January 2026

Thursday, January 1, 2026

God owns the future. 

Loy Sing has barbeque pork and chicken. The prices there are reasonable. Cash only. 

The New Year is full of anxiety and fear. Torpor of the mind has circumvented any plans I have for traveling this year. In all likelihood, I won't travel at all this year except in my mind and in VR. I don't know if I'll go to Sidney BC although I should because of the heavenly vibes which are completely undescribable.

I am still in grief for Heather. The biggest mistake of my lifetime was not asking her to marry me. It hurts. Grief is a dull crushing and searing pain in the heart. Grief increases the likelihood of an early demise and then its on to the afterlife with its exquisite time dynamic and setting of physics resulting in a different set of physics. 

Life must be honored. 

A person builds the place they will be in the afterlife with the actions done in this life. They are making their own bed which they will one day have to lie in. 

I thought of visiting Vancouver. My conspiratorial mind makes me think that Debbie with the dog is bait to trap me to move back to Vancouver. I don't mean bait as a girlfriend. Just as a normal common friendship based on a modern form of pen pallery which is a YouTube based friendship. Debbie is a great lady. However me and her are very different people. She is loud which is something I admire about her. I wish I could be loud like her.

I'm not able to be. That's just not in my temperament. The cat gets my tongue. 

I will resume my cartoon animation when I find a girlfriend. 

I told one lady who looks like Kate Beckinsale, that she has the power to take me to heaven if she were to uh, hold me. 

She said, Only Jesus has the power to take someone to Heaven. 

Kinda flakey. So I don't know. 

I live in a small backwater town. Slim pickings. Not much selection. 

I might be single for life. So I might not do any cartoons ever again. Not that anyone cares. 

My favorite videos on YouTube are, 

Emily Carr, Group of Seven. 

RCMP St Roch, 1943 video

RCMP St Roch, Secret WW2 Mission 

Miniature World Documentary

Bruce Lee Fist of Fury

Bruce Lee Way of the Dragon 

The Green Hornet 1966 Showdown in Chinatown 

F-86 Sabre Documentary 

Big Trouble In Little China 

Bruce Lee The Big Boss 

This months apps on meta quest Horizons plus we're all awful. Not one was much good. 

Ultra wings 2 - Got it. Not bad. But not better than Warplanes WW1 and Dawn of Jets. 

Superhot - word ladder: Superhot, supershot, supersh*t. Downright toxic and anal. Super janky. 

Into the Black - Into the wtf. Indifferent gameplay and story. Extraneous mess. 

Sometimes I wonder if there is a God or if it's all just random forces. There are a lot of Churches. Some are really large and ornate. There is no way there would be so many Church built over the centuries if it was fictional. Lots of money and energy, lots of high ranking people, lots of interesting stories over the centuries. There is a God. A person wouldn't spend their entire life being a Priest if that person thought it was fictional. 

Jesus said to not worry about a thing. He addressed food insecurity and food anxiety specifically. 

Animals don't go to organized grocery stores yet they never seem to worry about the next few meals of the next few days. 

F18 VR is supposed to be released this month. 

Tin Hearts VR is supposed to  be released next month. 

Future faked: 

Mickey de Grand IV - Masters of Ancient Midi 

Teleport Scotland VR from Jonathon Fong 

Advertised as, will be released later this year 2025, and never happened. 

Disappointed. Crestfallen. 

Will F18 and Tin Hearts be future fakes too? 

Even World Flight VR released 6 out of 10 planes. Odd because WF VR appeared on other platforms with all the planes. A quasi future fake. You never get that on Amazon android. All apps are complete upon release. No half finished apps which are supposed to pass as market standard, market ready products. 

Flying at night in World Flight, the landing Strips are illuminated and they are not as obvious during the day. 

I wouldn't live on Salt Spring Island. Sherlock Holmes said that not even the lowest and vilest alleyway in London has as dreadful a record of sin as the smiling and beautiful countryside which is why moving to small towns are a mistake. Safety in numbers. 

Yet some people in small towns lived there for years and their business is still prosperous unlike the boarded up business store fronts in the city. 

Small towns have a heavenly vibe and listening to the radio at night, the mind stretches on almost forever, to the horizon. Sunday vibes, the heavenly vibes of Sunday in a small town are through the roof. Heavenly, definitely. 

All small towns have that. Minimum wage is equal throughout the entire country. Washing dishes in a restaurant in a small town is a luxury detail. In the novel Down and Out in Paris and London, Orwell was eventually moved to work washing dishes at the smaller area where the Officers and high ranking staff of the hotel ate. The job was much lighter in volume. That's what washing dishes in a small town is like compared to the big City. 

Intellectual people, the vast majority of people have intellect shaped from years of experience. Intellectual people live in small towns and big cities alike. In a small town, rents are generally cheaper, work is leisurely and slow paced and in no time, a person can save up for a vacation. Some people in small towns in Canada were brave enough to travel to Europe. Something I've never done. They were brave enough but also able to save up enough money to do it. 

VR is very popular in small towns and VR goggles can be ordered off Amazon or bought at a local half sized Walmart. In small towns, VR goggles sell out fast. There really isn't anything else to do. VR goggles are the great equalizer. They make life in a small town or big city, what's the difference if you're using VR? 

"One town looks like any other When you're head's bent down over your pieces brother." Murray Head 

Time travel goes fast but linear time goes fast too. Where have the last few decades gone? 

More Chinese people in China understand English than White people understand Chinese. 

English is the left brain, mammalian over-brain language. 

Chinese is the right brain, reptilian under-brain language. 

The reptilian underbrain is much older. 

The mammalian brain is the center of the executive function. 

The reptilian brain is the center of the just make sh*t up when you don't have the actual information function. The reptilian brain is also known as the limbic system, R-complex. 

Because of their versatility in complete integrated hemi-lateral brain functioning, the Chinese can and indeed have taken computers to a new direction. Computer systems as far as I know operate similar to the mammalian over brain and reptilian under brain. 

I'm not Mr Computer repair guy techno wizard but what even I know about computers is

There is the ROM which is the reptilian underbrain and RAM in which you can get RAM cards for faster computer processing is the mammalian overbrain. 

Software is mammalian overbrain. 

Hardware is reptilian underbrain. 

The mainframe processor is the mammalian overbrain. 

The CPU or motherboard is the reptilian underbrain. 

The mammalian overbrain aspects of the computer uses words, text, sentences, paragraphs, phrases, emojis and pictures and video. 

The reptilian underbrain aspects of the computer uses encrypted block chain data that often appears as symbolic form code. 

Symbolic form code. Now the Chinese and Japanese are right experts at that. 

That is their cup of camellia sinensus, tea. 

Not bad, huh? Even I know a little bit about computers although that would be the extent of my knowledge for the time being. 

AI itself is dependent on all of these increments in any system such as the RAM and ROM, the software and the hardware, the processor and the CPU. Otherwise it just won't work. 

The Chinese based on their knowledge of left brain and right brain, mammalian and reptilian language systems, would have an intimate understanding of reverse engineering and somehow coming up with better and better computers. 

This also goes for the Japanese who are indeed Masters of the mammalian and reptilian language functioning. The places that the Japanese have taken computer technology are legendary. 

Newer and better. 

More and faster. 

"Faster and more intense." George Lucas 

Tip. You'd be surprised at how many White people can read at least some Chinese characters! There are some White people who teach Chinese. A few are quite expert at it too. And Dai Shan and NYxiaomai on YouTube can speak Chinese better than a lot of  Chinese people including yours truly. 

What the heck. The English language uses numbers. Similar to Chinese characters, numbers are semasiographic, symbolic and are a form of Right brain, reptilian underbrain written communication. 

A lot of people of all Nationalities have Chinese tattoos. Even if someone of any Nationality can read a few, you get the idea. The rest is just wash rinse repeat. That knowledge could somehow help in the computer world. 

Lots of places in the world have Ghostbusters type of street signs. A picture of something in the center with a Ghostbusters kind of circle around it. That's symbolic language just like Chinese characters. That's Right brain, that's reptilian underbrain. 

I don't care at all about inheritance. 

I owe them nothing and they owe me nothing. 

They earned the money. They should decide what to do with it. 

I never visited them even once in over 30 years. It would be different if I was their caregiver. Even if I was a caregiver and was cut out of the will, God and Jesus said never to worry at all about doing good things for no money in return. I would just think that it was funny and typical of them. 

I'm not interested in any renewals with any energy that I'm not at all sure about. I'm just as happy to never think of them again. I just have to get on with what's left of my life. I predict that I will go in a year that ends in 4. 

64, 74, years old. I severely doubt that I'll make it to 84 although I have one solid reason to and that's to see the future of VR and electric skateboards as well. Other than that, I see no reason why I should make it to age 84. 

Speaking of the reptilian function aspect of computers, I have Jurassic Park VR. I bought it before otherwise its on sale for $5 from $35. Why the Jurassic markdown? Two weeks is a lifetime in politics. Three years is a lifetime in VR apps. This app was made 4 years ago. 

Meta Quest is the second and third generation VR. 

Oculus Rift was first generation VR. 

Jurassic Park VR is a carryover from the Oculus days. 

Jurassic Park has Jurassic waves of motion sickness. No action, fights, or shooting dinosaurs. Just sneaking around and finding things, avoiding being seen, and escape room claptrap. What the heck. $5. 

In the main room, that scene brought JP movie vibes for sure. 

Truth is stranger than fiction. 

The News said that, The Vancouver Police are looking for convicted sex offender Dean Robert Merrick who is wanted Canada wide. 

He did 18 years for some undoubtedly odious offense. 

I'm worried that's an omen. 

My name is Dean. And I too have been convicted of a sexual offense involving an adult female but not one bad enough that I was remanded in custody. I got placed on probation. 

Court cases have a publication ban. 

Often a person chooses or signs up before they were born to go through certain experiences in life. Perhaps to help others. 

As for sexual offenders, there is an ever growing community. 

That community is divided into those who reoffend and who don't reoffend ever. 

Wtf, the News even had stories of some Police Officers who got busted for some kind of sexual offense. 

When I went to Court, the person who went in front of the judge before I did, that person's story was a lot weirder than mine. And he got probation. Some kind of sexual offense. 

Crimes seem to go through stages. 

First it's very sensational. Then the sensation starts to die down. Then society becomes somewhat desensitized to it. 

With weed, people used to be arrested even for very small amounts. Then it became arrests only for large amounts and now often enough, if its not a drug call, the Police might walk past a person smoking meth El flagrante delicto as I've seen in a movie. 

Someone named Dean got convicted st one point for sexual offense. That describes possibly hundreds of people. 

The name game. Anna fo fanna. 

Random clusterf*ck data phenomenon. 

Strange names and etymology. Dean, my name. Robert, my father's name or one of them  as he had an English name and Chinese name. Merrick, Me-Rich. Costa Rica, Rich Coast. 

I play the name game all the time with mind crippling results. 

It could be an omen of some kind. That's a worry. But perhaps not in the way that I think. One day, for sure my parents will die. The internet said that the Police will often notify a next of kin. But the Police will usually not disclose inheritance details at all. 

Unless, as I've long suspected, that the energy jangle regarding my immediate family or what passes for it is so snakey that even upon my parents death, the Police don't tell me about it. 

What a weird family! 

My neighbour's mother died and it was the RCMP Police who notified him. The Police also followed up with details surrounding the death. Nothing criminal, just a natural death. My neighbour told me if the person is alive, they have someone who has power of attorney. If a person is dead, they have an executor. eXecutOr contains the letters X O. 

Say a person was wanted by the Vancouver Police for something but the person lives in Ontario. Would they be flown all the way back to Vancouver or be processed and tried in Ontario? The Vancouver Police might or might not also go to Ontario. It would be the Ontario Police who would bust that person or RCMP. Who knows? In all likelihood not the Vancouver Police. 

When they showed the picture and description of that wanted suspect, that person looked nothing like me. I hope the Police catch that person but he might have fled the country. 

The worst thing about a criminal record is not being able to travel. Or is it? Travel requires money and energy and it requires not having torpor of the mind. Well in my case, zero out of three ain't bad. Travelling to other countries often involves learning languages which critically is a step backwards since English is the International language. English is basically Esperanto. The international language. 

A person with a record can apply to have it expunged from records and databases after five years. After ten years it goes away automatically. A law firm can expedite the process for a few hundred dollars fee. 

That's if you want to travel. If not, forget it. VR goggles have bridged the distance of travel but most VR videos don't have a high definition as much as HDTVs especially OLED where the colours just pop and sizzle. Dyker Street Heights. The all green lights of one area. The green colour display was absolutely mesmerizing. Better definition display than VR. 

I wondered if the Vancouver Police was angry that I posted on one of Debbie Hellion's YouTube videos that her idea of b@mbing the downtown eastside is redundant because that neighbourhood has pretty much always had just having experienced a nuclear war optics. 

I don't think so. Now if I wrote that Shaughnessy Heights looks like it had just experienced a nuclear war, then clearly, there would be mental problems involved. 

The downtown eastside looks like what the rest of Vancouver would look like after a nuclearized World War three. 

Probably not even then. The internet is a vast rabbit hole and I'm sure I'm not the one who has written the worst comment about Vancouver ever in the history of YouTube. Not even close! 

