July 2025

Thursday, July 3, 2025

The new Meta Quest VR games are all group multiplayer games. No good. 

These apps suck people into joining groups or a player goes on and everyone can see their name. That leads people to want to follow you etc. 

Starting all over on meta quest, I would not go on horizon worlds. Not leave any reviews anywhere. Don't do anything multiplayer.

I accidentally at one time or other did all of these things. But onky briefly. I never do any of those things. 

Some people put in reviews about a Christmas VR app on the meta quest store. 

"The developer bans anyone and everyone suddenly without reason. I texted a chat with someone. Nothing wrong said. Just a greeting. Banned."  So many people wrote pretty much the same review of this app.

That reminds me of myself. People call me or text me, one time right in the middle of playing an app, I get these spear fishing texts. Hello.????? Anything to say?

So I blocked the person. 

I am not interested in talking with anyone or getting talked to. 

I leave comments on YouTube as most uploaders have a better set of social skills than I do. Comments don't freak them out.

Removing weeds is purely for aesthetic purposes. 

Weeds do not eat nutrients from other plants nor do they dry out the soil. 

What dries out the soil is overplanting. The canopy of leaves prevents sunlight from reaching the soil and other shorter plants. This cover of lesves also obstructs wind which brings moisture. 

There is water and there is nutrients. Leaves dispel water. The more leaves of any pant, the more moisture in the soil preventing a desert. 

Nutrients. Soils has nitrogen, carbon, potassium and phosphorous. Nitrogen is good for leaves particularly. And carbon is good for the soil. 

Weeds suck nutrients from the soil. Wrong. All plants including so called weeds perform photosynthesis. This photosynthesis prompts roots to extrude sugars which are a form of carbon as sugar is C12 H22 O11, which bacteria and funguses in the soil use an acid to break it down into something called aggregates. 

These aggregates then bind to amino acids, humic acids and fulvic acids in the soil in a process called chelation to create a new compound. It is these compounds that plant roots feed upon consistent with the suckling nutrients out of the soil imagery. 

Plants need other plants that use acids to create compounds that bind with other acids to create a second compound that plants mutually feed on. 

When leaves die, whatever nutrients they have are added to the soil. 

The so called weeds are very resilient to the point of opportunism and they are not aesthetic in some ornamental structural areas such as walls and the sides of buildings. 

In some match 3 apps, The idea is a person gets some kind of building or a set of buildings, whatever and the area looks seedy, lots of weeds. Successfully complete match three puzzles to implement successive levels of renovation. Clearing the area of weeds is always one of these levels and the area does look noticeably nicer. 

I don't like to see any area of town look seedy when removing so called weeds is something that can improve the look of a area. 

Weeds that have tap roots when the plant dies and the root dissolves, this loosens soil that is too compact. Some weeds have clump roots which in areas where the soil is loose, prevents soils erosion. 

In the overall scheme of things, weeds are good for a garden. To maintain aesthetics and garden health, cut the weed away at soil level leaving behind the root in the soil and then sprinkle the leaves over the remaining plants as mulch prvoliding additional nutrients for the garden. 

Friday, July 4, 2025 

US Independence Day holiday. 

Tim Burton, from the US, is a genius director. Quite a few of his animation movies are on sale for $5 on YouTube. I got Frankenweenie about a boy who Frankenstein his dead dog to life, so much so that the neighbors female poodle has the Elsa Lancaster silver trill in her hair. 

James and the Giant Peach. And I got Nightmare Before Christmas which was made into a GBA video game. 

I also got Planet of the Apes which is quite spectacular. 

Big Fish was on sale at one time for $5. Which I got. Ewan MacGregor. The story starts slow but gets quite spectacular. 

I got Alice in Wonderland and Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. 

His magnum opus is Alice Through the Looking Glass. I saw the trailer of that and was just floored. 

I had a dream last night where a lady, perhaps a Police lady said, "Get ready to see a show!" Perhaps delusional. 

Alice Through the Looking Glass costs $23 which is rather pricey. $25.68 with tax. 

I saw a pasta dish at a restaurant priced at $36 for the large order, $29 for the small. $36 with tax and tip would be well over $40. One has to be as rich as Trump to be able to afford to eat at prices like that. That's more than Alice in Wonderland Looking Glass which is spackling in high definition. And YouTube premium subscribers get an enhanced bit rate on all movies which is an eyegasm. 

Tim Burton really went over the top with Alice Through the Looking Glass. That is a movie which must be seen in high definition. 

Honest review. I've seen the Metal Earth brand WW1 and WW2 airplane models and they look kind of tacky. Plus one needs a pair of sharp nosed pliers and a pair of needle nosed pliers. 

I saw some graffiti in the downtown eastside on a YouTube video. The grsfitti said, 

Things are fine except that he is being bullied by the City daily. 

I sweep the grounds at the Courthouse. I sweep the grounds of city sidewalks. And remove weeds and sweep the seam crevices of the sidewalks. 

Over the last week, I found a large white round plastic mints dispenser with the badge of the Police on it. Then a couple of days ago, I found a small Police shirt made for dogs. 

This makes me wonder if the Police is inviting me to sweep the grounds of the Police department as well. 

"You sweep the grounds of the Courthouse. Why not sweep the grounds for us?" 

And this morning I saw the Police on the streets as they were arresting a panhandler. 

I was going to go today but then I got scared. The Police might think that it's suspicious that someone is sweeping the sidewalk and removing weeds from walls, etc. 

There is a garage ramp that leads to the holding cells which brings back uh, memories. That area would have lots of leaves and weeds growing along the walls. That's the area that scares me the most although I do regularly clean the garage area where the sheriffs van enters the Courthouse with the latest catch. Mostly small timers. That area brings back memories too yet I'm not scared to sweep that area. 

The dream I had at the casino sitting with the bald heavy set Black Police Chief wearing a grey long sleeve shirt with buttons and collar, not a t shirt, and leather Police shoulder gun holster asking me if I would like to go on a Police mission. That could mean sweeping the grounds there. 

I do this for the exercise. I somewhat feel exploited and that this isn't the ideal life. Far from it. 

The ideal life is to live at a rich house in Vancouver or Victoria, have a really nice girlfriend, one whom I like in spite of myself as I am quite picky. Get money for my animated cartoons although animation that people would pay money for would have to on the level of Wes Anderson or Tim Burton animated films especially Alice Through The Looking Glass. My cartoons are hardly at the level of Alice Through The Looking Glass. 

I asked my friends about sweeping the grounds of the Police station. They said that it would be a good idea. The place always looks clean anyways. If I did additional work, the Police would most likely approve of that. I will give it a try next week. If told to leave, I would leave immediately. If the holding cell garage entrance needs work, I'll take the plunge and do it but I'll be kinda freaked out the whole time, I would think. If the Police tell me to leave, there would be no hesitation. I'd be outta there immediately. My friends said, I wouldn't get in trouble for doing that. 

I question my wisdom of doing this. If successful, I will check back from time to time. 

I have found that the problems in life have lasted a few years at most and then there would be another change in my life. I see myself doing this for the next few years at most, then something will change in my life and I won't be doing that. Hopefully something good like travel, riches. The Bible said, You reap what you sow. 

Do good things and get good things in return. 

The way I see it, people can be delinquents, sleep in the streets, vandalize, leave garbage wherever they go and not much punishment happens. And then people can volunteer, doing whatever for years sometimes and not much reward happens. No good deed goes unpunished. That's my whole point. It's a grim set up. It's a bad scene. It's a crooked table slanted against me. It's the human species. It's the ohysics of this dimension. I'd like to quit life but not being legally able to do so I will have endure the duress of this insufferability for as long as I have to. 

I remember to thank God every day for my blessings. For some people, it wouldn't occur to them to do it even once. I still say prayers of blessing and protection for the Courts, the Police department etc. Even though not a Priest, the prayers of the common person especially if these prayers are faithful can have some kind of powerful effect. 

I'm going to look out the window of my hotel to see if there are any signs saying that I should 

1. Get ATTLG

2. Sweep the grounds at the Police department 

In Dawn of Jets, a pilot has to go on rhubarb missions to take down AAA anti artillery attachments and enemy convoy trucks. Still getting the hang of it. Haven't gotten landings down yet so I failed just about every time. It was like that at first on the other airplane VR apps too. Practice. I want to get the F-86 for $150,000 'dollars' in game currency. So far I only have $7,500. Previously, I had $13,750 but I reset the game so I can get what I previously missed. The MIG costs $350,000 'dollars'. The MIG is supposedly more legendary. It's Russian. However F-86 jets shot down a lot of MIGs in Korea during the cold war. 

I thought BMW stopped making war plane engines after WW1. However the apex premium champagne grade fast Focke Wulf FW 190 airplane used BMW engines. 

Things move so fast these days that if a person hasn't watched the News for two weeks, they'd be out of the loop. In the old days, if a person didn't read the newspaper for a year that person would be out of the loop. Even then there were people saying, "Things move so darn fast these days with these high falutin newfangled newspapers. In the old days, you'd have to live in a shepherds settlement alone and not talk to anyone or hardly anyone for ten years to be out of the loop."

Part of the life of an expat is one is cut off from local news or they'd have to go out of their way to get it. 

"Are you a pilot? Who are you?!" Cameron Diaz, Knight and Day 

I'm making good progress kn Dawn of Jets. I'd like to get the F-84 next. See, it doesjt work that way. With each Jets you get, it gives you missions to earn enough to get another jet. Get another jet and guess what? Money is depleted so do more missions to earn more money to get the next jet up. Without getting the next jet, one is stuck with the money earned from missions and that's it. The money is enough to get the next jet one level up, but not two or three levels up as the F-84 is. 

Jets I got, so far. 

T-33 -  trainer jet for the T-133. Known as the Shooting Star. 

F - 80 - known as the Shooting Star also. 

F-84G Thunderjet

Next jets I have to get are, 

F9F2 Panther 

F9F6 Cougar

F-86 Sabre, Sidney BC. It's an F-86 anyways, not the Sabre as seen in Sidney BC. Close enough. Swept wing design. 

Tips, press and unpress quickly with the Y button the speed brake as needed when approaching targets. 

Remember to lower the landing gear when landing. Took me awhile and I wondered why I was crashing every time. Now I got it. 

Destroy all AA crap first. Armoured artillery. Then go for the neutral targets. 

Eventually, from sheer boredom otherwise, I'll get the MIG which is supposed to be a very legendary fighter. It's top grade and costs $350,000 'dollars'. Really? While the F-86 costs $150,000? That means the MIG is better then the F-86. 

I saw the movie Top Gun. Holy smokes, those planes look next level frkm the 50s jets that I'm flying in VR. That was 40 years ago. The jets in Top Gun Maverick are newer generation and quite another level up. Quite. 

I wonder if there are any simulators that can replicate G forces and centrifugal forces. There is that centrifuge that astronauts use or used. It was shown in the James Bond movie Moonraker. 

Top Gun's Maverick went to Mach 10 in a new jet. Is that possible even? And is that possible without the pilot dying? Is that real or not? 

Mach 10 is purely for traveling from point A to point B. You can not do dogfights or aim at ground targets at Mach 10. No way. 

The Canadian Snowbirds will do a flyover the city later this month just for the heck of it. They fly a Canadair CT-114. 

Tuesday, July 8, 2025 

Yesterday, I swept the grounds near and at the Police Station. There was an edgy moment when I was clearing weeds from the driveway and I was knelt down and looking at the weeds while I was doing it, then I heard a very loud snark sound, a Police siren. A Police van was pulling out. Some Officers on ten speeds rode past. They noticed what I was doing. 

I cleaned an area across the street as well. 

There are public areas around the Police station, areas such as the sidewalk. I scratched some moss off of the outer part of the wall. The inner part had moss but I didn't scratch that off. The inner part of the walls was just one foot away from the windows and it would look really je ne sais quoi and perhaps not in the best way. Any question, I won't do it. Even if the area could use some cleaning. 

The sidewalk area and the public thoroughfare areas where there is a question between the city and whoever owns any given property as to who should clean the sidewalks. 

I'll return within a couple of weeks and clean another area of the sidewalk. 

The driveway of the Police station is used more often than the driveway at the Courthouse where the sheriff vans bring their daily roster of accused to appear at Court for their bail hearing. 

Today I got the iconic F-86 on Dawn of Jets VR. 

A sketchy vision is that I 'borrowed' the jet from a hangar and decided to go on a night ride around Sidney BC to the Malahat Skywalk area and then return it to the hangar. 

