Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Summer of Covid-19 Sean Connery



Coronavirus will never go away. They say the earliest a vaccine could arrive is in 2023. Or never. AIDS or HIV the human immuno-virus has no vaccine. But some people like Magic Johnson survived 30 years with a supposedly deadly fatal virus. First it was the chemical cocktail which has been knocked down to a pill a day - for life. Quite a cash cow. A cash-cow-ronavirus.  Coronavirus could be like that. Do a few pills once in awhile like preventative multivitamins. Then it could be knocked down to a pill once a week, month, whatever.
Don't give up. I thought of giving up on a few friends. Barricades sure don't make a friendship what they used to be. Don't give up. Pioneers endured hardships. Giving up on friendships just because of hard times simply wasn't done.
In time people will get desensitized to all these lockdowns. Love will find a way. Life will find a way.
Often in Hollywood movies there is a crisis but sometime during the movie, a solution is thought of that no one had previously thought of. Necessity is the mother of invention.
They did find a vaccine for SARS called Tamiflu or osiltamavir.
There is an FDA approved antiviral drug for coronavirus called Remdesivir aka Veklury to be administered intravenously from the pharmaceutical firm Gilead Sciences in California of which the US has commandeered the World supply of 500,000 doses. Price: $3,120 US per patient enough for ten days, at hospitals. It will be reverse engineered in the third world. 500,000 doses of remdesivir at around $3,000 per unit is: $500,000 times a thousand is $500,000,000 or five hundred million times three is one billion, five hundred million dollars.  That's a lot of scratch they're pulling down!
Coronavirus will last forever. Some articles say that. I'm sure in '42 or '43 when they were right in the middle of it, people wrote articles; Get ready for the new reality. This is it. The Germans said they wanted a thousand year empire. This won't be over for a thousand years! Wrong. It ended in about 5 years. 
The plague depicted in Albert Camus' The Plague lasted for one year which is about as long as the Justinian Plague lasted. Traditionally without vaccines, quarantines were enough to let a plague run its course with nominal casualties or victims. Localities would be closed to outside travel. But they would be triaged like in any medical situation. Those hardest hit would have greater restrictions. Those least hardest hit would have greater  relaxing of restrictions yet always being cautious. This gets certain small town economies going like places that export lobsters. 

"I'm sorry I don't have any loftier purpose but in the end it all comes down to money." Dennis Hopper, Speed
Well if it worked for AIDS patients. This is a scheme for the pharmaceutical companies to make money off people. What happened for AIDS patients, getting them to first take a multi regimen of pills then down to a pill a day, if they had it their way, everyone on the planet would be taking a few pills a day then one a day. Just like if any country had it their way, everyone on the planet would be speaking their language. And this means $$$. Those drug companies must be licking their chops.
When the pandemic lifts.... What a joke. It will never lift. International borders and travel will close. Forget about the species being worldly and erudite through travel. We'll all be sheltered. Forget about experiencing the exotic presence of people from another country which is the closest thing we get to experiencing visitations of aliens from another world, international travel is gone. But there is still national travel. In Canada, in terms of distance, to travel from one end of Canada is to have traveled across a few European countries. In Canada, you can experience an international travel-like experience if you move to Quebec. The different language and the distance from most Provinces makes it a virtual international travel experience. If I can't move to Gdansk Poland, I might think of  moving there. There is no experience in the World like international travel. Move to another country far far away and never return. I sometimes wish I'd never come back from Thailand. 
 
If the pandemic never ends, why not just give up on life? Just get some heroin and overdose. I wouldn't say this in normal circumstances but things have taken a turn for the worse. Forget marriage. Life is over.

After doing a search for ribosomal subunit and covid 19, I saw that 40S and 60S ribosomal subunit corresponds to coronavirus. What is needed is an aminoglucoside antiviral that corresponds to 40S and 60S ribosomal subunits.


I have to say to my friends, "This pandemic might not end for three years. It might go on forever. I'll always be fond of the good times we had, but I'm not willing to wait. I'm giving up on the friendship. I won't be visiting you anymore. It's just too difficult. As soon as I can I'm going to another town to start over. Even if I don't, waiting for you is too long and drawn out and painful. Well, you know...." And that's it. Just leave them forever and never see them again. At this age, I've already seen a lot of people for the last time over the years.



Maybe they want to ban international travel, seeing it as a form of weaponization. So much for the species advancing intellectually. Travel expands the intellect in a way that no other way can. Still, every year, thousands of people make the choice to move to another country and to never come back. Ever. That's been happening since time immemorial.
Local economies that rely on an international tourist trade will have to now reinvent themselves. Life is basically over.
I don't know if life is over. AIDS and coronavirus are different. AIDS is a permanent condition, coronavirus is a more ephemeral or temporary illness unless one dies from it. Coronavirus has a half life of two weeks. AIDS has a half life of forever. Yet coronavirus killed more people in the first 25 weeks than AIDS in the first 25 years, just like the Spanish Flu.
Coronavirus only kills those with already compromised health, so if one survives, they now got the antibodies for immunity. Why not harvest and research those antibodies for the vaccine? If one survives the coronavirus like with all viruses, the body vaccinated itself!




As you might have already discerned, I'm sure you all know that I'm a fan of George Orwell. In his BBC War Diaries, he wrote something like, and I'm paraphrasing, "The Germans said they'd take over Europe and then it's on to the States. Whether or not it will actually turn out that way is another thing."



Don't waste a good imagination on worrying.


"We suffer more often in imagination than in reality." Seneca


Learning languages is an option for staving off the COVID 19 pandemic. When I learn a language, it has to be done with an attitude of total respect and honour for that culture. Otherwise it doesn't work. I wouldn't want to  learn the swear words until or unless I actually visit the country. Although Polish movies like Hollywood movies do a pretty good job of showing people these words. Things you can't unsee or unhear. When practicing a language  with a person, a common mistake is falling into the temptation of showing off as many words as you know as possible even if they're out of context with the current situation. It's an extremely common rookie mistake. Don't worry if you do it. I think I did it a few times. This is counterproductive and later on you might regret it. It's not a big deal. Just try not to do it in the future.
If you learn Polish, you get Czech for free because they are very similar. There's a 40% overlap in words between Polish and Russian. With a 100,000 word vocabulary, that's 40,000 words. That's a lot of overlap. When someone is speaking Polish, they're speaking Russian 40% of the time, kind of like 40% alcohol. Naprawde? Prawde. Pravda, that's Russian all right. 


Thanksgiving is in the fall. It will be a Covidian Thanksgiving and we should at least be thankful then that more people haven't died. Drinking lots of sugary drinks like root beer is good as sugars help in the digestion of tryptophan which in turn stimulates serotonin in the brain.*
*Source: Susan Lischman, YouTube, '10 Ways Tudors Regularly Poisoned Themselves'


BMW has M, X and Z series. That's before the number. And then on the other end of the number is at least one more letter, i, ie, etc. That's like FDRs alphabet soup government agencies. BMWs and their alphabet soup names.
BMW M325ie. Now how alphabet soup is that? Either they copied off Mercedes or else Mercedes copied off them.
BMW M740ie; is that the name of a car or is that a computer password?



Today, July 3, 2020, I have all the James Bond movies. Including Never Say Never Again. I don't have nor want the 60s spoof of Casino Royale. It's a tacky cheesy movie which inspired the Mike Myers Dr Evil Blofeld and Mini Me. That should tell you something about it.
Never Say Never Again. The store clerk where I bought the Blu ray ray for $40 told me it was the lawsuit movie. I asked if it was about the horse falling into the water which was edited from the British version but included in the Swedish version. He said, "Uh......no." NSNA is a remake of Thunderball of which in the original one, Ian Fleming wasn't compensated. This movie compensated the Ian Fleming estate. 
Thunderball is an old US military slang for the round atomic mushroom in which SPECTRE was planning to detonate nuclear bombs.
Sean Connery was wearing a toupee the whole time. I went and got The Last Crusade for $5. That wasn't such a splurge for the next day I got a massive windfall of pandemic relief. Stacks of cash. The Last Crusade has Sean Connery as Henry Jones Sr. I never watched Highlander in its entirety so I never got that disc. I know of the story. Maybe I once did watch Highlander.
Sean Connery is living in the US and is a huge supporter of Scotland Independence which is strange for someone who was once an MI-6 agent in the movies. MI-6 swears an oath of loyalty and fealty to the United Kingdom: England, Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland.
Maybe Sean Connery is living in the States as a tax shelter. UK taxes can be very high for those in a higher income bracket. 
Sean Connery is one of the greatest actors in all of history.

October 31, 2020: Sir Sean Connery KBE, passed away at age 90. He was a screen icon, idol, legend, demi-god.


My goal with dancing is to totally let the music and dance take over to where I disappear and only an undulating purple wave remains. There are quarter notes and eighth notes but there are probably thousandth notes, millionth, billionth, etc. Down to a Planck unit of time. Get it, time it perfectly and one can be an undulating purple wave. "She has crossed into the danger zone Where the dancer becomes the dance". The moves have to be completely voluntary and somewhat involuntary. One day I will become the dance and the old me will disappear. Then it will be like that forever. When I reach that point I will have a lot of money. Then I will go on an adventure for life. Adventure is better than regression.





If a person regards every social situation as extraneous, then that person has to wonder why his social skills are shit.




There is nothing like living in a foreign country and getting better at a different language. There is a travel adventure and there is regression. I'll never be happy until I move to another country far away on an adventure forever. I was thinking of moving to Poland. There are some people here who would be difficult to leave. I don't know if I'm ever leaving.
I have some profound regrets over the past few months. I'm even searching YouTube for 'How to deal with profound regret'.  I have some major regrets. These regrets can only be resolved through moving to another country and never coming back.


