Friday, October 2, 2020

Covid-tober 2020

 

The worst News possible. US President Donald Trump of the GOP and First Lady Melania Trump test positive for COVID-19.
Hopefully the hydroxychloroquine that the President has been taking helps him.
This is just bad timing. During an election too! Wtf!
PM Justin Trudeau and British PM Boris Johnson also tested positive for the coronavirus. As well, Brazilian President Jair Bolsonaro at one point tested positive for the novel  coronavirus.
But it wasn't during an election!
Trump needs to be out there on the hustings, whistlestopping, glad-handing, well maybe not glad-handing, at any rate elbow bumping one and all across the land during an election.
Lots of people recovered from the hospital from Covid-19. A 93 year old woman in Thailand was released from a hospital, recovered from coronavirus.
Let's all hope that the US President and the First Lady pull through this.
US President Donald Trump, number 45, can still address potential voters virtually like a televised pod cast. He could urge voters to vote for him so he could afterwards boast, "Even while in quarantine, despite being indisposed and while under the duress of the ghastly wretched disease of a global pandemic, I was still able to win an election!"
To tell you the truth, I'm somewhat scared that Donald Trump might die. The Art of the Deal becomes the art of survival. If Trump dies of coronavirus, that would be Satanic, awful.
The medical industry is able to do the most amazing things. House MD was able to cure someone of N. Fowleri, a disease that is 99.999 percent fatal. *Source: quora
While coronavirus has a fatality rate of "just" or "only" 3%.
My immediate advice to the President: Always have a bronchial dilator on hand at arm's reach at all times.
Trump in all likelihood will not die from coronavirus. To say that he has the best doctors in the World, better than House MD, looking after him would be an understatement.
Even though President Donald Trump is 74 years old, has diabetes, is overweight, has heart problems, basically everything that anyone with coronavirus has died from, he still has a 99.999 percent of surviving.
He has mild symptoms and it is better to have a mild form of a severe disease than a severe form of a mild disease.
Edgar Allen Poe. The Masque of Red Death
24 hours after the initial disclosure on the News about the US President's health, it seems that he is alert, not needing artificial respirators, and sitting upright and talking normally.
That is very good News. The very most worst form of coronavirus manifests as the pneumocystic form of the bubonic plague. A person is typically dead in 14 hours from initial diagnosis to flatline. This is far from that. Far from it. This looks very good and soon he would be in the convalescent phase.
President Donald Trump - suddenly has a global pandemic disease during the time of an election.
Premier John Horgan - suddenly has an election during the time of global pandemic disease.
United States - a pandemic during an election.
British Columbia - an election during a pandemic.
Donald Trump got coronavirus at the SCOTUS swearing in ceremony for Amy Coney Barrett. Ruth Bader Ginsburg's death set off a chain of events where Donald Trumpngit coronavirus at this juncture in time. But it would be absolutely wrong to say that Ruth Bader Ginsburg indirectly gave Donald Trump Covid-19. Correlation not causation.
"I couldn't acquire the target. My shot was compromised." Mark Strong. The Brothers Grimsby  That was the movie where Trump got some disease or other.

Joe Scott of YouTube on his 5 Worst Cults video said that in the South Pacific, there is a cult who worships an American soldier named John Frum, is John From America, believing that he would return and shower them with unimaginable riches. I don't know about John Frum. Could they be referring to President Don Trum?


Since we're on the topic of tropical islands and it is near Halloween, I might as well tell a story that I heard from not so much denier as historical accuracy revisionist David Cole told. This story is shocking so be warned. David Cole said YouTube banned one of his videos in a place where YouTube should ban their videos from him! The place is an at one time intensely cannibalistic island called Tofuna. One day they were starved and went to a small village in another island called Alofo and killed and ate everyone in the course of just one day. Harbillary batteries. This happened about a hundred years ago. Today it is a modern place with a community centre and technology. Oh what the hell. Hiroshima, Tofuna, tomatoes, tomatos. There are lots of strange, different and bewildering opinions and stances on YouTube including mine. We're all entitled to an opinion.  We're all points on a curve.
But what else can I say? Single perspective history, hegemony, legally enforced artificial or not narrative, thug agenda; tow the local bullshit line.