Just like I borrowed a Cessna and flew it to the hollow earth as depicted in an animated cartoon I made. 

Such crimes even if a civilian did it would be a military crime and people get court martialed for that. Shot dead. The F-86 is decommissioned and there are no working models of that plane in Sidney BC that I know of. 

Such a vision could not possibly be done in reality. 

I've never heard of anyone 'borrowing' planes from a hangar like borrowing an esctooer and just flying it around. Especially a military class jet fighter. 

In German, a fighter plane is a schwalbe. A bomber is known as a sturmvogel, storm bird. 

The Messerschmidt ME 262 was Germany's only jet airplane. The fastest planes of the war, the Mark 5 Spitfire and the Focke Wulf FW-190 were capable of 450 mph, the ME 262 was capable of 560 mph! The Messerschmidt Me 262 used an axial engine while British fighter jets used a radial type engine. Due to limitations of metal alloys at the time, the superior performing Me 262s had an average engine life of 25 hours while British jet fighters at the time had an average of 100 hours of flying time. 

The Messerschmidt Me 262s have the most wonderful iconic round and orange and yellow plastic frames around their instrumentation dials which had an 80s look forty years ahead of its time. 

These Schwalbe class jet fighters saw action in the skies over the European theatre during the last year of the war from 44 onwards which infuriated German air high command including the very top, World War 2 guy himself because they all wanted a jet bomber, a  sturmvogel class fighter instead of a jet fighter. 

I opted for the night time black design which cost $4,500 in game dollars because it has a black Mercedes rich aristocratic German look. 

Anyways, a better vision is I am part of a flight school, during the 50s, when that model of airplane was going, and I was enrolled in flight school and one of the objectives is a night mission to the Malahat Skywalk area and back. 

The F-86 has a iconic snub nosed, cute pig nosed look, a round silver frame with rivets, the shape of the tail and the shape of the swept wings. I opted for the RCAF design rather than the stock US design, and the plane looks somewhat to nearly identical to the one on Fourth Street in Sidney BC. There is a gold RCAF design, however, I've never seen a gold F-58 in real life ever. 

As for performance as to how the video game portrays, the F-58 flies noticeably faster and feels somewhat smoother than the other planes. 

The MIG 15 costs $110,000, not $350,000 as earlier stated. The MIG 15 has another name. 

The FAGOT. 

To quote to movie Religulous, "It preaches the rock solid truth. You are FAGOTs." 

I wonder if he was talking about the MIG 15. 

Even though the MIG was cheaper than the F-86, since I was on a budget, I opted for the F-86. 

The Mikoyan Gurevich 15s and the F-86 saw lots of action during the Korean war in an area known as MIG Alley. 

A YouTube comment said that the best way is to go up and over and then behind a MiG whenever they are behind you. Tom Cruise did that move in Top Gun Maverick. That move works. It's good training for a backflip as it gets the mind used to the up and over visual. 

Two jets from Dawn of Jets VR are available to be seen in Sidney BC. The F-86 and the  

T-33. The F-86 is on Fourth Street and the T-33 is at the museum. 

There is a scaled down replica model of a Spitfire at the museum and that's available on Warplanes VR. 

None of the WW1 airplanes on Warplanes VR are available to be seen at the Sidney BC aviation museum. I was hoping to see an Airco DH2 push propeller plane. The regular airplane propeller design is called the tractor design. 

I have to go to Europe to see the iconic planes of Ww1 and WW2 and also the jet age, those planes can be seen in the United States. I imagine some MIGs which were captured and reverse engineered as the Me 262 was certainly captured and reverse engineered in Britain during the war! Some MIGs can probably be seen in the US at an aviation museum. I wonder what the interior looks like. It's a commie plane. I've flown US, British, Japanese WW2 planes in VR and took them on missions, ground assaults, dog fights, and German and British WW1 planes in VR complete with missions. I've never flown a commie jet plane in VR. I wonder what it would be like. 

Even if this was the 50s, there's no way that an underweight and underweight guy aged 55 would be accepted into a military airforce. 

Military pilots are usually taller and bigger than commercial pilots. You need a weight-lifter strength to handle a sticky rudder stick and if you make a sharp turn without a speed brake, which being an early design the ME 262 didn't have a speed brake. Nice. No, not really. Anyways, try turning quickly on a military jet without using speed brakes, and lowering the throttle can cause a pilot to black out, in other words pass out from the adverse affect on G forces on the body which is as awful as an extreme case of clinical exhaustion. Bigger pilots structurally can handle this more than a person who is smaller. 

Although there are female military jet pilots. They're quite big in stature as well. Taller and more well built than the average guy who doesn't work out. 

After flying planes in VR, this can theoretically make me a better driver, on the electric skateboard. Or else it would make driving on a flar surface seem a lot simpler after flying an airplane in VR with so many degrees of motion. 

Wednesday, July 9, 2025 

As my own doctor, I recommend that I go on a mini vacation. I was thinking of visiting Sidney BC to see the F-86. Seeing the F-86 doesn't cost anything. Seeing the T-33 costs $20 as it's in the museum. These jet planes can be flown in VR in Dawn of Jets. 

However I've only so far flown the F-86 for less than a day in VR. I am getting the hang of it. I am making good landings every time. I'd rather see the plane after I've flown it for quite a few months in VR. 

Also I was thinking that I'm probably not going to go due to general torpor of the mind. 

I have a few worries. So much so that I wish I could skip my future altogether, cut out the middleman and get an express ticket to the afterlife. Hopefully heaven. 

Even an afterlife as an earthbound spirit in some punk rocky self righteous funk would also be a blast as long as one didn't have to worry about physically dying ever again. A person in that state might forget to or just neglect to eat for a long period of time, a very long period of time and then be somewhat surprised to see that they're still living. 

I have to go on living. 

The weather today is pea soup. Heavy overcast clouds. 

Sidney BC with a meal at a restaurant. Shop for some groceries and than a souvenir or whatever, a pastry. It can get pricey. Visit a museum or Sea World and that's even more pricey. 

I fear the future. I have to listen to Eckhart Tolle videos about anxiety and fear of the future. 

Fear of the future is believing some picture painted in the mind of things that most usually won't happen but believing that it will happen. Fear of a future that isn't here and hasn't happened yet. 

Then it's that the present doesn't morph into the future as much as the future morphs into the present. 

"Ghost of Christmas future, I fear you more than any other spirit I have seen." Charles Dickens 

The set up is very basic and I believe skips a vast amount of things. For a pilot who hasn't flown VR, in Dawn of Jets, take off is, 

1. Flick engine start switch and hold for five seconds. 

2. Flick the Close canopy switch. 

3. Flaps extended. 

4. Throttle to full. When plane reaches sufficient speed as shown on the air speed indicator. 

5. Retract landing gear. 

6. Retract flaps. 

All controls free and clear. 

Landing. 

1. Speed brake extended. 

2. Gradually reduce throttle to approach speed as shown on the air speed indicator 

3. Extend flaps. 

4. Extend landing gear. Important. Very important. 

5. Over runway, cut throttle completely

6. Tilt the plane nose upward just slightly as the plane glides to a landing. Press, release, and press again the speed brake about two or three times for a smoother landing. 

In the app, Dawn of Jets VR, when the end user'splane gets struck down, what happens is there is a sudden view from outside of the plane as the plane is seen doing its final arcing descent into a fiery death spiral. That is a clue to being that's what actually happens and that's what a pilot actually sees when he is shot down. The spirit quickly slips out just as or often just before the incendiary makes its final last absolutely lethal shattering blast upon the airplane, the spirit or soul of the pilot is floating above and seeing the plane from that vantage point like being able to fly in a dream. 

I don't know how well you know Warplanes WW1 VR. On one of the planes, I dreamcraft painted a SPAD XIII fuschia red with white clouds with the emblem of the white robed angel of death with small white feathered wings, a skull skeleton head and holding a golden death sickle. 

Imagine seeing a plane done up in those colours and that design in WW1? It would have either instilled psychological terror or else would have caused even more opprobrium and infuriation with the enemy. In other words, it might have pissed them off. 

On other planes, I dreamcraft painted a Sopwith camel and a British Bristol M1 eindecker black with red and white checkered pattern on the area around the propeller like the Scottish regiment reminding me of a dream I had of Prince Philip after he died. 

I painted an Albatross C3 and a Fokker Dr 1 all red, as Red Baron airplane that I get to fly. That's the apex height of the World War One experience. 

I also painted a Curtiss P-40 Warhawk in Warplanes WW2 VR with a green body and sharks teeth. The sharks teeth design is the apex of the WW2 experience. Iconic to the max. 

DCS VR which isn't available on meta quest gets into a lot more details as to the dials and switches. Dawn of Jets VR has jets from the 50s and may have a lot more simple and basic set up than the jets of today, for sure. DCS world may have more modern jets. 

Russia sent 600 jet powered drones with payloads to Ukraine. The days of manned aerial dogfight in multimillion dollar jets are over. 

Just as the days of 7-11s opening 24 hours are over. 

In China, there are still 24 hour convenience store because people are more orderly there. More disciplined. Diligent. 

Someone on YouTube comments said, "The people at night are garbage." Delinquent. Dissolute. 

I can picture it. A typical night shift at 7-11 at 3 am. A meth head walks in with a sleeping bag wrapped around him. 

A meth girl walks in holding a glass pipe in one hand and a toonie in the other. She is a Swiss Army knife type except her as a Swiss Army knife is five glass meth pipes of slightly different sizes, a Q-tip, and a plastic dental floss holder. And even then she's asking the cashier if he could lend her $5. She says she needs to take the bus. The cashier says "It's 3am. There are buses running?" 

The News said that Minister of Forests Bowen Ma got her campaign office hit with a crude explosive which exploded on the sidewalk outside her office. It was a bear buster tied to a regular firecracker. 

It's probably forest hippie protesters unhappy with a decision she made about the forest. 

The trees of the forest could be talked to if enough mushrooms were done. The trees would not approve of such actions. Trees prefer to let things run their course naturally. 

This is not good. Delinquent behaviour. Is it domestic terrorism? 

The Police will eventually apprehend who did it. 

Due to worry and fear of the future, I wound up not going to Sidney BC today. General torpor of the mind. 

Thursday, July 10, 2025 

Peter Jackson's Wingnut Wings model airplane has the best WW1 airplane models. I'd like to get either the Sopwith Camel, Airco DH 2, SPAD XIII, Fokker Dr 7, Fokker Dr 1, Albatross C3. One of the above planes would be good enough for me. 

"Nice guys finish last."

What do you expect? It's a sh*hole dimension with backwater physics. A delinquent bonkers dysfunctional set of ohysics that includes animals eating other animals. Wretched. Satanic. Manicheaism, a God that dispenses good and evil, molding, shaping, pruning. 

The Planck second, download, the binary on and off of the same OG original primeval Planck second on and Planck second off of the singularity download in which we are parsing the data, the on is male energy, it is what is shaped, and the Planck second off is the female energy, it is that which shapes. Don't assume that the off phase of the Planck second on and Planck second off is inert and powerless. It is just as powerful and at times even more powerful than the on phase. Just as a female is at times, more powerful than a male. 

That which shapes and that which is shaped mutually influence one another but not in the way that that which shaped influences that which is to be shaped and vice versa. Is to be refers to linear time with the illustration of traveling along a highway with  subsequent points rather with the idea that all time is simultaneous, its more like a kaleidoscope that shapes, pauses for an imperceivable yet immensely powerful microsecond then flares out into another widely spectacular symmetrical kaleidoscopic configuration. 

"Khan is the most intelligent and most dangerous adversary I have ever faced." Spock

Women are the most intelligent and most dangerous adversary I have ever encountered. 

That's why I'll be glad when life is over. Women under the culture of the physics of this dimension can be edgy and abrasive. Things are a lot smoother and women are a lot cooler in the next dimension as I have encountered in dreams. They are sympathetic and understanding but also at times somewhat stern. Especially if you see one with her arms crossed and shaking her head. 

There is no reprieve until the afterlife. Hopefully I will make it to heaven. 

There is a quasi schizophrenic affective disorder Dunning-Krueger disconnect when it comes to women. 

On the one hand, I feel depressed that I'm not more luckier with women. On the other hand, I sometimes think that women are stalking me. It's the forces of life at its trolling best. Give one kind of energy and get another and worse in return. I give out diligence and discipline and I get delinquency and dissolution in return. These women are often women who have lived a rough life. 

