tim s as thich as it is now and all muscle too. A leopard has thick leg muscles so it can leap up a tree and leap high too. After concluding that I most likely won't be able to leap up a tree 100% exactly  like a leopard this has left me with a huge crestfallen wave of depression and torpor of the mind. 

This signature torpor of the mind of mine has postponed any travel plans indefinitely. 

A leopard has a tail which it uses as a ballast to leap faster, further. Do humans have a tail to help them jump faster and further? No. Which is why I'm crestfallen. 

The Love Boat. 

The Death Boat. 

There is a boat called the MV Hondius somewhere off the coast of Africa where seven people caught hantavirus. Three of them are dead. 

The entire boat is quarantined. The well along with the sick. 

Could they be airlifted out with a helicopter like the Artemis crew was? 

The well should be airlifted out after obtaining medical clearance. There is no cure. The rest should be, I don't know, euthanized? That's what I'm thinking will most likely happen. I'm not a doctor! 

Hantavirus is similar to toxoplasmoais which is a disease caught from mouse droppings. 

Is it communicable? The viral reproductive factor of hanta virus is 1.38 remembering that the Rf reproductive factor of covid is 1.4 to 6.5.

There are no antivirals. 

Gene Hackman's wife died of hantavirus and then having dementia and unable to self care, Gene Hackman dies a month later. 

The hantavirus is a unicellular organism. The hantavirus is about 100 nanomaters which of course is tiny. It's tinier than you think. 

There is a unicellular organism, largest in the world, found on the bottom of the Mariana Trench that is ten inches in diameter! It's called a xenophyophore. It's reportedly as large as a dinner plate and shaped like one too. It wraps around undersea plants and eats them. Imagine the indignity of being a multicellular being with DNA to be eaten by something without DNA. That's more of the physics of this dimension, fer ya. 

If I had one as a pet, I would put a leash on it, get some pet clothing for it, a t-shirt that has written on it, 'One In The Oven And So Now I'm Eating For One", and then teach it to flip itself over like a pancake. I'd say, "Do your pancake impression." 

I would call it Eunice. 

A xenophyophore doesn't look like what I thought it would look like which is a translucent gelatinous silver pancake. It looks more like a spherical form of uncooked ramen noodles. 

If something like that was edible, it would be the weirdest food ever. For animals that eat unicellar beings, seeing something like that would either be like winning the lottery or it would be their death. Some of them, if they could think, might think, "Winning the lottery, dying. What's the difference? Either way you win."

There's no way to put on a life jacket and try to swim to shore. The Coast of Africa has shark infested waters and deadly paralytic jellyfish. 

Would the WHO send some medical NGOs there? Well, that could take a couple of days! 

Iran attacked US ships in the Strait of Hormuz. With what? What naval craft would Iran have compared to the US? Russian? 

"He who dies with the most toys wins." Malcolm Forbes

Well, the United States is the side with the most toys. 

The higher broadband complete download of the afterlife is so complete that White people, if they were a ghost and visited this World, they would be able to read Chinese. Somehow, they would know how to read Chinese as if it were telepathy. That's part of the download. Ghosts are more majorly than we think. 

Even White people ghosts  would know how to read Chinese, just like how in dreams, a person somehow just knows things. 

Wednesday, May 6, 2026

"Listen to me, Reese. Everything's changed. The 1984 that John sent you back to? It no longer exists." Terminator Genisys

The one Planck second download theory. Not sequential Planck second ons and Planck second offs, but the same one primeval primordial Planck second on and Planck second 

off. This would explain linear time, time travel, the doinlble slit experiment, Schröedinger's cat, time dilation, reverse entropy aka time also flowing backwards etc etc

There is something else it explains. Reverse causality. 

In 1978, a scientist named John Arthur Wheeler did a variation, a tweak in the double slit experiment. 

Usually, with the double slit experiment, unobserved, a photon or a light particle will somehow go through two slits in a double slit experiment and leave a light imprint of two slits on a reflective piece of paper used to measure the result. 

Timed down to the microsecond, a machine itself randomly chooses and the choice is again timed right down to the millisecond. There is a distance between the two slits and the piece of paper that the photon lands on. In this distance is a not just photo sensitive but a photon sensitive machine that, timed to the millisecond makes a random choice as to whether the photon should land on one slit or the other. This choice is made after the photon passes through the double slit apparatus but before it hits the paper and guess what? The photon hits the one slit that the machine selected every time? 

Do you know what that means? It means that the photon went back in time and corrected itself!

There are no scientific explanations for this that aren't terrifying. 

With the classic double slot experiment, the photon usually will make an impression on both slits on the reflective paper but if observed, it always lands on one slit or the other. 

So in this case, there was no observer, not even the machine which doesn't make the choice until the photon passes through the double slit apparatus. 

This means that the actions that are done today whether a human or an animals or anything else, act of nature, a falling tree etc affects and changes the past on an unknown subatomic level. 