I saw a video that scared me. It was on YouTube. Life Beyond II, The Museum of Alien Life 4K. It was a hypothesized alien creature. It was all red in color. It had very long legs, I would say 200 feet each leg. It head was massive and was high up towering above the hills that surrounded it. The creature had about 10 loose slightly undulating legs. It looked like a giant spider. Seeing that thing on YouTube scared me.



There is one coronavirus case at my old high school Van Tech where technically, I got a high school diploma but I believe it was given to me as a sympathy vote. I skipped out half the year literally, not figuratively. Since one is only legally required to go to school only until the end of grade 10, skipping out in grade 12 is less of a truancy issue.
Van Tech. From Corn Nuts to coronavirus. Spanning 40 years of high school history.


After a brief stay, President Donald Trump was released from the hospital and as it seems, is fully recovered from the coronavirus.

I think that incumbent President Donald Trump will handily win the election on Tuesday.  Because: Brand fallacy. The Trump name.
Also Trump said, "This election is a choice between a Trump super recovery or a Biden depression."
This is similar to Reagan saying during the 1980 election, "Ask yourself, are you better off now than you were four years ago?"

I wonder what my cartoons would look like run through these two goes of machines: 1. auto-compositor, automatically applies photorealistic layers and skins to surfaces, photorealistic colour match. But would have to intuitively know if the surface is metal, rock grass, fur, water, etc 
2. YouTube videos have a built in circuit that handles and activates the HDR chip that is an innate part of all HDTVs and tablets, phone etc. In my cartoons if I draw with transparent or translucent but not opaque, usually that's an indicator of a depiction of some kind of light emanation. Any presence of using the transparent application might automatically enable HDR chips. Most of not all modern animation uses HDR.

Eddie Van Halen RIP. You can't think of the 70s and early 80s without thinking of Van Halen. Eddie Van Halen for me, is in the same list as Beethoven. One of the greatest musicians in the history of the World. Eddie Van Halen was, is, a god in the world of music. Eddie Van Halen will be remembered forever. He is a music idol to a lot of people including me. My favourite Van Halen songs are Girl Gone Bad and House of Pain. House of Pain; pain in French means bread, Bethlehem in the Hebrew language means House of Bread. Bethlehem is where Jesus was born.


In my Twi'Lek Baths cartoon I drew a depiction of large pools of water the width of several hundred planets and the length of a few thousand planets that float in outer space. If life could appear on Earth via a-bio-genesis or else abiogenesis,, it could appear in those large pools of water as creatures that would take on a certain default minimalist morphology. There is a top, bottom, therefore left side and right side and front and rear. Therefore there would be a head body, front legs, back legs and a tail to act as either a flagellant or simultaneously as an oar and a rudder. And they would most likely be a sea dinosaur or a sea monster because it's more rockstar to be a sea dragon than to be just an ordinary large fish like a sunfish or a grouper.



Sperm Wars. A Jedi makes an improvised lightsaber that sprays hot lazer liquid from the tip of the fully extended lightsaber itself. There is an extended lightsaber duel and then at the right moment, the improvised lightsaber of the miscreant inventive Jedi sprays the white hot lazer spray landing on the opponent's face who then says "Oh fuck!" in the only ever swear word moment in all the Star War movies. Those were his last words before he dies, as his face melts similar to how those faces melted at the end of Raiders of the Lost Ark. You could make the spray any color but white would be the funniest. I would make a cartoon of this, but why bother. It would be a spurious, protracted, long and drawn out affair that would be physically, morally, and spiritually counterproductive. Kind of like visiting various parts of certain cities in Canada, or else those cities themselves in their entirety.
And that's when the Jedi, quick on the uptake as ever, says, "I'll bet you haven't experienced something like that since the last anal jizzathon you attended at the gay hippodrome. Of course to some people, face, ass, what's the difference?" The Jedi says  those ever enlightening and most wholesome words to his nemesis as he lies on the ground dying from a melted face. Just like how they taught him to say at the Jedi Knight school, of course.