Friday, January 2, 2026 

It will be Groundhogs Day in February. Life is like Groundhog Day. Every week is Groundhog Week. Every year is a Groundhog Year. 

I don't feel that great about the future. I wish that God can give me an early reprieve because I'd rather skip my future under the setting of the physics of this dimension altogether. 

My mind often paints pictures that are wrong. Yesterday I ran to the shower room because I thought I left a item of clothing there. Turns out it was in my room all along. 

The future is unknowable and unguessable. Paint any picture of the future in the mind. Although it seems accurate, so much so that it's insidious, that picture will turn out to be wrong. 

Rosemead, a 1995 Lucy Liu movie isn't available on any of the free streaming sites. 

It will be good when it's released. 

The based on a true story is, in a nutshell, single mother dying of cancer, husband died of cancer three years previous. Son completely schizophrenic and into gun violence, WW2 garbage etc mother visits local gun store and owner confirms that he visited there. Meanwhile son does destructive vandalism around the house. 

Fearing loss of custody of her son upon his 18th birthday, and fearing her inability to care for him, she takes him to a motel and shoots him twice in the chest, kind of like the Michael Shannon in the Iceman movie method. 

She then lies down besides his body striking his hair, this is in real life. I haven't seen the movie. 

She explains to the detectives that she didn't do herself in in order to punish herself. Doing herself in would have been taking the easy way out. 

Her cancer increased during her imprisonment. The judge decided to release her from trial on medically compassionate grounds. 

A Buddhist friend visited her and said that she is and always will be who she was before the crime. Psychics say that a person isn't judged just on one act but on the general broad scope of their lives. Those who were overall good people but did the right thing don't go to as bad of a place as bad people who did the right thing. Or topped themselves off, as they would say in England. 

In real life, the mothers name was Lai Hang and the sons name was George. 

In the movie, its Irene and Joe. 

In the movie, the mother calls her son 'soy jie' after he gets all F's in his report card. If people raised in Chinese families got a dollar for every time they were called soy jie, they'd be millionaires. Such a term is basically coin of the Realm in Chinese households. 

Lucy Liu made one of the best VR apps in history called The Pirate Queen. It's a gold star app, in my opinion. 

Its difficult to ascertain which is better the VR Lucy Liu pirate app or her movies. All projects that she is involved in has tremendous quality. 

I'm sure Rosemead will show up one day. It promises to be gut wrenching. Just last year at the Courthouse, there was a case of a mother killing her own son. The resonance of such an act. Mother to son. Because of that, when she entered the Courtroom, a wave of Satanic energy must have rippled through the entire Courthouse. 

Would such a thing be a murder or an abortion? 

I'm guessing that she wasn't Catholic which has a pro life stance. Speaking of Catholicism, this curious case is the antithesis of the case of St Dymphna of Ireland who is the Catholic Matron Saint of Anxiety and Mental Distress. Her father killed her. 

What's good for the gander is good for the goose. Or else what happens to the gander can also happen to the goose. 

The difference is if you think of St Dymphna, your anxiety will go away, but if you watch the movie based on Lai Hang, you will probably get a massive case of anxiety. 

This movie is one of the most Satanic Chinese movies ever made. 

Well, actually, this is the most Satanic Chinese movie since Untold Story, 1993, the Hong Kong pork bun murders movie, strangely who's name was also Hang, Wong Chi Hang. 

Chinese quantum entanglement? 

Rosemead is even more Satanic than the movie Lucky Grandma which you must admit, had its Satanic moments. The Chinese don't make Satanic movies very often but when they do, is it ever a doozy. 

Again, this movie is one of the most Satanic Chinese movies ever made but that the characters are Chinese is incidental. The story touches on a Universal theme. 

Someone of any Nationality, seeing all signs indicating that their child pretty much for sure is about to be like Marilyn Manson's famous relative, not wanting him to be committed and force injected with Stellazine for life or lobotomized or in supermax, and then with dying of cancer and wouldn't be able to take care of him, there seems to be only one option. It's like the Stanley Kubrick checkmate movie formula. The mother checkmated the son in the motel room. Then cancer checkmated her. 

The smarter way would have been to intravenously inject him with fentanyl when he was asleep, heck even an intramuscular shot would do it if enough fentanyl was involved which would have been not much. Then she could say,  "Well, he was already into guns anyways. It's not that much of a stretch of the imagination that he'd also branch out into heroin." The county examiner would do an examination but she would have been dead before the examination was completed with no presumption of guilt during that time. 

Rosemead, as luck would have it, won't be released on blu Ray and streaming until Chinese New Year, the year of the Horse. The movie is in a digital vault that's tighter than a Chinese finger trap. Just eight more weeks of dim sum, wonton soup and lopsang suchow tea until Rosemead is released but as Stephen Spielberg said, he made War of the World's, a fun science fiction movie after forcing his audience to munch down on the bitter herbs of Munich. Rosemead would be a bitter herb. It's certainly not a fun science fiction movie like Avengers Endgame. 

Ukraine peace talks next week. Really? I guess either side must be running out of money. 

And what, in France? Like the Versailles Peace Treaty of WW1? 

Jurassic Park VR gave me motion sickness. Too much escape room bullsh*t that involves walking around and around looking for this object or that object. It would be easier to deal with actual dinosaurs. Those sounds that the dinosaurs make in the VR app are all bullsh*t. I hear lion sounds spliced together with bear growls. Those animals are mammals. Dinosaurs are lizards. Only complete retards would composite mammal sounds and then try to pass them off as lizard sounds. Dinosaurs talked because they had something similar to a parrots syrinx except what the dinosaurs had was better and more evolved than the voice box that we have. They had 350 million years to get it right while humans have been around for around 2 million years since Lucy the Ape. 

Dinosaurs probably sounded more like Michael Jackson than they did Barry White because of their lizard voice boxes. All lizards have high pitched soprano voices. Have you ever heard a lizard with a bass profundo voice? 

Crocodiles. That's not a voice, that's a croak. Croak-odiles. 

Speaking of motion sickness a few years ago, I found a bottle of Gravol pills. I had them in my room under the sink for two years and then one day, found Jit again, looked at it and threw it in the garbage. Gravol is for motion sickness. I'm not at all sure how it works. 

Years ago, I did try Gravol but for some weird experimental phase reason, I took multiples, up to 5. Medical school is OPQRST 

Onset, Provocation palliation, in other words, Doctor it hurts whenever I do this. Then stop f*cking doing that, Quality what does it feel like, Radiating, Strength, on a scale of 1 to 10, and Timing, how long does it last when it lasts. 

Well as for quality, it felt like my stomach was pulled again and again like a piece of sweet saltwater taffy, each pull causing the most strange twisting almost tickling stomach fibrillations I have ever felt. It would last about half an hour. 

So that's why this time, I threw the Gravol in the garbage. Why did I store it under the sink? What I often do is take something home to throw it away in the garbage in my apartment. Since I'm a street sweeper, that would be called taking office work home with me. I often collect things I feel I find, bits of plastic that look interesting or omenistic, or paper coffee cups with an artistic design on it. Keep it around for awhile, a few days. And then throw it away in the garbage. 

Pastor Chris Yoon said something profound. 

God can make up for lost time. There is a schedule. God works outside the linear time line. We measure success following a linear timeline. 

God make make a person seem to move backwards for awhile and then fast trsck them forward. Lots of advancement in a short time. 

Its an ebb and flow, like the energy of nature. The East Indians invented the board game, Snakes & Ladders. It would be along those lines. 

Down the rabbit hole. One more nail in the coffin. 

Mask maker. $4 plus tax. From Vertigo Games. Which is probably the best if not top three VR app developer. 

On sale from $23. 

The story, graphics, mesmerizing. At full price, may or may not be worth it but st $4. I have to stop shopping. This offer is too good to pass up. 

I wouldn't get a car. Paying for gas for a car is more expensive than getting VR apps. Gas, insurance etc. 

That's the physics of this dimension. You can't teleport. Walking involves time, energy, eventually weariness, exhaustion and pain. In the midst of such a set up cars are needed. 

When you're right in the middle of it, such things can see like such a big deal its insidious like getting the best set of crayons when you were in preschool. 

In the afterlife, such things won't be important but it's almost impossible to grasp that when again, you're right here in the middle of it, in this dimension. 

I think I have an addiction. But at least I didn't get any movies. $4. I've paid nearly $4 in tips alone for a single restaurant meal. I hope I didn't sin. 

Cinema sins. No movie is without sin. 

I'd like to quit life. Me and I guess a lot of others aren't good at living life. Being good at living is to be successful. 

One of the better VR apps. Not much of a story. An old mask maker seeks an apprentice, namely the end user. Craft different masks each mask being an entryway into a new world. 

Esch world has the items needed. The seaside world has the sea shell needed. The forest level has the tree branch needed. Look for whatever items needed in whatever world to build new masks that open into worlds that look well, amazing. Mind blowing. 

Well worth the $4. 

"I'll take the pain." Buck Henry, Samurai Delicatessen. 

It would be simplest for all, most of all me if God were to grant me an early reprieve. 

Herbessa. She was my daughter. I love her more than life itself. 

Emily Carr. I think of her whenever I think I might be brain damaged. 

It's a strange synonimity, brain damage - - - - > Emily Carr. 

I think The Mask maker will be good. I've completed A Fisherman's Tale. The best part of that was the ride in the boat cabin. That's a million stars out of five. The St Roch adventure. 

Fisherman's Tale 2 could be good. It's real tedious, the mechanics of it but devote some time, press on, these apps are usually awful the first time around. Sleep on it and play it again. It's better the second time around. Even better the third time around etc. 

Vertigo did Arizona Sunshine which is the apex of excellence. The summit of high quality. 

After the Fall, not bad at all but not on the level of Arizona Sunshine. After the Fall is a complete and total rock show. 

Tragic. Lots of lives lost at nightclub fire in Switzerland. 

The cause was lighted candles atop wine bottles. 

So what do mourners leave at the makeshift memorial? Lighted votive candles. 

That's like hauling in a shark carcass and leaving it at a memorial site where a few people died from shark attacks. 

People died when they were trampled. That is wretched. Life can be a complete train wreck at times. 

Cause. Holding sparklers atop of bottles just, what inches, heck, even centimeters away from a low ceiling. Not thinking things through. Structural engineering 101: don't hold burning things centimeters away from a low ceiling. 

All nightclubs need to have a high ceiling. That's not a nightclub, that's a grotto. 

Le Bar Le Consolatione.. 

"It was the heat of the moment

Telling me what my heart meant..."  ASIA 

Palki Sharma on First post said that it is 1.42 million rials or Iranian dollars to one American dollar. 

The Weimar Republic, the October 1929 Stock Market Crash. 

No wonder Iran is well, a complete train wreck now. 

I hope the common Iranian people pull through. Too often the common person is a casualty of government military problems such as the military problem between Iran and the US. 

I pretty much think that Iran is doomed. If I were an expat in any country where that exact thing is happening, what hyper-deflation of the currency, I would think think that the country is doomed. With such a squalid and abysmal state of pecuniary affairs or rather lack thereof, will there still even be an Iran in a few years or what? 

"Cause out on the edge of darkness

There rides a peace train". Cat Stevens 

Saturday, January 3, 2026 

The US invaded Venezuela. 

The US is after oil and not ostensibly drugs. If the US were after drugs, they'd go after Colombia which produces drugs. The US wouldn't have pardoned someone who was doing time for drugs. 

Venezuela now becomes Ven-US-oil-a. 

CBC News also said this was the largest US military involvement in South America since 1989 when Panama's leader Noriega was ousted. 

Falkland Islands before that. 

A: "This is the biggest US military involvement in SA since the Bay of Pigs Invasion except that the US didn't send in an air strike. They are sending in the air strike now about 64 years later. It's a much delayed air strike."

B:  "That's insane talk. You must be on the autism spectrum." 

Venezuela has Angel Falls. It's one of the best waterfalls in the world. The US doesn't care about that. They're after the oil. 

Angel Falls can be visited in VR on the YouTube VR app. 

Trump said that Venezuela was one of the most major US military aerial offesnives since WW2. 

He would be referring to the bombing of Dresden. 

I saw Caracas Venezuela on television just now. It sure doesn't look like Dresden. Dresden was on another level. 

I got Retropolis 2 VR for free. Free VR apps have the word Get under it. This time the word was Redeem. So the VR system itself somehow gave that to me and millions of others. It's a system wide thing. I get it for free, anyone who owns VR goggles can get this for free off of the VR app store. Or anyone who is on horizons plus. 

Sunday, January 4, 2026 

Due to intense torpor of the mind, I didn't go anywhere today. 

I have a very very slight medical issue. My right nostril, the outside edge, feels like there is a hair there. I breathe out and feel a hair. I think I've felt this for months when I was wearing my VR goggles and felt that too and wondered if there was a hair stuck in that area of the VR goggle. 

I used a flashlight to check and plucked all the hairs from the inside of the nose. 

The feeling is still there. It isn't painful at all. On a scale of 1 to 10, the pain is at a 

0.000001 in other words, no pain. Just a persistent feeling of a hair being there. 

I think that there is a microscopic blood vein that is always throbbing. 

I massaged the area which may or may not help. 

If it gets worse, I'll see a doctor. I'm worried it might flare into something completely catastrophic. I would opt to be euthanized if it gets past a certain stage. Thats worst case scenario. 