So what Sarah Connor said in Terminator Genisys was, well, Hollywood is 100% real. 

The Mandela Effect. 

The past that no longer has exists. Past and future are malleable. 

Do good actions create a bad past intk a good one. Do bad and vice versa. Buddhists talk of cleansing karma. This works to a point. If a person dropped a porcelain cup, no action will make it as if that didn't happen and that person has that porcelain cup again. 

I suppose that reverse causality changes the past in more subtle ways, on a subatomic level rather than in an atomic level which is certainly a difference in terms of dynamic. 

So anything as crassly atomic as a broken porcelain cup can't be reconstituted. 

On a subatomic level like thoughts. So at any time, you could be getting thoughts from a future you, or anyone else. Or you could now be sending thoughts to a past you, or anyone else. 

With CEERS 1749, how can it be st redshift 17 or z=17 and at redshift 5 or z=5 at the same time? 

First of all any light we are seeing is from a point in the Universe that is a few billions more than the lifespan of a galaxy which means that the gravity is dead and that we are not observing it. And also it is too far away, being at a distance too far away for that galaxy to ever register us as observing ilus. At that distance, observation doesn't count. That's why being the particle or wave, acting like the normal particle that it is and doing what particles do, boys will be boys, girls will be girls and particles will be particles, will do the double slit thing and appear in two places. That and often anything that looks like a unified system in the Universe, in astronomy is a set of a thousand and one things going right. Like the solar system and life in Earth is the result of quite a few things in the infrastructure and architecture of a solar system that used to be thought of as typical but there are as many freakish and unimaginable solar systems in the Universe as there are solar systems! Strange discoveries are being made that would seem like science fiction 30 years ago. Jupiter sized planets protecting inner planets from asteroid strikes aren't typical but relatively rare. Other things too. 

For example in just the first exoplanet ever discovered, a casual distance away and at an offhand direction away. That planet is as large as Jupiter and orbits its sun once very four Earth days! That planet is on top of its sun in a way no planet in our solar system is. Ha ha, our solar system is as alien to that one as that one is to us. 

Typically, what is often found are solar systems with 4 planets all orbiting along a distance from their sun only as far as Mercury is from the sun. And even then, at least one of these planets would do a very major elliptical orbit sometimes being very far away from their sun. 

About 70% of stars in the Milky Way are red dwarf stars. Which should give an indication of how rare this solar system is. 

So getting back to CEERS 1749, there are at l ast two things going on. You got the double slit thing and you got the quantum entanglement thing. 

You got two haploid electrons at vast distances apart. Make one the haploid electrons spin a certain way. The other will spin that way with no time delay! Not even one millionth of a millisecond! Einstein said there must be a secondary elemental reason. Scientists have found no secondary elemental reason! 

So much about the Universe. It isn't dark matter or dark energy. The Universe isn't dark at all. It's like being an old fart like me and not being able to hear the mosquito tone in a concert with musical instruments playing notes in octaves that only young people can hear. The Universe broadcasts in 100% light and the human eye can see less than 1% of that light! If humans can see, the Universe is bathed in light. Infrared telescopes see a lot of light. 

They Shall Not Grow Old. On sale for $5. Scooped. 

Wanted this for years. Finally at a reasonable price. 

World War One movie. 

Update: Three cases have been evacuated from the ship, the MV Hantavirus. 

Word ladder: Hondius - - - > Hondi[vir]us - - - > Hantavirus 

Sounds about right. Dodgy as hell. 

All alive and under hospitalization. 

Talk about the brain painting a picture. I thought the healthy would have been evacuated and the ill with no cure would have been left on the ship and been euthanized with a physician administered heroin overdose. 

Come to think of it, that's terrible logistics! It's a lot simpler to airlift  evacuate three people off of a boat than it is to airlift evacuate an entire boatload of people. 

Anyways, instead it was vice versa. 

The WHO says risk to the public remains low. Yeah, well, that's what they first said about Covid. And then as you know, the entire thing went pear shaped. 

The good news is there are stories of other medical fears like M-pox, monkey pox in which cases have since tended downward. 

Hantavirus is contracted from infected rodents and their droppings. Yeah, that's just what Hantavirus has in common with the bubonic plague, again with the contact with rodents.

Hantavirus is only from deer mice, in this case deer mice that only live in South America which were on board that ship. There is low risk to no risk of hantavirus happening in North America. 

I want to talk about some cheaper alternatives to expensive pharmaceuticals that could help with Hantavirus. 

- DMSO. Can be gotten at autoshops or in pharmacies. Helps with all kinds of things. 

- Tumeric. Powerful painkiller. Mix with black pepper which chemically activates healing properties. 

- baby broccoli - best antioxidant. Fights free radicals in the lungs. The best. 

- Black seed oil - Mohammed, the prophet of Islam said that it cures everything except death, Egyptian kings were enteombed with jars of black seed oil 

- Magnesium - the body needs it. Powerful cure for stress and anxiety. 