I might as well describe my current cartoon.  What's coming down the pike. The sex scenes. 1. Patrons watch as a Twi'Lek bends over showing the exquisite 'peach slice'  between her legs. 2. Two naked Twileks bathe Mace Windu as he says, "You missed a spot." 3. A TwiLek sits in a bench and does a Hustler pink shot move, spreading her lips the other set with two fingers as a patron leans in closer to get a better look. The robotic bartender points an accusatory mechanical finger at her and yells angily, "You can't do that here!" 4. Han Solo shows up and says, "Here I  am!" More naked Twileks. 
I was wondering about the pink shot. That might be the video that gets me expelled from Hogwarts Academy. Or else kicked off YouTube. I thought about that. However, I did see a YouTube thumbnail of a Jedi that showed a lady nearly posing like that. It was the perfect pose as if saying, "The gods of YouTube know about what you are planning to do. The gods of YT also half ass know the pose you were planning to draw. Wrong or not as good as this one. This pose is better."
I am not a 'do some scenes "for the ladies"' in any of the cartoons I do. Female nudity will be fully accentuated and enhanced while anything to do with males will be done in a conservative and modest way. No enhancements whatsoever. That's because art imitates life. I always look at ladies. Any porn video I watch or image I look at especially the alone pictures always and only ever includes women. 
The twileks although naked will be different colors, red, blue, green, purple, none of them flesh colored. That is a certain type of distancing which tones it down.


If some misheard Coronavirus vaccine for Coronavirus Vaseline it would leave a lot wondering if the cure for coronavirus comes in the form of a lubricant.


One of the ships depiçted in my Twi'Lek bath movie is a ship that has a giant television strapped to the front of it. The television projects images like a reflective nebula either with a zoom lens or sometimes an outer space drone with a camera that projects images in unprecedented 200K resolution. This television screen as form and function works as many different things. It's a sail so that solar winds can propel it. It's a shield from oncoming laser blasts. But even when assaulted with lasers, the television loses none of its crisp definition. And it is a reconnaissance tool which offers a preview of the area ahead in a way that nothing else can. The reconnaissance tool is helpful for finding out if there is any hostile alien military technology on the planet they are about to visit. The ship is unofficially called Evil Edna from Willow the Wisp, which would be the actual full name of the ship. What the fuck, shared and extended universe. All Hollywood movies are in  a connected Universe.


Everytime I go to get X Brand energy drinks, I see the Police. It's like clockwork. X Brand energy drinks or else energy drinks have caused death. Someone drank energy drinks, 3 cans a day. Then died. Upon autopsy it was discovered that parts of his heart muscles were already dead long before he died. Its like someone getting a hip replacement because of some bone death in their hip.
The energy drinks can cause nighttime drops in heart rate or rather when drinking energy drinks before sleeping , the heart beats at a somewhat elevated rate. Sometime during sleep the heart rate drops back to normal but when sleeping this drop in heart rate could register as a cardiac crisis because it mimics one, but in essence isn't really. It is and it isn't a cardiac issue.
I usually get 3 cans of x Brand energy drink at a time. I'm crestfallen that marshmallow isn't available anymore. I've only had it once and even then I bought the last can in the store. Only Blue Raz, Neon Blast, and Sour Apple. Marshmallow was next level and life changing. I haven't even seen the Cotton Candy flavour in this town. Goddamned  subatomic forces, force behind forces what we get in this town instead of CC and Marshmallow is Sour Apple. Fucking backwater towns always suffer in terms of selection.
Police are good omens. One time I went to a liquor store to get a can of beer for a lady. When I left and walked in the parking lot, I saw an all White Police car. Later on, I wound up having sex with her. Xxx triple x means porn. Getting 3 cans of x Brand energy drink and seeing the Police every time could be an omen of good times to come!
I got 3 cans this morning and saw the most beautiful Police woman. If Wonder Woman is the Queen of the Amazons, this Police lady was an Amazon. Of course all Police have a Machiavellian edge to them so I didn't look too long or stare or anything like that. MMA too. If she got into a fight with a guy, she'd most likely kick his ass.
Years ago on YouTube comments, someone wrote to Red-letter media, "How come every time you bastards upload, it's midnight in Dublin? Remember the Irish!!!!!"
In the same spirit, how come every time I go get X Brand energy drinks at 7-11, I see the Police? The energy drinks cost 3 cans for $5 CAD, what a deal, so I'm always go for the threefer. I get energy drinks at least twice a week. Sometimes zero times a week.
Hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy said that beer is a muscle relaxant. Energy drinks is a muscle relaxant too.