People often have neuropathy issues just like having warts issues. Bodily noises. It might go away because I didn't always have it. There, I'm feeling that right now. 

It feels like a hair that I missed and when I exhale or even when I don't, a hair is tickling the outside edge of my right nostril. 

People on the street are pretty good. Often people will notice something and say,  "What's wrong with your face? You got something on your face. I think you should see a doctor."  If it gets past a certain point. 

I might inadvertently get the clue or answer sometimes in not even a full, but in part of a passing sentence spoken as casual offhand banter. 

People get much worse nerve issues called sciatica and that is painful, searing and runs along some part of the spine. And even then, people don't worry about that nor die from that and it is more serious than what's going on with my nose. 

I need to see a sign from the Universe telling me what's going on with my nose. 

Ingrown hair? 

Maduro. 

Would he be at Rikers Island? 

Maduro:  "I've dealt with some of the most dangerous drug cartels as a matter of course during my political term of administration. Here, I'm completely out of my element."

Best case scenario, a few high powered lawyers will arrange to get his sentence commuted to house arrest in Venezuela. Depends how much money in bribes in involved, done through usual standard clandestine channels. 

Worst case scenario: Execution. 

The US warned Maduro successor, the VP that if she adopts Maduro's policies, she will suffer a worse fate than Maduro. 

This brings to mind the scene from the movie Sicario when DEA agent Josh Brolin visited the family of a cartel leader when they were having dinner. And killed all of them. 

Trump is angry at Maduro for nationalizing Venezuela's oil with their exclusive customers being guess who, Russia and China who are part of a Communist bloc alliance. 

Trump wanted Venezuela to share its vast oil reserves and output with the US. 

Venezuela under Maduro's watch would rather have been a Russian protectorate rather than the American protectorate it looks like it is now. So Trump commandeered Venezuela for the oil. 

Same with Cuba, they sided with the Soviets rather than with the States. Since Cuba doesn't have oil, Cuba had sanctions placed on them. 

Deeper dive: Similar to Muammar Ghadaffi and Saddam Hussein, Nicolas Maduro was originally a CIA backed Leader. However, he turned against his OG American sponsors and went rogue and opted to side with the Russians after months of local peer pressure. That's why the United States is so angry with him. 

"Mr Kurtz wanted to bring civilization to the Natives. But instead, he fell prey to the temptations of the jungle." Eleanor Coppola, Hearts of Darkness 

Maduro wanted to American the Nation but instead he fell prey to the Russificational temptations of the locals completely. Or else he was a double agent. Playing both ends against the middle. Which would piss the Americans off even more!

The brutal regime, the drug trafficking, that's standard disinformation protocol to generate plausible deniability. For a puppet leader to go against their handlers is seen as equivalent to treason. 

Maduro couldn't say in Court that he's a puppet and name his handlers, Russian and American. If he did, he would be seen as a spy for sure and spies are usually executed or traded in a prisoner exchange. 

His handlers would say they never met him and that no such operations ever took place which is standard operating procedure as seen in the movie Apocalypse Now. 

As for brutal regimes and places falling apart, a YouTube comment from Bigfoot2023 

on a video called The Reality of Life In the UK Right Now, Its Dying! from uploader MattandJulia "It's global mate. Ideological politics divides us. Private equity absorbing public resources and suppressing wages. It's authoritarian capitalism." 

I knew the future was going to be edgy. Stories like this make for an edgy future. I'd like to skip it altogether. 

However, I am pledged to live as a duty to Crown and Country. 

I greatly fear the future. However I must live through it. Heather would want me to stay alive so rather than dying for her, I would live for her because she would want that for me. I'm sure it would be the case if the show was on the other foot. I'd want her to live. Life has a sacredness, a sentimentality, a value that those in the afterlife see it as, despite the less evolved setting of physics. 

Life can be counterproductive. The premise is a person starts in heaven. They come to Earth and seem to have two left feet when it comes to dealing with they physics of this dimension. So they do something and screw up. And then get sent to hell. Which wouldn't have happened had they just stayed in the celestial heaven they originated from. 

Life can be existentially counterproductive. 

I wonder how many people who stories of terrible crimes were told on the News, think, "God, why didn't you give me an early reprieve years ago so I my life wouldn't have had to come to this?" 

This makes me question Divine Purpose and Divine Providence. 

I have to ask a Priest this knowing that I would never get the same answer from any two Priests which makes me wonder about theological standards. 

I completed Retropolis yesterday. I had it for over a year and never got past the first screen. I completed it this morning although yesterday, I completed 84%. 

Good story. 

Retropolis 2 has me down the rabbit hole. It takes a long time to solve the puzzles and sometimes a YouTube walkthrough video must be seen but for just one clue only. I try to solve as many puzzles as I can myself. 

The graphics are beautiful. 

Retropolis is a Police story. 

The premise is some nuclear war wiped out 100% of humans on Earth. Robots job is to keep the human past alive. There are millions of autonomous robots living in a world that looks like 1930s New York. 

Very beautiful. Very nostalgic. 

Housing was inexpensive and plentiful. Options were limitless. Tired of the place you're living at? Find and move to another apartment almost  effortlessly. 

The opportunity cost in terms of time is I could have been playing Golf Plus or Dawn of Jets instead. 

When I play drums in VR, I get these weird intrusive unwanted thoughts. I then think of Emily Carr at the mental hospital in England. Drums are like punk rockers with green Mohawk haircut. Battlescar, punk was invented by girls VR. Drums has an egregious and edgy edge. I play through the handicap of intrusive unwanted thoughts. People who work with some kind of handicap successfully are even more skilled than those who don't. 

I got Retropolis 2 for free, it just said reddem which is special. It usually just says get. Redeem is high German. I got that because I disclosed my insight about how computers have a similar mammalian forebrain and reptilian hindbrain that humans and all mammals have. And that the Chinese as well as Japanese pictographic semasiographic writing system is similar to the blockchained encrypted data in symbolic form code that the reptilian parts of a computer uses. 

ROM - reptilian, RAM - mammalian

CPU motherboard - reptilian, mainframe processor - mammalian

Hardware - reptilian, software - mammalian 

Aaaaaanyways, for that, I got Retropolis 2 for free. Why? 

RETroPoLIs = RETPLI = reptile 

Embedded anagram. I'm keeping score! 

The more countries Trump goes after, well, the list of enemies pile up. Heads of State are very slippery people. They're on another level. 

What goes around comes around. 

If the FBI or the DEA are like that to Maduro, how would do think they could be with Trump?  Last time, Mar a Lago was raided by the FBI during his gap term. 

I'm worried for Trump. 

One day the chickens might come home to roost. Or they might not. 

To be forewarned is to be forearmed. Now a lot of countries have been placed on point and would see the US coming from a mile away. What can they do? The US has gun oat diplomacy, meaning a vastly superior military. Major military airplanes or what? 

The future seems very uncertain but really no more or less uncertain than a lot of other times in history. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2025 

Day off. Weather bad. 

On the street and walking around, I saw a few ladies who seemed happy to see me for some reason. Usually, they seem indifferent. 

The electric skateboard. Spring is my favorite time of year. Even the few weeks before Spring is just as intense. Spring is the most beautiful and most real time of year of which the rest of the year is a corollary support. The rest of the year was built around Spring for without Spring would otherwise not be possible. 

Pastor Will at the Presbyterian Church delivered another major sermon last week. 

The take away points were, 

- Don't stay home all the time. Go on an adventure. 

- Some people say, I'll only be happy when, I get a house, get married, get a car, become a Millionaire etc etc. If you can't be happy now, then you'll never be happy. Find a way to be happy without conditions. 

This looks a lot like my daughter. 

Herbessa was my daughter. Sure she was*. The decision is hers in the afterlife if she thinks of me as a kind of a father. Not literally a father. That's just how much I love Herbessa and that I'll always live with a Herbessa shaped hole in my heart. 

*sarcasm

Linear time is one of the things of this dimension. 

The ideal is that linear time is a linear band that stretches around the World like Hands Across America. 

The reality is that it's a messy room with all kinds of things strewn about here and there. 

Different time zones, some places observe DST others do not, in some places its 2026, in others its 25 something, in others its 45 something. If someone travels in a plane and due to time zones, they arrive at a time seven hours before they left. Did they gain seven hours in their life? No. There is no cohesive linear time. 

Emily Carr in England is a book that I have to get. The book talks about the time she was in a mental hospital in England. She felt exhaustion and burnout but mistook it for brain damage. At the hospital, her friend said,  "Brain damage nothing. You have a tongue sharp enough to cut the lawn." 

There are a few drawings and pictures in that book too. I wish Emily Carr was born in 1971 rather than in 1871. Why did she choose that time in history to be born? There wasn't even any computers or internet back then. What a roast. 

I won't be able to afford to get it until next month. 

Global News Kelowna said that housing prices are falling. All over. 

This leads to opportunities in housing shorts aka BTO bespoke tranche opportunity aka CDO collateralized debt obligations. 

This hopefully leads to me finding another place to live that is a large room, single room bachelor studio apartment with spsce large enough to use a VR golf club without hitting any furniture. Any future that doesn't have this for me is a future I fear and one that I'd honestly rather skip altogether.

Ghost of Christmas Future Mother 

I fear you more than I fear any other. 

Any any clime of wintry weather 

I'd rather skip it altogether. 

I should make a Christmas poem and then set it to an animated cartoon. 

I've had so many bad Christmases. 

Christmas for me is usually ghastly and wretched. 

More Krampus Christmas than anything else. 

My neighbours mother died on Christmas Eve. She was intestate and in a morgsnatic marriage. That's a Krampus Christmas. It would be one thing, since Christmas is a season of giving, if a dead mother was full of presents and gifts. But a dead mother who gives absolutely nothing as a Chriatmas gift except for her very own death makes for the most Krampus Christmas ever. 

Elf isn't that great of a movie but there are a few spectacular scenes. All the scenes at the North Pole were spectacular. And the scene where the Elf redoes the department store with arts and crafts was spectacular. 

Elf is available for free on free movie steaming sites because its an older movie. Most older movies can be found at a free movie site. 

Free movie sites increase the chances of a movie being seen. Directors and actors and actresses rather a person see the movie, think or talk or write about it than to never see the movie at all. 

The movie Kombucha was a very well acted with solid performances B-movie, body-horror flick. Anyone prone to massive health anxiety should avoid this movie. 

Someone is hired to work at a company where a strange drink is sold. Its adenk that makes people work themselves to death. Death being they turn into a strange unearthky John Carpenters The Thing type of animal. The arc of the movie is predictable. Someone is hired into the company and goes the whole nine yards eventually metamorphosizing into a Kafkaesque thing. Actually he nearly gets eaten by a thing that looks like it was stolen from The Little Shop of Horrors. But strange things happen. Anyways the movie has good performances and these actors are destined to do other movies. 

If I was rich, I'd be at a luxurious roadside motel miles away and looking out the window and feeling the heavenly geomagnetic vibes of the place. 

I would imagine a dimly lit cozy restaurant, booth tables with red leather benches in a semicircle with curly fries and Sprite in a curvy swervy water glass. 

Steak, medium rare. Could I still eat a steak with no upper teeth or with dentures? I'll have to find out. I've always assumed that I could not. If the steak is not too tough and the prices are cut small enough, I don't see why not? If I could eat pork rinds with dentures, I don't see why I couldn't eat steak. 

I'm in the middle of another weird movie. Eternity. This movie describes my situation, kind of. 

A woman dies and goes to the afterlife. She has a choice. Does he go with the man she married to for the last few decades or to her true love but he died a long time ago? I'm not watching the movie. The depiction of the afterlife is so off the teachings of Seek Reality Online, The Swedenborg Institute and the teachings of Matt Fraser that I had to, just had to turn off the clap trap and vow to not watch that movie, like, ever. 

Wednesday, January 7, 2026

Trump is now threatening Canada. 

You can thank the British colonial system that Canada's population isn't more or less on par with the States. 

Canada has less of a population than just England, let alone England, Scotland, Wales, and Northern Ireland. 

We want you to be successful but not more successful than us. 

We want you to have a big population but not more of a population than us. 

Bizarre than a small island four times the size of Vancouver Island would have a population larger than Canada. 

Russia has a population of 150 million, the US has a population of about 400 million, and China has a population of 1.41 billion. India has a population of 1.4 billion. Meanwhile Canada has a bizarre anomalous population of, whoop, 40 million. All these countries have a more or less similar sized land mass. 

This is thanks to the f*king British colonialism system. 

You could say, when it's normal it's not obvious, only when there is a problem is it obvious. 

No. Even when there's no problem, it's that while rock show countries like China will push you up to its level. For instance, Matt and Julia said that in China they rode a 9 hour train from Harbin to Beijing, high tech, state of the art, futuristic high speed rail for £40 pounds. They go back to England and it's riding an older model slightly best down train, mediocre level technology from somewhere to somewhere and it was £120, one way. Yeesh. 

Yeah, while rock show countries will push you up to their level through offering much higher standards of technology for noticeably lower prices, backwater countries will push you down to their level. Businesses that have operated for decades, what they have to show for it is neighborhoods with windows boarded up, rising overpriced housing costs and street disorder, levels of delinquency not seen in Asian countries like China and Singapore. London Drugs closes its store in the downtown eastside. To even attempt to run a business there in a neighbourhood saturated with drug addled delinquents who peaked in high school whose parents must not have raised them well is untenable, unfeasible. A non-starter. That neighborhood is on a downward spiral and anyone who doesn't see that and get out of there like London Drugs wisely did, is in some kind of weird denial. 