Every time I see pictures or videos of UBC, I get the UBC vibes. But others would see the same pictures and feel nothing. However others could say the same thing about other Universities. Pictures are attached to memories involving days, nights, weeks, months and years, a whipping cool wind of time that blows throughout a vast galactic hallway of timelessness. I remember the early 80s and UBC. But that's like someone in the 80s saying, I remember UBC from the 1940s. That place has a vibe you can get just through looking at pictures of it. But Sundays are indeed special. One day, maybe a scientist can explain if there's something scientific to Sunday vibes. Sunday vibes is like a walk through heaven. I didn't really start feeling them regularly and could identify what it was until  my early 30s. A Vancouver Police Officer used the terms 'Sunday vibes' on twitter. That's the first time I knew that there was a name to the phenomenon. It's a thing. Strange that I don't feel it the rest of the week. I should search YouTube or Google for Sunday vibes. It's an ethereal thing.
I think I could explain it. On Sundays people go to Church which is designed to instill a kind of emotional effect. The stained glass windows and the reflections of those windows cast on to the walls and the musical scale of notes used in the music distinct from the military scale used in National anthems and the love scale used in rock and jazz music. The effect of that on so many minds simultaneously around the planet creates a collective psychic ripple effect that is quite beautiful and quite spiritually moving if one is attune to it. It is an effect that almost but never moves me to tears. 
It is a collective resonant phenomenon that individuals can perceive.
Meditation and/or coffee can greatly enhance the Sunday vibes. I'd say cannabis too but that's your call.
Also, after doing the full on Church thing with the stunning visage of the  stained glass windows and/or reflections thereof on the wall, in the afternoon and evening, music can greatly enhance the Sunday vibes. An artist I highly recommend is Frank Stallone, Sylvester Stallone's brother. Frank Stallone is an intensely talented and great musician. His music takes you out of this World. Anything he did in the movie Staying Alive is good. Also these three songs. Love Is Like A Light, Music is Magic, and Once More Never Again. Amazingly talented.








Recommended: YouTube: The Music of Stained Glass Windows, George Gachechiladze


Involuntary laughter is a good omen. Tears voluntary or involuntary is a bad omen. As I have discovered over the years. I always hold back my tears now to protect others. I really believe tears is a bad omen, but that's just me. 
Belief in superstitions is a type of cognitive bias called random cluster data phenomenon. A stream of data is running past. A person unconsciously involuntarily cherry picks certain pieces of data while ignoring other data from that stream and then somehow links that data together to something that's subjectively meaningful to them. 

Someone in YouTube comments wrote in a video that eludes me now, 'After traveling for years as an expat, when I went home, it was no longer there. Home was not just a place but also a time and that time is over.'

For me, the early 80s was the Golden age of UBC. As a ghost that can haunt any time and place, in the afterlife, I'll choose to hang out at UBC between 1980 and 1982 - forever!


Wag the Dog. Another stupid unfounded conspiracy theory. Coronavirus diverts world attention from Brexit which is to partition Europe making it more suppliant to American control. Divide and conquer. Divide et impera. 
There are military implications with Brexit of course.
PM Theresa May opposed Brexit and didn't or wouldn't get it through Parliamentary assent. Replaced with PM Boris Johnson supports Brexit and is a Trump operative.
And coronavirus crisis truncates the debating process so Trump doesn't have to debate that many candidates. The coronavirus crisis sort of kneecaps them in this way. Not debating nearly as many possibly more qualified candidates as you would usually have to makes it that much easier to win an election. How Russian of Trump.
A counter argument to this I saw in YouTube comments said coronavirus benefits the Dems because the pandemic will cause electronic voting where  Democrats usually do better.

'He has a political weapon
He charges a million a vote
A politician second to none
The man is the Golden Trump'


'Why We Want You To Be Rich',  'The Art of the Deal'  Donald Trump


YouTube comments: Democrats ran the KKK. A Republican ended slavery.



Source: YouTube; Disney Delays 4K Empire Strikes Back; StarWarsOnly, commenter, The Trolling Master:
Coronavirus has a death rate of 0.2 percent, just twice as that of the flu. The CDC says this based on actual studies versus the WHO saying 2% death rate which uses "projections" as stated from their overlords in China. Deaths are over exaggerated, people who died of other conditions but had coronavirus in their system.
For example the WHO says coronavirus is airborne which BC Chief Epidemiologist Dr Bonnie Henry disagrees with.


Un Chien Andalou, a 20 minute film is a really big deal in film school. I'll watch it. Then I'll write what I think about it. At first it looks surreal and stupid. But that's before watching it.
Un Chien Andalou is fucked. I don't mean that in a bad way. I don't mean that in a good way. It starts off with once upon a time. Then a man sharpens a razor to slice a lady's  eye in half with visual cue of a cloud slicing the moon. Then these strange time jumps, 8 years later, then for no reason 3 hours later then 17 years before. Sort of how Return of the Jedi jumps 30 years to The Force Awakens but then jumps just one day later to The Last Jedi.  A man wearing a strange costume carries a box with diagonal white and presumably red stripes. He falls over on the sidewalk with a drunken dazed look on his face while a woman looks out of a window and goes to rescue him from off the street. Then they look to see a crowd including policemen gather around a woman pick up a hand and out it into the red and white striped box from before  dropped onto the street. She then gets run over. Then a lot of weird shit pastiched together. A hand with ants crawling it of a hollow in the center of it. I heard of ants in your pants but ants in your hands? Then the woman closes the door on the hand full of ants. Wouldn't you? In an attempt to reconcile with the woman, he opts for pulling a few men  enslaved and tied up and lying on the floor along with two pianos each with a dead donkey on it one of the donkeys flayed with the skin peeled right off of it which the woman notices and screams. If your piano couldn't be on key, it could be at least be donkey. Or else what's the deal here? The man grabs the woman's breasts and buttocks with a slight dimple on either side on her back just above her butt crack.  Then a scene with a man firing two guns simultaneously influencing a lot of today's action movies.
More scenes I won't give away. It was cutting edge in the 20s. I like the other film that film school talks about a lot, The Bicycle Thieves a lot better. TBT used better cameras, had a lot of outdoor scenes filmed in heavy traffic. TBT is more traditional prose narrative versus the surrealistic free verse poetry of Un Chien Andalou.

University. The best courses to study are film school where you watch movies all the time vs writing reports and essays. And the other best course is a language that you can use while traveling overseas. 

University would be useless for me. There's ADD attention deficit disorder and there's the cognitive bias called the spacing effect that people learn best in small snippets over a long time. University gives you lots of information in a short time.

University is bullshit. First of all it's pay us $100 so we can decide if we want you to pay us $50,000 over the next four years. Then take a lot of compulsory but totally irrelevant courses. Say you want to be a doctor. You also have to also take English Lit, Calculus, Languages, etc
In the US, University meal plans average $6 a meal and it's a buffet. In Canada, the University meal plan is pay per item and a burrito is $9.
Why would that be? Maybe because the US has what's called a developed food distribution infrastructure while Canada has what's called a retarded food distribution infrastructure. The States because of its population has food storage warehouses every two, five, ten miles along the highway. While in Canada, whup, there can be 50, 100 mile stretches of highway with no food storage warehouses.
It all evens out. Tuition at a prestigious American University costs three times as much as UBC.



Diversity or affirmative action?
Once a man and a boy walked a donkey into town. First time the boy rode the donkey. People criticized the boy for making the old man walk. The second time the old man rode the donkey. People criticized the old man for making the boy walk. Third time both rode the donkey. People criticized them for overworking the donkey. Fourth time neither rode the donkey. They were ridiculed for having a donkey and not using it.
Moral: People will criticize you anyways,😆 so do what you're going to do.


Stay single you're a fool.
Get married you're an idiot. Only 9% of marriages work. If only 9% of plane rides ended safely would you still use airplanes? Yet you would still get married...* 
*Source: Quora
Have a string of women all throughout life. That's a good way to get a few  paternity suits or else a few STDs.
Have only a girlfriend, why don't you make an honest woman of her or else leave her?
Again, there's no way to win. Do whatever you can.


Oh no! Friday, July 10, 2020. Mayor of Seoul Korea found dead. He left a note saying he's 'sorry to all people'. I visited Seoul briefly on August 1, 2000. What happened?! Who knows? Perhaps the 👮 👮 Police  know.
He killed himself after a sexual scandal which was absolutely the wrong thing to do. He could have resigned and then leave the country and Benin exile. I myself have gone through weird sexual scandals real or delusional  that I'm not going to get into right now but I didn't kill myself. I'm not that lucky with women not because of the taint from the weird sexual scandal but rather in spite of it because I'm in the wrong country or even city. If I were to live in the right town and country....
I thought he got into some weird shady money deal with the North Koreans and his suicide was faked just like exactly what happened with a past chairman of Hyundai car company except he was pushed off of a balcony.
Anyways Mayor of Seoul Korea is majorly enough but Prime Minister of South Korea is even more majorly. At least he's still alive. It's be on another level if it happened to him which thankfully it didn't.  On the Stratego board, it'd be difficult to say who is more majorly, a mayor of a capital city or head of a corporation that sells cars and pretty good ones too, internationally.





Today at London Drugs I got a portable charger. It's a iiOs pro portable charger with 4,000 maH or milliamps hours. There's one charger that has 22,780 maH which is just under the 27,000 maH that is legally allowed aboard airplanes. I think I can plug in my tablet a few times before it runs out although it says I can only recharge it one time. Just once? With 4,000 maH? I got it for $10 CAD regularly $30 so I gotta heck of a deal! I need a power charger for travelling. I got not one but two PSP batteries! Once they're charged and used up, I use my tablet fully charged. Once that runs down I use the portable charger. There's an expensive theftproof backpack which has a built in portable charger. That's what taught me about this indispensible technology. The 22,000 maH portable charger is pricey, about $90. 


"So much death what chance do we have against such reckless hate?" King Theoden
Holy shit. Matthew Good Band bassist dead. Elvis's grandson a member of the 27 club. John Travolta the disco king's wife Kelly Preston dead. Glee star Naya Rivera found drowned and dead. Fell out of her boat while her baby was on board. Just awful! What a caravan of death death death.
Zindi Mandela, granddaughter of Nelson Mandela dies at age 59. Or did she? The jury is still out on whether in 2040 the News will announce that Zindi Mandela dies at age 79 and remember when you thought that she died in 2020 at age 59? That was a false memory or remnants of a vestigial errant algorithm of TARDIS or Time And Relative Dimension In Space. Result: the Mandela Effect is a multi-generational effect.


Ghastly: Someone named Amin Shamin Shakur got gunned down at 11:30 pm on Monday July 13 in Vancouver. Shakur?! Tupac much? Summer of COVID-19.

The unkindest cut of all. Grant Imahara of Mythbusters died at age 49 of a brain aneurysm. I always thought he had the World in the palm of his hand. As a TV star, I imagined he scored with a lot of women. I envy that as I am in the wrong town and have to suffer the duress of being unlucky with women. If only I were in the right town. One day I will be. I envy all people who are very lucky. I didn't watch Mythbusters often as I am not a very scientific experiments laboratory kind of guy. Mythbusters debunked the moon landing conspiracy theorists. 
I thought he would have lived a long life, being smart and in the scientific community. I didn't talk about him much during his life but I also didn't talk about millions of others much during their lives. I do appreciate the spirit of scientific questioning and discovery which was what Grant Imahara was all about. Lucasfilm sent him a tribute. That's how great he was. And always will be.