Update: This town has marshmallow and cotton candy X Brand energy drinks and the supply is plentiful! 

Xbrand energy drink is a subsidiary of Rockstar energy drinks. Rockstar started in Las Vegas in the mid 90s. The CEO then was the son of talk show star Martin Savidge. Pepsi bought them out in 2006 for 1.8 billion just like Pepsi bought out Burger King years ago.
Now years later I'll be enjoying some Xbrand energy drink this afternoon then start the next segment of my cartoon. Drawing cartoons is the only way I can cope when the surge in 💓 rate from the energy drink catalyzes with my thoughts. Factcheck warning. The dates and monetary amounts depicted in this paragraph are probably all wrong. It's something like that.


The BC Leaders Debate talked about White privilege. I'm not White but if I was a White politician, I'd say, "I know you suffer from being referred to as visible minorities. I wouldn't blame you if you just gave up on Canada and move to a country where you're one of the majority. Do yourself a favor and do it! If you're native you don't have to move to a country where the majority is Native, it's enough that they look like you. A Native can pass as one of the majority in a lot of countries in South America, Asia, and the Middle East. If you're a visible minority, the racism is a crooked table slanted against you. You need to go to a country where the racism is slanted in your favor."
They don't talk like that because again, not thinking things through. Or else, in order to push a certain line, some degree of cognitive dissonance is necessary.
My case is a baffling one. I got major royal dreams where the British Royal family appeared. One dream was a 12 out of 10 in intensity. I even get Royal signs all the time. Open a book this morning and the words Royal Porter appears in bold print and then something about big O tires. Whatever. Anyways, I thought that the British Royal family only appears to White people in dreams. I'm baffled that they would visit me. And lots of dreams and including people who died, sometimes long dead, like died 110 years before I was born. How and why could someone who died 110 years before my birth appear to me in a dream? 
For me, I was treated very generously. "We've given you lots of money and cigars." As one movie said. If I moved to a country where I am a majority could I collect welfare, smoke legalized cannabis and stay in my room for 23 hours a day on some days which makes sense during a global pandemic? But if you're staying in your room for 23 hours a day, you might as well be a visible minority even if you're White. So in my case it's redundant.
A lot of visible minority people attained political office so it's not that bad. A visible minority is a politician, while a White person even though often described as Supreme, somewhere else is on welfare and smoking meth all the time. I ask you. Who is the better off?
Sonia Furstenau said "We're not all equal. I wish we were but we're not." I would have phrased it as, "It's not all equal. I wish it was but it's not." Then she talked about the Police, how they're all supposedly hell bent on killing minorities. I imagine that would be offsetting and full of chagrin to a lot of Police officers. For every minority that is killed, there are thousands who are not. There are stories of White people getting killed by cops.
It's a problem that solves itself. One hand washes the other. Would a visible minority not be better off dead than to live in a world where there is a tendency for them to be killed because of their race? And I'm a visible minority myself!
However when she said "We're not all equal." She didn't because too painful, but she might have been referring to the plight of being a woman and women in North America were once cat-egg-orized as minorities. There has yet been no officially elected female PM nor President of the United States. I imagine it would be an affront or an effrontery to White women in the United States that a Black man, 'someone from the Confedrate slave race' became US President before any woman became President although there were some that tried, like Geraldine Ferrera and Hillary Clinton.
It was strange for Sonia Furstenau to talk about racial inequality and White priceless when the National Leader of the Green Party is a Black lady named Annamie Paul who outranks Sonia Furstenau. Pulling rank. While Miss Furstenau is the Provincial Leader, Ms Annamie Paul is the National Leader which is more majorly.
I refuse to watch 12 Years A Slave or Antebellum. I don't like to see cruelty to Black people or any other race. As a point, I won't see them. Too disturbing.
But it's the human species we're dealing with. It's the same species that once put up signs reading, "No Irish, No Blacks, No Dogs", it's the same species that greenlighted Pee Wee's Big Top Adventure and which gave Tiny Tim's Tiptoe Through The Tulips radio air time, it's the same species that would photocopy their asses on a Xerox machine and then share it with their friends.
The presence of visible minorities and any racism is really there to offset the classism that would be there anyways. In countries where there is no racism, there is classism. In countries where there is racism, there is still classism. Classism transcends racism. 
I don't see color, I only see one color, green, the color of money = classism.
Politics being a vestigial carryover remnant from tribal based societies has a centuries or even millenniums long conditioned reflex and tendency towards classism being another way to describe a clique using often underhanded methods top feeding and leeching off the avails of society. Even today politics is an instrument of class warfare as the upper classes have politicians in their pocket and lobby them to write laws in their favor. 
Mason Verger. "His family's political connections may not be enough to buy a senator. But they are enough to rent them from time to time." Hannibal, movie
"Dr Fell might hold in his hand, his non-Italian hand, a note from Dante Alighieri himself." Hannibal. Rewritten, someone might have replied, " His non-Italian hand? You mean in his non-masturbating hand?"
Speaking of which, racism is just a smokescreen. It subterfuge and disguises the reality of upper class White people ripping off the Middle class White people. Which is more of a problem than middle class people ripping off lower class White people because the lower classes don't have all that much to rip off from to begin with.
Upper class rips off Middle class. That isn't happening? Outsourcing local light industry Jobs, bring in the Walmart phase out the smaller stores, transnational conglomerates squeezing out real estate owners and also farmers and their farms, politicians who never owned a business writing laws concerning small to medium business owners, etc  Racism is just a red herring to all this.
As if this hasn't been going on for centuries. Upper class and middle class. It's not a rip-off. It's a symbiotic relationship of mutualism. It's a system where one helps another. Middle class business owner pays property tax, business licence fee to politician who is upper class. Politician provides a network of Police and military protection, other things too, etc etc.
Answer to all this: You are 100 percent on your own!