That's when there's no problems. When there's problems like Donald Trump threatening to do to Greenland and Canada what he did to Venezuela, what, 40 million vs 400 million? 

Canada is a sitting duck for the United States. While other countries merely have to deal with American influence, Canada has to deal with its actual presence. For the United States to attack Canada is like shooting fish in a barrel. 

Canada is doomed. 

I really rather that my parents hadn't taken me to Canada as a child without consultation and adult informed consent. I could have been one of the racial majority in a country that is futuristic, advanced and rock show, rather than to be a visible minority in the backwater West and if that wasn't bad enough, it's a backwater that also some God damned British colony with its British roundheads Puritulanical POMmy strictures particularly in terms of population or lack thereof. 

Canada has now been painted into a corner thanks to decades of pruney British colonial influence, with the United States breathing down Canada's neck. 

F*cking wonderful. 

The United Stares has the Marshall Plan, the Monroe Doctrine and Manifest Destiny. 

The British have Home Rule, the Union Standard* and give the bearer fifty lashes. 

Canada has elbows up, keep the home fires burning and Roll Up The Rim To Win. 

The States has ten times the population of Canada but don't think that the States also has ten times the money of Canada. Its more like a thousand times. Thats because the States has achieved critical mass. The States has achieved lift off. Escape velocity realized. 

That's something that the United States should be proud of. 

The United States has achieved a critical mass, a certain flashpoint. Meanwhile Canada has BTUs British Thermal Units and hot water bottles. 

The West out sources high tech jobs and have occupied low tech job vacancies with temporary foreign workers whereas China does not outsource their high tech jobs at all and does not have temporary foreign workers for their low tech jobs. 

*only at sea is it the Union Jack. 

Global. News said that officials say that Canada is quote, on the menu, unquote after Trumps activities in Venezuela. 

Worst case scenario. 

Have you seen the movie Red Dawn? I only saw the first half of it, but get the idea. In the movie, the Charlie Sheen character's father is executed by Russians right before his eyes. When everyone in the audience knows that Martin Sheen is his father, thus breaking the fourth wall. 

If Canada becomes the 51st State, I see two distinct major advantages 

- teak wooden nunchucks and sharpened folded steel samurai swords are legal to own due to the 2nd Amendment. What about owning a CZ-75? In America, it's your constitutional right. 

- enhanced passport meaning free and open travel giving former Canadians an opportunity to see what real civilized large scale cities rather than watered down backwater cities looks like done right. New York, Los Angeles, Miami, Las Vegas, all these legendary mega rock star cities are quote on the menu unquote for visiting. 

A somewhat more likely scenario. 

In order for someone to get to you, they first have to climb over the wall that is th selves, and on some days, that wall isn't so easy to climb. 

The United States is intensely polarized, kind of like The Polarized Express. Right Wing with even more Right wing alt-right elements that make traditional Right wing look Leftist and also Left wing with even more left wing alt-Left which makes traditional Leftists look Right Wing. I don't think that a civil war will happen. It's more streamlined than that. 

Trump has those Dems, as ever, nipping at his heels and they're closing in. The 4th year of Trump's second term of Office should be interesting. 

It was the Democrats that founded the KKK. It was the Republicans who freed the slaves. 

If Trump-Kennedy Center, why not apply the same nomenclature based distributive principle algebra and call it the Trump-Epstein files? The News said they unearthed 3,000 heavily redacted additional pages like unearthing Beethoven's lost symphony in an attic. 

Heavily redacted. I guess one cancels the other one out. 

Today, a fissure appeared in the fine Trump American National armour when the News released a snuff video of an Ice agent shot an unarmed woman dead who was just attempting to drive away. 

Unarmed and a woman. Rather than an armed man. That's two degrees of culpability. 

Different narratives have been framed on the Federal narrative which is consistent with French Napoleonic code, 'Je t'accuse', guilty until proven innocent for the woman and with Western or Common Law innocent until proven guilty for the ICE agent VS the Minnesota State narrative, that is consistent with Common Law in which a person is presumed innocent until proven otherwise for the woman and with French Law, guilty until proven innocent for the Ice agent. One of the narratives would have to be reliant on the moral vaccum that defense lawyers use. 

"Sexual assault is a Class C misdemeanor in New York."  Elsbeth

What was seen was avoiding arrest which is a Class B misdemeanor, a routine avoiding arrest has resulted into Trump-trumped up charges, what were the chances of that, of terrorism. 

The movie End of Watch. It's somewhat likely that the ICE agent might have gotten death threats. Certainly a harsh reprimand from those higher up in command. Now they have to go on damage control mode which would be seen as counterproductive to their operations. 

It is premature to determine fault as that is something that is established after due process either through the Courts or in cases on solving the Police, an internal Police investigation.  Fault TBD to be determined. 

If Trump can get past the internal ongoing Court intrigues of American politics, perhaps then he can go after Greenland and Canada. 

If an American soldier captures a Canadian, that Canadian should remember George Bernard Shaw's Androcles and the Lion. When captured by the Romans, a Christian should say, Wtf, I could be Roman. The pantheon. I could work with that. So yeah, I could be an American. Either that or be killed on the spot. A person would have to raise their hands and swear The Pledge of Allegiance which is recited daily in American schools. 

Swear The American Pledge of Allegiance right there on the spot. 

It won't go well. That person is most likely to be executed. But it doesn't end there. After that, the person experiences a massive broadband upgrade and becomes much more alive than ever before as they go on to the afterlife. It's not that this life is the main story and the afterlife is an epilogue. No, this life is the prologue, the main story starts in the afterlife. So being killed if Americans invade Canada like Red Dawn. Wtf. A massive broadband upgrade in one way or another, whether one winds up staying alive or winds up getting shot. 

The US has more powerful broadband on average than Canada. That's the ideal. I don't know about the reality. 

YouTube comment:  "Canada could have had it all. American industry, British culture and French cuisine. Instead Canada gets French industry, American culture and British cuisine."

There is artificial scarcity in a dimension saturated with actual scarcity but the dimension is artificial compared to the true dimension of the afterlife which operates on a different time dynamic. 

One of the qualities of a quantum computer is that it works in quantum states which means that time travel is experienced in an objective level and a quantum computer surfs along that wave or shreds along that excellent downhill sidewalk path near the beach with the ocean view. 

For a quantum computer, quantum entanglement, quantum superposition is its bread and butter. And that kind of stuff disregards linear time. It's all just fine quantum data states. 

To demonstrate that, a person, person A should be in a room sometime between March 1 and March 30, to receive a signal. Since person A shows up to the location where a quantum computer is expected to intercept a signal on a random date at their discretion, that person would keep a note of the day they went to the location and the coordinates of the signal received from person B. 

Person B goes to another location with another quantum computer to send a signal, back in time, see if it works or not. Back in time to the day person A was there to receive the signal. Once person A receives the signal, person A has the quantum computer sending back a signal as to when the message was intercepted. 

So in September, person A and person B get together. 

They should each have the matching two answers as to when the signal was sent and when it was received. 

If that happens, then we know that those quantum computers are in another level and can send messages back into the past. Which could have disastrous implications. 

Can a quantum computer do this or what? Using quantum entanglement and superposition? 

Edited for AI: 

A quantum computer works in quantum states which means that time travel is experienced in an objective level and a quantum computer surfs along that wave. 

A quantum Computer uses quantum entanglement, quantum superposition which disregards linear time. It's all just fine quantum data states. 

To demonstrate that, person A should be in a room sometime between March 1 and March 30, to receive a signal. Person A shows up to the location where a quantum computer is expected to intercept a signal on a random date, keeping a note of the day they went to the location and the coordinates of the signal received from person B. 

Person B goes to another location with another quantum computer to send a signal, back in time to the day person A was there to receive the signal. Person A receives the signal, person A has the quantum computer send back a signal as to when the message was intercepted. 

In September, person A and person B get together. 

They'd have matching answers as to when the signal was sent and when it was received. 

If that happens, then we know that those quantum computers are in another level and can send messages back into the past. 

Can a quantum computer use quantum entanglement and superposition? 

I asked AI the above question. 

This is the answer I got: 

In essence, no, quantum entanglement can not travel backwards in time and violate causality. 

Elon Musk. Grok. That's from Robert Heinlein Stranger in a Strange Land. Michael Valentine. Do you grok? Do you understand? 

I wonder how many people know that. However, I know that. 

That AI write up says, quantum computers can not send information at faster than the speed of light let alone backwards in time. 

Wrong. Einstein called quantum superposition spooky action at a distance. Particle accelerators at Universities have shown information sent and received at distances at time signatures that indicate faster than the speed of light. 

Sometimes it's more subtle. A quantum message arrives 300 years later at a location that is 2,000 light years away. Quantum superposition often gets snakey like that. 

A quantum computer in theory should not distinguish the past present and future as they should all just equally indifferently register as relative correlative data. A signal sent into the past from the future is a souvenir from an aspect of this iteration of the present moment. 

So the AI must be bullsh*tting me. 

I should ask someone at the University physics faculty about this. The thing is, I don't know anyone. 

Time travel gets technical as it it about finding particular resonant electromagnetic frequencies within the cosmic microwave background. 

I wouldn't have the guts to time travel to the 1950s. There was no internet in the 50s. That would have been awful. No meta quest VR goggles either. I wonder how they even survived. 

The skateboards in the 50s used those hideous clay wheels that were simply dreadful and awful. That was before polyurethane. 

There are the smaller hard polyurethane wheels for competition skateboards for kick flips and ollies etc 

And there are the larger softer roller skate wheels used on longboard but can be fitted to any skateboard. 

Madd Gear from Walmart had a beautiful Japanese design skateboard it looked like a Japanese all over body tattoo design and it had standard, the larger longboard wheels VS the traditional smaller hard polyurethane wheels. Price, $40 plus tax. 

In the US, you could get it for $19 US on sale. It's one of the greatest skateboards I've ever seen. I couldn't afford it. 

Don't worry. In the future, there will be newer designs. Whether or not the new designs are better is subjective. 

I'm almost 56 years old. Not many people my age who are into skateboarding. For some reason a lot of old people in England are into skateboarding. 

Skateboarding to travel from point A to point B. Shopping for groceries at the specialty market in the heights or in the suburbs. Ollie would be useful for travel because a person can get over sidewalk curbs which would be a valuable skill to learn. 

My electric longboard is heavy with a battery and no back tail fin. My electric cruiser board from Vancouver has a tail fin but I haven't worked on doing ollies with that yet. 

I can skateboard riding on the side or else facing front, completely parallel with the skateboard, with one foot on either side of the skateboard. That's how the logger from the old CBC NFB of Canada cartoon worked st his job. 

That's useful for traveling. I can do a 180 body varial jump going. From a right foot lead to a left foot lead and vice versa. That's useful for traveling and for disembarking when the situation calls. Some skateboarders can also make the skateboard likewise do a 180 varial while they themselves are performing a body varial jump. I'm not on that level! 

Not only that, some can do it after propelling off off a very high and very steep ramp during competition. That's acrobatics for the circus level. If I tried something like that, I'd probably be dead. 

Anyways, skateboards would be useful for a time traveler. But only for future time travel because people wouldn't freak out nearly as much if they see the skateboard. 

Polyurethane use predated skateboard use as polyurethane was used for making bowling balls and golf balls. And it was used in airplanes during the second world war. 

Actually golf balls are made from the the hardened sap of the gutta percha tree. 

A person emerges from the womb to life on this Earth, 

A person emerges from the tomb to life in the afterlife. 

The News cycle is about three days which is about how long fish lasts until it becomes stale smelly fish. 

So Trump-Kennedy Trump-News has been a tennis match of three day back and forth lobs of domestic problems then problems in an International stage and then its back to Trumps domestic woes again. 

Foreign stories include Israel, Venezuela, bombing the nuclear power plant site in Iran, Greenland. 

Domestic stories include Elon Musk DOGE, ICE agents, the Trump-Epstein files, Tylenol causes autism in unborn fetuses as if there was a fetal-Tylenol autism spectrum disorder in the medical DSM, the "Comments like that will not get you invited to the Christmas dinner" spat with Zelensky, the new $4 BN White House ballroom, Rob Reiner's death "He wasn't good for Trump." and that Rob Reiner had TDS Trump derangement syndrome, his rather MarkCarneyal, I mean Mercurial on again off again interactions with Canadian PM Mark Carney, etc 

So now it seems the ball is firmly back in the domestic affairs Court with the ICE agent shooting Renee Nicole Good. 

As they say, it's an ill wjnd that blows nobody any Good. 

Only the Good die young. 

I know I mention racial majority/minority often. It's a scientific objective detail that's part of living in this dimension. It's a phenomenon borne from centuries of duress under such physics. 

I myself don't really care. There have been lots of people in Canada of any Nationality who are quite successful in business and politics. 

The racial majority thing might affect those who are in other countries and that's why they choose not to leave. The racial minority and racialized is that some people are noticeably a lot less assimilated be it aaimilation through deliberate effort or effortless assimilation through cultural osmosis. Some people don't speak much English and like to wear clothing that isn't Western clothing. That's racialized. 