My wishlist. Two medium sized color change lightsabers. I don't want the Hasbro ones. The black series lightsabers are too long. I've seen a few color change lightsabers on Amazon. Some change to 11 even 16 colours! Variety is the spice of lightsabers.  I need the cheaper medium sized no name colour change lightsaber and two of them. I hope local toy stores sell them although I'd have more of a chance of getting that in Vancouver. I want to walk the UBC forest and the trail stairs lighting up the two lightsabers. That's like a Jedi visiting a forest planet at night. How star warsy is that? It's my wish list. I write this because of the power of the internet and the power of all of you. Every single time I made a wishlist on the internet, providing the item isn't too outrageously big ticket like a BMW, I've gotten! And even then I wouldn't be surprised if one day I actually do get the BMW.
My previous wishlist included stormtrooper helmet, two blue lightsabers, electronic induction hot plate, 40 inch 4K TV except that I wound up getting a 55" 4K TV which is even better! Also I got two Plague Doctor masks! I need the 11 colour change lightsaber sold on Amazon or with any luck, at a local toy store. As for Star Wars itself, I've given up on it. It's dead to me. The story wound up being a train wreck. Han Solo speared in the chest, Like and Leia dying ignomious low rent deaths. Ugh, awful. The dynamic has changed. What was once a rock show space opera is now a galactic shit show.


On the YouTube video, A List of Alien Races, it mentions the Al-Gruualix who are an alien race with eight genders! Meanwhile one Earth we have transgendered, non-binary, cisgendered, straight, LGBT, AFAB; assigned female at birth, AMAB; assigned male at birth and possibly hermaphrodite although I suspect that all hermaphrodites are killed at birth.
We waste a lot of time living up to the fake deterministic expectations of our age, nationality and gender. Other alien races have different gender makeups and not only do they live trying to fulfil the archetypal roles thereof, they also ascribe that each unto deity respectively. 
For example an alien race with only one gender would see God as made of one gender as being the closest expression of the Godhead. And other alien races with their different multiple gender makeups be it two or eight as a deviation or aberration of the Godhead.
Adversely, humans see God as a culmination of two gender forces, male and female and anything other than that is considered an anathema.
The Al Gruaalix with their eight genders must see God as a mix of 8 gender force energies, or else gender energy forces and anything else is unthinkable to them as anything other than fiction and conjecture.
But now seeing that a lot of humans are moving away from being ciseth, I don't know what's going on.




St Paul's Hospital in Vancouver. NICU Natal Intensive Care Unit. COVID-19 outbreak. One infant tested positive but otherwise asymptomatic. Coronavirus doesn't really affect infants. It more affects the old. Infants get fed breast milk which is rich in antibodies. If adults drank breast milk or breast milk formula; Enfalac,  would they have the same antibody protection? Searching online: although many are trying, doctors state that breast milk will not prevent nor cure coronavirus.




I'm seriously thinking of getting two 16 color lightsabers. They're cheaper on AliExpress than on Amazon. Half the price actually. I want to go to UBCs main mall at night with the lightsabers. For the double bladed Darth Maul, blue looks best. For the single blade, yellow, then purple, then orange. I'm still mulling over and will for days on whether I should get the silver hilts, the gold hilts or the red ones. There are that many varieties! 
If I were in China, I would definitely go for the red hilts. I'll get a pair of I'm ever there. The lightsabers are probably somewhat cheaper there.
Going to UBC even the beach at night and use the cheap but surprisingly high quality lightsabers and color changing too is an ideal. Whether or not that is ever the reality is another thing. What I'll do is use the lightsabers in my room but in my mind, imagine that I'm at UBC, or else on an alien planet somewhere. Color changing lightsabers make a big difference. The hilt is  thinner and that makes a hilt of a difference.
I think I'll go with the gold hilts. For some reason they're cheaper than the silver hilts. Gold because I'm old and the exotic color is striking at first appearance and the exoticness of the color indicates age and rank in life or mastery of moves. Fight choreography master high hand, martial arts champion. 
16 colors includes all favorite colors, 3 shades of blue, red, green, yellow, orange, purple, white, pink, fuschia, lime green. How exciting is that? And a bright led bulb. Also 3 sound fonts not including silent which is also included making it 4 sound fonts. Price Amazon, $140 CAD each, AliExpress, $75 CAD each. I'm getting 2 color changing lightsabers!
So many websites sell them. eBay, Amazon, AliExpress etc. There is RGB and YDD. I'm goin with YDD.
2 colors is mind-blowing enough but 16 colors?! Isn't technology wonderful? Too bad they didn't have that in 1977, like right after the first STAR WARS movie was released.
A silver metallic colored😃😃 hoody would look best with the yellow bladed lightsaber. That is the look of a Jedi consular, the main wielder of these awesome weapons. Silver hoody, gold hilt, yellow or else purple single blade. Mysterious. That's just one look out of a possible thousands of different looks and they all look good. Use your imagination.
The solid gold hilt looks like one that Elrond and the Elves would have used  during the Battle of Sauron. The solid blue hilt looks Numenorean.
The order depot I deal with won't deal with AliExpress. Only amazon. I've spent one hour mulling over what hilt I should get as only the black and silver ghost and the solid silver is available.
This solid silver is the more traditional retro look. It's the Apollonian look to the Dionysian look of the black and silver striped. 
Solid silver -  rich man, Jedi consular, square. Government issued. Phantom Menace era style. 30 BBY.
Black and silver, poor man, Jedi lone wolf, hippie. Civilian crafted. Rogue One era style. 1 BBY.



The solid silver is retro and costs $5 CAD more than the black and silver striped.
The black and silver is modern grunge, Tron future world warrior at night. I'm going with the black and silver. I've spent some time mulling over what color lightsaber hilt I would get. Only a fashion plate would mull something like that over. 


I've given up on the Hasbro lightsabers. The hilts were too wide. Even the Kit Fisto lightsaber has a revolving dial type activator switch similar to an old style Gillette shaver, which I never liked. The Hasbro lightsabers were exemplary in their true to story actual studio replica of the lightsaber hilts and therein lay the problem.  The original ones were not made from other sword hilts, not even modified ones. They were made from something completely different; they were made from camera flash holders in some improvisational moment as the movie was made on the fly and they never thought it would be all that successful, and had that weird shit rectangular whatever stuck right on the center of the hilt which made holding it awkward or else gave you less space on the hilt to hold it. That's like making a can opener out of a monkeywrench.
YDD lightsabers ignores the studio specifications, they just ignore all that  and made a lightsaber with a proper sword hilt as what it ought to be. And the button to turn it on looks properly designed. Not some weird extraneous Rube Goldberg infernal revolving sideswitch nor have some weird rectangular thing that has nothing to do with traditional sword hilts,  which probably was never meant to be there.


I've been watching some videos of Disney's Galaxy's Edge lightsaber workshop and I want to talk about it as it is well researched. It is under the watchful eye of the 5th Order so it has to be a clandestine operation, kind of like swordsmith meets speakeasy. You get 4 choices of blades, Peace and Justice, Elemental and Nature which includes a Rancor tooth which can be used as a cutting edge weapon like a toothy bayonet, Guardian of the Temple and Power and Control ie Sith. The Nature one with the oversized plastic tooth and the curlicue design on the sword hilt has a My Little Pony look to it. You can purchase different Khyber crystals at Dok Ondar's souvenir shop including a different line of sabers with much better looking hilts but it will cost you $$$$. A YouTube video on the topic said you could get a secret black Khyber crystal in the red vial, just look very carefully. This black Khyber crystal still emits red though. You don't have to get a whole other light saber. The color crystals are removable and interchangeable making it a color change lightsaber.
 The hilts seem too wide for me. My YDD hilts are of perfect width. My lightsabers aren't the Star Wars brand. Theyre like a no-name brand. 
The actual workshop looks interesting and quite the blast. Fun times as you can put together a lightsaber yourself. The lightsaber costs $200 American. 
I still like my YDDs way better: Thinner hilt. 16 colors in one. 4 sound fonts in one. The Khyber crystal costs $50 US at the souvenir shop at Galaxy's Edginess.
Get 1 Khyber crystal for $50. Then get an RFID reader for $60 and you can put your Khyber crystal on the back of it to get all colours and many shades in between and multi sound fonts too. Get the RFID codes on Reddit.
This RFID technology is probably the same kind used in YDD color changing  lightsabers.
There is COVID 19 so the lightsaber workshop only lets in so many people.
The colors available at the workshop show are red, blue, green and purple. The souvenir shop has yellow, white and possibly black. 
I doubt that I personally would ever have a chance to visit here in my lifetime or have enough money on me at the time to spring for a lightsaber and knowing me, I'd need two. I already have the YDDs so that would be redundant. If I were to choose, I'd go for the gold and silver temple guardian defense and protection hilt and as for blade, I would definitely go for the yellow blade. I used to like the arc welder blue that Starkiller used but now I like to use a shade I call night-rain slicked yellow. In other words, two yellow lightsabers. 










I keep visiting a liminal movie theatre in my dreams. Liminal spaces cause slight autophobia. The seating in rows at an incline is partitioned into structurally divided areas. There is also rows of horizontal seating at ground level facing the screen, like a regular movie theatre. There is quite some space between the front row seats and the three large screen at the front. The two screens the center and that to the left of center had different movies. One screen to the right was dark and blank. There were also two medium sized screens on the wall in the back half of the theatre towards the balcony seats on either side flanking the audience. The theatre wasn't glaring bright, but it was far from being dark as it usually is in theatres. STAR WARS or rather some future iteration of it is on screen constantly.



Saturday August 8, 2020. I got my lightsabers today but they arrived Friday, that is yesterday, ordered 16 days before on a Wednesday. They work really good. You have to press the button in succession three times quickly to change colour. Two times quickly won't do it and would only result in a strange squelchy sparkly look, not good, but otherwise easily corrected. One lightsaber I got a blue green color. I tried to match that on the other lightsabers but it's a bit tricky. I think I missed it. I did get two yellow blades easily and got a yellow bladed double lightsaber like Darth Maul. As Pawn Stars mentioned, traditional Japanese swords were tailor made to the height of the user. Those Hasbro lightsabers are for people 5'10 and taller. I'm about 5'7 closer to 5'6. These YDD lightsabers are more suitable for me. Amazon reviewers were right. They arrived fast! I plan to bring my lightsabers to the park at night at least once. I think the Police have seen people with lightsabers and even junkies won't try to attack me and take my lightsabers because junkies don't usually try to pawn toys, more usually things for adults like jewellery or electronics. Besides these swords are only worth about $50 US each. Ten years ago, lightsabers and tablets were about $1,000 because the technology was new. Today, you can get a tablet for $60 CAD new and you can get a lightsaber at Walmart for $5 CAD each and they work pretty good! Lightsabers is now a cheap toy, not expensive, not worth stealing. These are light sticks or light bokken. A saber slices. Instead of going to a martial arts store and paying money for the sharpest sword, I instead paid money for the bluntest swords. My idea also is at Christmas, to turn on one lightsaber red and one lightsaber green. How Christmassy is that? Thank you Amazon and thank you YDD lightsabers.