The tent city people could benefit from a blue collar job. Light industry. In high school a lot of people dropped out to work at the sawmill like their father did, and get a ten year mortgage, today its thirty year mortgages, get married and live a successful middle class life. Light industry made from local resources and produced locally like a smelting plant next to an aluminum mine. A shake and bake operation. Why do that when upper class. Lass warfare against the middle class, get the politician to write a free trade deal where the other country purchases the product outright and light industries it there with a fraction of the wages and no trade unions going on strike every three years and sell it back to us at wholesale and retail level at a much lower price than we could if we produced it ourselves, making money on two fronts. There is no hope for the future. Why not just give up? I've thought as much. You do what you want to do. Don't do what I do which is I've pretty much given up.

That's pretty one sided. Politics isn't just about tribalism and class warfare. It's about fun times for all, party times, prosperity, laws and bills which make a difference, high minded ideals and meanwhile lots of openings of new parks, theatres, museums, nightclubs and also government rebate cheques and pandemic relief. Whenever I think of politics and politicians I mostly think of good times. Anything else is an intrusive and unwanted thought.
There is another branch to politics. Military and National Defense.
Also, there's microeconomics and macro economics. Politcians handle and facilitate issues that have to do with macroeconomics, yada yada yada

I saw a double feature yesterday. Two movies. 
The Inheritance. Great movie. Ten stars out of ten. A woman inherits $1 million while her brother inherits $20 million and the Police and fireman's charity are the recipients of a $50 million largesse. I can picture the conversation. "What's wrong." "I'm profoundly depressed." "Why?" "Well I just got a million dollars." "You're depressed?! That's bizarre. Most people would be happy. Talk about first World problems." 
Part of the package deal of the inheritance it seems is that she discovers someone locked away in a basement in a theme reminiscent of Sherlock Holmes The Musgrave Ritual or else Parasite without the Kim Chee.
The movie ends with a scene that could have been rewritten. The mother says, "You're a Monroe." The daughter says, "Not yet." As she fishes out the pack of Gauloises cigarettes from the dead man's pocket, because if any moment called for a smoke break, it would be that one after what she did, takes out two cigarettes, hands one to her mother, lights them, and says, "Now I'm a Monroe."
As the mother and daughter escape from the pit, they take one last look at that deep cavernous opening of the basement, and one says to the other, "Asps! Very dangerous! You go first!" quoting Raiders of the Lost Ark
The movie had a quick scene of the moon and some clouds that reminded me of Un Chien Andalou.