And then on the one hand, I often think it's my reputation or rather lack thereof that prevents me from meeting women however on the other hand I think that the women I meet, most of the are gormless, talentless and don't have anything in common with me in terms of talents and pastimes, hobbies, interests. 

On the one hand, I see couples and briefly envy the guy for being with a beautiful woman then I remember that there have been and even are women whom I try my best to avoid and really wouldn't mind it if I never saw them again, parting on mutually agreeable terms, for the most part. 

Can't win for losing. 

The good news is, if you can call it that, is that millions of people think the same way. Women probably think this way about men as well. 

There is a mixed reality VR app, Alex and the Jets. Good idea but it would be better if it had genuine either, 

- WW1 or WW2 planes

- cold war era jet fighters

- the 80s Top Gun CF-18s

- modern era military jets, Top Gun Maverick 

Swept wings increased performance but affected landing. Modern jets have a variable swept wing design. The computer on the plane auto adjusts the degree of sweep just like with the flaps. 

Alex and the Jets, the graphics look puerile to an annoying and irritating degree. 

I need to see a mixed reality remote control airplane app with WW1 planes and I am willing to pay a reasonable suburban middle class price around $25 is the going rate. 

Prorated for speed to have jets as a remote control app would be insane. WW1 planes went about 150 mph on average, some faster, some slower. Cold war jets did around 500 - 600 mph. 

I saw a motorcyclist on the street which reminded me that the original motorcycle gangs of the 50s were originally pilots who went on dogfights. That's very exciting. 

Flying a plane involves 5 degrees of movement. 

A motorcycle and a car, well, I went into it. On a motorcycle, the clutch is the right hand. In a car, the clutch is the left foot. Etc etc. Completely different systems. 

Anyone who can drive all three is some kind of a mechanical genius, like Tom Cruise. 

I haven't ridden a motorcycle successfully on real life. However, I learned the skateboard later in life at 53 years old. I can get a two cylinder starter motorcycle and ride somewhere, a trail off the beaten path. 

Then there is the Vespa scooter grade vehicle which is just click on to automatic. That's it. No clutches and the one hand brake operates the front and real wheel simultaneously making sure the rear wheel and not the front wheel brake is pumped first. That's important. Vespas are for girls, that's in the West. In Italy and in Asia as well, there are Vespa clubs and guys who ride Vespas are seen as stylish rather than foppish. 

For the simplicity of operation, I wouldn't mind getting a Vespa. Get a bold design like painted black with a checker board blue and white and a cartoon animal design. 

The animal I would opt for is the capybara. That would look rad on a Vespa scooter. An illustrated drawing in bold cartoon outline of a capybara sitting down. 

Helicopter is another very different machine to operate which I haven't figured out even somewhat. Every helicopter landing I tried in VR has resulted in missing the landing area if not crashing altogether. 

On a tractor propeller design plane, the propeller on the wings or on the kse fsce forward. On a helicopter, one very large, much larger than an airplane, propeller faces upward directly above the pilot and another propeller on the tail faces sideways. Very different structural engineering. I suppose I'll try again in the next few months to fly a helicopter in VR. Anyone who can or has successfully flown all the different vehicles mentioned is a genius. 

There are professional helicopter pilots in town who operate a passenger shuttle. Most likely they have flown airplanes and can probably also ride a motorcycle let alone drive a car. That's pretty good! 

This generation of VR with the meta quest 3 goggles is first generation. It s looks cutting edge but Phantom of the Opera looked cutting edge back in 1927. The room for improvement is vast. 

The next generation of meta VR goggles will make any apps on this generation be obsolete just as Nintendo GBA games aren't playable in the Nintendo Switch. 

I can't wait and pslessimistically wonder if I'll even be around to experience st least one more generation of VR goggles. 

Nintendo GB - 1989

GB color - 1995

GBA - 2001

DS - 2004

Sony PSP - 2005 

On the average, a new iteration is released every four years. 

Hopefully it doesn't get to be like iPhone where a new generation of VR goggles with amped up new features is released every 18 months. Moore's Law, every 18 months, computers get twice as better. 

Golf, fishing, Gun Club VR, Walkabout Mini Golf, Warplanes, Dawn of Jets all need to appear in some form in future VR. Mixed reality Zen pinball. 

Walltown Wonders which I already have, has a World War Oneish looking plane that looks at least ten times better if not a hundred times better than the airplane in the VR app called Alex and the Jets. Really. 

Friday, July 11, 2025 

The MiG is a good jet. It has a distinct washing machine dryer sound. It has smooth performance and I can see how it confounded the the venerable and legendary F-86 during its day. 

I got the F9F2 Cougar which an ungraded version of the F9F6 Panther which is also available in Dawn of Jets and which I also got. 

I only need to get one more plane to complete the collection. The FJ3 Fury which is an upgraded F-86. The designs are very similar. 

I have completed missions on the Sidney BC one, the F-86 Sabre using my left hand instead of the usual right hand to guide the rudder stick which is an earlier design. 

Using the left hand as well is a symbolic nod to the modern plane rudder which isn't a stick at all but a steering wheel. For pitch, ne pulls back on that steering wheel to ascend and pushes forward to descend. Turning left and right is yaw and turn the plane as well as the direction to left or right. 

Lawnmower Man. That movie said that AI rewired the brain. 

In my dreams, I am an expert at flying. I fly above crowds and can even go in a recline of side with a leg crossed position or a seated meditation position and float around rooms at will. 

In Dawn of Jets, flying in five degrees of motion, up, down, left, right, forward is a different way of driving that side to side or forward or backward as with cars, motorcycles, etc. Eventually though, a person gets better somehow and flies through rings in a smooth trajectory, not the jerky side to side trying to find the way trajectory as when first starting out. Do it more and more and it becomes second nature and some new pathway in neuroplasticity has been carved like a weed burrowing a tap root into the soil of the mind. 

After while, you can spot someone who is a pilot. They move a certain way, after having their brain trained and wired to flying in five degrees of motion and doing it well. 

A UFO can fly in six degrees of motion and do it well, stopping on a dime. They can do sudden and perfect 90 turns at high speed. Allegedly. That's an urban legend. 

A man sized drone can probably fly in six degrees of motion as well. 

Can a mini jet engine man sized drone be made? 

Unlike with nuclear products, one needs a minimum size of 25kg of uranium to achieve critical mass. Any smaller and it won't work. Critical mass is when the energy expended is greater than the energy put into it to achieve the detonation. With jet engines, critical mass is irrelevant. I wonder what the world record for smallest working jet engine is. Jet engines are too dangerous to be toys. The temperature is too hot and if a toy working model miniature jet crashed against a wall and exploded in a living room, ask a fire chief, jet fuel is the most profound and majorly accelerate, it would result in the entire house burning. Jet fuel isn't your normal gasoline for cars. 

Fossil fuels can really deliver a thrust. 

A conspiracy theory or worry is that first it started with coal mines shutting down after entire generations of colliers working in coal mines to support their families leading to  EV cars and carbon reduction targets. 

Fossils fuels such as coal and gasoline are being phased out or else are being commandeered for the rich. Fossils fuels are a low tech way to provide fuel for vehicles. Coal for steam trains and gasoline for cars. 

EVs can be controlled remotely and GPS monitored. An old gasoline powered car can not be powered remotely or GPS monitored. 

EVs are vulnerable to EMP. Old school gasoline motors are not. You don't need an electric starter motor to start a gasoline car. Just pop it into first while rolling down a hill. 

Gasoline powered cars can do 0 to 60 in five to seven seconds. Can an electric vehicle do that? I'm not sure. 

Can rockets or military jet fighters ever be electric? No, electric vehicles don't deliver the thrust, torque, speed and performance that fossil fueled vehicles do. 

Rocket fuel isn't fossil fuels. I am under the impression that rocket fuel is liquid hydrogen. Rockets are on that level. Rocket fuel can take behemoths like the Saturn class rockets past escape velocity and on to outer space. 

Are fossil fuels being phased out not in the name of obsolescence but rather in the name of artificial scarcity and price fixing? 

The scene in the movie The Amateur where the outdoor glass swimming pool suspended between two buildings explodes is ripped off directly from the Jason Staitham movie The Mechanic. That would be a terrible way to go. 

In this case, there is no word to describe it except Satanic. 

Actually, in terms of embedded anagrams, the name Jason Staitham is an etymological train wreck. 

jASoN sTAitham = ASNTA = Satan. 

For those from the Middle East, 

jASoN sTAItHam = ASNTAIH = Shaitan

Monday, July 14, 2025 

I finally got the FJ3 Fury. It's an upgraded F-86 Sabre and the interior looks almost identical just as the interior of the F9F6 Cougar looks intensely similar to the F9F2 Panther. 

Alas even with a full engine upgrade, I am unable to get 3 stars on the first Jungle Dash. 

Those in for assault get placed with a probation officer who is the probation officer everyone imagines they will get. He would be a heavily muscled man with tattoos on his arms wearing a long sleeve white shirt with a large wing tip collar and buttons and a leather shoulder gun hoster. The probation officer wouldn't call the Police in situations as the Police would expect him to be able to handle things. 

Every once in awhile a suspect in for assault would have a go at the probation officer. However, every single time, the probation officer would take the suspect down, be it man or woman with a judicious punch to the jaw courtesy of the judicial branch of the government. 

He would then say to the suspect lying unconscious in the ground, "You had a go and I can respect that. But I won and that's the end of it. Now we're going to keep this between ourselves." 

Being a real pilot in the military is a hassle. Wake up at 5, exercise, study, memorize escape routines like what to do if an engine suddenly goes, attend classes, jist one hour a day of flying the plane, then more studying and paperwork paperwork paperwork every day. 

Just one hour of either flying in a real plane or flying on a flight simulator. 

After World War 2 was over, there was no way to experience and practice the five degrees of motion in flying user the rudder stick which can rewire the mind. 

Flight simulators that were any good at all wouldn't be developed until the 80s. The video game Mach 3 was a laser disc image based flight simulator for the general public. I saw Mach 3 when it was first released in 1983. That and Drsgons Lair were cutting edge state of the art video games that looked so much different than Pac Man, Donkey Kong and Dig Dug. 

I would like to get a DBox chair for VR games. Sure, have I got an extra $2000 or more. No. I don't. 

The DBox would somewhat simulate the ongoing extreme tilting motions experienced on a small airplane. 

The VR app Dawn of Jets gets into G force blackout. This happens when flying and it feels like an elephant sitting kn your chest while simultaneously, blood is being quickly drained from the brain. A pilot has to do these pregnancy method breathing techniques to try to avert it but nothing can fully avert it. 

At too high of a speed, what are we talking about, Mach 5?I'm thinking that a pilot can probably die from passing out from G forces, I mean, come on. 

So VR is a piss poor replication of flying in a military jet. No haptic suit can accurstely replicate what G force blackout feels like and why would you want it to? Who would pay money for such a haptic suit and would such a haptic suit even be deemed medically legal? 

These days a person doesn't have to join military air cadets or apply to a flight school to experience the five degrees of motion using a rudder stick. And they don't have to be limited to one hour a day. After awhile, it seems that I am steering with my mind rather than with the hand. 

Steering with the right hand and then steering with the left hand. There comes a point where it will no longer be two skills but will become one skill. 

This VR app will make a person a better driver or will make driving a car seem so much easier. If you can pilot in five degrees of motion well, then driving on a flat surface should be no problem at all. 

Wednesday, July 15, 2025 

During heat waves, plants should be watered more often. Plants usually watered every five days should be watered every three days. 

Dawn of Jets has a simple set up. Engine on, throttle, flaps, landing gear retract. A real military jet includes things like seeing that the engine oil has reached a certain temperature. Etc etc etc

Bomber planes as seen in Dr Strangelove are on another level. Dr Strangelove had a B-15 bomber. These planes are on another level. They have eight engines and this eight throttle levers, one for each engine and these levers can be operated individually or collectively. On bombers, there is an upstairs and a downstairs and before a nuke is dropped, the upstairs and the downstairs operators have to reach a consensus. 

The upstairs personnel ejector seats eject upwards. The downstairs personnel ejector seats eject downwards. 

I was thinking of getting Ultrawings 2. First of all, I don't have all kinds of extra money. So I didn't get it. 

Friday, July 18, 2025 

I got Ultrawings 2. It's not bad. Some things were confusing. There are two airports on each of the 4 islands, an international and a regional airport. It's important to land at the right one or the player doesn't win the money. 