The Dallas Brodie documentary mentioned that a lot of special interest groups use claims of if not racism, then subtle peripheral racial based issues to generate funds. These charities are often tax shelters and fronts for money laundering. 

Its been years since I've been called a ch*nk or a Chinaman. Chinaman is like Englishman except instead of England, it's China. Either of those countries have had or still have Royalty. 

A chink, in the armour of oppression. 

Every Nationality knows ghosts and the spirit world well. 

Every Nationality has intellectuals and great architects. If granted enough resources under different circumstances, great buildings could be realized. 

I'll probably mention that again when I get bored or want to illustrate a point that can be illustrated with no other descriptor. 

Most expats have experienced that those who are of a so called racial majority in their countries never make a big deal of it. They never bring it up in conversation. Ever. Instead they seem only too happy to meet people from other countries which gives their country a different, exotic and eclectic vibe. Tourists and those in host countries usually seem mutually respecting. 

I saw a VR video of a city in the Congo Africa. The technology is mid grade, sort of a time machine back to the 70s, architecturally. The houses look cozy. Some of the houses look European, like an old Italian style house. The houses had quite a few stories and quite a few windows. It felt neat to imagine that there were all African people living in those houses. The psychometry. The nice vibes. Some of those houses look like houses from old era Miami. All kinds of buildings old and new and pretty much 100% black people living there. The place seemed very calm. 

Someone like me would stand out there. Tourists have gone there and the locals never made a big deal about them being one of the racial majority there while you're one of the racial minority. They'd rather sell you a river raft adventure tour at the travel agency. 

Ich ber aus zu Helfen mit diesen Arbeiten. I am looking forward to helping with the work. 

Ich bereit zu helfen mit diesen Arbeiten. I am ready to help with the work. 

Ich brauche Helfen mit diesen Arbeiten. I need help with the work. 

German can be a very tricky language in terms of enunciation. No wonder the person at Church said I wasn't ready to travel to Germany and then speak to make myself understood. 

Having no upper teeth and also dentures really affects my pronunciation - of any language! 

Brauche. The trick with German, is the letter e following words is enunciated. Unlike with English where it is vestigial, superfluous, and silent. 

Therefore words such as Hilfe is pounced hilf ah, keine is pounced kine ah, and so of course brauche is pronounced brow sha. 

That makes speaking any of the above German phrases and making oneself understood 100% is a challenge. 

In German, Hilfe, help, is the noun for as in, The help has arrived. 

Helfe is the verb, as in, I'm ready to help. I'll help for as long as I can. 

1. If I was rich enough, 

one idea, although it most likely won't happen is to have quite a few pets like Emily Carr had. Quite a few species of this different animal and that different animal. 

2. Naming the pets. 

The pets would be named, Herbessa, Furbessa, Lorbessa, Morbessa, Purebessa, Purvessa, Nirbessa, Corebessa, Mernessa, Mermissa. 

3. The future. 

The future is in the hand of God who plans along a non linear timeline. 

For my part, I'm absolutely not looking forward to the future in general although there are some things in the future I look forward to. Next week, Walkabout Mini Golf VR is releasing Tiki a Coco which is a Hawaii themed fantasy golff course. 

That's in 7 days. 

Other than that, there isn't anything st all that I look forward to except sweeping the grounds of the Courthouse. 

That is a place I can work on my gymnastics. I plan to improve.

I wanted to include a theory abut the backflip. Don't start the backflip while standing straight up and then try to jump. No. First throw the back down so that it is as horizontal and close to the ground as possible if necessary, then at the same time throw the legs up and then the next step is to throw the pelvis back and the legs will follow and then make sure to land the feet on the ground, all without looking, without thinking like a cat landing on its feet. Most gymnasts don't think or look. It is all memory and instinct. 

I have to work on my gymnastics more. 

Outrageous:

A commenter on YouTube wrote,  "The US is better than Canada in every way. Our military can turn Canada or any other country into glass with our nuclear weapons." etc

Glass. Crystal. 

Fiction: As we speak, scientists are working on an additive to all nuclear weapons that converts the otherwise melted silicate or sand which is what makes glass into smokable crystal m@th. An army uses a tactical nuke of this variety to launch a surgical strike on a logistical enemy target. Then the victorious soldiers March in and using chisels of different sizes chisels off shards of the shiny semi transparent, semi translucent detritus and debris. And smoke it. Or shoot it. Jug hits. 

Eventually the additives in the nukes could also tailor the color of the remnant crystal shards left over in the nuclear after blast. 

Rumplestiltskin. The movie. 2025. 

Spectacular cinematography. So spectacular that it is what Sherlock Holmes might call a Three Pipe Problem. A person should smoke three pipefuls of weed before seeing this movie. 

Too much weed makes the brain prone to intrusive and unwanted thoughts. 

Anyways, there is otherwise too much swearing and profanity in the movie and there were more sexual themes than I expected. 

The stories in the 1700s didn't have so much profanity and superfluous swearing. 

Sex is a big deal at the time while a person is fully immersed like VR in the setting of the physics of this dimension. Talk about a captive audience. 

Captive in some weird backwater town & country or captive in an egregious pernicious backwater dimension where the setting of the physics are set to dogsh*t. 

Trapped in a reality, a set of conditions that include not being able to teleport so having a car or not is a big deal, not being able to telepathy, pain and cortisol, worries about money, worries about food, fear of death, there is only so much time or really only so much energy to get it right or else never get it right, only a few ladies are really beautiful whereas most ladies look like whatever they look like VS a dimension where either 100% of the women are beautiful or else even a dimension where 100% of the women look like whatever the hell they look like. Even then the youthful beauty exists within a certain window of time. The set of conditions creates the corollary illusion of a linear timeline. And meanwhile unable to imagine let alone know of an existence where the setting of the physics is way cooler. 

These are essentially memes, the memes being things in the iteration of the setting of the physics of this dimension, thinking about them can create some weird insufferable energy angle sometimes in the form of envy that must be observed and then dismissed for what it is. 

Envy is such a contemptible and insufferable energy jangle that I'd rather have God give me an early reprieve than to live in this dimension experiencing envy. If God didn't give me an early reprieve it wouldn't be because of lack of asking. 

Anyways, something like that would do a number on anyone. Captive audience. Captive in some substandard set up in terms of existential physics. 

In this life, you find places that built themselves. 

In the afterlife, places find you that you built with every strong intention and action made while in this life. 

I indulged. 

I got Harmony Meditation VR for $8. 

Worth the money? That would be an understatement. 

A few mixed reality motifs, all very nice, a few verging on profound nostalgic. Instinctively, I clicked on to the last of 7 motifs, the mindful mandala. 

That one motif alone is worth a hundred stars out of five. 

There is a breath work segemtn that seriously needs reworking. Inhale, then hold the breath for 10 seconds then exhale. 10 seconds! What am we, David Blaine? Most people could not hold their breath for ten seconds due to just being a slacker. 

The other motifs look mysterious enough at night. They could look good during the day too. 

My room has a certain amount of brightness at night when the lights are on. VR or I lse MR mixed reality only captures about 15% of the brightness for some reason. The meta quest native OS default Screen captures lighting in MR really well. Meta has that down to a precise science. However, done through the lens of the VR app. I think the description did say that it deliberately adds a dimming feature to it chance the mediation effect. Whatever. I discovered this app a few months ago and this is one of the apps that I regret waiting months to get due to being on a budget. 

The mandala effect is worth £sd, pounds shillings pence. However sfter thirty seconds it just freezes which is completely substandard and retarded. Even the old comoiter programming language  10 print hello 20 goto 10 30 run could do it. 

Couldn't they run the mandala graphic as a GIF? 

For a computer techno, GIFs are their bread and butter. 

The app's reach has exceeded its grasp. The Peter Principle, a person rises to their level of incompetence. Shoddy goods. Substandard. Massive retardation. What a paucity. What a travesty. 

Disappointed is a understatement. 

I once hesitated seven hours in getting Dawn of Jets and regret that seven hour hesitation between first discoerving the app and purchasing it. Really?! How many seven hour hesitations have I had ever since? Go to sleep at night for seven hours. Go to work. Go on a trip out of town. So many seven hour hesitations. What's one more? 

I hesitated about one year before getting Harmony meditation VR. Do I retreat the hesitation? Only somewhat. 

In the Chinese silent Bruce Lee movies, no wonder they were dubbed. Ever work in a film set where everyone didn't speak the same language? 

The films were dubbed in English, Cantonese and Mandarin. That's because on set different people were speaking either English Cantonese and Mandarin plus in 

The Big Boss - half the crew were speaking Thai

The Chinese Connection - half the crew were speaking Japanese 

Way of the Dragon - half the crew were parlo Italiano

Game of Death - half the crew would have been speaking Korean. 

Bruce Lee sure knew how to pick them. 

Dracula 2025 is available on the streaming movie sites. Anyways it was already released in Europe. Visually spectacular although Halloween themed. 

Friday, January 9, 2026 

ICE Agent who shot and killed Renee Good in the course of executing his duty, ha ha, was previously involved in a car dragging incident. 

Once bitten, twice shy. 

Once bitten, ICE shy. 

The pernicious graffiti tag, ACAB is inaccurate. However, if in a misguided effort to be more accurate, expressed instead that some cops are b@st@rds, that would wind up spelling SCAB and that's no good either. 

NoCAB No Cops are B-------. The Police are scientists who use Police Science. They are connected to the intellectual powerhouses being lawyers and judges at the Courthouse. 

US Vice President JD Vance said that Renee God's death was "a tragedy of her own making."

Heck, the United States is a tragedy of its own making. 

Arguably, life itself under the setting of the physics of this dimension is a tragedy of its own making. 

I'm watching a movie called What We Hide. The story is chilling. It's an original story. I've never seen any other movie with a similar premise except for Weekend at Bernie's. 

Two young girls had a mother but she overdosed on H and died. They put her body in a trunk which would have smelled in a few days. Horrible! 

I'm at the eleven minute mark. 

The girls for the most part kept the secret while they went to school. Now, at the eleven minute mark, the ominous scary sound of a loud motorcycle chugging into the driveway. It's the dead junkie women's estranged boyfriend. 

The girls want to avoid the Foster Home. They want to live in the House like another girl did in the movie Where the Crawdads Sing. That movie also involved the cover up of someone who was dead. 

I wonder how this movie will end up. Will there be a twist ending? I duubt it. 

The movie gives me apprehension. I worry about what will happen to the young girls. 

Perhaps a first responder will say,  "If your plan was to hide the body in a wodden box in the garage to avoid foster care, that was only postponing the inevitable."

The characters are scary and edgy. But look deeper and you see its a movie. It would seem like one was witnessing an event in history when the entries thing is all ersatz, pretend. Things like how the faces always are in perfect places. Rarely does a face partially block another face at pivotal talking heads moments. There are X's on the floor as to where to stand. Faces almost never get 100% direct front facing light or face 100% covered in shadow. There is that strategic 50% lighted fsce that if done right accentuates certain facial features like the nose, high cheekbones, etc This is used all the time kn movies even in scary shocking scenes. It's only scary and shocking seen the first time. After that it's the law of diminishing returns with each subsequent viewing. 

Few movies don't have the law of diminishing returns wth further viewings. Bruce Lee, Fist of Fury is one such movie. Also Close Encounters of the Third Kind. I've watched those movies again and again. 

What will happen to the two young ladies? It is remarkable that an actress that young, a child actress would be asked to grapple with such themes as depicted in the movie such as stashing a dead junkie mother's body in a box in a garage to avoid the borstal. From the borstal to the bowery. 

Rumplestiltskin was pretty good. 

A follow up, about three weeks ago, Dallas Brodie was able to retain the reigns or else the reins of the One BC Party. She is the Leader of a Party but one without Party status in the Legislature. The other member of the BC One Party who asked for Dallas Brodie resignation herself wound up resigning. 

Dallas Brodie is a former defense lawyer. She would have a skill set and knowledge set as well as access to certain resources. 

I wish her all the best. I think that she is a great lady. 

She is someone who would inspire people to go into politics. 

The BC Legislature lucked out this term with stellar rock star platinum grade politicians honestly too many to name. There are a lot of great ones. 

Canada has a bright future. Things can only get better. You ain't seen nothing yet. The best is yet to come. Canada is strong. 

In the 50s, Canada had the T-133 jet fighter and the F-86 Sabre. Those are Doctor Strangelove level planes for sure and I've flown them in VR. 

The United States is now charging Canadians $100 extra too visit US National Parks. 

Canada has a few great National Parks. My favorite National Parks are 

Pacific Spirit Park, Abertau Park, Holland Point Park, Vanier Park. 

Those would be among the best National Parks anywhere. 

Dracula stars Caleeb Landry Jones. He was despised as the despicable character in the movie American Pilot starring Tom Cruise. But that was his character. He was paid to portray that role and he did it well. 

He has a very Gothic face which is perfect for the role of a mysterious man of medieval Easter European Royalty cloaked in vast opulent sweeping vistas of clandestine shadowy intrigue. Its a pretty good movie, I must say. 

Christopher Waltz speaks fluent German. He portrays the Dr Van Helsing role in this movie. 

Ihm spreche Deutsch sehr gut, Schön gut. Viel herrlich und großartig. 

Dark Feathers: Dance of the Geisha

The movie seems intriguing. 