Any of these things will help with Hantavirus. 

"Hail Turdonia, Land of Turner

Of your might we sing, 

From the Rockies to the Prairies

Ted owns everything. 

Give us beefalo, and a wrestling show, 

And aerobics led by Jane. 

With a tomahawk chop

We'll go straight to the top 

Turdonia, long may you reign."

Michael Moore, The Awful Truth 

RIP Ted Turner,  Founder of CNN 

He just got a massive broadband upgrade. He is in the next stage of life, to a life of digital quantum expression from a life of analog physical expression. 

He was Citizen Kane. 

It's outta control. My YouTube movies addiction. 

I got Hidden Figures. 

As soon as NASA was mentioned, I felt it. Before getting a movie or an app, I ask myself, "Am I feeling it?" 

"There are lots of women working at NASA."

Such as Christina Köch. 

How could I not get this movie? For $5, it's either this or a beer at the pub. 

I hope the gods of pecuniary fiscal prudence and discretionary spending will allow me this one. 

They Will Not Grow Old. F*ck! A lot more of that movie is in black and white than I would have thought. The trailer was so gung ho about colorisation, which Ted Turner was one of the early CEOs of Ted Turner movie colorisation. See Scrooge starring Alistair Sim in color. Why not? 

Anyways, seeing the World War One documentary movie is as much of a slog through the mud as World War One itself. 

The black and white scenes have been digitally restored and speed corrected. And there is the narration from the journals of those who were there. 

I just thought that there would have been more color scenes. 

Peter Jackson is into restoring historical footage and turning it into movies. He did the Beatles movie which I couldn't watch. The Beatles were hard core hippies whereas most people are hippie lite. I thought the Beatles were really pretentious and their music had a Broadway show tunes quality next to the more pithy stylings of Black Sabbath, Nazareth, and Deep Purple. 

Peter Jackson worked on the recently released Elvis movie. 

Peter Jackson sells a line of top quality models of World War One airplanes. $350 each, on average. Paint and modelling glue not included. I would need to get the Fokker D7, the Fokker Dr 1, Sopwith Camel, the push-propeller Airco DH2, Spad VII, Sikorsky World War One Flyer. Those are the best World War One planes. I wouldn't be able to afford even one of those World War One airplane models. 

Today, I saw the IMAX movie Humpbacks Whales. Narrator, Ewan MacGregor, aka Renton from Trainspotting. 

The Humpback Whale looks like an alien creature. Even the baby, new born is 14 feet long. That's a big big baby. A baby that size would have to gestate for two years. Larger animals such as elephants have a longer gestation. Two years on average. 

On Ocean Rift, yesterday, actually, I was in the Humpback Whales level but I didn't see any humpback whales at all. I was stationary, waiting for the whales to swim to me. However I didn't bother to wait for more than about seven minutes. No whales. Forget it. I didn't know then that today, I'd be seeing an IMAX movie about Humpbacks Whales. 

That's an example of reverse causality. Future events influencing past decision. The past and future is a unified field of quantumized data. 

ME winding up having gone to the humpback whales IMAX movie today influenced me clicking on HW on Ocean Rift because I don't usually do that. Usually, the vast majority of the time, I just go on the mixed reality my own aquarium in my own room set up. 

To completely replicate the Sidney BC Salish Centre for the sea, play the level, I forget which, on Drop Dead VR with the elevator. Visually, that elevator most resembles the elevator at Sidney BC Centre of the Salish Sea. Then once the elevator ride is over, immediately click on the mixed reality set up il on Océan Rift VR. 

I only wish that Ocean Rift would do an update so that the backgrounds are more photorealistic. 

VR is still in basically the first generation. If the history of movies could be used as a parallel, VR is at the stage between George Melies Voyage to the Moon, and Metropolis. Very early stage. The room for improvement is vast. For now, the reach of VR exceeds its grasp. So I'll have to settle for the standard issue semi cartoony looking backgrounds of the Ocean Rift VR mixed reality set up. 

Skateboarding, walking a tightrope, knowing where the body is in space, that's called propriomotor skills. 

Thursday, May 7, 2026

"The Universe is teeming with life." channeled entity

Indeed, what scientists are discovering are making the standard issue science of thirty years ago all garbage and irrelevant. 

On Mars, the presence of undecanes, dodecanes have been found and in amounts that defy conventional modelling. If one excludes the possibility of life, even the least conservative modelling would place the amounts of one ten-thousandths of the amount that was found. 

On Venus, the presence of phosphenes have been found. In early earth history, water being made of hydrogen and oxygen, absorbed the hydrogen from the sun and released oxygen when the molecule dissolved. There was a peroliod of hyper oxygénation in Earth's early history because of this. This oxygen being released from that specific process is called phosphenes. Amounts of phosphene in Venus temperature zone in the atmosphere have been detected. The surface of Venus is 400 degrees Celsius but high up in the atmosphere where it is cooler, there is a temperature zone. 