My main impression that I had for a week is that U2 is a primer for teenagers who then move on to the real war games for adults airplane apps such as Warplanes VR and Dawn of Jets which is better than Sturmovick IL-2 in a lot of ways. 

First of all Sturmovick only has World War 2 propeller planes however very beautifully rendered and the details of the environmentals is far superior than the Meta Quest 3 port. Each mission, each pilot, each plane costs mega, about $100 to $300 each. A pilot would have a list of missions that he actually historically flew on although the ods that you'd fly in the exact trajectory that the pilot did would be impossible. 

Dawn of Jets has Cold War Jets and I would say that God Himself placed His hand on my shoulder and blessed me with this app. A thousand and one things would have had to have gone right. A chain of thought. Why not look for airplane VR on Google. AI, which I thought was the enemy of mankind implanting videos such as 5 types of people to avoid which means 100% of all people or else Why it's better to be alone after 40 videos to get mankind to implode to destruction suggested Dawn of Jets and Warplanes VR, flight 74 and Simple Planes. I heard of all the other ones but not Dawn of Jets. 

When I purchased Dawn of Jets about seven hours after discovering it after AI recommended it, I really kind of best myself up for not purchasing it 7 hours earlier. It's that good. What blew my mind right through the roof is that the Sidney BC one, the F-86 is one of the jets in Dawn of Jets! 

The first plane, the T-33 looks Dr Strangelove enough. 

Then the F-80 interior looks even better, sharper. 

The best looking interior and my sentimental fsvorite is the F-86. 

The F-86 is the jet plane that the first woman to break the sound bariier in a plane flew. Her name, Jackie Cochran and flying with her as flight leader was none other than Chuck Yeager. 

The engineer who designed the F-86, Edgar Schmued, also designed the P-51 Mustang which is absolutely in the pantheon of ultimate legendary WW2 planes such as the Mark V Spitfire, the Focke Wulf FW-190, F4U Corsair, Messerschmidt Me 262 jet and the British F-3 Meteor jet used in WW2 which is also featured in Dawn of Jets. 

That's why I thought of going to see the F-86 in Sidney which is an absolutely iconic airplane. 

There's no way any civilians who aren't in the military would ever get to fly an F-86 in real life. Thats only a fantasy. Crashing to the ground due to misjudgement in speed and distance regarding descents which happens often in VR and also the real possibility of g force blackout should prevent anyone from wanting to fly a military jet. 

I'm worried that when the next generation of VR goggles is released, the technology Wil be so different that apps currently on meta quest 3 won't be cross compatible. 

Franchises such as Drop Dead, Pistol Whip, Gun Club VR, Crisis Brigade 2, Dead Second, Walkabout Mini Golf, Puzzling Places, Real Fishing VR, etc will carry on except it will be Crisis Brigade 3 and Gun Club VR2. Pistol Whip 2,  Etc etc

What worries s me is the money well all have to sink to build up a new library. The ideal is minimalism. The reality is pretty much maximalism or at least some financially truncated form of it. Get the least amount but most wanted and also least expensive apps. I know which ones to avoid. Shooters that aren't stationary shooters. 

How much money are we talking about? That's what worries me. I wonder if the new VR goggles will have a haptic suit so every time I get hit in VR I will feel it. 

Star Wars has a new mixed reality tabletop board game set up. Kind of Demeo meets podracing on Boonta Eve. 

Heck, Dawn of Jets is like podracing on Boonta Eve. Try it with the csmooy down and ignore the voice that comes on every five seconds saying, "Too fast to have the canopy open." again and again. 

Dogfights wouldn't work in Star Wars unless you get right behind a tie fighter or try to get a bead on it as it's moving sideways. A military jet can go at Mach 4 but usually it's less than Mach 1 for dogfights. A Star Wars X-wing fighter class or Y-wing bomber class or tie fighter moves at what speed? There's no g force blackout in outer space as well. So they can move really quickly. 

Today I stayed home all day. I didn't go to Sidney BC although I think of that town often. I am feeling some burnout from the volunteer work. Rest is good for the mind. 

Ultrawings 2 is worth the money and I kinda regret that I didn't get it when I first found out about it which was over a year ago. More than one year isn't a bad amount of time to mull over a purchase which I wound up getting on sale. I got Ultrawings 2 on sale. 

There are 5 airplanes

- Ordinary propeller plane, 

- gyro copter with forward facing propeller

- WW2 jet

- WW2 propeller plane

- helicopter 

The gyrocopter reminds me of a push propeller type plane, the Airco DH2. 

There is a 6th plane but reviews say it is more ornamental than performance and doesn't perform any better than the WW2 propeller plane. 

Unlike with Warplanes VR and Dawn of Jets, all airplane on Ultrawings VR are fictional. 

It's basically a primer for the more serious war games made for a more adult aged end user. 

I'm not looking forward to flying the helicopter and might skip it altogether. One stick raised up and down is for ascent and descent. There is another stick for pitch and yaw which is forward and side leaning motions. Why they don't do it all in one like on an airplane, I'll never understand. Confusing or what? 

I guess on an airplane, the steering stick controls the flaps and aelerons on the wings while the throttle controls the propeller speed. On a helicopter the ascent and descent stick controls the propeller or blade that's topside and the pitch and yaw stick controls the flaps and aelerons on the tail and probably the tail propeller too. 

A helicopter is mainly about using momentum than actual speed up and speed braking so it's a bit of a learning curve. 

I don't know if Leonardo da Vinci invented the helicopter but it does seem like some Dantean Kafkaesque medieval Italian Rube Goldberg gew gaw strange contraption and the military actually uses that? Using a pogo stick or riding a unicycle when one has only known how to ride scooters and ten speeds and skateboards would be what trying to learn to fly a helicopter in VR would be to one who knows only flying planes in VR. 

Trump gave Putinyahu, at this point what's the difference, an ultimatrump, I mean an ultimatum. "End the war with Ukraine in 50 days." But it's like quitting smoking. If it hasn't happened in 50 days, wel then, give it another 50 days! 

Trump has disturbing bruises on his hand. That's not necrotizing fasciitis. When a person gets old, they can lose a subtle protective layer of subcutaneous fat. 

My friend had a black bruise under his eye. I thought his meth head girlfriend punched him out. It turns out that he was just rubbing under his eye. 

And the swollen ankle is another relatively common benign symptom that is routinely taken care of at any hospital. 

I'm not a doctor. I would advise, cover it up. And change the bandage every 24 hours at least, don't wear it for days like an old tshirt. Wear a large Band-Aid over the hand and use Cetaphil hand lotion. What about antibiotic cream like polysporin or fucidin? 

You couldn't say that cocaine makes THE World go around, but you could certainly that that it does make A World go around. 

The same could be said about money. 

Sunday, July 20, 2025 

The physics of this dimension paint us into a corner. 

My writings are valuable. In the movie The Gambler, Mark Wahlberg said that there is only one writer in his English writing class who was a genius. I wrote about how what Einstein meant when he said that the past present and future is but a stubborn illusion. 

I should have been a Millionaire with my writings. 

The physics of this dimension have ripped me off. 

Little River Band. 

In the celestial realm which is where we came from and where we will return to, we live forever and life in this dimension is an unbroken extension of that. 

The amount on one side of the equation is exactly equal to the amount on the other side of the dimension. 

We live forever in the afterlife so in some way we were meant to live forever in this dimension but when we are born, that eternity in this dimension gets conformed into a little river because this universe is seen as small from the vantage point of the other dimension so as a person is born, the smallness of this dimension and Universe is seen and experienced as cross a small river perpendicular wise and arrive into this dimension. Life is the big river. Dracula said he crossed an ocean of time but it could be a river of time. A small river is only ever a small river when next to a bigger river. Life is the big river. The big river of life in this dimension isn't crossed metaphorically speaking perpendicular wise, a spirit  flows down this big river of life parallel wise, Then as one again crosses a small river perpendicularly from this life back to the other dimension, the eternity into the future they would have otherwise lived through is sublimated and shrunk into a little river, one crosses that little river into the afterlife. 

I've seen that river on a dream. The river had mountains behind it and in my dream, my version of the vision, I saw a Vietnamese man standing in a Samoa holding a rudder stick. Above him was a bird of paradise but the tail behind the bird went on and on and on for quite a long distance. 

At the Pride Parade, I saw someone wear a button that said, 'Racism Is Never Okay'. 

The person wearing the button was a lesbian with a crew cut who looked very much like a sublimated roundabout white supremacist if I ever saw one. 

I was thinking, sure, not when it's a form of racism that doesn't agree with your racial or racist narrative of white supremacy. 

When a person says that a Chinese person is better off racially in China because China has 95% racial homogeneity, in China, they are one of the racial majority while elsewhere they are a viable minority which makes such a difference besides the fact that China is mindblowingly futuristic while the West is not so much, that's a threat to the cracker racist narrative. 

There is a line of racial narrative that believes that East Indians or else Native Indians are the supreme race. Go to a slum in India or to a Native reservation and you will hear talk like that. 

Say someone agrees to your argument that you are of a superior race. How's that working out for you? 

All races are under the duress of the bonkers train wreck physics of this dimension. 

Never mind that not all guys get a beautiful girlfriend, some people even lack some of the basic templates of existence such as people born without sight or hearing or are missing basic integral body parts. 

Even with the beautiful wife, 

That too has a shelf life. 

Before you know it, 30 years has passed and you're missing a few teeth and the wife is too. The wife is not still as beautiful, still beautiful, but a different kind of beauty, I guess. 

A place, a scene, has 97% of people all of a certain race, even including your own. See, that would neither be one more reason to not go there but it sure as hell wouldn't be one more reason to go there either. 

I saw a video of Hyde Park in London. Last year I wrote something I would have said at Hyde Park based on the knowledge I had then which has since been substantially increased. If I had money and a plane ticket then, that's the speech I would have read at Hyde Park although I don't know if there is still a Speaker's Corner at Hyde Park. 

Anyways, since I wrote it on this blog, which appears online, in some quasi ethereal, cybernetic roundabout way, I already made that speech at Hyde Park. 

If a few someones have walked past the Speakers Corner at Hyde Park and then read that write up, it could be and would be at different times of course, then I made that speech at Hyde Park, by proxy. 

The speech is basically, 

Einstein said that everything is happening simultaneously. That linear time is an illusion. 

Time travel is time experienced on an objective dynamic and linear time is time experienced on a subjective dynamic. But these levels can cancel each other out as if using a time machine, a trip to the future returned from yesterday is a past event and a trip to the past to be completed tomorrow is a future event. 

Spirits in the afterlife operate on that time dynamic. 

The linear time dynamic is the procedurally generated code, the time travel dynamic is at the level of the command prompt. 

That was the speech I would have given. 

Nebula: "He left out some important information, but that is the gist of it." Guardians of the Galaxy 3 

I would not have talked about the one second or Planck second singularity download and the time dilation parsing through the data because I didn't have that information then. 

The objective time travel dynamic of time is a mathematical equation. It can't be discovered or experienced empirically but must be discerned, inferred or deduced mathematically. The subjective dyamic of time and the objective dynamic of time are each algorithms within an algorithm. 

The objective dynamic of time gives it definition. 

The subjective dynamic of time gives it structure. 

Getting back to the on signal of the cosmic singular Planck second is that which is shaped and the off signal is that which shapes, therefore the structural formation of linear time is shaped and moulded by the forces of the objective time travel time dynamic therefore linear time is not random, there is a grand design, a cosmic plan, a schedule for all things and the future does not exist. It is another aspect of the present and is just as intricately well formed and designed as this present moment, therefore eventually, all things will be all right. The future will be fine because it is in very capable hands. The forces that shape the present are no less than the forces that span all of time itself. However, awful things do happen to people. You see it on the News and read about it in history books. What a dimension with its physics. 

Today I went to a picnic at Gorge Park with the Church that ai go to. There were a few other branches of the local Presbyterian Church there. 

A person's comfort zone gets smaller the longer they stay in it. Going to the park, I wanted to get the vibes of the area. Getting the geomagnetic vibes of another area can be quite heavenly. 

Unfortunately, I didn't even feel the more usual Sunday vibes let alone heavenly geomagnetic vibes of another area. To get geomagnetic vibes of another area, you have to get to know the area well and the area has to be far away and not visited often. 

We were like ants at a picnic. Humants. 

I was pleased to see that there was a usual Church service there with a salvo of songs and then a message and then prayers, a few more songs and then a send off. The picnic was good and I went on a mikbang and was engorged. 