The other movie is Target Number One. A man gets set up in a drug deal in Thailand. The scary thing is, it's federal agents that set him up and sent him there. However some of it goes very wrong and at least one of the federal agents is killed during the microtransaction. A reporter is on the case, extracts enough information, prints it, and the person is freed from prison and since then lived a life without using drugs.
The story was well paced except a third of it was in French without subtitles and another third was in Thai without subtitles. In spite of that, the story was very articulately presented.  That movie made me afraid of federal government agents, however federal government agents have existed in one form or another for hundreds of years. Anthropology 101. They existed for hundreds of years. Why would I all of a sudden start being afraid of them today? Don't do anything wrong. Don't use white powder drugs, don't write anything about the government other than what a University student might write, making the most general and probably erroneous observations based on what is dispensed from the News, don't get personal,  and you don't have to worry about agents or whatever. This movie is a cautionary tale.

A Poem Deadicated to My Mother

Mom in 2020,
You should have aborted me,
You should have done it in 1950
Now I'm 70.

Mom in 2020,
You should have aborted me
You should have done it in 1970
Now I'm 50.



PM Jacinta Ardern was re-elected as the incumbent PM of New Zealand. "I only have two words...", Cocaine, cocaine-cocaine.


I'm going to do a cartoon about George Michael and Andrew Ridgeley. WHAM! Of whom I was a fan of when I was a teenager. My teenage years were pretty much about thinking of WHAM! and BMWs. King George 6th was the first dead member of the  British Royal Family I get seen in a dream and was it ever vivid. Prince Andrew is the first living member of the BRF I've ever seen. Now George Michael is dead and Prince Andrew is alive.  
The synopsis is that George and Andrew are walking, sometimes driving in a car. It seems like they're going to perform at a rock concert but it's Christmas and they're on their way to donating Christmas presents for charity.
I was a fan of WHAM! before it was disclosed that George Michael was gay. However I really don't care. The guy was majorly talented at singing and he was a good actor in music videos. Too bad he never starred in a Hollywood movie. I would've seen that movie! 

Tubi buffers like it's 2020. Cinehub buffers like it's 2007. Slow  and pauses. Cinehub works good. Choose embed instead of mystream.


I'm psychologically defective. I'm psychologically damaged. I have mental problems.
Always looking at weird porn all the time. Porn that's off the beaten track. Granny porn. 
"I'm not going to lie to you, but I kind of have a thing for those old bitches 98 years plus. That is kind of..." BrodieTV
I've been disclosing this on the internet for years, the granny porn. So how are things different than they were yesterday, or last week, or last month, or last year, or last decade, and the decade before that?
I am 50 so I'm at the age where it's "You're 50! If you're not looking at granny porn at your age, then why the hell aren't you?" It's something about myself that I really don't like as it turns my life into a joke. Ergo why even bother with living? It's a waste of energy.
I'm in my 50s now. Any day, any year I could have a heart attack or stroke and drop dead right on the spot. It's be a really weird day, maybe painful for a few moments that at the time would seem like a mini eternity, but it'd soon be gotten over with.
If I'm 50 and unmarried, to get married at this point would be a joke. To be single for the next few years, decades, whatever is also a joke. That's why I want to just give up on life altogether. I don't know why I even bothered with living. What a waste of time. If I knew my life would turn out like this, unmarried at 50, I would have overdosed on heroin at age 27.