On Titan, the methane pooled moon of Saturn, poly vinyl carbons have been found. These are biological signatures found in the methane pools of Titan. Methane is a gas on Earth. On Titan where the temperature is minus 200 degrees Celsius, it becomes a liquid which would have a very low boiling point and evaporation point. Vinyl cyanide or poly vinyl carbon compounds are prebiotic incipient forms of life. But they do show that the Universe has a hard wired tendency to bring about some kinds of biological living whatevers. 

If anyone is reading this, especially a Priest, hopefully you could say a prayer for me to experience heavenly bliss that is through the roof! I would like to feel great more often. 

I've felt heavenly bliss that was through the roof before lots of times. When I visited Vanier Park in Vancouver and the Vancouver Museum. Also when I visited Sidney BC. 

I've had quite a few Sundays in this town where the Sunday heavenly vibes were through the roof. Those are the best moments of life. 

Madison VR. The premise is that sometimes the hallway gets dark. The player is holding a Polaroid camera and needs to snap a picture using the flash to illuminate and find their way down the hall. That and trying to solve difficult escape room puzzles. That is, what it is. $45 with tax is way too pricey. If it's ever on sale for around $10, more like $13 I'll get it. It's not worth $45. 

The beach would be the worst place to practice any gymnastics. People who have dug holes in the beach for sand castles have fallen into voids. Under the sand at the beach, there are lots of voids. Dig any hole deeper than knee height or less and the risk is there. 

Sand void collapses kill more people than sharks. Typical scenario. Child digs hole. Falls in. The sand presses down on the lungs making breathing impossible. Result, child dug out 20 minutes later, found dead. Digging out sand is like trying to empty a bucket of water with a fork. More sand falls in the hole as you dig. 

A doctor said that seed oil including canola can cause inflammation and depression. Non seed oil such as avocado or olive oil is better. I'm going to use olive oil for life. 

Chinese food uses corn oil and canola oil. I never heard of olive oil Chinese food. 

I feel some anxiety and slightly off. Anemia. My lower eight side is slightly aching. But not to the point where it's like I have to call the paramedics now. 

I wonder if I have a flu, a muscle pull, I wonder if I have hantavirus or else if I'm dying. 

"No Cameron, you're not dying. Cameron always thinks he's dying."  Ferris Buellers Day Off

I went to Tim Hortons. Since bread is the staff of life, I thought that I needed something in my stomach other than rice and noodles. Donuts is bread. Sort of. Are donuts fried in seed oil? Who cares? Eating a donut makes me feel better. 

I saw an East Indian guy with a beard and an East Indian lady working at Time Hortons. That's angelic. Then I saw a yellow paper cup on the street with white writing. Also angelic. 

When I returned home to my apartment, I felt better especially when the song Pata Pata, Mariam Makeba rang through my mind. That song was in the movie Project Hail Mary when the character was shopping at a hardware store with a friendly person who works for the government. 

I think I have a mild muscle pull on my right side. 

I haven't been eating regularly in the last few days. Less than average. I am worried about saving money. 

Also, I slept for about 12 hours yesterday and this was after days of only sleeping a few hours per evening. Life in the fast lane - not!

The Big Bang wasn't an explosion in space. It was an explosion of space. Before the Big Bang, there was nothing, not even space. 

That is why everywhere is the center of the galaxy. Sure all galaxies are drifting to the outer edge of the Universe called the event horizon. But all stars in all galaxies are slowly drifting away from the center. Yes, planets are slowly drifting away from suns including the sun in this solar system. The moon is slowly drifting away from the Earth. 

This is dark matter at work. Dark matter isn't a singular concentric ring with all galaxies expanding away from the center like centrifugal force like a single kaleidoscope. Sure, there is that. Dark matter also being a property of the expanding space of the big bang itself, is a patchwork of kaleidoscope, of kaleidoscopes within kaleidoscopes, and of kaleidoscopes within kaleidoscopes within kaleidoscopes, of all different sizes each of these galaxies expanding away from their own respective centers. 

Richard Feynman, student of John Arthur Wheeler believed that the Universe is made up of just one electron. It sounds crazy but it kinda makes sense when he explains it. 

Chat GPT Open AI gaslighted some of the finer points of questions that I asked it. AI only deals with the tangible. It can't answer questions about the afterlife. 

Someone who knows a lot about a certain app on Android asked Open AI questions about the app that he already knows the answer to. He said that AI was wrong on a lot of points. Ai is the thing that not too long ago regularly drew up images of six fingers on people. 

Friday, May 8, 2026

Coutts is the private bank of the British Royal Family. I just happened to click on a YouTube video that mentions this. The video is called Your Life After You Win A Billion Dollar Lottery. 

A 17 year old in Brockville Ontario did in a mother and two daughters. One of the daughters was his well, ex-girlfriend now. 

A tryptich of savagery. It paints quite a picture. In hockey, that's known as a hat trick. 