A female dancer has ties to an Asian clan which involves her dance partners winding up dead but she must choose whether not not to ditch those ties. Meanwhile a detective is investigating her for all the people that died or disappeared. 

What kind of tie to what kind of Asian Clan? It's worth a watch. 

After I watch Dracula and then What We Hide, and not necessarily in that order. 

White detective falls for Asian dancer. Is this going to be another Madame Butterfly or what? 

Uvic PhD student Darienne Lancaster discovers that the incidental gurgling noises that fish make are actually the basis of a semi so-fish-ticated language that fish use to communicate. I saw the black rockfish on the News clip. I did not see the canary, China, copper or tiger rockfish. 

The seas are alive, with the sound of fish music. 

Vancouver Police arrest suspect for punching woman in the head during a driving dispute. Sure, the civilian suspect in Vancouver gets arrested. 

Meanwhile the ICE agent who shoots an unarmed woman in the head at point blank range, absolutely lethal, as she is driving away gets, I don't know, transfered to a station in Alaska? 

Justice isn't about principle. 

Justice is about power, privelege and position. 

Something else. The Bible says that in extreme times, in times of trial, the Holy Spirit will speak through you, and it won't be you speaking, it will be the Holy Spirit speaking. 

When Renee Good said to the ICE agents just seconds before she died, "Its okay, dude, I'm not mad at you." It's communication of her spirit stepping out of the linear timeline. It's a dressing what about to happen. 'Something is about to happen. After that happens I will instantaneously achieve a massive broadband upgrade and attain cosmic knowledge." Physical conditioning is quickly shrugged off in the second state." as Robert Monroe said. Needless to say, at that point I will be so completely and unimaginably beyond this and.... yeah, It's okay, dude. I'm not mad at you.'

Ghosts will use the word' dude'. 

At that point, she was already a ghost!  

That is the story, from a certain point of view. 

"You will find that a great deal of the truths we cling to depend on a certain point of view." The Empire Strikes Back

Saturday, January 10, 2026

Today I swept leaves near the park in the neighbourhood. I swept leaves at the YMCA-YWCA. I was going for pretty much 100% rate in removing leaves although employees working at the YMCA-YWCA would probably go for a 66% to 99% rate. 

I installed a free VR app called Loam which features a talking gnome as the MC master of ceremonies of the app. I envied the gnime. That gnome said that he lived there in that world since forever. I envied the gnome because it didn't have to worry about a physical death event in the future, ever. 

Then I thought, the gnome is fictional! It's a composite of different things. An AI voice composited with some cartoon graphics. 

Aren't we also a composite of different things? In this dimension we are a composite of the soul body and the physical body with all the attendent evils that come with it namely the setting of the physics of the dimension. In the afterlife, we are a composite of the soul body and the spirit body. With a much better and much cooler set of physics. And different time dynamic. Linear time is only somewhat relevant in that dimension as time travel is only somewhat relevant in this dimension. 

Also, humans are a composite of spirit, mammal, reptile and 78% of human DNA is shared with insects which would explain the hive mentality and hive optics of all religions. Every religion is a cult. 

Iran. 

Iran is f'ed up like never before in recent history. If the currency devaluation wasn't enough, now their electricity and internet are gone. Iran is going through something that would make the global pandemic seem like a trip to Disneyland with an all day ride pass thrown in. 

My imagination tells me that Iraq will take over Iran. In previous times in history, whenever a country was this f'ed up internally, the country next to them invades. 

Donald Trump tweeted that "Iran will have FREEDOM like never before."

The US takes it over and makes something out of it. The Stares has hustle. The States wants to push Iran up to something that is closer to the American level. 

Same with Greenland. The States would make it into a place that a lot more tourists would want to visit. The States would bring American industry and infrastructure changing it from the sleepy anonymous entity that it is now. However Greenland is set in its ways and old habits die hard. There is tradition. There is status quo. 

Same with Canada which has been historically relegated to British colonial status through two centuries of effort. 

If it wasn't for the States, Iraq would unquestionably take advantage of the current power vacuum and downright desolation of its Parliamentary structure which has most likely dissolved and take over Iran. With the Iranian government and Parliament in such disarray, is there even a intact military chain of command? Iraq must be kicking their chops. Divide et impera. Divide and conquer. Right now Iran is profoundly divided. 

If that happens, that region would be one Iraqi superstate. 

Iraq mean West Ur, Iran means East Ur. Back when that region was Babylonian and Mesopotamia, Sumerian, Zoroastrian etc that area was known as The Land of Ur. 

So for one place to be called West Ur without an East Ur to juxtapose it and thus give it definition would be some kind of bizarre anomaly, like Canada's small population with its 40 million people when a country with a noticeably smaller land mass, India, has 1.4 billion people. 

I'm baffled that it hasn't already happened, that Iraq hasn't already taken over Iran. 

Traditionally, neighbouring countries would take advantage of a vulnerability like internal unrest, half the time, one that one of more of the neighboring countries started and invade that country. Sun Tzu, the art of war. When the enemy is weak, invade. When the enemy is strong, retreat. 

Iraq has a Shia majority with a ruling Sunni minority. 

Iran has a Sunni majority with a ruling Shia minority. 

I think the States will invade Iran taking advantage of thus said vulnerabilities. 

It seems that the problems in Iran are political rather than religious but in a country that's basically a theocracy, what's the difference? 

Iran is about the size of Alaska and has a population of 93 million. 

Meanwhile Canada is the size that it is and has a population of just 40 million. Bizarre. Why? Well I already went into that. We want you to be successful and to have a big population but not more than us. 

And, ha ha, a lot of these countries don't offer nearly as high the wages as Canada yet they have much larger populations the situation being these countries, literally dozens of them are a fraction of the size of the Canadian Province of BC, let alone the country of Canada yet they have on average, twice the population of Canada. Once you see it, you can't unsee it. 

However, just as all families are dysfunctional, all countries are dysfunctional in some way. There is no real solution and relocation is not an answer. The grass is never greener on the other side. Every country has its delinquents and the energy of you generating a certain kind of energy and then getting another and worse energy in return. For example business owners start and run a business to bring some vitality and decent and disciplined industry to a neighborhood and what they get in return is whoop, local delinquents using the front of their business and stores as a washroom. That's been in the News. 

And Canada really, honest to God believes that it is a first world country. Meanwhile other so called third world countries don't have nearly the street disorder and have shopping malls that are way more modern and futuristic than the West. When a place believes its own propaganda. Perhaps it's first world status has slipped and the shoe is on the other foot. The evidence clearly shows that China is a first World country and Canada is a second world country in terms of order and infrastructure. Just look at it! 

Sunday, January 11, 2026

It seems that I'm unable to do some things that I used to due to torpor of the mind. 

Art - it seems counterproductive and a waste of time and energy to do any kind of artwork in a place which I don't feel that I'm thriving. An animal species which fails to have a minimum critical population of about 500 is one that will probably go extinct. 

Countries, localities that haven't reached a critical mass is a waste of time to live in and certainly not a place that most people would choose to live in if they had a million dollars. 

People wind up in sh*hole towns in backwater countries not due to positive reasons but due to negative default reasons. Their parents brought them there or they lse they don't have enough money to move anywhere else. 

Being an artist in a backwater town in a backwater country is a waste of time and energy and is existentially counterefficent and counterproductive. 

An artist who works in situations the are backwater and non thriving is casting pearls before swine and Jesus said not to do that. 

Skateboard - I first started learning to ride skateboards st a really weird time in my life. I had a criminal trial that was then still before the Courts. I thought I might have been sent away and then airholed. After that, I get a massive broadband upgrade but the day of it, would be a really edgy and anxiety and cortisol ridden experience but that would have been gotten over with soon enough. 

In this life a person is judged more harshly in spite of the setting of the physics of this dimension. 

In the afterlife, a person is judged less harshly and given some lenience because they had to deal with the setting of the physics of this dimension, which they wouldn't do if they didn't have to deal with that which cancels  out a lot of the stigma and judgement. 

And then I was learning skateboards at a time when Heather Beeb's health was getting worse and I thought I'd have to see her health getting worse and worse and worse and worse and worse for quite some time. I got into skateboarding as an escape from all that. 

As it turned out, I was placed on probation for two years and then Beeb's wound up dying. 

Now skateboards just always reminds me of the time when Beebs died. Why couldn't she have lived? That would change the dynamic of my skateboarding. It wouldn't be tied to an era of Beeb's death. I love Beebs more than life itself. I tell Beeb's this all the time. And that if I didnt get an early reprieve, it certainly wouldn't be because I haven't asked God to give me an early reprieve and I have asked many many times. It wouldn't be from lack of asking and I can take comfort from that. 

Why couldn't I have gotten into skateboards a few years earlier? Then it wouldn't be something that reminds me of the time of Beeb's death? 

To me, Beebs has been gone from me for nearly two years. To her, she's been gone to me for awhile. 

I love her more than life itself. I don't know if my life is going anywhere. Going nowhere in a going nowhere town in a going nowhere country. 

There is great anxiety about the future. 

The mind paints pictures that more often than not turn out to be false. There is island magic. Island magic, in my experience comes in two forms

1. Things gotten appear ordinary but are of high quality. I've gotten lots of things but also turned down a lot of things due to not wanting to have too many things in my room and these things appeared ordinary but were of premium platinum champagne grade quality. 

2. Problems don't turn out to be nearly as bad as first imagined. 

This happens with movies too. Yesterday while watching What We Hide, I turned off the scene where the older of the two young girls was going to return some money to her dead mothers gangster drug dealer. I thought something bad was going to happen to her so I turned it off, at the time not sure if I'd ever watch the rest of the movie in my lifetime. 

After awhile, I thought of island magic for a second and decided to watch the movie. It turns out he only said a few edgy words but otherwise let her go. I watched the rest of the movie. It turns out that first responders did eventually find the body and the sheriff who was a friend of the family seemed to understand the entire thing as if it was something he sees all the time. This is a strange case. I don't know how he could see this all the time. 

Catastrophizing. 

I've seen a lot of omens about wedding. Lots of news stories about Ryan Wedding. There was a News story about the Vancouver Police and some kind of wedding. King Charles as the Internet said, is opening a building that is to be a wedding venue and in the picture, he was looking right at the camera. 

One time there was a story about the Vancouver Police and an electric vehicle and $600 which turned out to be some kind of omen of me getting a $579 electric cruiser skateboard in Vancouver. I was successful in picking it up. 

I have to stand on guard for Canada. The country has nothing but potential. I don't know if the States is going after Canada but they might. I see the game of goh planning. 

The States occupies Greenland thus surrounding Canada. Then the States takes over Canada. Then the States goes after Denmark planning a Maduro like extraction operation in Denmark. And then the greatest prize of all. The States takes out the UK. Then the States will be the center of the English speaking civilization and culture. Then Trump installs himself as a Monarch. 

This takes time. Perhaps more than the three years that Trump has left. He could go for a third term but he's 80 years old this year. 

Would he live that long? Hopefully he does however who knows? I'm surprised he made it to 80 whereas most people only make it to 74. 

Again to get to you, a person must first climb past the wall that is themselves and sometimes that wall is difficult to climb. Politics at the head of state level is a real juggling act between domestic and foreign issues and there is always a lot on the snack plate of any head of state. 

Who knows what will happen. Dialectical point counterpoint forces. Unforeseen things appearing. I don't know if it will come to all that. 

The United States probably has a few thousand British agents strategically placed here and there. That's part of the game of goh. 

The future is something we must all face with Honor. 

The shared challenges of dealing with the physics of this dimension create a sentimentality, a bond. It is rather special to see someone as a spirit who is also dealing with the physics of this dimension and overcoming it and doing so perfecting it to an art. Heaven creates a lot of things and sends it to this dimension. This dimension creates a lot of things that get sent to heaven. This dimension despite the dysfunctional physics is of great value. Life itself is of great value. 

The usual fears of the future involve relapse and loss of control over some or all aspects of life. Also food insecutiry and money worries cancel out any otherwise incentive for living. It is necessary to somehow get on top of all of this and to live with Honor. 

Monday, January 12, 2026

I was scrolling through movies and saw a movie called Lesbian Space Princess. I thought of Nicole Good. If anyone sees that movie poster online or anywhere and is thinking of her, that could be a sign from her saying 'hello'. 

ICE Agents. Their intentions are to prevent the United States from becoming what Britain has become. The country is over run with immigrants and not the good kind. 

Britons have two children families and many can't afford a place to rent. Meanwhile immigrant families with 5 children are being put up in hotels. 

Tourists stay away from British towns with too many immigrants. Some neighborhoods have Shariah Law councils. They collect welfare and do nothing to contribute to society and openly hate where they are. They make no effort to assimilate. They form criminal gangs. Those are the problem ones. 

There are some immigrants who own businesses but these businesses don't hire locals. Or else hire only foreign temporary workers. 

This is what Donald Trump and ICE want to prevent the US from being. 

Watch videos about the UK and immigration problems. 

A few immigrants do make an effort to get to know their host country as an intellectual would and they contribute to society. These ones should stay. 

Tiki a Coco will be released on Thursday. Walkabout Mini Golf. 

I should get a job somewhere. 