I didn't go to the picnic for the last few years because of PTSD and general torpor of the mind. I avoided a lot of places for that reason. Just a generalized fear of the future. 

Knowing full well that the future is a misnomer. There is no future. There is only other versions of the present and the present doesn't morph into the future as much as the future morphs into the present. In other words it's unavoidable. 

Due to the ongoing nature of my finances or rather lack thereof, I am seriously taking time to mull over the purchase of Simple Planes VR. I've known about it for months. 

I looked again today for a deep dive and the game is a rabbit hole. A person can pilot drive all kinds of planes and vehicles too. Jet planes with the steering stick, commercial airliners with the steering wheel style of rudder, boats, the actual Razor rest from Star Wars, when the person on the YouTube video mentioned the Razor rest I thought he was flying a jet he named the Razor rest because I know that name, the actual Mandaloeian Razorcrest and the DeLorean from Back to the Future, that's there too. 

The jets fly at scale so imagine the scene and the jet flies at the same speed as shown in the movie Maverick, most jet plane based VR apps have jets that move kinda fast but it seems kind of slow motion, in Simple Planes, the speed and frsme rate is there. 

So you can see why I'd be mulling that over. 

Prix, $13.63 with tax. 

If I went to Sidney and went into a yuppie bakery and got two treats priced at $20 plus tax, I'd think nothing of it. 

But a $14 expenditure on a VR app is causing me to mull it over like mulling some apple cider. 

Should I get it or what? I'll look for a sign. 

I saved $11 today. Usually, I'd ride the bus for $6 to the Church picnic but at the last minute, I got a ride over there. Then I often donate a fiver to the collection plate for a blessing as I need all the help I can get due to fear of the future. They didn't ask for a donation today. That was one part of the Church service that was waived. 

Should I generate that $11 savings into Simple Planes VR for a chance to drive the DeLorean and the Razor Crest? I wouldn't be surprised if there are other Star Wars vehicles. There is one red twin engine plane that looks absolutely spectacular. Just glimmering. Spackling, crisp new and shiny chrome. I'm seriously mulling it over. 

One of Peter Jackson's Wingnut Wings model planes costs about $350 on average. Peter Jackson said that they were the best quality World War One plane models that money can buy. 

I need the Fokker Dr 1. It climbs like a monkey and manoeuvres like the devil. 

I flew the. Albatross C3 in VR, that plane doesn't manoeuvre nearly as well as the Dr 1 triplane. 

I would get the Fokker Dr 1 and the Albatross C3 and paint it red. 

I would need a Fokker Dr 7 and I would paint it black. The Fokker Dr 7, designer Ferdinand Fokker is the ultimate military machine moving at 212 miles an hour. Sure but compared to a modern CF-14 which moves at Mach 4? Probably not. 

I need a Sopwith Camel model and I would paint that black too. 

I wouldn't mind getting an Airco DH2. I would paint that dark green. 

If I had a million dollars, I would get that. I would glue and paint the model pieces myself. For $350, stickers including a black and white checkerboard design that appears on a lot of Ww1 planes would probably be included. I would need that to decorate the planes. 

Star Trek VR seems meh. 

One can experience in VR, being on the bridge of the old school 60s Starship Enterprise. That gets boring in five minutes. Then there is a VR animation in the large bay window as one hops from solar system to solar system. Accessing missions involves pressing a bunch of buttons and in sequence like an old school telephone switchboard operator. That doesn't seem spectacular at all. 

Rescue people from another ship in the distance. Teleport them aboard the Enterprise. Again, a retune of pressing buttons and in the correct sequence. Lovely. 

And a person has to sign in to a Ubisoft account. Even when you uninstall and install again, your account is still there. That worked for me on Golf Plus. 

I used a fake email account from tempmail. That avoids any spammers knowing your email address. 

Anyways, Star Trek would be another $17 with tax plunge first into deep space and then into financial ruin. 

This time of year is starting to have the crazy temperature drops at night. Forget to close the window, out on enough clothing and turn on the heater in time and a slight panic attack will occur thanks to the hypothalamus that registers temperature drops and is a fear center. It's part of the wonderful R complex limbic system that were wired to as part of the physics of this dimension. One gets older and the body fat gets thinner, thus these temperature drops affect people more and more as they get older. 

The afterlife will be wonderful because that's when life really begins. 

Monday, July 21, 2025 

Twelve more weeks and the clocks get set back. The year goes fast. 

Simple Planes VR. The Razorcrest is rendered as basically sh*t. No compositing whatsoever. Just almost obscene, intellectually offensive prosaic solid geometric mass shapes. However in the YouTube video demonstration, this ship is consistent with the expected physics. Being a Star Wars grade Kardashev 3 level vehicle, it goes much faster than a 0.8 Kardashev level modern military jet. The Razorcrest speeds like a boss, so unsurprisingly, trying to steer and control it is a b*tch. 

The scenery of Simple Planes looks more generic than hell itself probably does. Nothing to write home about. What do you expect for $12? The Meow Wolf swamp of Numina? 

That's on Walkabout Mini Golf for $7. 

The different planes have different instrumentation. 

The planes are user designed, amateur designed. One F-14 had people in comments saying that it's fat, kinda chonky, while another F-14 next to it had all good comments. That reminds me of me and Beebs. Beebs was fat. However I still love her so much. Every day is another day of loving Beebs. I promised her that I would love her for all eternity. 

The different instrumentation on the planes really interests me. Some planes have throttle in the form of a pinlike looking strument that is pulled out of the dashboard. 

Some planes have the rudder stick, some have the steering wheel, yoke, some planes have the throttle on the left side as in the case of military jets, some planes have the throttle on the right side as in the case of commercial airliners, that is, if you are sitting in the left hand side pilot seat. 

The red twin engine plane looks spectacular. 

I saved $11 yesterday and am planning to save more today as I go to a food bank. The wait is usually about an hour but it's worth it. 

I think of Heather often and wish I had spent more time with her. That's classic. 

Scientists say that a person shouldn't cry over spilt milk. Life has that irreversible entropy that once something goes, it's gone. 

If God appeared and said to me, "What would you rather do, give up life and be with Beebs or go on living in this dimension?" I'd opt to quit life. I don't see what I have to live for. The physics of this dimension seems to revolve avoiding cortisol as much as possible and this dimension is just chock full of it. 

I greatly fear my upper teeth being removed. I imagine that it would be an absolute train wreck of surgical devastation and post surgical shock and panic attacks all around. Panic attack to the point where I'm screaming. Imagine having six remaining upper teeth removed all in one sitting? I'd probably be dead. Numerous times quite a few people told me that it's nothing to worry about. I still worry. It's the nature of the beast. The beast is the physics of this blasted dimension. One where animals eat other animals and the devastation just goes on from there. 

This would be a more heavenly world if people didn't kill and eat animals anymore. Sure, but that wouldn't stop animals from killing and eating other animals as they have done for literally hundreds of millions of years. While humans have only been around for what, two million years? 

I swept some streets today. I swept outside of an apartment named Royal Anne because I had at least one dream of Princess Anne. One dream I really remember I had on January 1st of one year. And I saw her in real life as well. 

I am still mulling over getting Simple Planes VR. Cost, $14. So many varieties of craft and dashboard instrumentation as well. 

The razorcrest which goes at Star Wars technology levels of fast. The razorcrest can travel at faster than light speed but that line of mythos of science fiction uses a method of profound speed traveling that uses Maxwell's equation, the speed of light or just above it rather than the Einstein Rosen quantum superposition based technology for their method of traveling at profound speed. 

Even if the millennium falcon can do light speed times 3 or times 4 similar to Mach 3 or Mach 4 of today's military jets, the Einstein Rosen quantum superposition is still faster than that! Or is it? Ask someone who works the particle accelerator at a University and ask when two haploid electrons having been split and are now at quite some distance from each other, how many times the speed of light does the signal travel connecting the two electrons? Albert Einstein said two halves of an electron at opposite sides of the Universe can respond instantaneously. How many times the speed of light is that? 

For me, this all goes back to the Planck second singularity download theory of mine which I have released into public domain. Anyone can tweak this idea and see if they can come up with something better. 

Anyways, the razorcrest, the back to the future DeLorean, the twin engine propeller plane it seems like a blast. $14 which can be deferred. I might get it. 

Today, largely due to the physics of this dimension, a minor catastrophe occurred as I withdrew $20 from the bank machine, and as soon as I got my card returned, I took off. I forgot the money! 

Luckily I had another $20. I wasn't sure if I did or not. I needed the money to re-up my personal weed supply. A local outlet sells eighths for $15 which is a lot better than old school prices, $15 for a wet beat down gram wrapped in aluminum foil at pigeon park in Vancouver circa 1989. Nice. 

On the heels of that financial snafu, I decided to get Simple Planes VR. Price, $13.43. Same price as a ciabatta with Swiss cheese, tomato and roast beef with lettuce and some slight butter and mayonnaise. In fact, I also got the ciabatta described today at Save On Foods. I need that for nutrition and sustenance. 

The new babies, my new babies, the flowers at the Courthouse are doing fine. One planter, I even see a flowerbud. It's happening. 

Worry. In one planter the one without the flowerbud, two weeks ago, I removed a type of weed that looks like purple clovers. Now the flowers in this planter don't look as robust as the flowers in the other planter with the flowerbud. 

The planter with the flower bud has some purple clover weeds that grew on its own and I didn't pull it knowing that the presence of weeds and other plants creates more nutrients which are consumed communally in a kind of perpetual pot luck dinner. 

On the side without the flowerbud, and the purple clover weed, the planter that is growing 85% as good as the flowers in the other planter, I transplanted in another weed as I couldn't find a purple clover weed to transplant. This weed looks like a miniature pine tree. The presence of additional roots of another plant should enhance the nutrient profile in that planter and I hope the flowers grow better. 

Speaking to plants is important. They are telepathic. A lot of animals can understand English. Stsrlings, ravens, mynah birds, the legendary grey African parrot can learn and speak the English language. I saw on a YouTube video a compilation of dog's reactions when the owner said, as a joke, but sounding serious, "I'm so hungry I could eat a dog." I every single case there was a major reaction. I'm wondering how many clips without any reactions whatsoever were left out. It seems that the dog understands! 

Anyways, Og Mandino, the Secret Life of Plants, plants are somewhat psychically sensitive. I hope the flowers grow well. I gave it my best shot anyways. 

There is a murphy's law with plants. Tend to a plant diligently and it onky grows moderately well. Meanwhile other pernicious weeds that are routinely neglected seem to thrive. 

Simple Planes VR is all right. Not great but not bad. The planes are fun enough to fly. Tip. Don't even attempt to even try to land any of the planes on the old adage that anything that is too difficult isn't worth doing let alone anything that is impossible. Landing any of the two hundred available planes in Simple Planes VR is well, impossible. Just fly it and when complete, just push the exit button. 

One has to log in which is also at the impossible level so I won't try any further. Logging in is the only way to access the razor crest and the DeLorean which should be a bit of a caveat emptor. Bait and switch. Not exactly getting the product as explicitly promised but involves some surreptitious additional sign in process which is Kafkaesque and draconian. So in other words, forget it. Just forget it. 

I've spent $14 on worse things although I'm not sure what. And I downright lost $20 today due to an error in procedure. What a day. 

The planes look crude and almost airhead in their design but flying them is funner than I thought it would be. I had a blast flying some WW2 planes until they crashed. 

The steering, handling and manoeuverability of the World War 2 is just about what I'm used to from other airplane VR games. They nailed that to proficiency. 

The so called Lamborghini interior looks as much like a real Lamborghini interior as a wart on my lower body looks as much like Mount Rushmore which is not at all. To even suggest that it even might be an accurate rendering of a Lamborghini interior in any way shape or form is an anathema to the Lamborghini corporation. It doesn't look or feel like a Lamborghini at all. It looks and feels like trash. That's the worst Lamborghini I've seen anywhere. It reminds me of the scene in The Protector 2 when the transvestite cooked up some abalone soup for a group of wealthy Chinese businessmen and one of the businessmen was apoplectic with displeasure saying, "Abalone soup?! You call this abalone soup?!" Lamborghini?! You call this a Lamborghini?! 

I got to fly a TIE interceptor which is the royal class of tie fighters in Star Wars. Hovering. But I did get a feel of what it is like to fire lasers seen through the Addams Family House style glass window frame of the tie fighter. The tie fighter inst very aerodynamic. Where's the Bernoulli Effect? Imagine me flying a tie fighter from star wars. Life is full of surprises. When I woke up this morning and went to work at the Courthouse and at Royal Anne apartments, I didn't think I'd get a chance to fly a tie fighter in VR. How gnarly is that? 