The YDD lightsabers surpass all expectations. I finally figured out the colors changing button. It all works fine. At 16 colours and 4 sound fonts, that's 64 lightsabers in one! Since I got two, with these two lightsabers, I have 128 lightsabers in two! That's worth the $305 I had to shell out including taxes, depot service charge, shipping and tariffs and duties. Well worth it. These are the last lightsabers I ever expect to get. I need these two lightsabers next to me leaning against the wall as I have the window seat on an airplane. These lightsabers are on that level.

The YDD lightsaber has both Mace Windu lightsaber color iterations. It has the $30 dollar telescopic plastic blade dull purple color but in a much better form and it has the much brighter pinkish purple color that everyone on amazon reviewer comments said that the $200 Hasbro force fx black series Mace Windu  lightsaber has which is the same shade of purple lightsaber from Savi's workshop.


Jedi Fallen Order the complete movie is available on YouTube. Cal Kestis is a Jedi who uses a double blade that can at will become two blades and then a double lightsaber again. Would that be like a guitar that doubles as a gun?
Gamer's Little Playground has a few 4K HD videos about Jedi Fallen Order. Also Battlefront 2. These two movies are so good that they should have released these as episode 8 instead of the Ryan Johnson movie as Jedi Fallen Order is a much better movie.
The story of Jedi Fallen Order is that in 10 BBY, Cal Kestis, one of the padawans that Yoda trained in that scene from Phantom Menace is years later working at a scrap yard with a coworker, an alien named Prauf. After an accident in which Cal Kestis uses the force to save Prauf. This force using attracts the attention of Darth Vader's sister, the second one of nine sisters. She kills Prauf causing Cal to fight with her. He escapes with some friends, a Kirkian Georgian looking Black lady named Ceres and a fat alien named Greez Dritus who says to him at one point, "You have to stop messing with me. I'm tough but fragile." Then the usual video game series of quests, go here get this, go there pick up that. Cal acquires his double bladed lightsaber eventually. He meets, fights, and then befriends Darth Maul's beautiful sister named Merrin nightsister.
She is very beautiful, she looks Polish and she also looks somewhat like Mira Sorvino. Then afterwards, this all culminates in a fight with Darth Vader in which they all escape. They announced a Jedi Fallen Order 2.


Battlefront 2 rewritten:
Iden Versio: There's a lot of rebels outside of my cell!
Droid VZ-626: That sounds like the times you were on the colonies. You're used to this!
Iden Versio: What should I do?
Droid VZ-626: As usual with this kind of thing, tell them, "Not tonight I have a headache." If that doesn't work, say, "I only accept cash, no credit." Then wait a couple of minutes and to get rid of the rest of them, say, "Actually, I only accept credit, no cash."


Battlefront 2 in the walkthrough videos from Gamers Little Playground has scenes with Luke Skywalker that look like they might have been what we might have seen had Lucasfilms did episode 7 in 1987 or even 1990 would have looked like. Luke in the strange offworld of Yuzhaan Vong, the green lightsaber, the black Jedi uniform, psychokinetically lifting a pile of stones away from someone. That's the Star Wars movie that we never got but should have got with Mark Hamill in the 80s.











Kanye West is a candidate for the American Presidential election. From University elections to actual national elections, there are always joke candidates. During the British election with Theresa May, Lord Bucket-head was actually a candidate running alongside Theresa May. He didn't win but sometimes they win. Donald Trump because of his relative political inexperience made him seems like a joke candidate. Whoever thought that, turns out the joke is on them! 
Kanye West used to be woke. Then he became a born again Christian recording Gospel music. He's back to being woke again. He seemed pretty woke at that Presidential candidate rally the other night. Kanye West debating with President Donald Trump would be high ratings television.
Notice that PM Theresa May is smiling conspicuously baring her teeth. She's a politician who is Machiavellian to the bone. An artist in Dawson Creek told me that when animals🌼 show their teeth it's a warning.
 In the human world, showing teeth may be a smile, but old primeval habits die hard as evident with the honourable British PM in the photograph.


I got from a store as change a year 2000 US Liberty Dollar. I think I got the regular one. The Sacagawea image on the 2000 Liberty Dollar replaced Susan B Anthony as the regular image on the coin. There were two editions of the 2000 Sacagawea dollar. One is the 2000P Sacagawea dollar which is worth $425 or more as it has a serrated tail, and was released as a prize in a cheerios cheerios box for some reason. The other is the regular one with the unserrated tail worth only $1. I looked. The serrations should be clear. I see none.
For the 1991 Canada quarter, 25 cents:  MS-60 is worth $10.  MS-64 is worth $20. If you don't know the difference, a coin shop might sell you an MS-60 for $20. Hopefully not!

Of course during a Viking style bullion economy which was a bartering system for coins based on weight regardless of coin denomination, it didn't matter what denomination a coin was. Why even have denominations for coins? Just weight. One less thing to worry about.
Back then people's money weighed all different. Today money weighs the same that is the weight of one bank card. The amounts each bank card was worth was all different for all people. Something like that would have drove the Vikings mad as they were so used to their way of doing things.



Flash in the pan. Rick Harrison of Pawn Stars said that flash in the pan comes from blunderbusses which loaded powder into the gun via a small pan at the side of the gun. Sometimes the gun wouldn't fire even though the powder in the side pan was lit which is where the expression comes from. I thought the expression came from the gold rush days when a going of shiny metal in the pan seemed to portend gold but was actually iron pyrite or  Fool's Gold.












Saturday, June 13, 2020

A midsummer's night dream George Lazenby




Sufficient unto the day is the joy thereof.



A midsummer's night dream is one of Shakespeare's most intense stories.


Summarized, a father and mother want their daughter Hermia to marry Demetrius. However, she loves Lysander. Helena, a mutual friend loves Demetrius, so it's a classic love quadrangle.
Hermia decides to elope to Athens with Lysander. Hermia tells Helena of the escape plan. Hoping to win favor with Demetrius, she tells him the plan.

Peter Quince is a play director. Bottom, is the worst actor in the troupe.

In another plot within the play, King Oberon and Queen Titiana arrive outside of Athens. She has custody of an Indian boy who she would not relinquish to King Oberon who wants custody.


While in the forest, Demetrius is cruel to Helena. Seeing this, King Oberon orders a servant of his called Puck to pour a love potion made from a rare flower, in essence a powerful hallucinogen, into the eyes of Demetrius while he is sleeping hoping to reconcile them. Puck mistakenly pours the potion into the eyes of Lysander who when Helena awakens him, he falls in love with. 

And while she is sleeping, King Oberon pours love potion in Queen Titiana's eyes.

While in the woods, Bottom of the actor troupe spots Puck and turns his head into the head of a large donkey.

Queen Titiana upon awakening spots donkey head Puck and falls in love with him and she willingly lets King Oberon have custody of the Indian boy.

Seeing his objective, King Oberon releases Queen Titiana from the spell. He has Puck remove the donkey head from Bottom and has Puck dispense a fog that cures Lysander of the love potion and resolves all.

The play ends with a different wedding, between Hermia and Lysander and Helena and Demetrius. The parents are there and the acting troupe is there and the play is put on and performed well.




My version of it is, It is 1981. My father wants me to marry the daughter of his coworker. However I want to marry a lady who is richer however not because of her money but rather in spite of it. Somehow she is very kind to me and there is a feeling between us. A friend of mine however is in love with my father's coworkers daughter.


One day, during a cosplay party held at a small community centre, my friend put on a large donkey head as the disguise. My father's colleague's daughter spotted the donkey head as it approached her. First she thought it was me and really dig the dance moves and the subtle seductive away of 'the bray'. Then she found out that it was my friend later on that night me after he told her I was already in it deep with another lady, she simply didn't care. She was happy to be with the company she was with.

At the cosplay party also was a couple dressed as royalty having a heated custody battle as they argued vehemently as to who was to retain custody of their child. 

As for love potion, everyone was on some kind of drug or other. Nothing too heavy. Just energy drinks, some legal cannabis, and strong rich coffee. Eventually the man relented to release custody of the child to the woman. Whatever drugs wore off the next day and all the ducks were lined up in a row with my friend with the coworker's daughter and me with the rich lady, I still had to sign a prenup, but I can work with that.

Soon there were two weddings and they were cosplay weddings with plenty of love potion and a smoking DJ playing early 80s funk. 


Try animating that as a cartoon. It'd take about a year. What about even attempting to write some dialogue so that it's dialogue driven. I'm s*** at that. Writing dialogue involves a different pacing, different dynamic, different frame of mind than writing a journal, a diary, or a description. Try:


Note: I'm trying to make all future cartoons no longer than five minutes. No way I can do all this dialogue in a five minute cartoon. I'll have to trim it down.

A Midsummer's Night Dream 

A play
Writers: Dean Noble, William Shakespeare


Father: Look here on this computer at this girl. Isn't she a hottie? And her father works with me. To quote Milhouse of the Simpsons, "He's a big wheel at the cheese factory."


Me: She's very beautiful. Women have to be, otherwise the species would grind to a halt. I already have a girlfriend although so far I've only been friendzoned. Better good friendzone than a disaster marriage. Better to still be in the friendzone with her 10 years later than never see each other again in a couple years after a disaster marriage. I wouldn't trade the friendzone times I had with her for the world. But if the friendzone goes on, I'll have to move to another town, maybe another country. That's my plan B.

Mother: She's a nice girl. I met her when your father and I were visiting his coworker. I agree. You should give her a chance. At least one date.

Me: Thanks Mom, but what are you. A matchmaker? You were hatching and now you're matching. Hopefully you won't be dispatching too. 

Mom: That's awful. Wretched. Well you decide what you want for yourself.


Father: I'm sure that everything will be all right.


Me: That's the idea.


The next day.

My friend: Check out this lady on this dating website. Isn't she a hottie? So far she ignored all but one of my texts. However I'm still hopeful as she hearted 💓 a few of the texts I sent her. Indirect or what?

Me: The course of true love never did run smooth. She looks very familiar. Actually, I saw her yesterday. My father of all people pointed her out to me as she's his coworker's daughter. He recommended me to her.

My friend: That's crazy!