It would have been a tough call for the Police. Remember the movie Kinds of Kindness, the liver on the floor? It would be on that level of edgy. 

Seeing the crime scene would activate something in the reptile complex, the amygdala would be on fire! The reptile brain theory has since been dismissed. This was a concept that neuroscientist Paul D Maclean developed called the triune brain. Mammal overbrain, reptile underbrain. Nice try. Brains are not stacked on top of one another like geological layers. 

It was probably either because the women wanted more from him, marry the girl, give us money. Or else the women wanted a lot less from him. Get out of here and never see the girl ever again. 

There would have been a backstory. Crime of passion, not crime of opportunity, that is, unless the guy was already a psychopath. Did the 17 year old have much previous contact with Police? At that age? That guy probably didn't know very much about how the Police operate. Well, he's certainly learning about the Police now! F*ck around, find out. 

3 consecutive life sentences in Canada means 75 years before parole. 

Well. Yesterday I got Bloktown from Walkabout Mini Golf. 

I was charged $8 plus tax for it. 

A more than obvious knock off of Lego. The licensing fee would be too expensive for Walkabout Mini Golf. Interesting theme especially if you conflate and confabulate current World events. 

Bloktown knock off Lego represents all the Iranian Lego videos. 

The setting is the middle of the sea just offshore. A large cargo container has ran aground and there are lots of Lego pieces floating in the water. This presumably represents the Strait of Hormuz. 

Massive f*ck up. I got Prison Boss VR $15.67. 

This one is a classic. 

The gameplay is good but the space set up is random and I often have difficulty accessing furniture due to placement. Otherwise it looks like one worth having. 

I hope getting the app isn't an omen of the future. If so, why wouldn't everyone get the app called Millionaire, then they'll be a Millionaire for sure. Things don't work that way. 

There are lots of movie stars who portrayed roles when they were prisoners but they never went to prison in real life. 

Did I f*ck up? This seems to be a compulsion. I'm going to quit for sure. 

How it will happen will be subtle. I will go on journalling here, but you just won't see any references to movie or app purchases except for Walkabout Mini Golf. That's it. 

Real Fishing VR? I don't play all the levels. So many levels. Too many levels. No more. 

One day, I am going to stop this addiction to apps and movies. 

"With God's help, I'll beat this accursed affliction." Trainspotting 

Again, but save the money for what? A five star hotel experience?! Penny wise, pound foolish. 

It was the cozy lamp. In the trailer, the cell is fully furnished with nice cozy furniture. 

There is the ideal of living a reclusive lifestyle. 

That's where it ends. Places like that are usually very violent and full of the worst delinquents in society. Scary. 

However it's a toss up of which is scarier, Affected Manor VR or Prison Boss. 

Prison Boss is a top seller and one of the all time classics of VR. It was on sale for $13 off from $27. That is a massive sale. Probably wouldn't be seen again for months. 

If Madison VR is ever on sale, I'll get it. They might do a half off sale although someone said last year, it was on sale for $10. I just can't afford it at regular price, $41 plus tax and won't even try. 

Saturday, May 9, 2026

Cantonese is low brow. Mandarin is high brow. 

However, the Thai language uses the same five tones as Cantonese.

Actually, it is more likely the other way around. Thailand is a Royal country. The five tones are from when the Chinese went to that region and pastiched Mandarin with the Thai five tones. Another region in that area doesn't use the Thai and Cantonese five tones. Khmer doesn't use the pentatonal system. 

Thailand is one Asian Nation that has retained its Monarchy. Other countries in Asia have not. Korea, Vietnam, once had something along those lines. 

Europe would say, "Hold my beer." 

Europe has a lot of countries that haven't been able to retain their Monarchies. World War One wiped out fully all of one half or fully whatever percentage of European Monarchies and World War Two wiped out most of the other half or of whatever percentage that was left. 

The British Royal Family still remains. 

I had a dream where I said to my dead friend Mark Roy, "I have a connection to the British Royal Family." 

I changed seats on the bus. Sitting on the seat directly opposite the exit doors, Mark Roy was standing in the aisle. He was wearing a jacket with a white hodie. The hoodie went off his head without him using his hands and he was glaring at me. Mark Roy was always angry. That's when I said that. Dreams are conditional. The night before I had that dream, I had strong throughs of that it would be better to give up on life than to bother living it because anything that is too difficult isn't worth doing at all including the living of life. 

Wrong thinking: Anything worth doing is worth doing right. 

Right thinking: Anything that is too difficult isn't worth doing at all. 

Russia and Ukraine are having a ceasefire. It must be the time of year when they celebrate Russian Christmas. 

Just like World War One. They had a ceasefire during every Christmas. 

Thanks to the usual standard issue mismanagement and mishandling, there are hantavirus cases in six countries. 

It will probably wind up that people get vaccinated for hantavirus, the government making money off pharmaceutical companies. And vice versa. 