I flew two modern seaplane in VR. It felt unreal. I remember when I went on a seaplane trip. A few of them! Now I'm the pilot in VR. Looking out the window was unreal. I saw the engine and propeller and pontoon behind me. Anyone can land a plane in water. It's a more forgiving medium. The seaplane has a steering wheel set up like the ones in the planes that Barry Seal, Tom Cruise, American made flew with rather than the military fighter style rudder stick. 

Tuesday, July 22, 2025 

Simple Planes VR is mind-blowing and life hanging and indeed there is some vestigial nominal regret that I didn't get this month's ago. The variety of vehicles. 

Prop planes, jets all military and civilian, land vehicles with 4 wheels, helicopters and prop sea planes. I got to fly a French sesquiplane from the 1920s painted dark green, cocaine green. Elegant or what? A sesquiplane is a plan with two wings with one much smaller wing on the bottom. It looks stylish, steam punk and it looks kinda je ne sais quoi as well. 

I the movie The Aviator, Howard Hughes got chances to fly airplane with a rudder stick from the World War one era at a time when every airplane in the world used a rudder stick as the yoke hadn't been innovated yet. Then Howard Hughes was flying some nice rich looking seaplanes with curtains over the windows for the passengers seats, that level of fancy. He was flying using a yoke. 

I haven't flown using a yoke for more than two minutes before in some bizarre ersatz set up of an aviation based VR app. 

Yesterday, I was doing a flight that lasted over half an hour flying though some generic first generation VR set up mountains. The mountains had long deep winding valleys and I flew military jets through these valleys and the jets zipped through these valleys at dangerous speeds, 450 knots. 

The flying the World War one airplane. These planes seemed to crawl like a snail compared to the modern military jets. There were quite a few. I don't remember the names. 

The planes look prosaic, worse than Nintendo 64 level graphics but not as bad as Atari 2600 or Intellivision. But the handling on most of these planes is better than expected. 

The planes in Dawn of Jets look profound, smokin', irridescent, visceral. 

The tie fighter, there seems to be no way to make it move forward. All I can do is hover and turn left or right and that's it. The tie fighter does jerk up and down and that's it. No forward motion. What am I missing? A tie fighter, using Star Wars era level technology ought to be able to do Mach 15, easy, and that would be just cruising speed. 

Doing Mach 15 in outer space, there's no friction, g forces, centrifugal forces, you can do a turn in outer space without blacking out if done at Earth speeds. But even in outer space, if a pilot were to do quick turns at Mach 20, that pilot would black out, or be dead. 

If the speed of sound is about 1,250 mph and the speed of light is 147,000 mph, light spped of a Millennium Falcon would be literally Mach 100!

Instrumentsrion in outer space wouldn't include North South East West or a horizon line. What it would have is the planet the ship last took off from and presumably will return to, the instrumentation would show whether that planet is to the left, right, up or down relative to the position of the pilot or is in front of or behind the pilot and small oscillating fluctuating digits would indicate how far the planet is. 

In space in a dogfight, a ship can easily be half a million to a million miles from the home planet. That's scary because if the home planet is the size of Earth, earth is about 50,000 miles wide. So to be a million miles away from the home planet in an outer space dogfight would be mildly traumatizing. 

I wouldn't doubt if George Lucas or Disney or whatever were to steal a page from the playbook of Simple Planes VR and do a Star Wars pilot VR app. Imagine piloting an X wing fighter or a Y wing fighter or a tie fighter even DV's tie fighter or the Millennium Falcon through the death star trench run. Fire the proton torpedoes into the hole. Fire in the hole. 

Do a level where one can pod race with a choice of a few different planets. Pod race through the swampworld of Sullust or Aquilie or Dagobah. Use your imagination. 

Pilot a speeder bike through the forest of Endor. Don't crash into a tree. 

Pilot Jabba the Hutts desert skiff racing at Mach 2 through the desert plains of Tatooine. See Bantha elephants in the distance. Wave to them. VR would register a hand waving. 

I don't see them charging more than $25 for such a VR app. 

The X-wing fighter and the Y-wing fighter and the tie fighter would use a military style rudder stick with the one throttle stick on the left. 

The millennium falcon would use a yoke formation with multiple throttle sticks on the right. The machine guns on the millennium falcon use a WW2 style rudder stick formation for the machine guns. 

What is trim? 

Dawn of Jets uses engine switch, speed brake, flaps, rudder stick and landing gear. 

Simple Planes if you would call it that uses in addition, trim. 

Ultra wings uses check oil flow, magneto, check fuel flow, ignition on, throttle stick, flaps. 

What is trim on airplanes? 

VTOL is vertical take off and lift. Helicopters and some military jets have that. They can take off vertically like a UFO. Some planes on Simple Planes VR have VTOL settings. And trim setting. 

Trim is a shortcut to stabilize the plane without the pilot doing a lot of steering motions to correct the trajectory. Straighten up and fly right. Try to as least as possible fly the plane at crazy angles. To be a professional pilot one must have the tendency to always fly a plane exactly level or as much as possible when doing turns. Flying, doing sharp turns with the wings at 90 degrees vertical is fun if you're flying alone in a military jet. Do that in a plane with passengers even once and they'd never hire you again. 

Message received. 

I was downstairs in the lobby after having taken down the garbage and I saw out the front door an electric scooter chained next to a ten speed. 

The electric scooter represents the rudder stick on one type of airplane. The ten speed represents the yoke steering wheel of the other type of airplane. I'm keeping score! 

I recently flew quite a few different types of planes in VR on Simple Planes VR with different speeds, handling, center of gravity etc and different steering apparatuses, the stick and the yoke. 

Today, I saw the Canadian Snowbirds. The jets were magnificent. Shiny. The engines were loud. 

Those are real jets. 

After flying jets in VR seeing real jets is special. The Snowbirds fly in a very tight formation. Those jets flew low and close to buildings. Spectacular. 

I estimate the speed at about 450 mph although they can go faster. 

The CT-114 is a trainer plane and is not equipped with a payload. 

Those planes have two pilots sitting side by side rather than forward back and uses a stick and not a yoke for steering. 

To say that was awesome is an understement. 

I wonder if any of those pilots survived dogfights overseas. 

Ozzy Ozbourne died. What a roast. He was a legend. He died of natural causes. 

Black Sabbath and crazy train. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2025 

After he went through his intense suffering, the prophet Job asked God, "Why?" 

God replied with the word, "Who."* 

It isn't that things are happening to you, but that things are happening for you. 

Who means what is it in your personality that you would interpret it so harsh, because for some other people, this wouldn't even register yet for you this is such an issue. And then what lessons is this problem making you learn? What errors in your current line of thinking is this problem pointing out? 

The Bible always mentions the day of suffering in the plural but the days of joy in the plural.**

John 16:20 You will experience grief, but your grief will turn to joy. 

Sources:

* Out Daily Bread 

** Pastor Joseph Prince 

To get worried about memes that are completely wrapped up in the physics of this dimension. Sigh, how tawdry. 

Jesus said to be in the World but not of it. 

Although life does offer a lot of funky things, I can't wait to get to the afterlife. The physics are a lot better in the afterlife. That's when life really begins. In the afterlife, the linear time dynamic dissolves into a time dynamic involving time travel and simultaneous multilocation, time dilation and time speed ups. No illness, no having the worry of physical death hanging over my head anymore. 

Those in the afterlife see even the sufferings in life as a sentimental and valuable thing. They would urge anyone to go on with the schoolroom and the adventure playground of life. 

Thursday, July 24, 2025 

Today is a Amelia Earhart day. 

Psychic Nicola Furlong said that she disappeared when her plane crashed on an island. She was held captive as a POW by the Japanese who suspected her of being a spy and executed her. Really. Who knows? Your guess is as good as Nicola Furlong's. 

What can you say, pioneering days of aviation, vast Pacific Ocean, thousands of deserted islands. 

This is the pioneering days of VR aviation. 

I bought two movies on YouTube on sale for $5 each. 

Die Hard - This movie, if you haven't seen it will leave you breathless. High octane. Action. 

Bruce Willis is Detective McClane at the Nakatomi Towers in Las Angeles in 1988 when a group of German terrorists takes over a building demanding money to fund their cause. 

Detective McClane wins because the Police always win and all the terrorists are taken down one after another. 

Cybil Shephard was pregnant and went on 11 months leave otherwise Bruce Willis would have refused to be in Die Hard because of his commitment to the Moonlighting television series. 

Big Trouble In Little China - the soundtrack is very comforting. It is a good movie to play on Sunday while playing a video game on the tablet or as background noise while playing golf or piloting a plane in VR. I'm Chinese so middle class suburban Chinese homes and businesses have a certain vibe for me that feels like home and heaven. I get this whenever I visit a Chinese restaurant in Sidney. Vibes. 

The movie has some dour Asian faces. Some scenes are bewildering and offsetting such as the funeral scene.

Other than that, there is a neon spectacular final fight. 

Kim Cattrall of Police Academy is in the movie. 

I'm not sure what the movie is about. The plotline? Chinese society has good forces and bad forces. Not so much bad but using evil as a roundabout way to bring about good. That's Chinese cosmology. For example, illegal gambling casinos need edgy staff to deal with edgy customers. These casinos often donate money to charities such as the Shriners Hall. 

Jack Burton joined his friend to go to Chinatown to help during this episode in fictional Chinatown history. 

I wonder if I f*cked up again and splurged money I should be saving towards my dream getaway in Vancouver which would include two nights at a five star hotel. I'm thinking along the lines of the Pan Pacific Hotel. 

The other five star hotel I just thought of is the Fairmont Hotel Vancouver. 

I wish I could stay at the original Hotel Vancouver which is now the Pacific Centre Mall. When I get to the afterlife, I will make a trip there and stay there for awhile. There are two ways to stay there in the afterlife. 

One, stay at a perfect PMH Atwater Master Vibration replica version so perfect that the one on Earth was the replica version and stay with a new cast of characters living out new scenes. Or visit the actual historic Hotel Vancouver time traveling in real time as spirits in the afterlife can do using the objective time dynamic of real time, time travel. 

Seeing the original historic Hotel Vancouver would be edgy as it would be based on the ohysics of this dimension. Lots of anger, confusion, fear, greed, power trips, and all that good stuff. Just what one would expect. 

I'd rather stay at the heavenly replica version. I could pop in to the actual historical version. Just brief quick teleportation stays of not more than ten seconds just to have a glimpse at the architecture and the hallways and rooms and lounges. Hotel Overlook of The Shining or what? For me, the original Hotel Vancouver was intensely iconic. I mean just look at it. That architectural design is ethereal and mesmerizing. 

$5 for a YouTube movie. Tips alone at a restaurant for a $30 meal including a soft drink such as root beer would be the good part of $5 or even more. So that's not like I spent the money on something completely useless. I'm a man of the theatre. So are millions of others. Money spent on the fine art of cinema presented in virtual IMAX scale display is worth it. Not just any movies. Curated spectacular movies. 

One more thing. I saw Postcards From Earth at the Sphere in Las Vegas in 360 VR and the opening scene made everybody in the theatre gasp. I was amazed too. It was some elephants but the cinematography and the scale was overwhelming in a good way. 

The Sphere in Las Vegas is like IMAX on steroids. 

Well, wtf, today I got gourmet shiu mai dim sum with black truffle for $14 and that's more than the two YT movies plus I paid tax with that as well. So I have a good dinner for myself tonight. I'll give it a shot! 

Friday, July 25, 2025 

Today, I got a follower request from someone name Mavis. I seen this person under a few aliases. One was a lottery. This one had the name goofystingray which seemed offsetting. I blocked that person. Never mind Facebook and Google, this dimension is a broken platform. 

Google will suppress followers trying to follow you not deliberately but the entire platform is weighed down. Twitter fail whale style. I have thumbnails on my perwonwl video reviews playlist that never change. It's supposed to change every time I save a new video. 

Whereas Facebook will try to cram all kinds of followers down your throat even dodgy scammy bots. 

Why? 

Google can afford not to care. Google makes money off ads they paste on videos even on my videos without my permission or else they make money off of subscriptions and that's just on YouTube. On Blogger, they can publish your work in book form to private collectors without paying the blogger themself a dime. It's a grim set up. It's a rip off scene. 