Me: That's my father. Just offhand, there's a cosplay party to celebrate the summer of 1981. One day, at least a few people will look back on this era as The Golden Age of Music. The music is so smoking these days!

My friend:  I'm going as a donkey. There's a huge donkey head in the attic which is a souvenir from a first class all expense trip to the Democratic Presidential Candidates Debate as a member of the audience. It was the prize in a raffle draw. It's Steiff or Steisch. It's a famous brand name puppet maker.

Me: That works!


At the cosplay party.


Me: There's love in the air. 

My friend: It's either that or its its lust mode activating. But not too much lust. Look there is a couple arguing loudly.


Man dressed as a royal figure: He child is mine! What makes you think it isn't mine?

Woman also  dressed as royalty: What makes you think it's yours? It's simple biology. 

Man: You're just using the child as a ploy to get more money from the goverment.

Woman: You're just using the child to extract more money from your rich but tight fisted family. Parsimonious or what? Wait, what's that large donkey head? Ha ha! We are so silly to be arguing. 

Man: You're right. If you're fighting this hard, you must be the mother. At this point it's a toss up between whether you'll get more money from the government or whether I'll get more money from my family. You seem to be way more sure that you're the mother than I am sure that I'm the father. I've given up on trying to be sure. Like you said, It's simple biology.


And on and on it went. Meanwhile, the coworker's daughter spots the donkey head and it was headed her way.


Coworker's daughter: Who's this big man?! You seem familiar. Don't tell me because I'm sure I know who you are. Right. Less talking. More drinking.


The evening wore on in psychedelic spectacular splendour like a certain famous Shakespeare play. 


Host and MC of the party: If we shadows have offended, Think but this and all is mended.

Man dressed as a King: What fools these mortals be!


Before long,  the libations began to wear off and all were left to greet the brightness of a new day.

Afterwards there was a spectacular early 80s style disco funk double  wedding.










The funk disco wedding party.



New plan. I'll only upload once a month while in the middle of a project. I'll upload it on my payday, in fact, just before I walk out the door first thing in the morning to go shopping on payday. Even then, the video will be on there for two or three days at most. Then I'll delete it. No sense leaving it on long if it's not completed. It will be a sneak peek, a trailer.  I am in the middle of a project. This one. I'll try to put this together. I have somewhat of a vision but still mainly making it up as I go along.  Actually, I'm not sure when I'll upload. 


These days I'm learning new languages. Namely Polish and German. The two countries Poland and Germany share a border. However their languages are very different. That's kind of what you got going on between Ontario and Quebec. My favourite new German phrase learned is, Can I have a window seat? Kannen sie mir einen fensterplatz geben? The German word for candy cane: sussigkeit is an anagram of steig kussi; get kiss.
 
The few Polish phrases I learned since installing the app yesterday is, jakcs masc, dzien dobre, Dobrev cie vieciej, sprobowac, how are you, good morning, good to see you, try. The polish word for girl, dziewczynka, the last syllable is ka which reminds me of the syllabic word that females in Thailand use to end a sentence; ka. Polish has a unique set of  dipthongs like dz, cz, and CJ as in Policj, etc.  I'm hoping to impress some Polish friends that I have. 
Some words that Borat spoke like dzien dobrev; good morning, jaks masc; hello, and chenqui; thank you are definitely Polish. "Do you believe in magic, Miss...? "Parker, CJ."
Smok is the Polish word for dragon, from which we get the words smoke, Smaug from LOTR, and which Snoke is just one letter away from.

Lowe means 🦁 lion in German.


I had a few major Polish dreams. First: Back alley of a suburbs. Weather, orange sky sunset, almost night, clear sky. On the third floor above a wooden stairs and fire escape was an open door. In the room was a kitchen. Bill Murray and that girl Anita from Stripes was there and Bill Murray looked that age, early 30s. He was sitting down on a dark purple colored sofa. He was wearing a grey seeat shirt. The young country girl wearing the plaid shirt, Anita, was standing next to him at the white stove to the left of him. For some reason, how  in dreams you know things, I got a strong vibe of Poland. There were other things in the dream.

Another one was I walking on Granville Street, I was on the East side of Granville Street walking North. This was between Smithe and Robson. As I was walking, I saw my friend my school, Cindy Walking, she was from Poland, young slim, long blonde hair. Then walking on, now at where the Capitol 6 Theatre where I saw Superman 2 with my father was my father! I said to him, Dad this is my friend Cindy Walking from school. He then said in Chinese, Is she young? He then went away. I didn't follow him. I chose not to. At one point he was looking back at me and I knew that he knew that I knew that he knew that I didn't want to follow him.

My friend told me that Chicago is the city with the second largest population of Polish besides Warsaw in the World. There are more Polish people in Chicago than in most small to mid size towns in Poland! I had one real good Chicago dream. Two of Capone's henchmen, one must have been Frank Nitro shot me in a hallway with railings. As I lay on the floor shot, I thought, 'Can't you see that I'm injured?' The henchmen didn't care. They came and shot me a second time making sure to finish the job. But not before Al Capone himself appeared. He appeared all green, and he said, 'I wanted to be President of the United States but they gave me syphilis!!!!'


Well the thing is, I'm not sure if my friend actually speaks Polish. What if I try it and my friend doesn't speak the language? Would it be a waste of time? Nie, that is no. I wouldn't mind going to Poland. It's got a certain sensible vibe that I'm sure is a part of me.


Bill Murray is Irish Catholic, not Polish. But one time years ago, he was at a Hollywood party and someone said "The Polish are coming!" And they were these happy go lucky Polish guys. One of them asked Bill Murray if he would like to visit Poland. Bill Murray wound up going to Poland and having a wonderful time. ✌️😉


Years ago I had a girlfriend who spoke Portuguese. If I could do it over again, I would've learned Portuguese to be closer to her. She spoke that language for hours on end whenever she was with her parents. If a lady doesn't speak another language for hours on end a day somewhere, usually with her family or wherever, then I won't bother to learn the language. An hour a week wouldn't cut it.


Poland has a lot of beautiful women but so does every country unless there's something wrong with them. Thoughts of visiting Poland, upon research has a few major barriers. Poland is obsessed with World War 2 but they were one of the countries that got the worst of it during the war. I'm a fan of Saving Private Ryan as much as anyone else, but their obsession with the war is right out of an episode of Fawlty Towers namely The Germans. Poland has a reputation that precedes them when it comes to soccer hooliganism. On a continent reknowned for its hooliganistic zeal, Poland ranks amongst even them as legendary when it comes to that. I don't know if that's an incentive. And a YouTube video said Poland is 95% Polish people descended from families who have lived there for centuries. Germany let in a million Muslim immigrants. Poland isn't like that. If I went to Poland, I'd be going alone and not part of some vast family caravan like the travelling Joads in The Grapes of Wrath. 5% isn't zero percent. Looking online, Warsaw and Krakow have quite a few Chinese restaurants. I'm also thinking that the hooliganism is somewhat over exaggerated. There are some tourist sites to definitely avoid unless you want to get majorly depressed. But Thailand had a few places like that too, if not Thailand then the neighbouring countries have a few ghastly tourist attractions as well. 


Learning Polish is something I won't give up on. Even though the situation has deteriorated somewhat. My one friend whom I love very much has a last name which I think might be Polish. But that last name one one that about half a dozen countries share such as Germany, Russia etc. So for me to learn Polish for to impress someone who may not be Polish. She's very Westernized. 
And there is my neighbour who's Polish. But when learning a new language, the response is only ever two sided. Either they're complimenting your good grasp of the pronunciation or else they're correcting you. Boring. My Polish neighbour would much rather speak the mainstream language. It seems that he's burned out from the language of the Old Country; a language that isn't widely spoken in this country.
However I have another Polish friend, she's Polish for sure and is quite proud of her heritage. She speaks of it often. At this stage, Monday June 22, 2020, I'd say, and this is a phonetic spelling not actual as it will take some time. This would be of no interest to anyone except myself and maybe slightly mild interest to anyone who loves the Polish language. And this is from memory. No crib notes.


Dzien dobrev: Good morning. Dobre cie vieciej: good to see you. Jestes bardzo uprecemy: you are very kind. Jestes olshnievayotsa: you are gorgeous. Viglondas swietna: You look good. Pani fryzura jest swietna: Your hairstyle is nice. Ziedmy na miesce dzisiaj wieczejoram, zed mee na mesh shee ja see-ay wee ja choram: Let's go to dinner tonight. The last one is a zinger and worth mastering. She might say, Pomyslie o tum: I'll think about it. Jestem bardzo nieshmiwa a dzielny: I am very shy and brave. That's a good start and some sentences my Polish friend would thinky of as funny. Jestes zabowny: You are funny. 

Learning languages is a way a person can find out the strength of their own memory. It will take a few months to master the basic rudiments of a language, pronunciation, cadence of sentences, etc.
I hope to meet a Polish girl one day to be my girlfriend. I am willing to travel and move to Poland as I'd like to get married one day. Why go to Poland when I can experience the best of Poland right here in this town with my two Polish girlfriends, one of them whom may or may not be Polish. It was also the dreams I had that spurs me on to learn a language where I  otherwise  have only three Polish friends, one who is ostensibly Polish, one who is taciturn about his Native language, and one really enchanting lady whom I only see two or three times a year and for half an hour each. I guess zero out of three ain't bad. Would that be experiencing the best of Poland in this town?  


It's not just knowledge of the sentences when you learn a new language but how you use it. Have total assurance of the mastery of the words you want to say. Learn a thousand sentences but wind up cherry picking in a gangsta style, the best words. Never mind, It is good to see you, You are very kind, instead go for the jugular so to speak. Say, You are very beautiful. I'm still getting the hang of it. 
One wouldn't want to be the guy that speaks seven languages but couldn't score. If they couldn't it's because they're in the wrong town. They have to move.  
Being in the right town makes all the difference in the world. If you're in the right town, things happen for you very quickly. If you're in the wrong town, they just about never happen. Every year millions make the move to another town. It's legal. People don't believe this but call my bluff. Send me to another town.  Sometimes I think that me moving to another country seems to be such a threat to this country. Either that or else what do they care? I'm just a minority. If I left, no one in Canada would care. Even if I died they wouldn't care. Not as much as if a White person left to another country or died. Get a passport and go. It's not rocket science.
It's what I'm doing. Am I on a travel adventure or am I regressing? That changes the dynamic. If I'm regressing then I'd always have one eye on the door out. I wouldn't want to be stuck here for another ten years let alone for life. Once I was travelling, living thousands of miles overseas speaking a different language. Now I'm back here. What a turgid regression. If I'm on a travel adventure is want to stay there and never come back. Such differences in dynamics really affects all social relationships.