Today was a strange day. I found I had an extra $87 late charge from the cable colony on top of next. Months bill. I told them I'll try to pay it off as soon as possible. If I am cut off the internet, then I will still pay but I'll go to another internet service provider. I wonder how long my internet will last at this point. That's a lot of money every month. 

And I only have about $20 left in the bank which is more of the ghastly wretched physics of this dimension. That I have to think about this all the time is a bad energy jangle. I can't wait til I get to the afterlife then I won't have to worry about money anymore. 

Yesterday, my dream was I was jumping down a few flights of stairs outdoors at night. These are stairs that could be found at a University. Wide steps in groups of about ten stairs. I jumped down from the top of the stairs to the bottom a few times amazed at how well I was doing. At the time I thought I was awake and forgot that I was dreaming. 

The I teleported to a Rik at night. There was a bunk bed there. On the top bunk lying supine or face up was a dead man. His entire skin looked black and grey like lots of smoke damage. He otherwise looked intact and undamaged. He was a white man with a thin face and a short brown beard. He was wearing a red plaid shirt and blue denim coveralls., over alls, whatever the heck you call them. 

Royal Portrush golf course is in Ireland. Scotland is more of where golf originated frim but Ireland is St Patrick's Day and Hope Street. I'm getting this next month. $20.

Te Arai golf course. There is North course and a South Course for about $16 Esch. That's $32. But the Te Arai courses each have a bonus putting course thrown in for free. Royal Portrush does not. 

I shouldn't have to get both. But which is better Te Arai North or South. It's subjective. 

My plan is to get the Royal Portrush next month. I already have The Hays putting course. How many putting courses do I need? 

Why did Te Arai have to have two courses instead of just one? 

Te Arai is in Hawaii. Very exotic. 

However, the true OG spirit of golf is found in the UK. Golf was founded there 500 years ago. I'll get the Royal Portrush in 8 days from now but since it's on credit card, why not get it now? Ireland. 

So many good movies in Ireland. That Colin Farrell movie was filmed in an island in Ireland. The one about the man chopping off his fingers. 

Some golf courses on Golf plus are just wretched and awful. Namely the Aztec Pyramids, The Atolls and Metro. All horrendous. I wouldn't pay for these if you paid me to pay for them. All the other golf courses I am indifferent to. Even Te Arai which I wouldn't think of getting because of budget restraints if it weren't for the free putting courses. Wtf. I'll get Te Arai sometime this summer. One in June and one in July. For the free putting courses. 

The North course is more technically challenging with rolling hills and less ocean views and more of a forest corridor feel. For experts. 

The South course is less challenging with less pronounced hills and has more of an ocean views kind of vibe. For all levels. This is the one I would opt for. 

I kinda wish that I hadn't got Harmony because that was $10 I could have generated towards the Royal Portrush golf course in Ireland. That's life. 

I will always love Heather. I love her with a searing burning exquisite pain in my heart. There is nothing in my life or in the Universe that is as important to me as when I see her again in the afterlife whenever that is. Hopefully I do see her again otherwise that would be a roast. I love her more than life itself. 

I got Chess Club VR for free. Strange. It's usually a $20 app. Goof Mr VR levels. 

Tonight, the fire alarm went off. I thought the building was burning. I was packing my things and then went to the hall to check what it was. Someone said they heard an explosion. 

Turns out, a ceiling water pipe in the hallways burst. A professional sprinkler repair was called in. 

It happened when I was about to make my first almost checkmate. I placed a tower in the last row where the King was in a corner. The king had one piece diagonally in front and I placed a rook a few places diagonally in front of that. An almost checkmate. 

The second time. I was able to do another checkmate, similar moves. 

My strategy is to get all the pawns out of the way, eliminate as many enemy pawns as possible when not making more aggressive moves like advancing knights and rooks and 

then improve. Try using pinning two pieces or else forks to help. Place a piece in the place where two pieces at different directions can be simultaneously threatened. The oppononent will have to choose one or another. These methods work on the beginner level which I'm using. 

The more advanced levels. I don't know if I can do that. 

When half or yours and the other players important pieces are gone along with most of the pawns anywhere on either side, use the remaining pieces to form a checkmate formation. If the king is in the last row. Throwing a tower in the last row and another tower in the second last row will result in a chek-mate provided none of the towers are otherwise blocked. Even if they are, half the time you can work your way out of that. A Queen is a good piece to use for checkmate formations which can usually be achieved with a strategic team up of any two important pieces. 

I terms of achieving a checkmate formation, pawns and kings are the last ast useful and least reliable. All other useful movement pieces, any piece except pawns and Kings, can be useful. 

This is beginner level where the computer is clearly sleepy and somewhat retarded. Otherwise there is no way I cold have gotten two checkmates in a row. I don't dare try the more difficult levels. 

The first checkmate I got was a claim win checkmate. The second one was a definite checkmate. Even the computer said so. 

One Battle After Another won the Awards? 

I tried watching that movie and couldn't do it. So many movies seem to me like a slideshow, one random disconnected image next to another without any story attached to it. 

I agreed with one reviewer in IMDb who said it was sloppy, a mess, a train wreck, poor writing.

Anyways, the movie didn't make sense to me at all. 

What I got was that the movie was about ICE agents and Leonardo di Caprio was one of the agents. 

The Black lady, the White lady and Sean Penn were also ICE agents or else US militia. 

There are no movies on the horizon that I am waiting for except Dune 3 and Star Wars. It's a Star Wars movie mainly about fighter pilots and I know about piloting. The X-wing probably uses a sidestick. No yoke for that killing machine! The tie fighter uses a yoke, but not just any yoke. A military embraer yoke. 

The movies I wanted to see and saw were The Long Walk, The Running Man, Susu 2. 

Also Bugonia which was the latest movie from visionary legendary genius director Yorgos Lanthimos. Any movies that he makes along with Robert Eggers and Wes Anderson and Guillermo del Toro are must watches. These directors are crazy visionary. 

Steven Spielberg. Disclosure Day. 

When really, disclosure day was when the first UFO movie was released. The 50s movies got it right. UFOs do look like that. Spinning. 

The Brookings Institute said over the span of a few generations, the idea of UFOs, aliens is to be dripfed to desensitize culture. 

Aliens operate on a different time dynamic that includes time travel. They teleport so they can be holographic and invisible and solid and visible at will. They can adjust the broadband and tweak the setting of the physics they are experiencing at any given time with technology. It is in their invisible and holographic state that they teleport to different times and places in the Universe even galaxy hopping. Local group, Virgo Cluster, Lanimea cluster etc. If an alien civilization visited all of them, they would be so major. 

Disclosure day happened when Close Encounters was released. Aliens do look like that. Lots of people had dreams of aliens. 

The television series V said that someone had dreams of aliens all the time. I sure don't get them all the time. Just once every few years. 

I always think that I incorporated something I saw from the movies into my dream. 

I saw aliens were shiny silver suits with long silver boots and long silver gloves. And round glass space helmets. The 1960s Green Hornet, the aliens Episode. The shiny silver suits. They got that right. How did they know? 

Hollywood is 100% real. 

"There are STRANGER THINGS under heaven and earth than are dreamed of in your philosophy, Horatio."  Shakespeare 

Tuesday, January 13, 2026

Today, I cleaned half the wall at St Anne's Academy. The entire wall is too much work for one day. I also cleaned all, that is, all the crevices of the sidewalks. 

As I was working, I was thinking, "I could get a Catholic blessing for doing this. I hope, that, a sign would be if I was able to get some food as I almost have none with only $20 to last me for 8 days."

A lady walked towards me and thanked me for cleaning. She then gave me a bag of food! 

I could still get a blessing. Lots and lots and lots of times, I fished earthworms from sidewalk pavements and threw the into a nice pile of soft dirt. That's like an instant upgrade to a five star hotel. Better accommodations. Others might have just mindlessly swept the worms into the dust pan. 

I am doing that because karma is funny. What goes around comes around. I am hoping that I myself can get an upgrade in accommodations. 

I hope to be able to live in a place where I can swing a VR golf club without worrying about hitting any furniture at all. 

This doesn't look certain in any way shape or form. 

Which is why I am anxious for God to give me an early reprieve. 

Yesterday, for 12 hours, I had heartburn. An exquisite burning feeling of some blood vessels, nerves, whatever near the heart area. I was wondering if it was the preliminary stages of a heart attack. 

I leaned into the sentimentality and reflected that I am absolutely all right with leaving this life. There is no one I would stay alive for. To get a massive broadband upgrade to the point of never worrying about dying ever again, young forever with no aches or pain in the body at all, no cortisol. Who would I want to stay alive for so I can go on another few years worrying about money all the time? If it's all the same to God, I would just as soon skip it altogether. 

A heart attack is the best st form of an early reprieve. A heart attack feels like an elephant hitting the heart with a sledgehammer and then sitting on it. Something like that would be awful for a few minutes but those few minutes are over soon enough. Although at the time, it seems like an eternity. 

I'm worried for the Clintons but not that worried. 

The Clintons refused to testify in the first round of Court positions pertaining to the Epstein case. 

They have been cited for contempt of Court and there will be some further legal action against them next week. 

The News said this is designed to send the Clintons to jail. 

Well, you know who's behind this. Ronald truMpDonald himself as a quid pro quo for himself having been sent to the docks which resulted in White collar criminal conviction and Trump thinks the Clintons was somehow behind that. 

I'm not the worried because Bill Clinton is very sharp and smart and dangerous. He's like a cat that always lands on his feet. He was a former Governor and Governorship of a State is something Trump doesn't have in his CV. A Stare Governor is a very hard core and very dangerous person. A Governor is even more powerful than a judge. 

And Hillary Clinton. She was a Senator. That's high ranking. 

I'd be just as worried for Trump. Not if, but when Bill and Hillary Clinton survive this, they will be planning some kind of revenge on Trump for sure. They are probably planning the revenge now as we speak. 

The Clintons might have watched the movie Alto Knights. Don't say anything in Court. I have nothing to say, the entire time. That's how the character in the movie survived. 

The movies are different than real life. 

The movie The Falcon and The Snowman showed the Watergate Trials. Each Congressman called to testify one after the other said,  "I have no comment. I have nothing to say." 

In heavy duty US Court trials, like major ones, there is usually a grilling. The Clintons might be grilled. That's why I'm somewhat worried for them. May God be with them. 

Last nights dream. 

I was in Thailand. As I was about to leave, I said that I would leave my electric cruiser style skateboard, black with vertical green stripes. as it is too heavy to carry back to Canada. 

I was on the street and invited to ride in a two seat tuk tuk, the front seat was yellow and the back seat was red. They were small box cubicles, each with a circular opening on top. 

The tuk tuk made a right turn. Then I asked the driver, my friend, to pull over as I decided to run back and get my skateboard. I was thinking of my skateboard and remote control and charter cord. 

Back in the building, the family there was gtrumbking as they saw me. I ran downstairs and sensed there would be danger, lions, and there were. I was going forward in a basement all cement with cement walls and flooelrs. It was a large basement like an underground parking lot. Ahead of me as I was going forward were two paths left and right forming a T. 

I went left first and then right as there was an opening to the outside there. I was flying in the air. Lions were chasing me. All female lions. One after another jumped up at me but I grabbed the top of the heir heads and pushed them down. Subtle, but I knew to do this which is the structural engineering correct way to deal with this. 

End of dream that I can remember. The entire dream took place during the day. Daytime atmosphere. 

Iran is scary, but put in perspective, there is a gang of countries, the usual suspects, that would handle protests on that level in a similar way. 

Similar with the Hong Kong protests, a few protestors are professional protestors working for CIA fronts called Center for Educational Advancement but these are political based special interest groups. These professional protestors who appear Leftist but are working for the CIA but not directly as agents. They get 6 figure salaries. They are paid to organize protests. 

Iran has 93 million people which means 1 percent would be 900,000 people. There is probably just a few percent of the population involved in the protests etc. The rest either don't care or couldn't be bothered. 

ln Canada, it seemed like everyone in Canada was part of the truckers convoy. With a population of 40 million, 1% would be 400,000 people. There was way less than 5% of the population that got involved. 

A conspicuous minority. 

Iran had to deal with a lot. A couple of years ago, their President died in a helicopter crash. That alone would be devastating for any country. 

The US ought to move in there. Iran is imploding, disintegrating. American protectorates, similar to British colonies are known to have records of general stability. A pax Americana. Even a US protectorate would be a hell of a lot more stable than what's going on there. 

Complete devastation. 

Wednesday, January 14, 2026

I cleaned the second half of the wall at St Anne's Academy. Quite a few ladies walked past me today. I said hello to them. 

I could possibly get a Catholic blessing for doing that. I would like the black swing to be in the form of either money or food. 

I got Very Bad Dreams VR for $2 on sale from $9. 

I also got Dark Days for $3 on sale from $13. 

I checked the trailers a few times. Very bad dreams has mind blowing visuals that are straight from hell. 

Dark Days is an Unreal Engine powered app. And for $3. Nuff said. 

I don't think that the gods of pecuniary prudence will whip me for this. 

I will pay off my credit card and my cable too. If my cable gets cut then I will cancel cable with that company and go for Telus internet although Rogers Xfinity might be faster speed broadband than Telus. 

My worry level when it comes to my internet is high. 

VBD and DD are apps with lots of motion sickness. Wandering around, looking for whatever. Endlessly wandering around. On flat screen, it's bad enough. In VR, it's horrifying. I hate moving around rooms apps. I like stationary shooters or stationary player apps like chess, fishing, golf, etc. Moving around in VR is an anathema. 