"The music industry is a long narrow hallway full of pimps and thieves." Hunter S Thompson 

Google is a long narrow hallway... 

I wish I could quit life but God for some reason doesn't give me that option. 

Wheras Facebook gets its money from interactions because a lot of people have apps or groups that have some kind of a paywall and they want you to join and Facebook of course gets a cut of that paywall. Be a patreon member on their podcast or group app. Whatever. Mavis has shown up a few times. That name. It's some kind of weird dodgy scammy thing and if you get something like that, you think it's only happening to you but it's a system wide thing. 

I'm thinking that Mavis is either East Indian scammers or else the old Chinese landlord from Vancouver. Stalker types. Stalkers eventually have some kind of personal health problem they have to worry about. 

If you are thinking that any certain person is thinking of you right now, chances are, they are thinking of someone whom you haven't met. If that person thinks that you are thinking of them right now, chances are, you are thinking of someone that they haven't met. 

There is an old saying, If they're talking about you, that means that they are leaving somebody else alone. 

Follower request scare me. 

Google said that accepted follower requests enable people to see what apps you've been using and this includes malicious intent like stalking. This dimension is sh*t. I don't think I've ever sent anyone a follow request. But a few people send me a floow request. That's life. Generate a certain kind of energy and get another kind of energy in return. Social media is like moving into an apartment. Whether it's low class, middle class, upper class, it's always insufferable neighbours. It's best to live in a stone cottage all to myself in the country. That's the ideal dream. No neighbours. The place to myself. 

Facebook has been known to have lots of follower requests from strangers. Lots. All kinds. Bots, scammers. It's a system wide thing. 

I used to wonder if people in the afterlife had access to the internet. Why would they want to have access to such a contemptible insufferable social cesspool wrapped up in the physics of this dimension aka social media on the internet. 

However, there are stats on the internet. They are fearless. Look at their profile. They have over a million followers. Now some of those followers have to be people with repeating names, scammers, bits, old nemesis from high school, whatever, do they care? They don't even stop to speculate. They never overthink it. Yet the pull of over a million followers is true because they really are a Internet star. Often those with a few million followers are able to make good money on the internet. 

Most people don't have what it takes to be a star. New followers scare them. New followers don't scare the stars of the internet. 

In the old days you had to be famous before you could meet a lot of people. 

These days, you have to meet a lot of people before you could be famous. 

I got Moto X on VR and it really is the best motorcycle VR app that I have. Thousands of 5 star reviews. User friendly. No motion sickness. I got the hang of drift turning. 

It cost about $10. 

Moto is an interesting relaxing change of pace from flying airplane all the time. 

There is a free ride segment and different cities and towns and race tracks too. 

There is an immediate paywall. The free motorcycle that is issued goes 75 mph. To go over the ramps and successfully get to the other side on the Las Vegas arena Evel Knievel track, you need a morotcycle that can do 125 mph minimum. And that costs. The next motorcycle up costs 2,000 coins. A player is given 50 coins when first installing the game and 50 coins each day so it will be awhile to get 2,000 coins let alone the whatever it costs to get the Evel Knievel performance level motorcycle. What did he ride in real life? An American or a Japanese motorcycle? What about a German motorcycle, a BMW motorcycle? 

The plan is, sometime next year, I should have enough coins to get a few. I wonder if a person has to log on every day. That's doable. Just log on for a few seconds every day. 

I got an attack of motion sickness from the motorcycle VR app. 

The Witch from Robert Eggers is a cinematic masterpiece and must be experienced in high definition in IMAX. 

Eggers other movie Nosferatu is very dark. It was in sale one time and I passed it up. If it's on sale again, perhaps. 

The vampire in this rendition is different. He looks like an East European corpusculent mustache man with the Electric Company, company's coming mustache. He looks kinda like a moral degenerate whose lost his moral compass which he has. The prosthetic make up did its job in portraying the main antagonist of the movie as a vile, vulgar, lurid, prurient, salacious morally decrepit, decadent and spiritually dessicated old curmudgeon. A very prurient ominous sinister looking figure which looks nothing like Bill Skarsgard just like the old man mask that the Asian wore to get on a plane to sneak to Canada looks nothing like the Asian man. Only the eyes look like Bill Skarsgard I guess because you can't change the shape of the eyes with prosthetic make up, even a ton of it which they used. 

The movie costs $27.99 with tax and that price is too steep for me. I wish I was rich. Then I could afford to get it. I'm waiting until next month. If it's on sale, I'll get it. There are some of the most beautiful scenes that I have seen in any movie. Robert Eggers only made four movies? Kind of like Bruce Lee. But unlike a rice Lee, Robert Eggers did four movies, The Witch, The Lighthouse, The Northman and Nosferatu. 

He is a visionary genius like Guillermo del Toro, Wes Anderson, Tim Burton, Terence Malik. Their movies are incredible. Scorsese and Spielberg are great directors too. 

The gods of finances can forgive my decision to get the Robert Eggers movie The Witch. 

I am deferring payment until next month so this isn't even a this month's purchase. Est now, pay later, actually, eat now and forever and pay later. 

I first seen The Witch as a blu ray disc at the local Central Library. Some of the most nostalgic memories are tied with a set of events, the nostalgic actual Victorian era brick buildings of downtown, the Church and the stained glass windows and visits to the library which had the most nostalgic and beautiful movies. 

I borrowed that Blu Ray because the cover looked so intriguing so very stylish like the cover of a book found at a rich bourgeois bookstore in the rich upper West Side. 

I watched the movie and it was beautiful but I must admit I don't remember how it ended. I really don't. I actually don't remember how it began and I don't remember the middle of it as well. Oh well, zero out of three ain't bad. 

From what I gather it's the story of a man and his family who break away from the Church. Anytime someone tells you to go back to the Church just say, "Chances are, you are a Church that broke away from another Church. If you are Presbyterian, you broke away from the C of E. If you are Protestant, you broke away from the Catholics. I am breaking awy from going to Church and not even to found a new Church because something like that would be beyond me. I just want to be alone with my hobbies being VR, the world of cinema, piloting airplane in VR and riding the electric skateboard." 

So the father brings the family somewhere, I'd say the woods but in 1760s USA when the movie was set, all of their civilization and infrastructure everywhere was the woods. Somewhere, and then the baby gets abducted. A witch abducted the baby. She was grinding up in a mortar and pestle something that looked like blood and it was bubbling slightly. Hopefully she didn't mortar and pestle that baby otherwise that's Satanic on a level that is completely disturbing. That's Robert Egger's vision. Eggers said that The Witch was a movie in which he was disappointed in the result because he had something else in mind and he wasn't able to get on screen the vision he had in his mind. Well. It looked pretty good to me. Most people gave it 11 stars out of 10. 

Anya Joy Taylor is really young in this movie, about 18. This was before she did The Queen's Gambit which I saw in its entirety even though my chess skills are let's say virtually no existent. 

Those with chess talent play chess in their mind often. Their mind involuntarily drifts into chess formation whenever and at any given time. They often think quite a few moves ahead, the really good ones. Magnus Carlsen. Chess champion of the world. 

The Lighthouse, Eggers other movie on YouTube is without subtitles. Therefore not worth the money. 

Nosferatu is a whopping $25 plus tax. I'll wait to see it on sale. Again. One time it was on sale for $12. I didn't get it because I thiught it was evil and a bad omen. Seeing the movie for free on mid definition, not low def and not high def, the Bill Skarsgard vampire looked too much of a moral degenerate and also, the ending is upsetting. The lady whom throughout the movie you want to see triumph against the vampire, she offers herself as a sacrifice to the vampire to save her family. Well, that's depressing so it's not worth $25 plus tax. If she won and triumphed it might be worth the $25 plus tax, that is might be. 

Seeing this vampire movie will not cheer a person up in any way shape of form. It will just weird them out. 

Seeing the Witch in crisp spackling high definition in IMAX will be a treat. Sometimes the forces of life troll me. But these moments are few and far in between. More often life gives me an overwhelmingly spectacular panoply of cinematic masterpieces made by people way more talented in film making and film production than I am, than my cartoons could ever show. 

The Northman. That movie is beautiful. I have it. A king and his wife have a son. This king has a brother. The kings wife and the kings brother are secretly lovers. The wife arranges to have the king killed. The son seeks to avenge his father. The kings brother and wife flew to Iceland having failed to set up a kingdom losing in a war to another local podunk king. The son finds his uncle in Iceland. He is given a choice foretold in a vision, family or vengeance. Stay with his pregnant wife and flee to the mainland of Europe or stay in Iceland, kill his uncle but also be killed in the process. He chooses the latter. I wonder if it's actually a Scandinavian legend because then you don't have to read the novel. 

It's worth the money. I paid full price. 

I have 3 out of 4 of Robert Eggers movies. 

Nosferatu I couldn't get because it's too disturbing and also too expensive. $28, basically. If it's on sale again, I'll get it. For sure. It's quite a beautiful movie, actually some scenes are literally unforgettable. 

Imagine if he directed a Star Wars movie. 

Saturday, July 26, 2025 

The Lucy Liu pirate app. I gave up. There is no, that is, no getting past the swinging sacks. Walk across a beam or a plank while dodging a few suspended heavy sacks swinging at a direction perpendicular to the beam being walked across. Good luck with that. It's like trying to decipher an acrostic made up of Chinese characters. I've given up and haven't returned. Up to the, it was an opulent wondrous ornate Chinese wonderland and if it had a smell, it would have the heavenly smell of Chinese restaurants of jasmine tea, jasmine rice, and gently and fragrant braised meats. 

I paid about $30 for the app and it's worth it. Like the movie The Northman, this app is based on an actual local legend. There are supernatural aspects in this story. 

Even thinking of the movie The Polar Express and the world at the North Pole and the hallway and the room where the record players were is a nostalgic feeling. 

The move The Christmas Carol stars Guy Pierce as yet another picaresque decadent scuzzy delinquent fiendish old charscter. The movie has some very upsetting extraneous additions not in the original story. 

The wife of Jacob Marley is Black in this edition. That wasn't in the original story but when you saw the family together, you saw that the Black lady is a very intensely classy lady, one who you could trust absolutely. 

This may be the best A Christmas Carol movie yet. The scenes are spectacular and out of this world. This was a television series that needs to be seen in IMAX. The spectacular scenes anyways. The movie is available in high definition for free on YouTube. 

I wonder if VR apps can help a person become a real pilot. Or not? 

There are a few free movie websites. I found one and am able to watch Nosferatu in IMAX using Big Screen VR user screen, Arc Max which is a VR knock off IMAX. 

The image is in shockingly high definition. I'm chuffed. I don't have to pay $28 to see it in big screen high definition, IMAX. 

Robert Eggers is a genius. What is his next movie and when? 

Today when I was working at the courthouse, an old couple of meth heads walked around me while I was cleaning the storm drain. They walked around me, one on either side. Why didn't they walk together around me? 

Then the prurient old guy looks into my bag which I had two water bottles for spraying the flowers. One water bottle is the good water. The other is and empty Windex bottle which I use the sprayer. The Windex bottle has been well cleaned. I move the sprayer to the good bottle of water to spray the flowers. 

Deuce Bigalow would give the fish on his fish Tank Fiji brand pure mineral water while he drank tap water. I would give Aquafina water to "the new babies" while I drink tap water. 

He drops something. It was an Apple Airtag. Either it was just there under my bag as someone left it there or else it was his. He asks me, "What is this? Apple airtag?" as he hands it to me. I said, "I don't know. Is it yours?" 

He said. "Yeah, I found it yesterday.". It could have been a lie. He could have found it right then and there. 

An Apple Airtag costs $29 plus tax. If you pair it with an iPhone with just one click, the iPhone will help you locate whatever you stuck the air tag to. 

Then I was working somewhere else and the lady asked me if she could borrow my broom. She said she worked there and wanted to sweep the wall area. I said that I would do it. I did see her working there. Why couldn't she use a broom from there? Why use my broom? Restless ignorant troublemaker. 

I imagine that her plan was to borrow the broom, say it broke, apologize for five minutes and then take the broom to a pawn store spending half an hour trying to convince them why they need an extra broom whereupon they would give her $2 for the broom which she would generate to a $2 meth hit. I question that wisdom only because a $2 hit wouldn't do it for the hardened meth head. They'd need at least a $5 hit to achieve a certain chemically induced critical mass. 

Then I saw the old guy going through the bag again. I said, "That's mine. I use it to water plants."  He said,  "I didn't know that."