"What you do in the dark will eventually come out in the light." The Thin Blue Line, Connie Franks
Over the course of the last two days, remembering that I did a cartoon about Siamese Twins, I thought of what it might be like to do a Siamese Twin, specifically Abby and Brittany Hensel to have the two of them, doing someone, for instance doing me orally. I had sex with a blind lady once so a Siamese Twins isn't that much further down the road from that. It's somewhere in the neighbourhood. Internet memes say that they had a threesome but they didn't specify which type. There are threesomes and there are threesomes as for a Siamese twins, whether they have sex with one or two others, either way, it's still a threesome. I guess Siamese Twins have dreams of sex and getting married just like everyone else. It's normal. The ideal of coupling with a conjoined twins is one thing. The reality is another. Not a lot of men could handle the stigma. 
There aren't a lot of female Siamese twins in the World, and as a result, there's even less Siamese twin based porn.   There are two conjoined twins porn videos on xhamster but the Siamese twins in those videos are pretend. Even though, I still 'watched' the videos but not to completion. No, never to completion. "Wookie love, 15 seconds of pleasure, 50 years of regret." Darth Beotch, YouTube
I've wondered if the Hensel twins have a porn video on the Black Web. Any thoughts of them, if that road  is followed far enough would lead to that question. Yes they have. No they don't. Neither answer would surprise me.
I thought of taking a picture of my uh, member, enlarged and making it look even larger, to scale with putting my hand around it. I'm not sure if that's legal. I thought that could be a way I could attract women. One YouTube commenter said on a forum of the topic, "Don't do it! People often use that as screensavers!" I have a feeling that it isn't legal. Until I'm sure about the legality of it. Even then. Joe Rogan said that porn stars are fearless at what they do in a world where most people are slightly embarrassed to even look at their own genitals. 
And in my case, should I roll it back to show my royal birthmark? I doubt I'd ever do it. I'm not that kind of guy. I'm already into animating cartoons, writing, playing the drums, dancing, riding the scooter and learning Polish. Why branch out?
Would the Siamese twins ever marry or not? To one guy or two? Either way, it'd be kinky or as Bridget Jones would say, 'pervy'.  One day we'll all find out whether or not they walk down the aisle.
If there are any Siamese twin porn videos online, I might or might not give them a watch. It depends if I remember to or not. I'll probably forget about it.  But I wouldn't be trying to reach out to any Siamese twins, if there are any, online. People have said that you look at normal porn videos on whatever site and then there are all kinds of other videos that show up as suggestions. Some sites are worse than others. Some of these suggestions are clearly photoshopped. Perhaps a Siamese twin video could show up. At this point in the development and evolution of the internet, it wouldn't surprise me if it did. Is that what world civilization has degenerated to?
If there was a strange alien world where there was a generalized genetic anomaly in their history, it would be a humanoid world but all humans on that world are Siamese twins. The political body and Police forces would all be Siamese twins. But otherwise healthy in mind and body. In that world, it would be weird if you weren't having sex with a Siamese twin. 


When the pandemic lifts, I'm thinking of moving to Poland if the Polish lady I know in this town doesn't sign off on the idea of some kind of relationship where at least I'm seeing her more often. If the whole thing falls through, I'm moving to Poland.  I still would like to get married.  
I would like to move to Poland, not to look for a Siamese twin to have sex with, I mean I want to go there to live a normal life. To look for a normal Polish lady younger than me although I'd still have a fling with a lady who's older, if it's mutually agreed to. 
I want to move because living somewhere far away is a perpetual adventure. I want to forget the past completely and the only way I can do that is to move to Poland. 
Why not Thailand? Poland's women have a beauty that is unmatched. I have been smitten. Poland has a Northern European energy and I'm someone who feels the Christmas vibe and Sunday vibes very strongly. Over there, it's the Christmas Season and it's Sunday every day of the year. Even though there is more people there than Canada and with a smaller area, it seems to have a very relaxed and mellow pace of life.
I don't know if they would accept me because perhaps I'm too crazy for that place.
Online, a round-trip ticket to Warsaw WAW costs about $1,200 for May 24, 2021.
I could live on Canadian welfare overseas for a few weeks to a few months but eventually the money would dry up. I'd have to find a job and that man's doing something a local could not. The prime job choice is English teacher. That's why for $40 from an app, I could learn 2,500 Polish phrases for in case the relationship with the sweet lady falls through as I'm somewhat pessimistic.
Prices from YouTube create doubt saying: If you want her stop chasing her.  I'm tired of breadcrumbs from her. The more you're willing to die for someone, the more they'll kill you. If you treat someone like a celebrity, they're going to treat you like a fan. How to chase someone is stop chasing them? That really helps.
At first overseas in the first year, you need to show a degree. Once people get to know you they could help you get an English teaching job or some other job without a degree. But you'd need to be there for a few years.
The Polish flag is red and white. It waves. "I like the flying colors."


I've been addicted to pork rinds for years. If a person eats too much red meat and drinks too much alcohol, they can develop gout which is a painful inflammation of some joints. Very painful. One person said that he's been shot, stabbed and beaten up and the pain of gout is worse. Red meat and booze, it used to be called the disease of the rich because only the rich then could afford to eat like that. Uric acids are released and that's what causes the gout. I don't eat a lot of red meat. Vegetables and rice neutralize uric acids, any starches like potatoes, 🍞 bread is good. Pork rinds are good in moderation. Unlike with potato chips, I wonder if eating too much pork rinds will bring about gout. I drink on average less than one can of beer a month.


I've watched some excellent Polish movies yesterday. All these movies can be found on Tubi.
Sweet Rush is kind of like How Stella Got Her Groove Back. Older lady hooks up with young guy.
The Word is a teenage high school movie about a love triangle gone wrong. Very wrong. 
Erratum is about a guy who returns, regresses back to his hometown which he has reservations about. The mechanic in this movie gives him good advice.
Path to Glory is about horses. I have a friend from Poland who likes horses. California Chrome, she's a 'Chromie', and Gunnevera are her favourites. She even went to Dubai to visit them. Some people are rich enough to travel like that. I am happy for them. I hope they enjoy their journey.
Some of the actors in these movies, I wouldn't be surprised to see them in a Star Wars movie somewhere down the line.

On Google Play, I'm going to get the Polish language lessons, 5,000 sentences for $38. Then 1,000 German sentences for $8 and remove ads from Princess Subway Runner for $1.39 although I haven't been able to find the link for remove ads for PSR since. I'd need a $50 Google card. I got a deal at the pawn store. A few 007 movies for $30. I thought of getting two grams of keif for $45 as one gram is $35, it'd be insane not to go for two. And green gel caps; 'gems', 10 mg of THC each for $14 for 15 caps. This is legal in Canada.




My cartoon will use normal faces although I don't draw normal faces as good as anime artists. I won't be using the face of an actual actor as I have done in the past.



I've quit playing the drums. I'm not that good of a drummer. I can do rolling triplets with my fingers on the app. Anyone can do that. But to do that in real life. There was a rolling triplet on the ZZ Top song La Grange. Rich the security guard on Detroit Pawn could do rolling triplets on the drums. He did it on one episode. 
Maybe I am talented at the drums. I'm inadvertently doing polyrhythms a new ghost notes. US President Donald Trump is a great president. He was talking about a colleague one day. He said about the person who works on his team, "He's a very talented golfer. He's talented in a way that no one can understand." He said that the day after I did a YouTube player drumming to Jo Jones and Milt Buckner in L'adventures du jazz. I'm keeping score. Drumming is dilettante and effete and very redundant. The scope is much more vast with drawing and animating. 
Drumming can lead to intrusive and unwanted thoughts because of the repetitive tedium of the mechanism of drumming. But no thought could be more intrusive than that of a costumed character in Japan playing the drums. The story gets even more strange. The person playing the drums in the red Pokemon costume is old and he is Chinese. The story gets even stranger yet. The Chinese man in the Nyango Star, heavy metal cat costume playing the drums is the Mayor of the town!
I don't know about playing drums again. I never thought I was that good at it. Anything I do on YouTube has a low view count. All of my drumming videos on YouTube have a low view count. Maybe my style of drumming and dancing are old school. Mainly 70s and 80s style.



Lots of fears are counterintuitive. During the pandemic when the streets were extra quiet, a lot of people were afraid. That fear is counter intuitive. Less dangers when there is way too few people. More dangers when there is way too many people. 
A fat person loses quite a bit of weight. You see them a feel a little bit afraid. That fear is counter intuitive. Less weight means less BMI which means less HBP. It means they're healthier. 


Scotty Kilmer the mechanic taught me a lot about BMWs. On his '5 Reasons You Shouldn't Buy A Tesla' YouTube video, commenter Bo Han wrote: 
If you're new to the channel,
1. Toyota is King
2. Buying a used Lexus is genius
3. Ford is better than Chevy
4. Mercedes are money pits
5. Everything else is garbage
That's what Scotty Kilmer taught me about BMWs. He said older ones were more reliable and didn't so many gimmicky plastic parts which break often and are expensive to repair yada yada...
In for a penny, in for a pound.
Car in Polish is samochod.
A car company is suing Scotty Kilmer. Archie Luxury gets warning letters threatening to sue from Omega watch company as Archie always slags them off.
Expensive luxury cars like BMW have a higher tolerance, the gasket covers are machine threaded to a fraction of a millimetre. Cheaper cars you just out the gasket cover on, they have a lower tolerance. A cheap Toyota driven at 100 miles an hour will shake rattle and roll. A BMW won't because it has higher tolerance. Plus BMW has special tailor made rear tires specially threaded for high speed stability.
A Lexus is a Toyota Luxury EXport to the US.


Me:
1. Marijuana is king.
2. Buying two grams of keif a month is genius.
3. Coffee is better for your health than energy drinks.
4. Cocaine is a money pit of edginess and depression. Don't do it.
5. Everything else is garbage.

Cocaine generate large amounts of dopamine which originates in the ventral tegmental area of the brain, the part that forms the mesocortolimbic dopamine system.


SPECTRE stands for SPecial Executive for Counter Terrorism, Revenge and Extortion. It's been in the James Bond movies since Dr. No. SMERSH is Russian and based on the real life Russian organization with the same name  whose task is to kill any enemy spy from a foreign country who is on their soil. There is no Spectre in real life however in the UK, there is a shadowy government organization known as Group 13* *source: Quora. Group 13s main objective is to identify and make disappear anyone they deem as a threat to the government. No Time To Die will definitely talk about Spectre and Blofeld.
There is a real international organization called Interpol.