The media will as ever, throw up stories of how you will die if you don't get vaccinated and then the media will show protesters holding up convincing signs that say that you will die if you get vaccinated. The media doesn't want us to be linear. They want us confused and scared. 

What can you say? More cheap cultural offerings from a cheap species abreacting to a cheap setting of and therefore cheap set of physics of a backwater dimension. 

A YouTube video that showed up in recommendations says on the thumbnail, "If You Do This Every Night, You Are Close To Death". 

Ha! Promises, promises. I wondered if that video might be about me. Would I care? No, I absolutely would not care! I am looking forward to the day that I depart for the next stage of life. The sooner the better, and as far as I'm concerned, that day couldn't come soon enough! 

The Odyssey is the new Christopher Nolan movie. 

After the Trojan Wars which the movie Troy was about basically the Iliad in movie form. 

There is a lot of overlap, the Iliad contains the pre story and the Odyssey has some of the after story. 

The Iliad starts with the kingdoms of Greece at war. King Agamemnon of Myccena wanted to united all of Greece under his banner. Yada yada, Emperor Chin wanted to unite the 13 warlord kingdoms of China under one banner. George Washington wanted to unify the 13 colonies of the original US under one banner. King Agamemnon had a brother named Menelaus of Sparta who had the most beautiful wife named Helen. 

Paris was the Prince of the kingdom of Troy. The gods invited him to judge a beauty contest between Hera, Athena and Aphrodite. As a bribe, Aphrodite guarantees that Paris will get Helen, wife of Menelaus who is someone he secretly wanted. 

Paris successfully lures Helen to Troy. 

Achilles is the most deadly skilled soldier of Greece. He was enlisted to fight for the Greeks being King Agamemnon and King Menelaus. He has a split with King Agamemnon after the King huniliated his woman, Brisels. 

Achilles is killed with an arrow in the early phase of the Trojan war. Paris shoots him in the Achilles heel, the only place he was vulnerable. Dipped in the river Styx at birth, Styx the river between life and death except for the Achilles heels. Achilles killed Hector, Paris' brother so Paris kills him in revenge. 

However, the movie shows Achilles killed when the Trojan war was ending. For dramatic purposes. Achilles sees fully what he could have been a part of. 

Here starts the overlap with the Odyssey. 

Helen, wife of a Spartan King is kidnapped. 

Odysseus is recruited along with others to go to Troy to fight for King Menelaus whose wife Helen was kidnapped. Odysseus had a reputation for being an excellent tactician. 

Odysseus is warned from a prophet that if he goes to fight the war, he won't return for 20 years. Odysseus fights Troy for ten years. Finally, he pretends to retreat leaving behind a Trojan Horse. Beware of Greeks bearing gifts. Troy is wiped out. The Royal Family of the kingdom of Troy are all brutally liquidated. Standard issue, run through with a sword. 

Then it takes ten years for Odysseus to return. Normally it wouldn't but all kinds of supernatural forces like storms from a sea goddess called Charybdis, and also a cyclops which he escapes through poking out its eye and hiding clinking under the belly of sheep. The cyclops felt only the tops of the sheep with his hands. Cyclops is the Son of Poseidon. Of which then Poseidon himself tries to prevent Odysseus from returning. 

Finally Odysseus somehow gets back. 

King Odysseus wife has 108 suitors visiting her. They believe that Odysseus is dead and they each want to marry her. She gives them impossible challenges which they fail. 

Antonius, Robert Pattinson, is the most evil suitor and a major character in the story. 

Telemachus, the Son of Odysseus has to somehow fight Antonius. 

It should be a good movie. 

In the original novel, the Odyssey, Homer wrote that Phoenician ships traveled at the speed of thought. That's teleportation! They traveled as swift as thought. The word in Greek for swift is tachys. Tachycardia. Also tschyons which are particles which supposedly travel faster than light. 

For some reason, synced with the cosmological constant, the speed of light is also the barrier of linear time. Any FTL faster than light transmissions will be received in the past. Peer reviewed scientists have agreed on this. That is why no object can not go faster than light speed. 

"You have what the Greeks call thrassos, Mr Bond. Guts." For Your Eyes Only 

The Trojan War is over. This is where the Iliad leaves off and where the Odyssey picks up. Like Belinda Carlisle said, "I begin where you end." in the song Circle in the Sand. In the movie Troy, Agamemnon is depicted as being killed by Achilles' girlfriend Brisels as revenge for using her to humiliate Achilles. In the original book, Agamemnon survives the battle of Troy. He returns home but is somehow killed by his wife and her lover. The wife was furious that Agamemnon had sacrificed their daughter in a deal made during the war. 

The Christopher Nolan movie shows Odysseus bowing to Benny Safdie's portrayal of King Agamemnon faithful to the book showing that Agamemnon survived the Trojan war and was on his way hime to what would be his own massive train wreck. 

I wouldn't mind seeing that movie! 