Thsts the forces of life st its trolling best. While I'm giving diligence I get delinquency in return in the form of two decrepit old white trash ignorant restless spirits. Meth heads to the bone. After my things. The broom, the bag. The way they walked around me like they surrounded me. And lying or not about the airtag. If they hadn't shown up, I would have had the Airtag as I didn't notice it before. 

That Airtag was, if it was dropped at the courthouse could belong to a lawyer or a judge who could trace it so if that guy kept it, ha ha ha. 

Life insists on sending me delinquents. 

I swept at the Police station a couple of days ago. The Police play a game of surround or go. Follow one Police friend on Twitter and a few of the follow you. Clean at the Police station and they send a couple of old out of shape meth head hardly the usual candidates for undercover cops who first walk surround me or else around me and then go through my bag with an amoty Windex bottle and a bottle of good water. 

I'm thinking that tweaked out decrepit drug addled meth head probably wanted to check out and steal whatever was valuable. I mean, he already went through the same bag not five minutes ago and then again lied on the spot. He was just some scuzzy sleazy thief just seeing what he could steal. He comes from a sleazy generation of compulsive liars. The 50s was a very different time. My father was a compulise liar. Very mendacious. I haven't talked to him for over 20 years. Toxic and won't be missed. 

This town is full of delinquents. People are generally a lot more orderly in Asia and not so full of bonkers delinquent garbage denizens of drug addled dissolution and moral degeneracy as in the West. 

The thing to do is to do what Jesus commanded to do which is to think well of them and to send them a thought of prayer that life will always go well for them. To wish them the very best, always. 

Sunday, July 27, 2025 

I'm thinking of visiting Sidney BC because I'm an aviator. Yeah, sure. I'm as much an aviator as Herbessa the black Abyssinian Guinea pig  was my daughter. 

There are so many free movie websites with new movies. On the ones I knew about, the movie had to be clicked on a few times. The first few times were false starts which opened a new tab with some unwanted ad. Click off the ad. Then on one of the clicks, the movie would start. 

Regularly I would see these movies on a browser screen which was only so large. 

For movie sites like Tubi which doesn't do the open other windows to see a movie, I run it on Big Screen VR on the Arc Max screen for the IMAX experience. 

Free movie sites that open other windows with ads before you can see the movie won't work at all on Big Screen VR because it won't open other tabs. Just one tab at a time. 

And Tubi only has old movies and a limited selection. 

Then I found at least one free movie site with new movies and unlimited selection that plays in sparkling HD that will work without opening other tabs with ads as a precursor to watching a movie. This will save me money. Therefore I won't have to get movies on YouTube anymore which was pricey. That's life. 

One thing, one of the free movie sites I am talking about doesn't provide subtitles but it does have high def. There is another free movie site, Internet Archive, which has subtitles but isn't in quite as high a definition as the other free movie site but with no subtitles. 

When you pay to see a movie in the theatre, are there subtitles? So who cares? 

Fears of the future include where will I move to? What about all my things? My health, all my upper teeth to be extracted all in one day. 

Fears of the future plus, I had a massive panic attack when I realized that going forward, I could not go on with or without Heather. With her, be her caregiver for the next five, ten, twenty years and get massive caregiver burnout. Massive. 

Or she dies and I simply can't make it without her. She had the most excellent advice. 

That has become a Variable in my life with a capital V. 

The movie Here starring Tom Hanks and Robin Wright takes awhile to get used to. They are 30 second to 3 minute snapshots of different points in time of a room in a house sometimes time jumping. 

Some scenes are Satanic like the funeral in the living room which was a Satanic visage for sure. 

Then the mind paints pictures. The movie is 103 minutes long which means one hour and 43 minutes and I'm at the 53 minute mark or threeabouts. I've decided to take a break so I'm writing this during intermission. Length of time, TBD. To be determined. 

The mind paints pictures. I thought the lady who collapsed was the cheerleader daughter. And I thought she died. 

It turns out it was the mother who collapsed but she's still alive, kinda. She's in a wheelchair after having suffered a stroke. Again, another Satanic visage. I'm glad I didn't purchase the movie. 

The movie is basically a trip to the museum if you use your mind to blot out the characters. It's a bittersweet look at life through a few generations and the message is to treasure the people you are with and the way they look now because these are quick snapshots throughout time. 

Another movie I'm glad I don't have to purchase because my bank account, actually the words my and bank account are almost an oxymoron at this point, well certainly compared to Elon Musk. Just about everyone's bank account is. Some live on credit cards. 

The new apps which haven't announced their release date are, 

The Star Wars tabletop mixed reality Experience. 

Deadpool on VR. I'm guessing this could cost up to $70. 

Aliens Rogue Incursion. Costs about $60 or more with all the DLCs. In this app, get this, the player is placed as the character of a Black lady. Sure, if that's a priority for you. If you can get past that, the opening scene shown on a YouTube video is absolutely gob smackingly mind blowing. The ship is speeding down towards a planet with visuals as mind blowing as the ship entering the planet scenes in the movie Prometheus and Alien Covenant. It's just as good if not better than the ship entering Mustafa scene in Vader Immortal episode 1 which I have and every time I play it, we'll, it just is so incredible etc etc etc. 

I couldn't afford Alien Rogue Incursion due to lack of being wealthy. 

Also Batman Arkham Shadow. One review said it was a glorified VR boxing game and even then. That out me off getting it ever. And a lot of it seems to be just teleporting from point A to point B, wash rinse repeat and taking part in pointless conversations which are usually skipped by vigorously pressing the A or B button. So between endless teleporting between pointless random points, taking part in pointless dialogues and then participating in some slightly watered down VR boxing match. Well if that's your thing. Batman Arkham Shadow costs $80. Again, another pricey plunge into VR land. What were the chances of that? Same bat time, same bat channel. Uh, at $80? No bat thanks. I couldn't batford it. 

If I ever get my Vancouver luxury getaway including tow nights at the Pan Pacific and or the Fairmont Hotel Vancouver, and I bring my VR goggles, that would kind of cancel out the entire point of staying in a five star hotel room. Take in the visuals and the vibes of the place fully. If I'm going to be wearing VR goggles for the duration of the stay, I might as well stay at a hostel and arrange for a private room? Private rooms in hostels are quite cheap, well compared to the Pan Pacific and these private rooms in hostels are usually quite huge with enough room to play those VR games where you can freely walk around in a room or play VR gold with a VR golf club and not worry about smashing into anything with the golf club. 

How about the person who goes on a vacation to some place overseas across an ocean, and then to only stay in their room for 22 hours a day playing computer games on a regular tablet and also on VR goggles? That would be insane. If you're going to do that, why go on vacation at all unless you can get more out of those two hours a day walking about than the average tourist can. 

For example, one tourist can say, "I saw a lot of nice old buildings.  And a few nice flowers." 

Another tourist can say,  "I saw some nuildings that Christopher Wren designed. I saw some Doric and some Corinthian columns. I saw some hydrangeas and rhododendrons at the garden. They were unmistakable."

I'm actually worried about the future. One day, something will take the worry away. A few miraculous words have the power to change a life. 

A few letters a few otherwise ordinary words arranged in the right way and magically, these words mathematically decode how linear time is an illusion and all things are happening simultaneously. I got into that, as you know. Not getting into that again. 

So hopefully I get words that are just as pivotal to take away my worry and fear of the future. Words that are next level. 

David Icke met a shaman when he was young who told him that he would impart words to the world that will "take the fear away" from people. The words David Icke imparted had to do with how a person is really smarter and stronger than they think they are and then words about the lizard people. We're all lizard people as everyone has a mammalian and a reptilian complex as part of their central nervous system. 

76% of human DNA is shared with insects. That's interesting because insects have six brain centers called psychomotor gsnglia. There is the abdominal which controls digewtion, the thoraxical which controls swallowing, etc etc. Humans have that too. That's why a person can do one thing with one hand while doing another thing with another like cranking a reel with one hand and raising a fishing rod with the other which are each completely different motions and meanwhile the mind is half thinking of something else. 

I saw a video and in the middle of the video, words flashed on the screen, YOU WILL BE OKAY. Those were the words. 

Tuesday, July 29, 2025 

Pirates of Nassau VR is from the same developers as World War Airplane VR. 

World War Airplane, Dawn of Jets, Ultra wings 2 and Simple Planes VR is about aviation and Sidney BC is an aviation town. 

Pirates of Nassau is a learning curve but the game grows on you with each passing minute. It has the nostalgia of the Maritime museum. 

There is a pirate ship in Crimen VR. It looked really good being at the steering wheel of the pirate ship that otherwise ran aground. 

Victoria BC is a sea town. Lots of ships, Maritime Museum. There used to be a steamship direct to Vancouver. There has been a few ships like that over the years that have come and gone. BC Ferries, $20 for passenger. Ship direct from Victoria Harbour to Vancouver, about $200. Pricey or what? 

I think I screwed it up and will have to start over again. I used up resourcing repairing the ship when they could have gone to building a tavern. Start again? Or look for more supplies? 

I thought that during the tavern segment, there would be an opportunity to visit a tavern. Wrong. The tavern is just listed on a 2D piece of paper. 

I haven't seen much, but I've onky scratched the tip of the iceberg so far. This game promises to have additional features and I'll get them since I've been grandfather caused in getting this game while it's in early access phase. Some apps will let you play while it's being developed. Of course not all developers follow through on their promise to further develop the app. Tons of app are like that. 

This game was apparently ported from a 2D Android App with slight tweaks. 

I thought it would be more but I'm just getting started. I'm expecting more ships with different looks which take one deeper into the 18th Century old English pirate nostalgia. 

The towns light up at night and look magical. These towns can't vmbe visited bu can be seen from a distance on board the ship. There are only two areas. Ship deck, and one room below deck. That room reminds me of the explorer ship exhibit at the Royal BC Museum, the captains room with all the windows. 

It was a $19 plunge to the Maritime museum. 

British Columbia, By Land, Sea, and Air

Land - North Saanich

Sea - Victoria

Air - Sidney

The torpor of the mind has persisted to the point where I still as yet haven't gone to see the F-86 Sabre in Sidney BC since I've gotten Dawn of Jets VR and in that app, got to fly the F-86 in VR. 

A few days ago, the California yellow poppies I planted at the courthouse finally actually flowered. I planted the flowers in tow flowerpots. It was always a mathematical possibility, probability and statistics that the flowers in one flowerpot would do better than the other. The other pot didn't have any of them flower yet at all, not even any flower buds which has left me somewhat crestfallen and rsther non-plussed. That's the nature of botanical gardening. It's not like I'm an expert. 

The movie Here reminds me of myself. I have lived in this room for over 14 years which is a record. 

The movie talks about generations of people moving in and out of the house. A few people died and even died in that house. 

In my hotel, the landlord said a few people died in a few of these rooms over the years. Most of the residents who died actually were at the hospital when they died rather than in this hotel. But that did happens few times. 

In every hotel, what, over the decades certainly, there would be tim s when even a body is wheeled out on a gurney, covered in a blanket. What a ghastly sight. Especially to pedestrians on the street walking past the hotel at the time. I would imagine that they would be shocked. 

I don't know if I'm going to be staying in this room for life. That's why I fear the future. If there are any magic words that will take away my fear of the future forever. 

Jesus said, "Martha, Martha, you are worrelied about a great many things."

Jesus said not to worry about food. I get panic attacks thinking if ai run out of money then I'll die of starvation. Jesus said, Don't worry about that. 

If Jesus's words won't do it, I don't know what will. 

The Bible said to meditate on the Lord all day and all night.

Not the might of man, but the might of God is the greater power. But still fear man. Jesus said to render unto Caesar that which is Caesar's and render unto God that which is God's. That means to respect the authority of man but also to respect the authority of the government. All problems wither under the glare of good government. 

One person had a worry about the internet. SOPA or PIPA and this person wrote a letter to their Congressman about how they worried about the internet. As it turned out, nothing happened. There were a few superficial cosmetic changes to a few websites but otherwise nothing happened to the internet. 

Aviation day includes, 

- see the F86 Sabre on Fourth Street in Sidney. 

- go to the Dakota Cafe, 

- go and visit the BC Aviation Museum 

- get a souvenir from the museum, World War 1, World War 2, the cold war era jets, the modern jet age. 

- go to the Victoria International airport YYJ, and have something from the cafe and sit at the public waiting lounge area. 

I have done all of that, but not all on the same day. On different days.