The World Is Not Enough. That's his family heraldic crest motto: Orbis non sufficit - the world is not enough.




James Bond himself did a Blofeld in Skyfall when he was shot, "Take the bloody shot!" shot and fell off of a bridge and then submerged deep in the water. Any one of the three things, the shot, the fall, submerged and undertow currents could have killed him yet he survived. In Diamonds are Forever, Blofeld was pushed off of a gurney into either a lava or a hot mud pit. I'm going with hot mud. Blofeld returns in the opening scene in For Your Eyes Only, personality nothing at all like the Telly Savalas iteration.
In the Daniel Craig James Bond series, he is reinvented as James Bonds half brother. At the end of the movie Spectre, Blofeld has a scar just like the Donald Pleasance version in Thunderball. I saw Spectre in the theatre with my girlfriend who is in the hospital. I worried about her. She had some procedure or other. If they could bring Blofeld back from a mud pit and that was with the medical technology they had in the 70s, my girlfriend should be fine.






Star Wars 4K77 is 97% of the original print restored to 4K. The 3% missing is probably the part where Han shot first. It's only available for downloading from somewhere or other. It's an 80 GB file. Huge. Maybe one day WalMart might sell it.


Today at WalMart I experienced a slightly violent incident. I was walking near the escalators and a woman and her daughter was walking in front of me towards me and the woman raised her hand as if to swat me. I turned around and looked at her. I thought of saying, "What the fuck was fucking that?!!"  And if she wanted to fight me, that would have been interesting. I carry a nail with me at all times. It's not illegal. It's the royal pin of the Chinese Emperor. Maybe I should carry a green throwing star too, on that note. These weapons won't work as well for others as they would for me because I personally had the Chinese Imperial dream of weapons. Royal energy is something this country wouldn't understand. A country has to be 900 years old before it has a Monarchy.  Yet this country does understand. At places I act on things I learned in royal dreams. Slight subtle moves to bring me closer to the energy. At Canadian Tire, two days ago, it was the same as ever, then a lady standing next to me in the line up at the checkout was wearing a crown tattoo! I even commented to her about it. "Nice crown tattoo."  
Anyways, the lady who raised her arm and swatted at me at WalMart. If  she wanted to fight me, that would have been interesting. Graceless barbaric; knows nothing about royal energy.  The pin plus fighting methods I learned in dreams. DTGP Dreamworld tradecraft ghost protocol. "Dreams show the forces behind life." Edgar Cayce.  The fight would have been very  interesting indeed. I don't know about Canada but in the States, WalMart isn't exactly known for its well heeled clientele. I'm going back there today. I need to pick something up. Was that woman a meth smoker living in a trailer park because that's the stereotypical WalMart demographic stateside. I wonder if that somehow carries over to Canada.
In the movie The Men Who Stare At Goats, George Clooney carries around a weapon called a claw.

I see things people don't see. Casino Royale. The silhouette fight. Daniel Craig for a moment there did a move I recognize from the dreamworld. The fight with the thug who yelled at me at the Church and wit the lady at WalMart would have been very interesting indeed. Utilizing such moves makes it much more effortless for me.

Don't ever lose that imagination, right? My social perceptions are awful. I don't know what to make of them. I often don't trust my own social perceptions but it's the only one I have. Princess Leia said, "One day you will learn to trust yourself."


Has YouTube lost it's Marbles? Well, apparently it has!
Jenna Marbles left the building of YouTube, so to speak. It just goes to prove the old saying. Just when you thought you knew someone. Jenna Marbles had at least 22 million subscribers. I was a subscriber! I can't speak for others but as an Asian visible minority I was not at all offended by what Jenna Marbles wrote about Asians. It was quite mild; she used the words WONG and KING which I personally thought was interesting. I immediately flashed on those words.  Jenna Marbles did more good form this world than she has done bad. The World is a much better place with her.  She did a video about 'Mr Perfect' and she made a race track from her hair and rolled a Mattel's Hot Wheels car off of that and the car didn't slip off mid way.  They don't bring up that moment. Why don't they? 
As for blackface, Trudeau never lost his job over it. These SJWs are like the McCarthy Communist era. He made an error of going after those who were too high up. Soon after that, he was gone. Hubris. It was another generational wave that came and went. Just like the ostensibly sanctimonious, but most likely hypocritical SJWs will. History is full of waves like that. Anthropology 101.
I wish Jenna Marbles the best. I'm sure she will land on her feet. 
With Jenna Marbles off YouTube, SJWs have scored a pyrrhic victory.


All you need is love.

Thoughty2 talked about the feigned outrage of SJWs. Their progenitors had real issues like World War 2, the Korean War and the Vietnam War. These issues defined them. Lacking the impetus of any similar generation defining any issues on that level, they make outrage their issue to give them a sense of ACCOMPLISHMENT that the previous generation defining issues did for their ancestors. Those throw away the baby with the bathwater SJWs. I didn't say it, Thoughty2 did on YouTube in his video, Why All The Outrage.



U stands for University. YouTube is 'the other 'U'. Except you learn a hundred times more things on YouTube than you would at an actual University. According to YouTube comments, Universities nowadays are bastions of Leftist SJW bullshit.



If you borrow $100,000 from the bank and you can't pay it back you got a problem. If you borrow $100,000,000 from the bank and you can't pay it back, the bank's got a problem.
If you have ten thousand subscribers and you're suddenly not on YouTube anymore, you got a problem. If you have 22 million subscribers at last count, and you're not on YouTube anymore, YouTube has a problem. 
Scotty Kilmer the mechanic has 1 billion views and he's said that earned him $7 million from YouTube. Jenna Marbles had way more than that!




I didn't see a lot of Jenna Marbles videos. I usually like to watch non personality based non fiction documentaries. Seeing her videos a lot would send the wrong signal to her and myself that I have a crush. However that never happened. Anyways to have a crush on someone who lives far away and she would have absolutely no interest in you, totally different leagues, sets up for yourself what in Feng Shui is called a killing zone. 
Watching a woman drive away in a nice car and the separation anxiety from that is to have stepped into another killing zone. Or as US President Donald Trump would call it, 'the CHOP zone'. 
Just like George Lazenby as he watched Diana Riggs drive away in the movie On Her Majesty's Secret Service, he said "I bet this never happened to the other fellow!" The other fellow he was referring to was Sean Connery. Talk about breaking the fourth wall! About how Sean Connery never had to fight guys and then the girl drove away. Sean Connery always got the girl. As Rod Stewart said, "Some guys have all the luck." Remember, if you're unlucky, you're in the wrong town. Maybe the astrology of the town doesn't match your astrology. Solution: Give up on the town you're in. Abandon it. Move to another town. A few other towns until you find one that immediately clicks.  Consult an astrologer to ask about the perfect town on the planet for me. Consult a few to see if their answers match or not. If not, it's a scam, not science. Get a second opinion.


George Lazenby was never taken on the press tour for OHMSS. Why not? They missed out on a golden opportunity. He was in the role of honor as James Bond the groom because after doing You Only Live Twice, Sean Connery wanted a million to be in Thunderball. He got $750,000 instead. So he turned down the role that George Lazenby got. In Diamonds are forever, Sean Connery got $1,600,000. That was a lot then. In the late 90s actors like Arnie for Batman Lives and Canada's Jim Carrey broke the $20,000,000 record for The Cable Guy.  The movie looks way better in Blu ray. A lot better. It was simultaneously one of the best and most under rated of Bond movies. 


A coronavirus vaccine regulations involves three levels of trials. WHO solidarity trials.  Experimental trials involves lab animals with 0% placebos. Clinical trials include closed medical indoor setting 50% are placebos. Public trials include outdoor trials to a limited number control group of people publicly with a 25% percentage of placebos. Once all this is done then the FDA or the Canadian equivalent to that will approve a coronavirus vaccine which would then have 0% placebos just like with the lab animals. We have that in common with them. Well we got that at least that going for us.


If I could do it over again... In Dawson Creek about ten years ago in the grassy fenced in yard of a motel near the highway was a tan 4 door 1986  BMW 320i. I should have walked right up to the office of the motel and asked if they were selling it. I would have offered $5,000 making payments. Or got a loan for it. Butterfly effect. I wouldn't be here today if I did that. 



Poland has 3 main cities. Warsaw, Krakow and Gdansk. Warsaw is the capital. It is a landlocked city. Krakow is the old city and has much pre WW2 architecture. It is the city of the 3 closest to bordering countries for traveling to. However it is about 20 miles away from, let's just call it the World War 2 place. It is very popular with tourists.
I want to talk about 'the World War 2 place' in Poland. One of my good friends was born there. I thought he was born in Germany. Even when he told me he was born at Auschwitz, in a fit of geographic knowledge gap, I glossed over that and thus falsely deduced that he was shot in Germany thinking that Auschwitz was in Germany. Wrong! It's in Poland. He is an Austrian Jewish man who speaks mostly German, born in Poland. He did mention that he could speak some Polish as well. Anyways, in Russia, bears found and caught in the forest are trained for the circus, making them money while in Canada bears that are feral and wild are shot. Canada lacks the imagination of their Russian forebears. Auschwitz could have been razed to the ground and have some buildings on it perhaps called Auschwitz Luxury Estate Condominiums. But they didn't do that. They turned that historical blight site into a mega money making tourist attraction that makes them lots of money every year like how Russians would train wild bears for the circus. Now would I visit there? I doubt it. I'm a very squeamish traveler:

Traveling in home country: Travel 101
Traveling overseas: Travel 201
Traveling to visit Auschwitz: Travel 401

Admission to the World War 2 concentration camp is free but a guided tour is 60 zlotys or else $20 Canadian. There is a film there that costs 6 zl. Due to the coronavirus pandemic, it is closed to tours until further notice.


Zloty means golden.


The city of my choice is Gdansk. It is on the coast and the architecture of the city is beautiful. I'm someone who likes to dance and the word dance is embedded in the name.
I felt the Sunday vibes strongly today. Good feelings. I thought of a park near the ocean and an old 80s song. That's what does it.
Sunday vibes can be felt anywhere in the World. As a traveler, I've felt that in every town I visited. Once you get to know the Sunday vibes, it's wonderful. 
















Gdansk, Poland. Beautiful. Wyglada swietna.

The BC Ferries boats were built in Gdansk, Poland.


It is said that the next James Bond movie would change everything as Bond faces a danger the likes of which the World has never seen. Let me guess. SPECTRE got a hold of a 64 q-bit, that's a lot of q-bits, quantum computer with AI. A quantum computer can do in less than an hour what the best normal computer would do in three thousand years! Maybe time travel, but that's mixing two tropes together, sci-fi and spy.
What changes everything is that according to Esquire, James Bond has a five year old daughter he's training to be an assassin.
The problems with time travel are: travelling into the past involves the grandfather paradox, traveling forwards in time involves the bootstrap paradox.