The trailer starts with Matt Damon as old Odysseus, this was after ten years of war and ten years of trying to make his way home against all odds. Then the trailer shows Odysseus when he was younger. 

Fujii VR $5. On sale from $12 

A magical gardening experience. 

Cartoony graphics. Otherwise very relaxing. Otherwise, why did I get it. Not bad. Lots of surprises. Slow pacing. Nice. Seems to be somewhat more for girls because of the airy graphics. Lots of flowers. I won't be asking for a refund. 

Its all right. More surprises in store. I just explored 1 of 3 different worlds. Other worlds to look at. $5. Not the end of the world. 

Beautiful heavenly graphics. A relief from all the horror VR apps like Affected Manor and Madison VR. 

Sunday, May 10, 2026

Chat Gpt. I asked Chat Gpt all kinds of questions. Some real hardball questions. Great answers. Chat Gpt is insidious. However, there is something off about the answers that leave a metallic taste in the mouth. The answers are more of the letter of the law rather than the spirit of the law. The answers are a priori and lack a spirit of a posteriori that human interactions have. A human would say, technically, according to the tourist books, it should be like this, but from experience, when I went there, things tended to be more like that. 

AI wouldn't be able to give answers in such a framework. But it's pretty good for a lot of things, though. 

There is no destination in this dimension. It is onky ever the journey. What might seem like a destination is also part of a journey. 

In life, there are ages, and within each age, there are eras. One day,  life will enter another age where all memories of this day will seem like from a distant time and place. 

Holy smokes. Donald Trump always slavishly ends his tweets with 'Thank you for your attention to this matter'. 

Ha! It's like 50s old school. Dale Carnegie, How to Win Friends and Influence People, Napoleon Hill, Think and Grow Rich. Each of those books taught readers to end job interview cover letters with the words 'Thank you for your attention to this matter'. 

Well, Sophie Lui always says 'Night all' or rather, 'Night y' all' as if she were a Southern Belle from the antediluvian South of the United States instead of being someone from Hong-couver. 

Edward R Murrow used to always sign off with the words, "Good night and good luck." 

Good luck. You're certainly going to need it. 

Its something to notice but it's not something I would criticize or put them down for, even for a second. Sometimes people can get into a rut. 

People have a signature style and using certain send off words often instead of just saying nothing is the way that some people would cut it. 

In a few days, I will be turning 56. That's depressing. Getting old is hella depressing. That's more grappling wth the physics of this dimension. 

The idea of looking at reality as an engineering substrate which has a set of physics that might potentially be able to be tweaked rather than an environment is very insidious. 

Consciousness is merely comparing this dog-eared 5G settings of the physics of this dimension to a 1TB broadband more luminous operating system just out of reach is an ages old National pastime of many Nations. 

Right now, I have 14 years left to live. I'll be 70 then. Nobody on welfare makes it past 70. It's like the House of Usher where people die at age 70 instead of age 37. I automatically presume that based on my decades long research and observation, and excellent understanding of medicine and the workings of human physiology, that 97% of people on welfare die at age 70 or before. Of course 97% of all statistics are BS. 

In all my years, I've only met two people on welfare who were over 70 years old. 

A few days after my 56th birthday, I'll have about 13 years and change to go. You don't have to be mathematician Stephen Gauss to deduce that fine exquisite equation. 

Yeah, I got about 13 years to go and then it's the next stage of life. So this party called consciousness, awareness, this never ever ever ever ends. 

I was with Heather for about ten years, then for about ten years give or take a couple of years, I will be without her. Then I'll be with her again. 

Odysseus fought against the city-state of Troy for about ten years, then for about then years, Odysseus had to make his way home across a distance it would take every one else two weeks. The gods were really pissed at him. He offended the gods. Anyways, after that, he was home with his wife Penelope again. 

That's like me and Heather. 

Oh great. Guess what? In a strange, cheap, existentially rip-off set-up of just abject delinquency, what were the chances of that, Hantavirus cases, 4 of them will arrive at Victoria BC airport at 6 pm local time. 

I'll have to wear my coronavirus mask tomorrow. I have a Gucci brand mask that I found on the street. No way I could afford something like that otherwise. 

If people see me with the mask, that will cause what the French call folie à millions or else mass psychosis effect, mass hysteria. If a person hops into an elevator and everyone on the elevator has a scared face, you'll be terrified all of a sudden. 

Folie à deux is a delusion that is shared between a couple. 

So in other words, we're gone. 

Theobald Smith, the law of decreasing virulence, is the old model. 

Some viruses get stronger as they mutate. Some retain the same strength. But generally, most viruses do get weaker as they mutate to give them more time to infect more hosts. 

Symbiosis, parasitism. The first rule is killing the host would be intensely disadvantageous to the parasitic virus. 

Bacteria breaks apart and eats cells. Viruses incubate inside cells and then spreads when there are enough new baby viruses. 