A man was attacked at tent city in Vancouver. He was stabbed multiple times. The News at first advanced the story that he was stabbed because the people at tent city wanted to maintain a status quo and they stabbed him because he said he was leaving tent city. They wanted to ensure his presence there, presumably. That doesn't make sense. He gets stabbed and is either dead or spending weeks, months in hospital. That would ensure his presence there. Maybe because everyone at tent city pays a nominal administrative fee to the tent city leader who keeps things in order and they wanted him to stay there and pay them rent. So again if he does or in hospital, he's sure to pay rent there. Yeah, right. 
The News did slip out some information on passing as if it was innocuous, but apparently the man who was stabbed years ago was the defendant in a domestic abuse court case and the charges were dropped. He says it was a misunderstanding and not the way it was portrayed but I think that had to do with it. It was a misunderstanding which is what he said but of course there is another as yet unheard side of the story. We're being presented with only a single perspective. 
The News often ignored certain aspects of life that are just as real as the aspects of life the don't ignore and present. That's because to push any line, especially a bullshit line, certain truths are ignored or suppressed. However I am fully aware that I may be distorted in saying this. Believing that you're not distorted is a type of distortion. 
That pretty much describes the News.
Someone in Vancouver at an anti masker Covid protest said to a News reporter, "I'm from the Eastern block and I know bullshit when I see it!"
The News story saying the tent city did it because they didn't want him to leave is a media smear on tent city. The government can't stand the idea of anyone who is financially independent of them. Maybe the slum lords who run the squalid run down hotels can't stand people living free from their sterilized Western shithole anal rules and endless signs pasted on the wall. Psychodrama sign fetish. 
"Is the landlord still a loser?" Gordon Lightfoot
Upper class can't stand lower class who are independent and free of them. The News sides with upper class so naturally they're all hell bent to smear tent city. Tent city would have no more or less of a yearly turnover than normal hotels. 
"Corruption?!! Corruption is government interference in market efficiencies in the form of regulations. Milton Friedman said that and he won the goddamn Nobel Prize!" Tim Blake Nelson, Syriana
This stabbing and the News coverage thereof creates a pretext to government moving in and regulating the place.
The man who was stabbed said that he since received overwhelming support from the public. I hope he recovers and does well. Getting stabbed. That's excessive. Et tu Brutus?
That was the unkindest cut of all.
The premise being that if you leave tent city forever on foot that's not permitted. But leaving tent city through dying and going to the afterlife, that's permitted. Wtf?!

However Vancouver is an extremely angry city. It's of anger in Angercouver. In most cities if I heard that someone was attacked there, I'd be surprised. I wouldn't be surprised if I heard that someone was attacked or stabbed in Vancouver.
Vancouver is a very difficult city. A difficult life is a life that is not worth living, at all.
Most cities: happy, happy, happy. Vancouver: trouble, trouble, trouble.
Most cities: normal, normal, normal. Vancouver: problem, problem, problem.

The News told a kind of story that could be found in any weekly New York Times top ten bestsellers list of paperback novels. Detective fiction is very popular.
A guy got done in. Shot and then van burned out in Squamish. The News finally disclosed that he was an ex neo-Nazi. That certainly wouldn't have been enough to do him in but that he had to pay back $12.8 million in the courts because of all the people he ripped off. That he had to pay back $12.8 million meant he ripped off a lot more money.
The list of suspects could be in the millions. His name, alias, was Jesse James but in some parts of the US that name is like John Smith. Jesse James, that certainly narrows it down.
I think the money he ripped off people, millions, probably has something to do with it.
This is like the Sherlock Holmes story The Valley of Fear. A person does something in some locale, small town, ripping some people off and probably secretly doing a few people in too. That person escapes on a ship at sea. But during the trip, people from that small town locale are there and they do him in on that ship at sea during the voyage. 
This case sounds similar. Guy rips off and burns people at point A, goes to a distant point B to hide out but was traced and then done in. Just another day watching the News.