These apps are each a blast of motion sickness, a pontoon of motion sickness, a megalothalon of motion sickness. 

Yesterday, I got a free VR app. 

Mrs Benz featuring Daisy Ridley. 

If it's free, you are the product, lol 

Its going to be good if Daisy Ridley is involved. I have another Daisy Ridley VR app about the cave paintings in Lascaux, France. That app is absolutely smoking. Some cave paintings were done 15,000 years ago. How do they know that? What if it was done only a few hundred years ago? What if, ha ha, it was done last week? 

I previewed Mrs Benz. Absolutely Sterling grade platinum champagne quality app. Really. 

Great app. A person gets to drive the very first motorcar ever. Mercedes Benz brand. 

The player gets to find out how the game engine was started and then drives the vehicle. 

App of the year. A gift from God. 

In Surrey, aka BC's dead-basket, a prominent East Indian businessman, Baljinder Singh Garcha got killed. 

Stränge coincidence. The prominent business an owned several businesses including a wedding photography studio and a wedding banquet hall. 

A few days ago, I wrote about King Charles opening a wedding banquet hall. 

"So much death. What chance de we have against such reckless hate?" King Theoden, Lord of the Rings 

Thursday, January 15, 2026

Tiki a Coco on Walkabout Mini Golf was all right but not as good as other levels. 

Meow Wolf, Holiday Hideaway, Tokyo, 20,000 Leagues, Venice, Around the World in 80 Days and Wallace & Gromit were better than Tiki a Coco. 

Taylor Swift is going to have a $2 billion dollar wedding! That's the price of a B-2 Spirit Bomber! 

If you had a choice, for $2 billion, would you go for a B2 Spirit bomber or a wedding? Tough call. 

A person would need to be trained and to have a license to fly a B2 Spirit bomber. 

A $2 Bn wedding could include 5 star hotels, rides in top model Mercedes, King Crab legs, lobster claws and lobster tail, snow crab, dungeoness crab, scallops, wagu beef, rice, and noodles and good weed. Wedding gifts could be top grade VR goggles such as Big Screen brand VR goggles. 

$2 Bn, hire one or a few aging 80s rock stars to play songs from the 80s. Hiring 70s rock stars would be pushing it. 

Are there any 70s bands will all their original members still alive? 

A spirit bomber would be redundant. For all intents and purposes, a luxury model Champion Learjet would do for you what you might otherwise use a spirit bomber for. 

A $2 bn dollar wedding would have as a wedding gift, a nice house with rent paid and all proterty taxes paid for life. $2 Bn is a lot of money. 

If a person was to spend one million every three months, it would take 500 years to go through $2 Bn. A million. A good house might cost $10 million. Nice but modest, don't attract too much attention or magazine write up's for being the most expensive house in town. Then rent and property taxes. The rest, a million every three months. That's a lot of visits to museums and movie theatres and good meals at excellent restaurants. That's a great life. 

One needs to eat in this dimension. A ghost in the afterlife doesn't need to eat to survive. 

The afterlife dimension is a hologram which is why ghosts can teleport. 

This dimension is a hologram too but with the setting set to certain conditions like gravity and non telepoetation. Gravity can be completely avoided in this dimension if they go to space in a spaceship. 

A airplane doesn't completely avoid gravity. It works with and then fights against gravity and then  overcomes it. Gravity helps an airplane to land. 

Tonight on the Mo Amir show, a lady was talking about the male incel community. 

Being an incel isn't a moral shortcoming. Being sleazy or sneaky or ignorant like the woman who hid the body of a neighbors dog after her dog killed it are moral shortcomings. 

Funny she doesn't talk about the female incel community. 

The word incel is a pressure from society in general to hook up with someone ad absurdio. 

For women, 3/4 men are not worth knowing because of the nasty Y chromosome and rage issues. For men, 2/3 women are not worth knowing. Women can be incredibly spinny and flakey. 

When a person is young, they don't care. But as you get older, you really want to be with someone whom you can respect on an intellectual level. I haven't met any women in this town I could say that about and at least one woman, I wouldn't say that I am avoiding her although I would say that although I will always wish her well, I kinda hope that I don't see her ever again or st any rate, I wouldn't care if I don't see her ever again. I have said prayers to God hoping I don't see her again.*  If she died, I don't know how upset I'd be. 

Heck, I'm the same person who, if I died, I don't exactly know how upset I'd be. I imagine not at all. 

After age 45, whole a man can still sire offspring, a woman can not which really changes the dynamic of age approximate and age appropriate relationships when it comes to new partners and first dates. 

When a man gets older, he looks more distinguished and can still sire children. 

When a woman gets older, she just looks older and after age 45, she is damaged goods when it comes to reproduction. 

An older man who wants to have his own children can hook up with a younger woman. An older woman who wants to have her own children is out of luck. 

A woman can have ten children at most. 

While King Solomon had over 3,000 children. 

Women live longer than men. Women have to deal with the inferior substandard setting of the physics of this dimension for a longer time than men and for me that would be a relief because life is over rated and the afterlife is under rated. 

When that lady used the word incel I felt insulted. She will feel how I felt insulted during her life review in the afterlife. Jesus said that those who call another person rakah or good for nothing is in danger of hell fire. 

I believe that. Those who go through life insulting others compromise their progress in the afterlife. 

Again, in life you find places that built themselves. 

In the afterlife, places find you that you've built with the sheer essence of your personality or else from lack thereof. 

Whether one is an incel or not, they are trading one set of worries or another. 

For an incel, there are the worries of a supposed sense of collective societal imposed disenfranchisement. 

For someone who isn't an incel its can you get it up, then can you, uh complete the task, then if you can, worries about possibly being on the hook for child support. Do it a few times and then it's worries about taking it to the next level or not and what that would look like. Proposal, engagement, marriage or else break up, separation? 

"My girlfriend always asks me about taking it to the next level. The problem is, I'm a psychopath. With people like me, there is no next level." Dexter 

In either case there are money worries, however in the second case, there are additional money worries. 

Not to mention worries about getting an STD like the cancer causing strain of HPV. 

Also worries about meeting her fam, what if they don't like you or else just plain weird energy, that and her friends are your friends. Dog friend pig friend. 狗 朋 猪 友  Flakey friends. 

I would never call someone words like incel or loser or sad. Ever. I believe that would affect my progress in the afterlife. 

As it happens, I have in all likelihood, less than 20 years to go. My friend on welfare died at age 69 while my uncle died at age 79. 

My friend on welfare drank beer at prodigious levels and at an industrial rate of consumption. On check day, he'd get a 12 pack for sure. 

My uncle was middle class, landed gentry. Access to better medical care. 

I think I'll go at age 74 max given that 4 in the Chinese culture signifies death. 

It could be before 74 but not past 74. 

Then I won't have to worry about any of this anymore. A worry is a psychic energy angle often derived from the setting of the physics of this dimension. 

I was born at around the time the first and early seasons of Fawlty Towers were filmed. When I die, all of a sudden, to me, it will feel like I'm in that magical year again. It would feel like I am at Fawlty Towers on a sunny Spring morning with the floors newly waxed and the walls newly painted. 

*This lady works at some place which I used to visit often. I have stopped going there for some time. Sometimes a I see people from there and one of them talks to me but I get some weird energy that it's some kind of nudge to get me to go back there. 

They would have me go back there! 

And then on the other hand, that place has been known to bar people just as a demonstration of their strange backwater powers and in an attempt to pull you down to their level. If you are living in a town now with rock star infrastructure, don't ever consider moving to some backwater town.

Sometimes over the years, people sent me nudges to move back to other towns. 

They are people who think that I should be in another town other than where I am. 

Which is hypocritical and presumptuous because these people themselves were from other towns originally and now they're living in another town and they would just balk and eschew anyone who would try to nudge them to go back to another town. 

I never nedge anyone to do anything because I don't care. Visit, don't visit, who cares? 

And this excellent feature of my life will come back to me during my life review after I die. 

My landlord doesn't go to that place. Very few of my neighbours go there except for that bonkers psycho sneaky sh*t. I generate a certain kind of energy and so the God damned forces of life has to, just has to return it with sending me another and worse kind of energy. Time and time again. I don't get the conscientious people who can speak and write in two languages like I would get in China. I get the backwaterocal yokels. 

The Chinese can also be quite insufferable in their way. 

That is the kind of place where people go there and don't go there again when they have something better and more upscale in their life such as employment and skill set. Such as being connected to a better group of people. Since I've gone there, I've connected to much better energy. 

That place was the place where the people who went there weren't exactly the most well heeled clientele. They were the worst. Delinquents. Druggies. I practice Zen meditation. I really don't want to go there and be screeched at from some undisciplined delinquent. 

Anybody who has at all anything better to do wouldn't go there. 

What I'm dealing with is ignorant and thoughtless people. They are like that to other people as well not just me, and have been so for years. People work in patterns. But around the edges in a thousand and one ways, they are like that to themselves as well, thoughtless and ignorant, lacking Honor, and you can see it in their appearance. 

T What could I expect? This is a God damned backwater! 

"Don't expdct Honor from them. This is a land of cheap traders."  The Last Samurai 

I really can't wait until my life is over. 

Although more people in the World speak Chinese, Mandarin, English is the more internationally distributed language as most people in the World know a few phrases of English as English is the international language of commerce, aviation and science, however it is not the international language of politics and religion which shows you on which side the bread is buttered. 

The States were successful in Venezuela because Spanish is the second language of the States. 

Greenland. Most people there speak Danish or else their local slight variation on Danish. 

There could be a language barrier. 

Friday, January 16, 2026

The PM of Canada Mark Carney is visiting China, Beijing. Today, he meets the President of China, Xi Jin Ping. He gets to see what Canada might look like in a hundred years. China is futuristically advanced, a hundred years ahead of Canada. 

What a comedown and let down it must always be to come back to backwater mid-grade infrastructure, Alfred E Newman faced cracker backwater Canada after visiting futuristic China. It must feel like taking a step backwards. It would be an awful feeling. 

Sh*t physics of a sh*t dimension. A person can't teleport in this dimension and thus prone to being stuck in backwater towns for an indefinite amount of time. How contemptible and insufferable. 

A lot of times, a few prophets said to God,  "God, if I am to be treated thus, I would prefer that you end my life."  But God didn't do it or else didn't do it right just then. 

I wish God would give me an early reprieve in the form of a massive heart attack. After hearing how great the afterlife is, why the hell would I want to be around in this dimension? I can't get to the afterlife soon enough! 

Things I believe in and in this order 

1. Seek Reality Online

2. Swedenborg Institute 

3. Matt Fraser 

4. Joel Osteen and the Lakewood Church 

5. The Catholic Church 

6. The Protestant Church. 

The Protestant Church is so hole and corner. A Catholic wrote that if you want to believe in a single unified Church of whom the first Pope Jesus himself appointed, Catholicism is your religion. If you want 450 different sects and denominations that started in what, 1560, and each with their own unique interpretation of the Bible, Protestantism is your thing. 

Catholicism is empirically the better platform. 

Protestantism is a broken platform. 

7. Buddhism. Theravada or Mahayana? Answer, yeah. Buddhism gives a lot of tautological and teleological answers. 

Why do we suffer? Buddhist answer: We suffer because we want. To stop suffering, stop wanting. Suffering is a universal and unescapabale principle called dukkha. 

Why do we suffer? My answer: We suffer because we are wired to the R-complex, limbic system, HPA axis which is an extension of living under an umbrella of of a dimension with some of the most awful physics imaginable and it is a particular setting of the physics which includes not being able to teleport, telepathy, one needs to eat and sleep, grows older, gets illness. In other dimensions, the physics are set much better. Teleportation, telepathy, never grow old, never worry about eating or sleeping, young forever, no physical pains at all not even the slightest subtlest back pains not aware previously aware of before having any out of body experiences after which a person slams back into their body screaming as every single nerve in their body feels like it was quickly and hardly pulled one inch along of some fine grade sandpaper. 

Compared to my answer, Buddhism's answer is bullsh*t. 

Premier of Ontario, Doug Ford said that the Federal Government is risking cheap Chinese made cars 

being imported into Canada. 

What, vs cheaply made Canadian cars like the f*cking Pontiac Acadian? That was made in Ontario. 

So Premier Ford would opt for cars made in a country of 40 million people rather than cars made in a country of 1.4 Bn people. Towing the local backwater line. Whoop whoop. As usual. 

Italy - Fiat  Fox It Again Tony

Russia - Lada

Canada - Pontiac Acadian, it's on that level. And not in a good way. 

"It is no achievement to be considered sane in a world that's insane."  Krishnamurti

I can't wait til I get to the afterlife. The second I get there a lot of this bullsh*t will drop away like the girl dropping the mask in the movie Pet Sematary. If I didn't get an early reprieve it certainly wouldn't be because I haven't asked God. I ask God on a daily basis to grant me an early reprieve. I've had enough of this substandard dimension. 

After hearing the words from Seek Reality Online, I can't wait to die and get to the afterlife. So much of this life is bullsh*t.  There are a lot of things in life that I wouldn't mind seeing for the last time. 

You must think I'm puffing. I'm not bluffing. I'm ready for the afterlife! Now.