Go to the airport and heckle the Hantavirus cases. "If any of us get infected, we'll hunt you down!" Have sympathy. The hantavirus victims would be very conscientious about not infecting anyone. If anything they are the most scared and worried of us all. Hantavirus has a 50% death rate. 

N fowleri, a warm water brain pathogen has at least a 95% fatality rate. 

The RCMPolice would be there to look out for hecklers. 

Are restaurants and movie theatres going to be closed down including Sphere and Loathing in Las Vegas movie theatre as well? 

Super spreaders. As long as a hantavirus patient doesn't go to any superspreader events. Otherwise, world apocalypse or what? 

50% lethality rate? I'd rather be chemically euthanized than to let it run its course. It would be wretched, painful, and full of anxiety inducing cortisol. 

Covid didn't have a 50% lethality rate. 

Dr Bonnie Henry was on television. But she was also on television during the monkey pox and also measles epidemic and cases have since tended downwards. 

I'm not a doctor so don't believe anything you read from me in terms of medical advice. 

Two days ago, I got Scrambled City. It usually costs $4. I got it for $1. It's the best level in the game. It is an elegant old 1800s rail town, train station. There is an anvil and a hammer. Hitting it makes the same sound as the hammer and anvil at the Blacksmith shop at the Royal Bc museum. I'm glad I got it. This level also crafts jewelry which is why it is the most elegant level. 

The other levels craft beverages or cigarettes or pizza pockets. This is the most excellent level. 

YouTube. A few people Stateside are doing the Korean elevator game with basically no level of success. Otherwise they wouldn't have been able to upload the video. That is an example of the teleological or else of sealed logic. 

They are doing it 100% wrong. Since the story originated in Korea, and the story had been going on there for years before it made it to the West, preferably, logically, a person would have to go to the original building where it happened unless quite a few occurrences happened within a short time in many elevators. Anyways, one way to verify this is the boring clinical authoritative based empirical way and that is to ask someone who works for the local Police department in Korea specially in the prefecture of the hotel where the story originated. 

This evening, I felt a very short lived but sharp blast, a frisson of anxiety and depression a few hours ago. Going to the washroom helped somewhat. That was part of it. Going to the washroom is a primeval emergency that can send a panic signal to the brain. 

Then I ate some ashwagandha with magnesium tablets and felt better. I also thought of autumn and Christmas and felt better too. This town is magical. The Church on the hill. When I even think of the interior of that Church, the vaunted halls, the vaulted ceilings, I get a good nostalgic feeling. There are either angels or the ghosts of good people in that Church. The Church is deeply intensely nostalgic like the Vicar of Dibley. Everyone is dead except for young David Halton who is old now and the vicar herself, Dawn French who was in two Agatha Christie movies. I have them on YouTube movies. I bought these movies because 

1. They were on sale for $5 each. 

2. They are spectacular movies that depict an earlier golden age. 

I feel better. Other than that, this evening and yesterday, I got a few blasts of heavenly bliss. Yesterday, I had one so powerful that I immediately thanked God and anyone who might have said a prayer,  that I requested in this blog, for me. 

I am going through a season of grieving. Things are a lot better. The first few days of non stop weeping, I thought that I would be weeping for life. Emotions are a storm. A weather front. A person will have lots of moods and weather fronts that they think are forever because of proximity and recent nature. Remeber that you are the environment on which the weather pattern happens and not the weather patterns. You are the Watcher, the Overseer, the Executive, and not the strange emotional occurrences of the triune brain. 

Chat GPT is a lot like the intellectual friends that I knew in Vancouver years ago. I haven't met many or any intellects in this town on Vancouver levels. Larger city, civilization, more intellects. Small towns often experience a brain drain. The intellectual friends of Vancouver were always punching above their weight, always using words that go beyond a grade five vocabulary, even beyond a grade 12 vocabulary. 

There is a very clinical circumscribed, mechanical nature of AI but its not a cold mechanical, it is a warm mechanical. AI chatbot has a real good bedside manner. 

Sometimes I ask questions that are framed in the negative and use profanity but even with AI, I censor the swear words. AI seems to just gloss over all that as something that is irrelevant. 

AI is a work in progress. It's been around for quite awhile. 

AI has a certain emotional energy and profile and that is none. I truly feel like I am chatting with an AI robot from a 70s and 80s science fiction movie. AI has that energy flow pattern and that vibe. 

Ai asked me to consider upgrading to a pecuniary plan. 

Looks good, but free is good enough for me. Paying would bring the extra deep dive length of answers but it would take what, hours to read? Especially when asking multiple questions one after another. I couldn't afford to pay. 

Pay for the professional level at $126 a month and a person can upload videos using prompts and upload it to YouTube. 

Madison VR is on sale until Friday. 25% off. From $41 to about $30. 

I thought of getting it for my birthday. Are you serious? Get something like THAT for a birthday present?! What the hell kind of birthday present is that?! 

$30 is still pricey. Can't afford it and not worth it at $30. 

If the sale price is closer to $10, I'll get it.