Nukes Top 5

5 Scary Ghost Videos That Will Mess You Up Bro!
Features Polish Paranormal TV

5 Ghost Videos Not for the Squeamish!!!
Features Tik Tok Reality Ripple effect. A YouTuber called woodsie.tv  did a really scary video about his dead grandmother. Very scary and I've been watching ghost videos for years. Reality Ripple ghost. Is it real or not? Kirlian photography?


Another disturbing app mentioned on Nuke's Top 5: Sleep Is Cancelled, video is an app called Randonautica. Supposedly it reads your intentions after a minute of you focusing on something. Whether it's positive or negative. The negative results are very disturbing. Sure, got nothing better to do, why not try an app that leads you to go to some strange place you don't know for no reason. What could go wrong? Uh, no thanks! Absolutely no thanks!!
Actually, I don't think this should be legal. It makes Pokemon Go look like a normal GPS machine in a car.

I won't use randonautica because scared. If I were to us it, the terms I would punch in so it could pinpoint my intent is: UBC, 1982, Ray Parker Jr, Bill Murray, Harold Ramis.  It might bring me to a place where I look on the ground and find a red plastic UBC whistle. Often one's own brain is a randonautica. Carl Jung talked about synchronicity. Think of something and it soon appears. I thought of UBC and 1982 for the last two days. I seen people wearing UVIC sweatshirts an someone wearing an Atari t-shirt. Atari was big in 1982.




UBC student union building how it looked in 1982. 
Othr people see this an feel nothing. I see this and feel a flood of good feelings, emotions, and vibes. Ray Parker Jr and Raydio. 1982.

"I go hard in the mo'fu'in' paint, nigga!" BrodieTV visits UBC


University has a lot of stories. Most of them aren't good. Pass but not be able to get a job. The only available jobs are overseas as an English teacher but you won't be at UBC anymore. 
One can party all the time 1982 style but then thousands of dollars of tuition down the drain as one then flunks University.
Get a University girl pregnant then it's meeting her parents who live hundreds of miles away and then marrying her and moving there. Again, no more UBC.
A professor is old but could have stayed at UBC for decades whereas the average student just stays there for 4 years. I didn't study there so for me to hang out there lifelong is a different dynamic than with someone who actually studied there. It's be like living around the high school I went to all my life. If someone studied there, all they'd remember is assignments and deadlines.
I wouldn't go to Wreck Beach. Sure there's naked women but there's a lot of naked other things that wouldn't be a priority at all to see. I've known of people who went there for years who seldom if ever scored. If a woman got it on with a lot of guys there, she'd be a slut. Even if that's not the worst, would a slut be the best kind of woman to know? Anyways there's no real priority in going there. 
If you stay there for a long time, you no longer get the vibe. A person who isn't Easy Indian will notice the curry smell of an East
 Indians residence. But if they stay there, after🤣🌀 awhile, they don't notice it anymore. But if they leave for some time and then come back, they notice it again. UBC vibes are like that.
UBC is just one vibe. There are lots of others. The Dawson Creek vibe, etc. Sunday vibes in different towns have different wonderful heavenly vibes. The Victoria vibe. The Prince Rupert vibe. Etc etc
"I left that life because that was just one life and there are so many other lives to live." Henry David Thoreau, Walden
UBC 1982, Ray Parker Jr, Bill Murray etc that's only me. No one else who thinks of UBC thinks of that.


Of course I was there in 1982 one day,  and the public computer system was just awful. Today you have a computer that's a flat screen TV connected to the internet. The public computers then had no screens but what they did have was punch cards. Lots and lots of punch cards.
How were they at all useful?


An anagram of UBC is BUC which is the first three letters of Buckingham Palace.
The Chinese Palace is red but has white bas-relief bannerette clouds carved  slabs as stair railings. UBC has short squat red fire hydrants.



The approach to UBC. Beyond that is the University buildings and then the beach further on. If I were a ghost, I'd haunt UBC and visit there or try to visit there forever.




I have to go back to UBC one day. It gives me "the feeling" although this feeling is imaginary. How many people even those who've been at UBC for years if they were to write a 1,000 page essay would include the words 1982 and Ray Parker Jr in that write up? Probably none. So clearly my cultural sentimentalities involving 1982 and Ray Parker Jr and Raydio are not universal. 
UBC has a lot of bad stories over the years. I've had my share of bad times at UBC too. But for me to believe that my stories of bad times would be the worst stories of bad times at UBC would be clearly delusional. I've heard stories of people getting killed on the trail of Wreck Beach. My friend went to visit a student at a dormitory probably Vanier Place. As he walked down the hall towards the students dorm room, the hall stank bad. Then in the room were two decapitated heads fished out of the dumpster behind the medical department. It was weird timing too. The door to the room was open, students milling in the hall some commenting on the smell and the heads as word had gotten out. And the Police were then on their way to confiscate the heads. Some people spent an entire term every day for months, day in day out, week in week out working on cadavers. That's normal for med school in University but that would be a tough year at UBC!
UBC similar to UFO; Take away a part of the B and paste that on to the C. I never made that connection.
I'm sure UBC studies and takes very seriously DMT, UFOs, Kardashev Scale, solid state drives, femtocameras, carbyne which is 100 times stronger than graphene, Gaia satellite, quantum physics, quantum entanglement which is a type of quantum superposition, subatomic reality,  the  subjective algorithm of time which doesn't include time travel placed over the objective algorithm of time which does include time travel, other dimensions, dreamworld tradecraft ghost protocol DTGP, involuntary muscles of the face, certain lie detector truthteller segments of the mind that light up when one recognizes something from the dreamworld, even RDTGP; Royal dreamworld tradecraft ghost protocol as I am well steeped in that now. Maybe I can get some answers when I go to UBC again. 
University tows a tight line. A story I got from English stories app from Google Play: One time, 4 University students did not show up for an exam because of too much drinking and partying. They were sent to the Dean's Office. They told the Dean that as they were driving home, they blew a tire and were unable to make it back in time for the exam. The Dean gave them three days to prepare for the exam. Then he said he prepared a special exam just for them. They were to go to separate rooms each to write the exam. There were 2 questions. 1. Name. 2. Which tire blew? A. Front right. B. Front left. C. Back right D. Back left.?
I got to go to UBC. It gives me the feeling. This place sure as hell doesn't. 



There is a Korean TV show on Tubi; Shine Or Go Crazy, about a Prince who is cursed. I think I'm cursed but not cursed enough. I wish I was cursed to the point where I died years ago as my life is going nowhere. I'm only suffering from some half assed chicken-shit curse. Not a curse where I am a member of the 27 club. 
I am going to ask my mother's spirit the next time I see her, "Mom why didn't you abort me? My life never really amounted to anything." My girlfriend said that asking that would make my mother nervous. 
My mother should have lived and I should have died. She was successful financially and she was middle class. I am unsuccessful financially and in lower class. My life never amounted to the financial success that my mother attained for herself. I would trade my life for my mother's. Use a time machine. Go back in time 50 years. She lives. I die. I could live with that!


Knowing the good natured people at UBC, if I were to broach that topic with them through inadvertently bringing up the topic of I wish my mother had aborted me. I look at Granny porn all the time. Like BrodieTV said,"The thing is, I  kind of have a thing for those old grannies over 95. That is, kind of...." I'm as useless to life as life is to me! Although at age 50 people would say to me, "You're 50. If you're not into Granny porn then why the hell aren't you?!" Anyways,  the University students might probably say something like, "Evey year at the UBC University hospital, a lot of abortions are performed through necessity or otherwise. Unfortunately all University hospitals see more than their fair share of abortions. That being said, in University we teach that life is precious. Like someone in YouTube comments said, Life isn't fair but it also doesn't cheat anyone. There is a balance that is realized. It will all work out."
I suspect that quite a few students at UBC would think along those collegiate  lines. I am 50 and look young. I got the University dance moves. I see and suspect that a lot of University girls want to know me. I see it on the streets. It will be mind-blowing and amazing how many College Girls I score with one day. Especially if I go back to UBC. 







YouTuber VeeTravels does a nice walking tour of UBC in 4K.

BrodieTV visited UBC. Every sentence that emerges from his mouth would otherwise be for anyone else, an intrusive and unwanted thought.  He pranked and punked a lot of students Tom Green style. At one point an RCMP SUV drove past! That's the UBC detachment.






News: Monday July 13, 2020
200 Universities backing a lawsuit against Trumps restrictions on international students.
I don't know what I can say about that. At UBC a Canadian student pays $5,800 a year for tuition, partially government subsidized via the Socialist public school program as the full tuition for international students is $38,000 via the Corporate for profit model. Pricey! It's the hybrid model for schools.  And tuition in America's prestigious universities is  more than that at UBC. In Quebec, Quebecers pay one price, other Canadians pay another price and international students pay an even more expensive price. 
I thought that Donald Trump was the big money man. Turning away international students is financial suicide. Why would international students want to visit the US right now anyways as that country has spiking COVID 19 rates. God bless the Americans though. I hope they pull through. I never wanted this for them.
What can you say about University tuition? In half the countries of Europe, university is free. Michael Moore Where To Invade Next says that University is free in Slovenia even to foreign students and it isn't an entirely Slovenian language curriculum as a lot of courses are offered in English. In over rated countries you have to pay for university. In under rated countries, university is free. Being in the right town and country vs being in the wrong town and country could mean the difference between paying vast amounts for university or else not paying anything at all.
Digging a little deeper, for foreign students although tuition is free, there are administrative costs which average about $1,700 US. And room and board is not included, about $5,000 a term for the less expensive countries but that's budget accommodations and meals.


Schools can safely return in September provided it follows this model. Half the students return on any given day.
50% are group A. The other 50% is group B.
Week 1: Group A: Monday Wednesday Friday
               Group B: Tuesday Thursday
Week 2: Group A: Tuesday Thursday
               Group B: Monday Wednesday Friday
Physical distancing is maintained and this works for whether the high school is a term or full year system or a semester or half year system.
Full year or term is all 10 classes strung together in a row intensively all year.
Half year😘 or semester is 5 courses every day for half a year and the other 5 classes every day for the other half of the year.
Classes include compulsory courses plus elective classes.
For practical purposes and for sale of argument, let's just call Group A the shirts and Group B the skins.  ......No that wouldn't work!
Apropos of that, because of the logistics involved, PhysEd would have to be cancelled completely or else drastically restructured.