The NASA suicide pill that was given to Jodie Foster in Contact. If I had one, at some point I probably would have already done it. If I saw what my life was to become.... this...
Living was a waste of energy. Waking up, walking around, going to the store timber food and groceries takes ergs joules and caloric output. My life is a joke. 50 and úmarried is a joke and it can only be a joke from here on in. 
If I didn't see the Angel of Death already it sure wouldn't be because I didn't ask for it. I pray to see the Angel of Death on a daily basis. I've given up on life. I've given up on living.
You are only as big as the things you can walk away from. Ending my life would be a sign of transcendence. That I've transcended life or at the very least the concept of living. Quitting life is extremely tempting. I need you to pray for my death. Help me pray to see the Angel of Death. I'm through with life.
I've lived a difficult life. Still difficult. I wonder why I even bother with living as it's a waste of energy which existentialist and spiritually counterproductive. I need one of you to pray for my death. Don't think of it as death as leaving something. Think of it as moving towards something better. The afterlife has a much better and holographic-like set of physics.

If you think I'm bluffing, why not send me a NASA suicide pill and we'll find out together whether or not I'm bluffing.

The word spotchka in The Mandalorian season 2 episode 1 reminds me of the Polish word smaczne meaning delicious. Czy to jest smaczne? Is it delicious?

The hotel left out Kinder Surprise for Halloween. I got Wonder Woman! My girlfriend got Aquaman but she gave that to me she didn't want it. My neighbor got Superman but he gave that to me as a gift. He knocked and told me he got Superman. 
Superman is significant. I saw Superman 2 with my father, but before that, we saw Arthur with Dudley Moore, all on the same day.
The first syllable of Superman is Sue which is always a sign alluding to a particularly sweet lady ...of whom I've given up on. It's a long story. I still often see Superman signs.

My tooth completely healed! Today, on November 1st, I went to The Old Spaghetti Factory and drink a drink with lots of ice. No pain whatsoever on the tooth! Maybe a teeny tiny micro bit of pain but nothing like the megalothalon of pain that I had a few weeks ago!


The deadliest thing about a sleeper hold is that not only does it cut off breathing, it also cuts blood flow to the brain, as the jugular vein is crushed. When blood flow is cut off from the brain for too long, one passes out and death is certain.


I hope there's no major protests during the election like burning tires on the Maidan during the Ukraine riots. I think that the Police will be on point. Nothing in politics is as good or bad as it first appears. They said Reagan was a warmonger in 1980 just before he got elected. Nothing happened. They said that Obama might get shot by White Supremacists for Presidenting while Black. Nope. They said there will be a civil war, right away if Biden wins, and surely eventually taking a longer time to get there if Trump wins. What kind of civil war? What. Like the one between 1860 and 1865?! I doubt it.
Some people in Canada don't like or trust Americans. I trust them. They made Star Wars and the space program. What's not to like?
I met some Americans, one in particular who was a very smart and very spiritual person. Extremely so.


Lots of things get declassified later. That's the thing. Gulf of Tonkin. Since declassified. Iraq weapons of war, the sexed up report. Since declassified.
Existence of planets outside the solar system. Declassified in 1995. Some things get declassified in a roundabout way in movies. In the movie Shooter starring Mark Wahlberg, someone said something about the JFK incident, whatever the person said in the movie.
What will be declassified about the Covid-19 plandemic if it is indeed one, after the fact? Is it a plandemic or not? Neither answer would surprise me. Are aliens from outer space real or bullshit? Again, neither answer would surprise me.


Dean S Jagger in season 2 of the TV series Warrior set in the 1800s, was talking to his girlfriend in the show about the Irish famine of the 1800s. "Do you know what it's like to see a whole village dead from famine? To hear someone say that they don't have enough to eat and then finding them dead the next morning?" Rewritten, the girlfriend answers, "It will be like that in Ireland again once Brexit is passed. All these things, free trade deals and the real estate scams and outsourcing of jobs that go with it and probably Brexit too, all this weird systemic bullshit is about the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer. Food prices will get more expensive. Local merchants are gougers and it's a general plot to keep people from moving to other towns. A person who is poor elevates themself when they go to another country and make it and then never come back. A lot of people can't stand that for some reason, so they limit people from traveling. Poor people can afford to move to another country. They have nothing to lose. A rich person who leaves a town leaves a vacuum, power or otherwise. The house or even the factory with the high income that they inherited. Such things can prevent a person from just picking up and moving away forever. A poor person doesn't have to worry about any of that and can just leave. This makes a lot of people envious. I moved across a sea, away from where I once lived and I never went back.